what can i say about today? i don't know. EMO? nahz. i don't know how to say actually. really. many things happened today. the clique outing. i thought it was supposed to be fun..but to me, it isn't. maybe i think too mucch? and they might be having fun. i dont.but i just didnt say out.and i realised i didnt fit inside the clique much.they laugh, i don't but trying hard to smile. yeahz.camwhoring.but didnt enjoy as much as last time. and i think i only took one with ting, some group clique. and the rest is them. sianz. and the feeling is not the same anymoree. and i felt left out.in the middle, i really feel like going home. i don't know.Maybe i'm really tired but actually, when i met them and talked, i felt better.but..something just happened... i dont like today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just now i already feel like crying.feel like just running away.and now, tears are rolling out uncontrollably.

ohya. i'm damn glad to have jiaoni and yanying as my friends!!they rocks.thanks for being there for me!and jiaoni, thanks for liking my that scary picture. thanks girl.

sometimes, i really hope people who see my picture can comment on my picture.and don't just tell another person.and i get the message from the other person. do you know how saddist it is?and if you all dont like the photo, then just be it.don't appreciate nevermind one.other people do. =P

all of a sudden, i feel like saying, I LOVE YOU MUMMY!REALLY!

ohya.today the uncle's is a real model.good citizen. i shall post next time.
alrights. i got to go.
boyy: i donno..many things are just..maybe..maybe..i'm not a good girlfriend.