Say GOODBYE to my LONG hair and HELLO(: new Hair!

In the end, I went for a haircut. My hair are much shorter now. And definitely I look much refresh and younger! In conclusion, I'm not cut out to have long fringe because it would make me older. =( Well, at least I've tried getting long fringe.

Went for hair spa indeed. Cut+Blow+Wash+Treatment(: To pamper my hair. It has been sooooo long since I last pampered myself. (:

Next up, would be either a rebonding or dye.

Went to FujiXerox seminar with Wilson. The company cater a cab for their visitors to go to their company. How thoughtful! I learnt quite a number of things over there and was overwhelmed with their technologies. I also don't know why I acted like a kid and keep moving the chair back and forth. Well, good experience indeed.

Flu and cough bug keep pestering me these days. OMG. Please go away! I'm soooo xinku.

HuiLing finally received the present. Glad that she like it when she msged me. That's the happiest thing I felt for the past few days..

shushu, I hope you bless everyone of us. Especially our beloved.

人总是失去了才懂得珍惜。好可悲的我们。

These few days, I kept dreaming of HER. The HER who I dislike and wanted to scold soo much but why in the dream, I didn't scold? How dumb of me.

This year is a bad year for my family and relatives. How to remove the bad luck when it will stick with you at the moment?

I don't know why greedy, loathsome, arrogant people always have that luxury with them while kind hearted people always down with bad luck. I think heaven like to play tricks on others. I simply don't understand why. I always hope people who I cherished and those who deserved my concern should live longer because these group of people are really kind hearted and not those who look at your family background to determine whether to "talk" to you or bootlick you.

Money has gotten all over them. Just like driving, if you don't know how to drive, you will become a laughing stock! WTf? But luckily for me, there would always be transportation for me. (: At most take cab? haha.

Few years back, I always wonder, what's family really means? As in family as a whole with relative and cousins. Till a month ago, I found the answer from my dad's side. (: They are really caring people! Helping one another though there might be some politics but well, at least I know they don't treat people like S.H.I.T. I really mean SHIT.

Reality is harsh and cruel. No money, No Talk. One day I really hope karma would befall on her. Though I don't want to curse, but seeing my beloved still care about what happen a year back, I can't help but feel sad. Just a few days ago, I dreamt of the person. I wanted to slap and scold that person to core and fuck hard but I don't know why I didn't? Maybe kinship's still there in the dream. haiz.

Sometimes I ought to be shot dead. Dont ask me why.

few years down the road, I hope to be an Arts Director, driving at least a toyota car, living in luxury so that people don't look down on MY FAMILY.

How sadist. I want to buy all the designer bags and throw at them! Or gold would be better! crush them!!

Childish thoughts. In dilemma.

That dreadful day still haunt me! I was being followed by a guy on my way house. I was at the LRT when I saw that guy keep looking at me. At that time, I was staring at him and kept cursing him. Then he moved closer and closer to me while I did not even lift a toe. Instead, I tried to occupy as much space as possible so that he couldn't get near me.

When it was my turn to alight, I hesitate for a moment to see if he's alighting. Okay, he did not alight AT FIRST. But after I alighted, and turn around to double confirm, he jumped out of the train! OMG! He was giving way to me to alight at first. And in the end he also alighted! I freaked out instantly. So I quickly ran as fast as I could. I walked one BIG round here and there till he couldnt catch up with me. PHEW!

Moreover, it's wasn't late at night. It was just late evening. =.=

Anyway, I seriously love the clothes that I ordered online! (: It's nice and the material too! My taste of clothes has become more mature. HAHA.

Really, it seems like bad luck always befall on our family. When can it stop? If it ever stops, then it's not called LIFE.

When human aged, health deteriorates. Bad luck would stick with them till their last breath. I always prayed hard and hope the people I loved be safe and sound. I don't ask for more, why isn't it fulfilled?

毎朝私が私の目を開げる、あの時きれいの世界を見る、とても嬉しい。

The army boy. Shuai but dark. lol. Chao DA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today marks the start of my Excel Training. Frankly speaking, it was a GREAT experience. I get to teach the staff from different ages and able to put myself in their shoes. Some are able to understand and need not much supervision. However, different people have different pace. So of course, there bounds to have some over run.

I'm so grateful that Wilson's with me all the while, if not it would be harder for me to manage the class though it's just 6 students per class. With 2 people's strength, the time taken for assisting them would greatly reduced. I was so nervous in the morning! That it gave me some stitches! But oh wells, I wasn't really nervous because the students are active and participative.

During lunch, I had a small talk with the sales side. I realised I'm really blessing in disguise! We are mainly talking about Mothers. How mothers would care for their children esp daughters. Now I finally understood why mum always never failed to call me and concern about my whereabouts. It's not only about TRUST here, I know she TRUSTED me but also, every Mother would have the FEAR inside. That's what I learnt today. No doubt because I'm talking to 2 mothers and a father. What do you think? =P

I wasn't selected for Japan Trip. It was kind of disappointing, but I've to face the harsh reality. Shanghai Trip was a gone case too for my parents don't allow. But my parents promised me to let me go for GRADUATION TRIP next year if H1N1 is gone. Of course, I was overjoyed and praying hard that H1N1 would be over soon so that Huiling and I could plan for graduation trip! Taiwan, Australia, Hong Kong, New Zealand! Any pick? ><

There's a need for me to sign up for English course! Since I've decided to pursue my dream~ But is British Council that good? I wonder ...

I'll post up Army boy's photo soon when I get to use my laptop in these few days. (:

And now, I wanted to sing!!! Kbox, anyone? TingTing? Elena? YanYing? Wan Ting? Sandra? Li Xia?