finally changed moii blogskin!

24-01-07
moii off day.went out wib leo to watch ghost tunnel.ii tot it wld be quite scary but end up not dat scary.th storyline ish not interestin enuff cuz its easy to guess wad wld happen nxt.overall rating ish 2stars.

quite happy wib him.lols.hopefully he enjoyed dat day too.=]]

25-01-07
wrk at westmall td.wib kelvin.lol.played wib his lg chocolate phone.so sensitive.th touh pad too sensitive.addicted to his game-zoo zoo club.wadd a name!its lyk bejeweled.ii manage to pass lvl 6 while he cant!lols.dats th happy ting.hehe.overall td quite happy cuz sandra came to look for me.finally can see her again.yupps.

result ish out soon?omg.ii really hope ii can go either business studies or psychology.pls god!!help mie!!prayin hard!!hope heaven will help miie!jiayou!

got mixed feelings now!!

went out wibb eriik nd his frenz to buy vcds td.kinda weird nd dey are so funny.ahaha.after dat went to meet sandra nd so we went to np open hse.
reached dere arnd 6 den we went to walk arnd.now ii dunno which course to choose.business studies or psychology?kinda in dilemma.soo blur.

anyway,met li xia n wan ting at causeway.we had our dinner dere.but ii had moii breakfast cum lunch cum dinner.didnt finish moii porridge.not hungry.now oso not hungry.dunno whyy.im not full.not hungry either.

took neoprints togta.althou can see th gals td but..somehow,ii didnt hab topics to tok to dem.feel abit outcast.ii dunno why.maybe ii tink too much.im easily jealous.emotional.sensitive.nd wadever fuck.

didnt tok muchhs td.am super duper quiet td.sometyms ii dunno whyy..ii will cry over small tings.suchh a cry baby.sickening.
still on diet.hopefully b4 chinese new year ii will be able to buy moii clothes.th skirt dat ii wan to buy.

ii dun wish to be ignored by moii frenz.somehow,somewhere,ii will gib up.sooner or ltr.

I shall declare that from td onwards,16-01-07,ii will be wrking at far east plaza.not at bugis street anymore.so guys.if eu all wanna find me,pls look fer me at far east.thx.

money ish th destroyer of everyting.yes.it destroy me totally.making me mad lyk hell.from tml onwards,ii dun nid to eat.cuz ii got no more spare money.fucker.dunwan gib me money den no money eat.no money eat den will hungry.hungry den will gastric pain.den in th end if ii cant tahan,few days ltr ii will faint.den by dat tym,ii will die.th BETTER!

since they neo iim saving up for hp nd laptop,all th more they shld gib me money.fuck sia.ii wan dat bloody hp .gonna earn moiiself.but how?stupid.so fucking angry.wanna buy th hp by feb.th latest in march which ish moii bday.but fucker,now ii dun tiink ii can buy.its mission impossible unless got ppl buy for me.or strike lottery.

wadever,td not much mood.1st day of wrk ish ok.bully th carol.whaha.wanna buy dat topshop dat top.but ii dun wanna spent money.haiz.help miie!!moii hp bill burst!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[cousins forever]

[at ah bing jie's wedding]

[darkness in grand copthorne waterfont hotel>>th hotel dat initially ii wrk as waitress]

[cousins!ksjs!rocks!]

[cheeky faces!ppl say ii look gothic.do i?]

[ii look ghostly.!haha.]

[mirror relection.2 of us simply rocks.i love her!]

worked at westmall td wibb kelvin again.it was okay.but sales aint good.but moii sales td good.haha.iim so careless.alwiz forget to bring money.luckily dat josh came to collect his bag.moii GREAT saviour!thx darling for buyin mie lunch!lol!super happy.yeah.he told mie he's getting a piercing on his lips.omg.its damn disgusting.damn gross.nd he will waste 60bucks juz liddat.ii rather use th money to do facial or shoppin den piercing moii lips nd hab to stand th pain.so bloody disgusting.

anyway,ii dunhab th rights to prevent him from piercing too cuz he's aint moii man.nd seriously,ii really condamn those type whu pierce anywhere but ears.no offends.no insult.juz personal view.dun lyk.by th way,he msg me.ii was kinda surprised by th msg.really,ii duno wadd shld ii reply.no ans given.

a brand new year wib a brand new me.lol.yahz.sorta true.dunno how to say but eu guys can judge me.more street-lyk style.not dat conservative anymore.good or bad?anyway,feb ish coming soon.a fun,exciting,anxious nd heartaching mth.why?cuz of th release of o level result.!!chinese new yr!!valentine's day!!sandra's bday!!whu shall be moii valentine diz yr?lol.anyway,open hse coming!dat means ii can hab reunion wibb moii galfrenz!

veh happy cuz ii can see dem once again.kinda sad nd down diz few days cuz dey didnt contact me muchhs but im sure we will contact again.nd 18 will be moii BIG day.th day where FUN&LAUGHTER fill the air!haha.

ii miiss all moii frenz!love eu guys!

1st day of work without him.he has quit nd sunday was his last day.kinda too sudden.dats whyy sunday was so pek chek.didnt make full use of th tym.we didnt tok muchhs cuz we will quarrel.ii dun understan why we will quarrel so muchs.

tokin abt sunday,HE came to look for mie.sarina dey all were kinda excited to see him.ii was lyk,omg,pls.he's not any star cuz ii was kinda paiseh.den th stupid josh tok alot of stuffs.he hasn't changed a single.he hasn't move on.but its mie whu has moved on.nd he said sth which ii duno how to react.

at nite,arnd 9,joseph came nd wait for mie to finish wrk.haha.thx lots boii!yeahz.after wrk we went to shop.walked abit onli nd ii saw alot of nice clothes.moii hands are itchy.wanna buy clothes.ahaha.den awile ltr,he sent me home.ii walked him to th bus stop when reached moii hse.haha.

iim kinda regret.didnt make full use of th tym.whu neos wadd will happen nxt?im sure we will not be able to see each other again.maybe will.but not as often.damn.anyway,he's getting onto moii nerves on th other hand cuz he's makin mie quite dulan.juz lyk ytd,we were tokin thru msn.we quarrelled all bcuz of __________.dun wish to mention.dats when moii 1st drop of tears flow.='( damn fuggin angry nd disappointed.

but now everyting's alrite.anyway,finally bought th bag dat ii wan!!yippee!!ii bargain th price frm 29.90to 20bucks.thx to angie!all th credits to her!haha.im buyin th rabbit too.hehe.soo happy.but td's initially kinda sian cuz tricia went to work at far east den alot of ppl quit.no one to tok to.kinda lonely?erik was lyk,MAD.he kp beating me,punchin me nd stuffs.den ah boon was lyk sayin him begin to play wib galz.wanna sian dem.haha.ii was laughin lyk mad.kenna suan.haha.althou td seems quiet but ii neo without him,ii still can survive.

okay.back here.ppl are wrking.some are having deir 1st 3 mths.nd ii tiink everyone's too busy to rmb me?am ii being forgotten by dem?day by day,ii seems to disappear from dem.kinda not close to dem anymore.yeahz.maybe iim tinkin too much but its true.such stuffs alwiz happen to me.everytym.hope moii frenz didnt forget me.nd iim lookin forward to 18.which ish th open hse.cuz can meet up wib dem.pray hard.nd maybe hab some sort of gathering.hehe.

where's all moii frenz gone to?

everyting sucks today.
initially didnt wan to talk to josh nd ii manage to do it.but after awile he came tokin to me.so ii was lyk.'okay.since eu tok to me,ii shall tok.'
but still gib him a cold shoulder.all bcuz of th confession?actually not really confession cuz ii didnt confess muchhs.but den ii had quarrel wibb him ferr 3 tyms in a row today!can anyone belive dat?juz so stupid ok.he's petty.i'm easily angry.dats why.

secondly,meng sorta scolded me today.shall not elaborate further.den ii couldnt control moii tears.so went to th toilet.on th way,th tears flow out nd ii wipe moii eyes.bcuz of diz,moii contact lens drop.partially blind.=PP
wadd a bad day.ii tot maybe diz will be th end of moii misfortune.but..no!moii feet ache lyk hell.damn pain.bcuz of th new shoes.den got blisters in moii litle toes.sobz.

nd fucking hell ii saw dat 2 bitches.omg.dey look damn mature.nd deir makeup..oh so..eek.freak man.ii didnt serve dem.dey came in twice alrite.ii neo dey wan me serve dem.but too bad,ii ddint.saw seowhuan nd her frenz-a guy.tot ish her stead but she deny.

after wrk,went to slack arnd wib jialing nd josh.tok diz nd dat.yupp.arnd 11.30 den go home.th bus was friggin packed wibb ppl dat many of dem get irritated.nd ii had to stand.poor me.luckily th bus sorta broke dwn a stop b4 moii bus stop.den now at home.feelin sianz.iii tink iim havin blocked nose.omg.illness ish goin to find me!omg.

ii really wan to neo how he tiink of me.at least let me neo althou ii neo dat we will nv be togta cuz we live in diff wrld.ii cant seems to understan wadd type of psn ish he.really cant mo his heart.really cant.its tough to me.

regret no more.
from th day ii told him,ii shall not regret.ii neo th outcome.yet ii still do it.whu cares?since he alreli neo,den..ii shall keep a distance away from him.even if working,ii wont tok to him unless he initiate.kinda in worst situation?hmm.ii dunno how to say.yupp.will try to control moii action.haha.muz kp a dist away frm him.

sigh.td wrk wib water fish.she's good to me.we can get along.dats th good ting.haha.well..shall upload th pix!

[[sarina n me]]

[[act cute]]

[[small eyes]]

[[we are inside the mirror!]]

[[at neoprint shop]]

[[mirror reflection]]

dats all.

i wont regret of wad i hab done.

went to watch movie wibb moii lovely cousins!sorta cousin gathering?
6ofus-sarina,miie,kelly,sharine,karine,dingyuan.all of us.DEATH NOTE 2 rocks!haha.moii HOT fave:L!! he's simply cute nd so shuai.josh look juz lyk him!but L more cute.=X hope he doesnt see diz.=
after th movie,sharine dey all went home.onli left mie,sarina and kelly.yupp.went shoppin.but go back wrkin place to help dem buy food.ii bought another clothes!hehe.and a belt too!simply spent alot of money.arnd 10++,we met up wib josh nd slack arnd.actually didnt slack much.den went back home.josh sent sarina home.:]

anyway,took quite alot of pix wibb sarina!nd neoprints too!haha.hopefully can upload by tml.kinda having mixed feelings.iim kinda jealous.for no reason.hmm..i wonder why guys prfr dose chio bu-s.for wad?ii dun understan.sucks.simply sucks.den th uglies are not taken by dem?they are biased!

why??
am ii?oh no!juz jealous.of wad?ii dunno.no reason.dats why ii kinda weird.

why?wadds wrong wib me?