Tuesday, 30 October 2007

wore something different to school today. the high socks. the previous night i was thinking real hard what to wear with the socks and i asked for opinion from everyone. well, in the end, tada. the vest although jiaoni not used to it. HAHA.

but in the morning i was quite happy cause Liutan say it's very nice. X) and i felt weird initially. maybe not used to the high socks. well, some people gave good comments but ... the guys. -.- boon and jerry were like, "eh, you porn star ah? wear like that go school. blah blah blah..." hahahs. one word to describe-outdated! lols. kidding. saw sihui too. when she saw me, she was like cua tio. am i scary? haahhs

so i saw 2 girls wearing the same as me. one of them wore net. even worst. like seducing guys. although mine's black, at least not that @#$%^&*

anyway, pon CIP lecture so had 3 hours lunch break and so me yanhua and ting ting went to IMM. had donuts and shop around. i tried on a pair of bermudas but is fitting one. the size is not correct so abit loose but i like the design though but couldnt buy cause mummy will nag at me. -.- so ended up yanhua bought her bermudas. =))

went back to school and had 1 hr of stats. funny. ong poh leng like rong hong very much. his new target. HAHA! had dance practice after that and i finally finish learning the steps. but somehow blur. friday will practise again and the person has yet called me about the audition. I guess, the whole thing will cancel?

after that i rush down to meet dear like finally can see him. hahahs. =] misses. lil time with each other but i guess, sat must spend well!!! i wanted to customize the cap. couple cap. but too bad, he dont want. =/

pictures up!

me at dear house.


thats the outfit that i wore to school and mummy say i going to dance.

borings``

trying to capture different angle

EMO-ING alone at dear house.

ghostly effect


Wednesday, 31 October 2007

had hip hop today. amazingly i didnt late. today wasnt performing well cause i'm kinda in sleep mode and my toes hurt cause of the big big blister. sobs. somemore bleeding. yuck!

see my toe wrap in the plaster? lols. okays. CATS was boring today cause need to brainstorm. I'm not creative enough. I'm not mad and crazy enuff. hahahs. too realistic. X)

after school, went to bugis to buy the cap. but, sad to say, didnt get to find the checkered cap that i wanted so much. but online didnt sell that although i saw the pic online. damn sad can? RAHHH! pissed!! but i gotten a white one instead. probably wearing tml.

mrt back to dear house. he's such a piggy!!!! sleep sleep and sleep! lazy bum >< yeah. slept for 3 hours and i could stand it cause i was freezing. weather damn cold can! must wear coat and scarf alr! friday BCOMM! RAHH! better get going. seeya guys!

gosh. I'm kinda lazy to use com nowadays. but because of the @#$%^&* bcomm, I have to search for pictures and do citation. so mafan. the dress code is like ... Urgh! feel like slapping that @#$%^&* but luckily, i'm not presenting tml!! hehehs. damn happy can!

D3 today is quite fun. I love the instructor! how i wish i could be like her. her figure damn nice can? somemore freaking slim. omfg. just feel so envy!!! RAHHH!!! I want to be like her!! and yeah. alot of stretching and those wormy dance. HAHAH! guess the days to come would be enjoyable?

anyway, sunday was shopping day and i really burnt a BIG hole in my pocket. and i got alot of shou huo! yanying got the most! and we bought her the red cardigan and the kawaii top. =] she's very lady today! and it's good. looks pretty good on her!

the girls are changing can? all wanna doll up! hehes! good! and mum think i shouldnt wear the long long socks to school and she say i very 38. -.- and bro think i going to pub. crazy. friday i'm into black! all black for the presentation. from top to toe. just that my bag would not be black. how sad. ={

and and and!!!! I saw a couple kissing in front of me just now!! @#$%^&*

RAHHH! DEAR! i miss you!!!! tml!!!! I shall see you!!!

somehow, the feeling is abit.. or should i say there's a distance between us? hopefully not.

me and dear!


ESCALATOR!



WAHH! 5 of us!

kawaii!

the nicest pix among all!

i look so -.-

presenting the bestie!

at the restaurant mirror

toilet!

li xia's half face

so FAT!

this too!

I'm here!

today! with deaR!

pictures speak a thousand word. So i guess nothing much to say. dance dance and dance throughout the week. =] finally met dear today. it's seems pretty long time didnt see him. and misses!!!!!!!!!

tml's outing with yanying,jiaoni and wilbur. to do the budget for project.

Saturday, 20 October 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to SHARINE!

went out with dear today. we went to Bugis. trip to bugis from his house is so inconvenient! RAHHS. but anyway, went to watch Mr Woodcock first. HAHAs. I wouldnt want a gym coach like him. lols.

next, we had our dinner at yoshinoya. after that, we saw Kelly Poon. HAAHS. so damn near distance. She's.. damn small size. i want to be like her. lols. tiny weeny girl. OMG. OMG.

it's time for SHOPPING! Dear bought me a top. =] I thought I look good in it just that the bottom i'm not comfortable but thats the best one i guess. HAHAHS. and my flabby arms got become smaller. If i'm not wrong. HAHHAs. and i bought 3/4 pants too! a pity i didnt get to see some other stuffs. bleah. cause dear's in a hurry to go off. I reached home at arnd 8.30pm. which is like damn early. AHAHAs. whatever.

but sure i do, enjoy the day with dear! pictures are with him. next time then upload. I guess. =]

Sunday, 21 October 2007

I'm a pig. I admit. I think I slept at 12am last night and woke up at 1.30 this afternoon. on top of that, after eating, I fallen asleep again and woke up at 5pm. in the end, no outing with my brother and i dont even know what i have been doing today. nothing. just plain wasting my time.

i went to plaza like about 6.30pm? after watching fu man ren jian. OMG. and reached home at 8.30pm. it's like i went to plaza only and i wasted about 80-100bucks. I think.

2 printer inks-$44.60
1 pair of slipper-$10.00(discount)
1 towel-$1.90
1 SillkPro Shampoo-$9.90
1 Ginvera facial cleanser-$3.60
stationeries-$16

BLEAH! and now. I've nothing else to do. Zzz. ohya. the song is finalise. Temperature. 3 of us must must must get in the AUDITION!!! and I wanna join school's MTV dance and quit NP strings!

I'm waiting for dear to return home! 1 whole day never hear his voice. so weird!

MONDAY, 15th October 2007

First day of school with a lecture at 1pm. -.- well, BSTATS. The teacher was pretty okay and I took cab to school cause I'm late. ChaiLeng is a LATE QUEEN and A PON QUEEN. HAHAHS. Glad to see all of my friends! Especially TT21 peeps! after stats, we were struggling as to whether we wanna go for the CIP lecture or not. But ended up we went there. (: Boring Lecture! Camwhored with yanying at the toilet after doing the Video for Jiawen. after that, bus-ed to dear's house. Slept for quite long. X))


aint we lovely? the photos quite a couple of days already. =)) last sat. =]


at lot 1!!!! HEHEH!


BORED! at his house. So I started zilianing again!


my fave black and white!!!

1st day of school. camwhored with ying at toilet. =]

mirror mirror on the wall!

TUESDAY, 16th OCtober 2007

Communication is the KEY! As usual, the girls were late. HAHAs. So the whole lot of us + Illias went to class LATE. The Lecturer, is super duper boring. BCOMM sucks. BORING. actually it was okay initially but after awhile, oh my god. So dead. She couldnt take jokes too. What a boring lecturer who came from India with BIG B****. (first thing that caught my attention when I saw her.)

Lesson ended at 11am. bused to Jiaoni's house together with ying and ni. waited for ni at her void deck with ying and off we go to Queensway cause we wanted to buy FBT shorts. Looked around for ying's present too. The black shorts that she tried on is nice. okays, she's not fat cause she dont have flabby legs. HAHA. LOOK at MINE! omg. in the end, didnt manage to get the shorts for her. but well, next time. we sure can find it!!

ying.ni.leng

queensway toilet. reflection of us!

WEDNESDAY, 17th October 2007
SPORTS & WELLNESS TODAY! omg!! I joined HIP HOP! IT's like FINALLY!YAY! I love it! furthermore, Jolene joined too! So I have a partner. I saw hui min too. HAHAs. Justin is our coach. I'm so looking forward to it! But saddly to say, Liutan could not get in with her friend cause only left 1 seat if not it will be superb cause she's in same CATS class as me! But nevermind, at least i still do have Jolene! HAHAs.
CATS was FUN! THe teacher is good. He can make the class interesting. BUT stressful! cause 1) I am not creative. 2) THere are many MASS COM peeps. 3) BEcause of these peeps, it's hard to score for CATS! RAHHS.

THURSDAY, 18th October 2007

HAHAHA! DATE with WAN TING MY BOYFRIEND! =P morning went to school to have microecons lecture but I overslept. I only woke up at 8.30am. which is freaking late. dashed off to school and met liutan on the bus stop. reached school only at 9.30 i guess. after that, had lunch in school with ying.ni.ting.hua and myself. camwhored with them and i manage to get 1 pix only.

TADA!

five of us. ying,ni.ting.hua.leng.hahas. guess whose?

after that, cabbed to tanjong pagar and send in my timesheet. after which we shop around there and omg, i saw something beautiful!!! sooo nice. it's a hear shape mirror with diamond. 2 sided mirror and it's exquisite and expensive! dear, i want eh!!!

went bugis after that. bought my hip hop pants. 37bucks.hahas. and bought 1 shirt. sandra joined us as she pon her lesson. after that, li xia came and shop again. my feets are damn pain and tired. we had our dinner at 10plus. after which i cabbed home cause of the nags from mum. but i enjoy the day. although at the end, sad case.

FRIDAY, 19 October 2007

WE finally sign up for Talento!! please let us pass the audition!!! anyway, 1st lesson is bcom. SIANZATION. sat with yanhua and jiaoni and yanying. omg. i was like throughout the 2hr session i was camwhored like mad. hahahs. i'm crazy. =] al infested with my photos. poor phone.

jiaoni (:

me and jiaoni with my beloved mirror!

yanying staring into spaces

ACT CUTE HUA!

I love this!

wan ting is OBSESSED With this pix. LOL!

stupid face.

hahahs. still got alot didnt upload.haahs. anyway,. i went to dear house and i slept for 5hrs before i went back to school for jap. sorry dear!!!!! really sorry!!!! for not accompany you but sleeping throughout and occupying your bed.hahas.

Jap lesson was so fun and i love the sensei!!! she's so chio. omg. standard english somemore. iloveher! but dont give so much homework can? omg.

tomorrow going out with dear!!! i'm gonna grab those that i wanted to buy sooo much!!!!!

loves!!!! =]

Girly

[X ] I love at least one shade of pink.
[X ] I don't like being messy.
[ ] My belongings are organized.
[ ] I don't like rock music.
[X ] I like wearing accessories.
[X ] Bright colors amaze me.
[ ] I hate black.
[ ] I go to the saloon once a week.
[X] I comb my hair almost all the time.
[X] I bring my phone with me everywhere.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are __% girly.
I'm 60% girly.

Boyish.
[] I wear baggy pants.
[X ] I play video games.
[x] I listen to boy bands like My Chemical Romance, Yellowcard, Switch foot, etc.
[x] I like wearing jackets with hoods.
[x] I'm too lazy to do chores.
[] I don't like shopping.
[ ] I like to go bungee jumping.
[ ] I like being sweaty.
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes.
[ ] I barely wear perfume.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are __% boyish.
I'm 40% boyish.

Nerdy
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket.
[ ] I enjoy studying.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I'm a straight-A student.
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life.
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in.
[ ] My favorite subject is science.
[ ] I enjoy reading books.
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time.
[ ] I correct people with their grammar.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are __% nerdy.
I'm 10% nerdy

Emo
[x] I love the color black.
[] I always sit at the corner.
[X ] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes.
[x] I like listening to metal rock music.
[x] I have a lot of problems in my life.
[ ] I'm not much of a loud person.
[ ] I don't talk much.
[ ] I don't have that much friends.
[ ] I barely have fun.
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends.

add up all your marks and multiply it by 10.
you are ___% emo
I am 40% emo

Conclusion: I'm 60% girly + 40% boyish = 100% bisexual Human
10% nerdy and 40% emo

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! yanying, i've done it. lols. i told you. i got alot of boyish genes in me. =]

few more hours to schooling time!! whees. but but but, class got only like 4 girls. pathetic. IS class worst. only liutan and Gary same class as me. sian.

nvm. BcomM and CIp same class as tt22. hhaahs. so can see my fellow classmates again!!! whoos. and yanying and jiaoni!!

I think guys who write diaries are sweet! especially if they are writing to their beloved :) to me, it would be the best present ever than those stuffs in my wishlist. hopefully i would ever receive one. :)

girls do appreciate those small sweet lil things that guys do for them. even if it's just some stars, cranes or hearts that they did. Cards or drawings, nevermind if it's ugly. Cause it takes time to do all these.

was blog hopping just now and many people said about friendship. Alot of people question about its truthness, whether "friends are always there for you" really exist or is just another lie. for me, it depends. friends cant always be there for you. they may have their problems too. But that doesnt mean they neglect you.

Somehow, when I get lonely, i wonder who can i turn to?(other than my beloved (:) I sincerely hope nothing of those friendship mishap would fall onto me. I dont want any quarrrels or unhappiness. friends, I really hope they really live up to my expectation.

it is disappointing when your friends are in different school especially secondary school friends for they are the ones that are true to you. at least it's true for my case and somehow, poly friends mAy not be true. for some. a person's behavior or the way they carry themselves could see it.

depressing when friends are not in the same class as you and they dont really react the same as you. it's saddening but thats part of life. Humans are selfish. they tend to think about themselves more than anyone else. i pray, i hope, I'm just being sensitive.

Well, I'm in the midst of doing some important stuffs. hopefully i can get the outcome that i wanted so much. prays*

photos gonna upload soon when dear got back home!

no matter what you've said earlier on or what happen last night, as long as we can be as happy as usual, nothing else matters more.

HAPPY 8TH MONTH-SARY!
8 months. Seems long yet short. =D the pathway may be tough but it was all worthwhile. 在爱的幸福国度你就是我的唯一，唯一爱的就是你。=P

Saturday, 13th Oct 2007

well spent day with dear. went to his house in the late morning. but he's still sleeping and looked lethargic even though he slept earlier and woke up later than me! -.- typical PIG =D I shaked him, press him, kick him and tickle him to let him fully awake. but to no avail until i go play his PSP. ahahas.

Finally he woke up as he was hungry. -.- So had lunch at his house. his mum's cooking. yum! got prawn and steam fish! my 2 favourite! =) ate our lunch for 1 hour. -.- after that he bathed and i went to make up and off we go, to his Dad's house. spent at his dad house for awhile.

Dashed to lot1 to buy our tickets. initially we thought the show start at 5pm but ended up it's 5.55pm. -.-" then we headed downstairs and the whole day i was camwhoring with him and myself. his phone is full of my Zi lian photos. if people dont know the phone is his, they might think it's mine cause all my pictures! hahas. Shall upload some other day as dear haven upload and send to me.

i can tell you guys something. We are Extra-ordinary couples. VERY. he really can't resist food temptation. -.- bought alot of junk food. snacks etc. He ate alot but i dont. i only ate sugar. hahas. i survive on sugar when i'm working. so sooner or later i gonna tio diabetes and classified as Obese.

anyway, I saw li xia outside the game shop or something with a guy. lols. didnt talk much though. but she seems to be happily talking with the guy. after that, went to more than words. whoos. bought 2 mirrors. 1 big and 1 compact. hahahas. and a spray! for my perfume. so that i dont have to carry the big bottle all around.

Movie time! Resident Evil Extinction is really gloss. all those slashings, bloodsheds etc made me wanna puke. i was damn scared that i got shocked throughout the movie. i think i was fucking dumbfounded okay? i watched till i got no feelings and the cinema was freaking cold so i cuddle around dear. RAHH. Should be rated M18 not NC16. NC16 i already cant tahan. What about M18? worst!

went to Prima Deli and wanted to buy durian pancake for my family. So the person say it would arrive in 15min. but we waited for so so so long. RAHH! cabbed back to dear's house and ate dinner. Crab and fish! hahas. whole day seafood. luckily i'm not allergy to seafood. lols.

cabbed home after that. hahs. got freaking lots of stuffs to do after i got home. home sweet home. my eyes are damn pain these few days not because i'm looking at com, but doing those stuffs that make me need to zoom my eyes. Rahhs. pek cek. slept early since dear never pick up my call. probably he's angry. but, sorry.

Today

msn with yanhua just now and got to know that my class at most only got 5 girls. damn pathetic!!! can cry man. sobs. print my lecture notes and only knew that lesson start at 1 tml. sian-ness. -.-

got splitting headache now and i've to get back to my stuffs soon. i need to. if not i dont think i can finish it on time. haiz.

WOW! So long didnt blog. miss me blogging? these few days kinda busy. working everyday. actually thought my last week of holiday can stay at home or go out with friends and enjoy my last holiday but.. alot of things arise and workplace need me. to be precise, is me and xi jun.

Thursday 04.10.07- after work went to Suntec with Xijun. the body shop warehouse sales! hahas. went to take a look and really, singaporeans are kiasu! -.- so many queueing up and people are pushing and grabbing stuffs. OMG!

last sunday, went out with sandra. I was freaking broke that time. so, didnt buy anything except a pair of high heels as my shoe spoil halfway through. -.- the heels cost me a bomb. but i dont mind actually. =] Saw Xiu bei at far east but i guess she didnt really saw me although she did look at my direction. Damn glad to spend my sunday with sandra. WHAHAs. quite long didnt see each other since @#$%^&*. Well, although we didnt see each other for so long, we still are good as ever. =] felt so good to catch up with my besties. the next one will be TING! hahas. we always do contact each other!

Monday- work work and work!!! boring. But luckily got Xi jun. if not working will really kill me. the thought of "separating from each other" made me wanna stop the time!!!! met dear after work. like trillion years never meet. hahas. although our last meeting is saturday! =X

Tuesday-worked from 10plus-4.45pm. went out with jiaoni after that. Bugis and Far east. ended up i bought 1 thin belt(black), and 1 pair of shoes>>sweetie checked in black. i shall post the pix next time. jiaoni bought a dress again. lols. but we didnt really shop much cause we got not much time!!! the shops close too early!!!!

but then, photos taken!!!


at far east!!!


bad hair day(me). she cut her hair. spotted it?

wed&thur-met dear and dear fetch me from work today. sorry for losing your PSP pouch. i dont know why the hell i misplaced it. maybe it really is on the bus! RAHHS.

omg. tml's OT!!! and i have to chiong work tml! cause i'm late today. As a result, alot of things are not done and my hair is damn screwed today. sandra, you should see my hair today. it is so not rebond. like shit.

RANDOM!

WHAHAHS. three of us! Happy BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE YING!

acting EMO. (:

showing you my "beautiful" legs. "Sexy" right? lols.

alrights. i got to go. dont know when will blog though.

tml is my LAST DAY!!!!! dont feel like leaving. sobs.

many many things happen this few days. not only me, but a lot of people. felt queasy today. my stomach is playing a fool of me. i cant stand it. monday need to WORK! i guess next week is really everyday working. i dont know when is my last day. aalways not confirm. later school reopen also need to go work then i faint.

outing for this coming week is abit screwed. tuesday is to meet jiaoni and yeah, the outing will still proceed. but.. morning i going to work. earn more money! cause i really NO MONEY! I've never been so desperate before! but this time i'm really in financial problem. wanted to ask my dad to lend me money, but, he has his own problem too. furthermore, he need to pay my school fee which is coming soon. haiz. alot of debts for him to clear. he also sponsor my allowance. So how can i ask him for money even though it's just a loan? $20 for 5days is actually very little since my 1 meal cost $4.60. but, i still dont ask him for money. all i can do is to eat lesser and save more. 1 meal per day. sometimes i only buy drinks or sweets to prevent me from hungry

as for mum, i dont dare to ask again cause she has really helped me alot although now i seldom ask her for money but she paid for my jap course and somemore, i ask her to lend me money to buy guitar. sian. Hp bill. omg. how? i think sooner or later my line will be cut off. =\ then no one can contact me. it's a good thing too. :)

So who can i turn to now? who can give me money? god? no one. but my own hands. all my hard work. everything. i will grab hold any opportunities that i can find to help myself. luckily i work during holidays but i guess my salary will not be that attractive. i guess. cause if minus all those loans and presents, i think i left 500. this 500 is not for me somemore. i dont even know is 500 enough for the plan. if not i guess i got to cancel alot of stuffs. cause i'm too budgeted.

i got alot of stuffs to buy. and, that day i remember mum said this to me:

mum: lao da(me), your slippers outside still want or not? (she's looking at the pathetic slipper)
me: ehh. dont want already. already lan le.
mum: then go buy shoe la. your bag also. -.-"

yeah. i need the above 2. but, must wait till i get my pay. rahhs.

i want MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

financial crisis. i guess when school reopen i can dont eat already. 100% sure. like that i can save $200 per month. dont need to go work also got 200. hahahs. but i think i will faint for sure. rahhs. dont know lah. damn fed up.

tml, i'm going out too. Zzz. no money go out like abit.. -.-
damn shit! no money. damn. oh god, please drop down some money for me can?or let my parents strike lottery can? desperately in need of money.

freaking trouble by it.

alrights. stop all those RANT RANT and RANTS now. last week of holiday, i must enjoy to my fulest. anyway, my jap lesson is on friday. HAIZ. friday. what a day.

mum keep nagging at me for going out every sat. -.- and return home very late. -.- what can i say? she wanted me to work when school reopen. if i can. rahhs. i also want. like that got money. then dont need to get money from dad. lessen the burden. is there any pills that would not make you hungry for the whole day?

you said you dont like today's me. but i also dont like today's you. i guess you know the reason when we parted at the bus stop just now. reason for not wanting you to buy psp is that reason. hao hao de qu xiang ba. dont need me to automatic say out everything.

i may look as if nothing happen. but deep inside, i'm not.

back! and finally, it's friday! yay! sat and sun will be an enjoyable weekend!!hehes. didnt went to work today cause both Sejal and Jennifer said that they need to sort out some stuffs before letting us to chiong all the reports so they asked me and xijun to extend. omg.

dear bought psp and his long waiting phone-w580i. hahas. nice and slim phone. but 368+++ with contract sia! very ex and dont even have 3G! hmms. he like can le. hahas.

anyway, i'm freaking lazy to blog. yesterday went to suntec with xijun to see the body shop warehouse sales. omg. i didnt expect so many people there. the queue is super duper long. kiasu abd typical singaporean.

alright. Photos' up!!!

zilian-ing! hahas.

best pix we ever took that day. hahas.i'm so white.

we are trying to act cute. lols.

4 of us. quite long ago but didnt upload that time as i was busy. =X

collegues from RI! left:xijun,me,perline and pranee

me and xijun(germs) =P

mirror reflection.

alrights. off i go!!! nites ppl!