Saturday, March 31, 2007

where should i start with?i felt so lonely now.dear's working at a factory.his frenz introduce him to the work.glad that he have time to spend and earn money at the same time but..he's working at night while i worked in the afternoon.ohmygod.our time clashes.and i hate it when he has lesser and lesser time for me.im super duper sad.no one can understand.


feeling moody the whole day after dear went home.have been waiting for him to msg me.end up i couldnt control the urge and msg him 1st to ask him why he didnt msg me.kinda sad actually that he didnt msg me.he told me something that i was quite stunned!argh!i just wanna say that i am not those AH LIANS.anyway,i already expected this kind of things would happen so it's ok.but im working in a proper environment called zinc.not pub.after that,i off my phone.when i was switching on my phone,i was hoping that i could see a msg from him.but NONE.super sad.me and syimah tio depression.keep shouting.by the way,ah peng say nxt week onwards i will be working with kelvin at westmall.for 8days.cool.

dear called me during his break when i was watching dvd.when i heard his voice,i feel lyk cuddling him,hugging him and wanna meet him right away.perhaps you all may think it's mushy,but to me,maybe,its really love.and i almost cried out and he asked me whats wrong with me?what should i say?end up i msg him.i know im silly but i cant helped missing you.i burst into tears right after we hang up the phone.maybe im used to his presence but i really seriously am thinking of him every hour every min every sec.

and when i was listening to songs juz now,the zhuang shu tian shi make me think of me and him.seriously i am so fucking sad.sad that we do not have much time for each other.and from today,i realised that i need him so much.i cant live without him.he's my everything.everything,from the bottom of my heart.ilovehim.

suddenly drop tears when i'm typing.really feel so sad.cant help crying..

我爱你陈仲豪。
没有谁能把你抢离我身旁

Thursday, March 29, 2007

people are getting outragous.some people are just so boliao. so sickening. just feel like killing them.so fuck up with them.i don't understan why they are so childish in their actions?do they have brains?ohmygod.i don't think their brains are used to think.all bullshits.

this post is specially dedicated to the fuckers.especially to "anon","val" and "passer".please lah,don't anyhow come my blog and spam it.do no good to you all.you all are making yourself so bloody disgusting.no one welcome you all here.so jolly well fuck off.you all nothing to do then come my blog spam me.do you think it's fun?please lahz,cant be bothered with you all.i just wanna to make it clear to your that this blog is all about me so if you all don't like the way i write,den fuck off.i don't need such readers.thanks.and stop scolding bad stuffs about my bf.i don't like.


i love him for who he is.accept him for what he is now,not see whether he is physically compatible with me or whatever shit.i love him.i love his everything.no one can enter our relationship.please go away.if you all are here to break us up,one word to give you all,NO!no one can break us up.never and ever.

anyway,back to today.ah peng ah leong came today to fix the light bulb.finally i gotten my bloody pay.morning went to dear's house and he sent me to work.how sweet of him!iloveyou super lots!without you,life is meaningless.slacked the whole day.i bought 1 blouse.babydoll blouse.brown!so happy!syimah bought one skirt too.anyway,today ish disastrous!syimah and carol fought!till very jialat.i super shocked!everyone saw it.now we didnt talk to her.life is so peaceful now.hehe.

dear,don't be sad.although today we can't talk on phone,but tomorrow we will be meetng each other!don't worry!muacks.iloveyou so much.i'm holding on to you so don't you let go of me.i will stick to you like glue.forever.no one can snatch you away from me!i will kill them if they try to steadl your heart!lols!


没有谁能把你抢离我身旁 <3 没有谁能取代你在我心上

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

happy.sad.disappointed.heartbroken today.

hypocrites.i hate them.some people are just so so bo liao.they got nothing better to do so spam my tagboard?i know you are unhappy with my blog,so don't come and read it.and pls don't try to BREAK me and darling up.our hearts are strong as steel.nothing can break us up!fuckers.stop playin all these games.so childish.am i right?VAL?ANON?PASSER?ALL same person.so boliao.

morning went to dear's house to slack.after that we went to pay my school fees.finally paid it.after that,we went to bb ite and ymca.shopped for my bags for around 3hours but didn't find one that is suited me.kinda sad and disappointed.OMG!so here i goes.my mood swings.!

sorry to dear.made him kena scolded by his mother!i felt guilty so i became moody again.cab back to his house.

i am so sorry dear!! i don't mean to make you unhappy either.i know we don't really have much time for each other but it's just fated.time passed so quickly when i'm with you.if i have time in my hand,i hope that time would stop when i'm with you.

dear cried and my heart suddenly sank deeply.the feeling is like a knife stabbed through my heart.i'm sorry! i won't make you feel so unhappy anymore!

although in the end i didn't buy any bag and kinda disappointed but still,i'm happy that i can spent time with dear today!

iloveyou mysweetiedeardarlinglaogong.thanks for accompany me today!sorry for my temper!

Monday, March 26, 2007

whu is the anon?i really wanna to know why u wan to say all those?did i offended u?i dun rmb offending anyone.why dun eu put down eur big name in the tag or sms me if i ever know u?frm wadd i can see, u are trying to break me and my bf up.. why muz u do diz?i dun understan.

why are humans liddat?can anyone tell me?isit bcuz of jealousy?


anyway,im using my new laptop.so not used to it.will blog lesser.and to ah pui,pls stop calling me monster.i am not!neither am i ghost.and..i am not wrong to call u ah pui!cuz everyone call u dat!may u n ur gal happy alwiz!!


ii saw nicholas td.he's kinda shocked to see me.and so do i.it has been 2 yrs since we last saw each other.i still rmb the breakup n patch tingy.cum to tink of it,it's so childish.

kays ,gtg.gonna do the enrolment tingy.

tml goin dear hse!and go shoppin after dat!!yuppiee!!

ilovemydarling!no one can say him!

Saturday, March 24, 2007

what is blog used for?this is used to comment about daily life.and whatever things and stuffs that i like to mention in this fucking blog.this is just so sickening.i strictly do not welcome those brainless people to tag my bloody tagboard.if you really not happy with what i'm ranting about,you can choose to ignore my blog and don't care about my blog.but why should you interfere in whatever i wanna say.

you do not have the rights to say me being childish.i'm not wrong in saying her.don't tell me you are carrying a torch on her?that's why when you see my posting,you are heartbroken so you 're trying to say that my boyfriend is no good?what the fuck.if you are daring enough,please write down your stupid BIG name in my tagboard.and i don't even care whether you spam my tag.

get this bloody message into your brain.PLEASE do not anyhow say people when you aint perfect.other people can do whatever they want without your permission.if you are not cool with my blog,then don't ever come read my blog.i don't need such a person to drop by my blog.blog is personal.so i can type whatever i want.

and even if i am so called childish as what you have mention,it is also my business,not YOURS.don't ever challenge me.find me if you really not happy with me.i can play along with you.all i have is time.come on.you are the one being childish here.since you dare to say me,so you should dare to type down your BIG name instead of typing "." and "anon". 2 different name but is the same person.ohmygod.trying to act as 2 different person?pathetic.

i know definitely the person tagging my tagboard is not her,but someone whom i know.

only my boyfriend is the best.no one can say him.

i'm missing you my dear baby.:)

Friday, March 23, 2007

another bad day.

i'm beginning to hate that bitch.who is the one who is giving attitude?PLEASE AH!is you who is the one who giving attitude.since you cant accept my boyfriend's attitude,then you don't talk to him.As if he would care.I would be most glad if you don't ever talk to him anymore.

no one would care how you gonna say him.all you talk are bullshits.and please,you do not have any rights to say my boyfriend immatured.don't know which idiot is the childish one. and don't ever say my best friend okay.you ain't no better.you are such a BIG MOUTH.

if i have not treat you as my friend,i would not have talked to you.i think i would have treat you like shit.and STOP talking all those nonsense things.Don't try to be funny with me.I'm not to be trifled with.if you ever do something that really gets into my nerves,i will make sure all your panties are being burnt in front of you.AND DON'T ANYHOW ACCUSED MY FRIENDS.

i don't know why there is such people exist.in front of them they seems to be so good but behind their back,OHMYGOSH.

sometimes i wonder why she's always wanna quarrel with me over minor stuffs.can she grow up?she's the immatured girl here.mind you,she's 24 while i'm 17.she started all these bullshits.who is being unreasonable now?my policy is if you don't provoke you,of course i won't do anything to you.

it's okay.not only me who is not satisfied with her.whatever.she's a mother fucker.

PMS-ings.having hot temper this few days.everytime going to flare up.always so fed up by this type of people.childish.

dear,sorry for what have happen this few days.sorry for my temper.and always make you fed up by not obeying you.but actually i do. :)

muacks.

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

saw clare's blog and i'm kinda feeling emotional.that's what everyone will undergo-being parted.it's part and parcel of life.life in secondary school has been terrific.it has been wonderful school life for me and i believe 10years down the road,i will still remember the times i have in dunearn.

i miss everyone in dunearn.be it my besties sandra wanting lixia and co.serene clare bindy and co.not forgetting the guys,joel guan ting jin fu wesley and co.and sadly to say,sandra and i will be going to different school.hopefully she will still contact me.hopefully,she will still remember our pact.11112011 :)

the enrolment is making me crazy.and the dilemma of choosing laptops.whether i am to buy in school or outside.i'm confused.the main cause of this is financial problem.IF i have save more money and didn't anyhow spent on unnecessary stuffs,would i be in this state?nope.i won't be.just pray hard everything will be fine.

tommorrow i'm going to dear's house in the morning.lessons time for him.after that i'm going to funan IT mall to check out laptops.and not forgetting to go queensway.

alrights.got to go now.stomach pain!!!

cherish the person if you love him/her
i'm doing so :)

Thursday, March 15, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!

i'm getting old.dats true.happy today.celeb wib dear td!!yipee!morning went to his hse :) after dat we went to escape to play.played a few.the rainbow is nice but dear's kinda scared of dat.while im scared of pirates!both of us scared of th 360degree dat revolution!omg.after dat we proceed to catch th bear ii wan.the big bear!!!but so sad..didnt win any.but win alot of small bears.im so blessed!iloveyoudarling!

iamsimplyproudofmydarling.lols.lotsa kisses.muacks.<3

quite happy td but dear's hp lost!i neo he's sad but he juz didnt wanna show out.and i felt sad too.tryin to cheer him up.but ltr on at nite,he's brighten up.we went to westmall.watched the haunted school.not really dat nice.saw his frenz wib his gf.lols.so coincidence.

afterdat went home.so many soft toys!hehe.happy.

gotta go.goin to call my dear.

wrking tml.oh no....

darling eu are the best.!
kimo aishiteru!

Wednesday, March 14, 2007

HAPPY 1 MONTH!!!

iloveyou so muchhs.=P

sorry for the past few days.kinda anyhow make eu angry.but nevertheless,i still love you and thanks for able to 'ren' my temper.for the past few weeks,i hab a wonderful time wib eu.be it joy nd laughter,happiness,saddness or anger.

i'm talking to dear now and he didnt like me to blog.weirdy.=P

i received dear's present le!hehe.thanks so much!!!i will used it de!dun wry.=X

ohmygod.i took fucking 40mins to type one bloody short post.-.-

iloveyou.ineedyou.youaremyeverything.
sorry for making you angry sometimes.

Monday, March 12, 2007

posting will be short today.

went to mr kaan hse.nice.n happy to see my classmates.weng fai same course n sch as miie.can go sch togta wib him liao.

went to kbox to celeb my birthday.thx gals!im super touched!n most imptly,thx for th presents!love eu gals *much!!*MUACKS!

not in mood now.gtg.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

kinda sad.angry.disappointed.being deceited.and all..

cried today.uncontrollably.

im posted to the course that i dun lyk.but wadever.its over.juz got to accept the fact.cant even appeal.dunno why.

anyway,i hate liars.the bosses are fucked up.they made me so unhappy wib my life now.mother fucker.

cheated me.cheated of my feelings.fuck.so what if you all are bosseS?i worked nd pia so hard for eu all n yet juz a lil commission i oso dun hab?wtf?only ppl worked long den can hab commission?wad logic is this?

UNFAIR!!!!!den why wrk at other outlets no free meal?why eu all dun change eur policy?to all hab free meals but no commission?wont that be better?im not to be trifle wib.wait till one day i really go berserk.i will say out everyting.

THANKS AND SORRY DEAR for today.thanks for accompany me.sorry for what i hab done td.

imissyou.iloveyou.youaremyeverything.
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Monday, March 05, 2007

..:SCORPIO:. The sex addict .Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy.Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future.Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREATkisser.) Always get what they want.Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Lovesbeing in long relationships.Talkative. The sexiestever....Romantic. Caring.

..:PISCES:. The Piece of ass .Caring and kind. Smart. Center ofattention. Too Sexy, DAMN IT. Veryhigh ### appeal. Has the last word.The best to find, hardest to keep.Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets.Extremely weird but in a goodway. Super good in bed. Good Sense ofHumor!!! Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular.Silly, fun and sweet


keke~so funny.
anyway,didnt wan to blog much td.erm.td moii last day of black hair!OMG!

Friday, March 02, 2007

happiest day ever!

LOLS!smiling all day.i felt very happy whenever i see dear.he surely do brighten up my day! <3
all my tireness will drained out.nothing makes me happy other than seeing him.=) iloveyou baby :)

i love the surprises that you give me.it really will shocked me!i am so tired today.working is so boring but syimah will never fails to cheer me up!thanks girl!

anyway,i saw sharine's blog.her blog is full of life stuffs.kinda emo and think alot when i read her blog.its meaningful though and i would always want to see her blog.so interesting.=)

ohya.found this compatibility with me and babyboy :)


Pisces + Scorpio
Water + Water = Deluge

The combination of Pisces with Scorpio is one of those special, even magical, unions that most of us only dream about. Two water signs together means powerful emotional energies, and an overwhelming amount of uninhibited passion and love. Both of you will love showing your feelings for each other.As far as combinations of Sun signs are concerned, Scorpio is probably the one most ideally suited to Pisces. You understand the Scorpio personality intuitively, and know just how to touch them in body, mind and spirit. When you work your way into the Scorpio psyche, they’re going to fall head over heels in love with you.To you, Scorpio seems to have an amazing ability to draw you back from that realm of self-absorption where you forget the real world completely. Scorpio’s practical approach is perfect for you, emotionally. Being with a Scorpio will remind you of why you were born. They will ground you and tune into your loving ways, and the two of you will develop a very special attachment.And you will be able to soothe the emotional storms of Scorpio’s inner passion and intensity. Your compassion will handle Scorpio calmly and elegantly.If your Scorpio partner is a tormented soul seeking love and understanding, you will be just what they need to balance their life. Once the two of you have created this sort of bond, you’ll find it hard to stay apart. Remember Liz Taylor and Richard Burton? They were a Pisces–Scorpio combination—Liz a Pisces and Richard a Scorpio—and though they fought and separated, they also returned to each other many times.
Scorpios born between 24 October and 2 November are highly compatible with you, for both short-term affairs and long-term relationships, even marriage.

You could have a wonderful loving attachment with Scorpios born between 3 November and 12 November. It will be easy to build a relationship with them, and they will offer you comfort and undying loyalty.

Scorpios born between 13 November and 22 November are a little touchy and reactive, but still quite compatible with you. If you like some edginess in a relationship, these could be the Scorpios for you

isnt it true?

iloveyoubaby.
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