Today was a FUN(: day. Met Precious cousin Kelly and Shar at bus stop and went to the danz studio together at cuppage plaza for our Lyrical Hip Hop. ^^ Quite nice. The dance steps are pretty nice and cool if you can get it. Of cause, I'm so STM. Thats why I hardly got it.

Jay is a good dancer. Although he's nice, but his teaching too fast. Maybe due to time constraint. =/ After the dance, 3 of us were rather tired? Can see from our expression. Had Tang Yuan and bubble tea. (:

Walked back to far east for shopping spree again. Didn't manage to get a pair of shoes. But I bought 3 tops. 2 tees and 1 top. That top is the one I've been eye-ing on since 2 days ago when I went shopping with Kelly after our Exotic dance. In the end, I went to try it and bought it!!! HAPPY like siao can? ^^

show you guys the pictures we took at the toilet.

Without Sarina. Just 3 of us.

Me and Shar. I'm wearing that BAOC @#$%^&*

Our da xiao jie, Kelly.

Aftermath, we had our own program. As I didn't want to go home early, I called Peiling, my primary school friend as there's gathering today. =/ In the end, I met them at Causeway point. I merely took less than 45 minutes to reach woodlands! It's by 2 buses somemore!

Wanted to take neoprints, but the shop was closed. =.= So we camwhored. =))

(top left-right) me, Cindia, Peiling

(Bottom left-right) Tresa, Lay See, Yi Rong

Cindia left early as she need to have dinner at home. So 5 of us went to mos to have our dinner. I didn't eat though. Only ordered fries and milk tea to share. =)) Chatted there with the peeps for quite long. Around 3hours? from 6plus-9plus? Did alot of catching up and reminisce the times we had together in primary school. MISS alot of them!!

After that, we walked around and stood outside Esprit. Took a picture of the coat that I like.

TADA! It's this! But doesn't suit me.

Wanted to slack so we took bus back to panjang and slacked at the playground to continue our talkings! ^^ I realised we hadn't catch up with each other for sometimes. And I'm happy that I've made the right choice. Cause I was wondering whether I should meet Peiling they all or wan ting they all. Sorry wan ting. =\

Photos!

PEILING-She's the one that show me the light when I'm in my darkest.

LAYSEE!

YIRONG!Friend since kindergarden! HEr memory is damn good when it comes to register number!

Tresa!

*Wink*

Me Zilian again. =X

Thats the birthday cake that my beloved mum bought for me for chinese birthday! YUMMY!

I'm gonna collect my contact lens tml.

Today is my chinese birthday. HAHA! And it's Guan yin niang niang birthday also. Cause I was borned on her birthday. ^^

Mum bought a cake for me too. But we're not celebrating. Just cut the cake and eat. ^^
She said she would cook something special too. HEHE!

Oh well. I really HATE HER! damn ass. She expect people to change? PLEASE LA. I wanted to stand up for my brother. But I forget her blog add. Shall trial and error. And fuck her upside down.

left: 1100am

And I'm started to feel emo all over again.

Hope I'm not overly sensitive.

This time, it's not about him.

Firstly..

I'm done with IS enrolment! This time I'm all alone. Didn't know what to do at first. =.= Was super nervous and keep asking Liutan about the time. HAHA. In the end, I manage to log in before her. LOL.

I chose the 1st class. In the morning. OMG CAN? I will go for D3. *Cross fingers* The teacher's name is so familiar but I don't know when I've seen before. Had a little bad feeling about it though. But it's okay! I will work hard now! Anyway, Mrs Jenny Hong is teaching me! HAHA! So happy! And I realised even my IS class is 01! Zzz

I think I screwed up my life. Seriously really screwed. I don't know how to explain myself but then, I hope I did the right thing.

"My care, concern and worry is worthless? - Girl's tears are like diamonds so expensive... Guy's tears are like stars that u seldom see"
>> Hey your thoughts are all wrong okay? I know yesterday I'm wrong to off phone and MIA, letting you worried but then, I'm sleeeping in my mum's room. =.= So I can't on phone. I think the msg that I sent to you are quite clear right? I just want to tell you how I feel.

The previous entries that I've posted are quite obvious to you isn't it?

I hope for a sense of security. Just a lil.

I'd Rather

I thought sometime alone
was what we really needed
you said this time would hurt more than it helps
but I couldn't see that
I thought it was the end
of a beautiful story
and so I left the one I loved at home to be alone (alone)
and I tried to find
out if this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without youI know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoo-oo-oo-oo yeah

And then I met someone
and thought she could replace you
we got a long just finewe wasted time because she was not you
we had a lot of fun
though we knew we were faking
love was not impressed with our connection they were all lies, all lies
so I'm here cause I found this one thing is true
that I'm nothing without you
I know better now
and I've had a change of heart

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe and warm by myself
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
who holds my heart

I can't blame you if you turn away from me, like I've done you,
I can only prove the things I say with time,
please be mine,

I'd rather have bad times with (please be mine) you,
than good times with someone else (I know)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (anytime),
than safe and warm by myself (so sure baby)

I'd rather have hard times to gether,than to have it easy apart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart (my heart)

I'd rather have bad times with you (surely),
than good times with someone else (surely)
I'd rather be beside you in a storm (oh yeah),
than safe and warm by myself (all by myself)
I'd rather have hard times together,
than to have it easy apart (you know it)

I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
I'd rather have the one who holds my heart
whoooo.....who holds my heart

I'm emo again. No one understand how I feel now.

有谁能了解我？

I want to SSCCCCRRRREEEEEAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm unhappy again.

Sometimes, I hope that I've chosen the right choice.

I was freaking FUCKED UP BY the BUS today. I waited fucking 40mins for 1 pathetic bus! Knn. CB. Okays, I know I'm uncivilised but I just want to SCCCREEEAAMMM out LOUD!

Went to watch Horton. =) Nice. Human is human.

While waiting for the bus, I kept playing "teardrops on my guitar" and began emo-ing. Today ain't good. Stomache upset, eyes pain and everything. ALL go HAYWIRED. It has been sometimes since I last emo. I don't want to emo but couldn't help it.

I wasn't happy.

When I chatted with mum just now, I realised I'm not the obedient Chai Leng I used to be. I didn't have proper meal with my family now and didn't appreciate her cooking. I took everything for GRANTED. I don't want it to be like that. =.=

So I've decided I'm not going out this weekend.

To my brother, I know you wouldn't see my blog but I just want to tell you not to be sad anymore. Not worth it. Just move on! Confide in me if you want! I'll keep your secret!

I almost teared today.

This is the present that I've gotten from Jiaoni, Yanying, Elena, tingting and Yanhua. THANKS PEOPLE!

6 of us plus boon got into TT01! ^^

I miss you.

sToday met boy and we went to Jurong Point to watch step up 2. Super nice! When I saw the dance, I felt like dancing with the addition of the music! Talking about this, D3 resume tml and I'm not going cause JiaoNi not going work tml and she's not going to dance. I think.

Alright. After the movie, boy and I went to Perlini Silver as he wanted to get bracelet for me. But in the end I can't find anything that I like. So he felt abit angry and pissed. In the end, didn't buy. Nothing.

So proceed back to his house. As I was watching tv, he walked into the room with a bowl. Initially I saw a candle sticking out. So I thought it's a cake. But after that, I saw this and began to laugh!


Then he said he go get drink for me. When he return, the real cake came in! HAHA! HE cut the cake.

Sweet hor?

But I'm still kinda disappointed because there's no card. Forget it if there's no present, cause it doesn't matter to me but I want a card or love letter. LOL.

When I reached home, my brother passed me my birthday present! HE bought it today!


So he asked me to open. Initially I thought it's CJ7 cause I wanted to buy 1 for myself but ended up he bought winnie the pooh for me! But still happy though.

THE POOH!

Alright. I want to thank the following people.

Boy

Gim Hsiang

Sandra

Wan Ting

Li Xia

YanYing

JiaoNi

Kelly

Sarina

Sharine

Chrystal

Liu Ying

Yan Hua

Joel

Sok Theng

Boon Ling

Xue Feng

Elena

TingTing

Shu Ting

Serene

Clare

Bindy

Zhi Yun

Weng Fai

Yik Cheung

Howard

Guan Ting

Bryan

Wesley

Jin Fu

Siong Chie

Vina

Geok Sui

Amanda

Kailin

Illias

Emerine

Thanks for the Birthday Wishes.

Sorry if I have missed out anyone.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF! 18th Birthday, it was a memorable, meaningful, unforgettable and touching day!

Morning was supposed to meet sandra wan ting and li xia at lot 1 but ended up only met li xia 1st. But while I was on the way to lot 1, at petir LRT station, an old lady aged 77, fell down! I was very shocked! Whole body rooted on the floor. People around her quickly helped her up.

After that, at Keat Hong, she wanted to alight so she walked quite slow. Can see that she's limping. No one offered to help her and I was afraid that she might fall again so I quickly hold her out of the station and waited for Li xia to help me. The old lady was in agony after walking for some distance so I've no choice but to ask other people for help.

She called her son and the salon auntie as initially she wanted to do her hair. But after being convinced by the salon auntie, she decided to go home. In the end, her son came but she was brought to NUH by ambulance. Felt so worried for her. Wonder how's she is now.

After that, we went to Cineleisure to wait for wan ting and Sandra. Took photo with li xia.

Finally they reached and we proceed to eat at Hong Kong Cafe.

Guess which drink is mine?

Sandra dearie and me

Our FOOD! YUMMY!

After that, Sandra went to meet Louis while we go to kbox to have our singing session. On the way, we took some photos.

li xia and me along orchard road. Interesting isn't it?

Wan ting and me

The Food at KBOX!

While walking to Wheellock for our dinner at FISH&CO, we took balloon for ourselves and camwhored!

When we reached FISH&CO, I saw alot of my friends! IT WAS A BIG SURPRISE! This was arranged by Sandra wanting and Li xia. Thanks GIRLS! Really love you girls alot! But we waited for quite long before we can sit down to have a proper meal.

After eating, the staff approached me and asked me to go to the front. =.= I was shocked and she said that it's their tradition to stand on the high chair but as I was wearing skirt, I was escaped from the high chair. ^^ So they started the celebration by introducing me! =.= Everyone in the restaurant know me by then. I became famous overnight. Zzz. But I was Happy of course. The pictures show it!

The Present that Sandra, wan ting and Li xia gave me! The checkered pouch and the Dior Addict perfume that's in my wishlist!

White shoulder bag from Serene, Clare, Bindy, zhi yun, Guan ting and Bryan.

Birthday card from Weng Fai, Howard, Yik Cheung and Si Jin

After dinner, we went back home. Li xia and wan ting accompany me home. But when we alight, li xia said that she wanted to go see doctor as she's having fever. So accompany her to 24 hour.

after that went back to my house.

When we reached, wan ting asked me to open my room. TaDA! I was so touched can? tHE things that they did for me!

my bed filled with balloon, customized pillow and recordable plush bear. They recorded birthday song in the bear! SOOOO SWEEETTTTTT! THANKS BABES!

the card that they did was hung on the wall.

Seriously, I had a lot of fun today. The surprises that you guys gave me were great! LOVE you all !!!!!! Thanks everyone for coming to the dinner! I appreciate the effort!

most memorable birthday I had!

Celebration with my beloved cousins today! It was pretty FUN! Something new too! We had our dinner at a vegetarian restaurant at Suntec city. But it doesn't look like vegetarian. Nice and filling. ^^

Pictures shall speak for me.

Chocolate FONDUE! All the food don't look like vegetarian right?

SHARINE AND ME!

Me and Sarina ^^

Me and Kelly

The Cousins that I love most!

Necklace from beloved cousin!