my ears kp bleeding!
ii cant stop it frm bleeding!
omg..
pms td.
im sry darling!

some ppl are gettin onto my nerves.
if ii eva neo whu dat psn ishh..ii will kill him/her!
for instance, td!someone called miie td at wenjia's hse.
nd dat psn,dunno ishh a guy or gal insisted dat ii called him/her.
pls lor.im doin my project.somemore my hp iisshh on th table kk!
how th hell wld ii be makin idiotic calls ?
stupiid!plain stpidity!
th gals said dat maybe diz psn got no frenz so call to make
trouble!dats wadd ii tot too!
haha...ii reli hope th psn whu call mie can call miie
again!reli hope dat psn wld call!
somemore ish pay phone kk.
so chicken!coward!stupiid arr..
wann scold juz use hp no!juz chicken out?
bo lan ar..
reli cant stand it!forget it.
nd hopefully its not th one dat im expecting.
anyway,back to td!

work td!late ferr 3mins.=] 1st tym early!
yupps!rained heavily td!my gosh..was drenched cuz
got no umbrella! while waiting th bus to westmall..
awile ltr th bus came nd guess wadd?
th guy in front of miie wanted to close his umbrella
den all th raindrops slash onto miie!
how unlucky was i!
he kp sayin sorry sorry.
argghh..suay day.
den at wen jia's hse was ok!haha..
sandra did most of th stuffs.i was lyk..
slacking throughout!arGHHH!
met dear afterdat.duno why hab th urge to do so.haha.
went to PS.walk arnd lor.

guys!pls do not enter th precious throts!
cuz th salesgal dere reli veh luosuo!kp askin us to buy dat figure.
althou ii lyk it but its still consider a waste of $$$ kk..
she will kp pursuing ppl to buy de.
say wadd onli got 360 pieces.
yeahh.she's juz tryin to ask ppl to buy.ii guess.
was wearing his GIGANTIC jacket nd shoppin!
haha..abit funny nd weird!but im cold..
th jacket ishh so warmth!
thx ferr bringin it to miie!
partin tym ishh alwiz th last thing dat ii wan to do.
reli hate it muchhs..
reach home quite early td cuz he's meetin his frenz
hp flat.argghh!dunno whr th charger ishh..
haiz.

hey guys!im here again!lol..
now ishh 7th mth le!nd ii heard alot of strange stuffs
too.no surprise but ii still does feel scared.
anyway,sch was slacking again too!
make miie dun feel lyk studyiing!
omg!!cant be lidat diz chai leng!!
wake up!!left onli a few more wks to prelim1!
STOP all dose playing nd stuffs!
concentrate on eur studies!
anyway,went to bear bear hse!was reli worried sick
ferr him.guess san can c ii td in sch doesnt seems to
be in myself.im day dreamin!
arrGGHHH..nd ii cldnt wait to c him!
cuz he does own miie an explanation!
yupps.muz rest well boii!!take care!!
dun overexhaust eurself again!
peii him at his hse.
watch wet dream!!damn nice nd soo funny la.
ii wanna watch wet dream2 but he dunhabb..
sad..haha...its quite nice.th characters dere are juz so horny.
bastard..a bunch of dem.ii duno why dey
rated it as M18.not much of mature content.
tiink NC16 will do.maybe censor alot of stuffs?
i love his company!feel safe wibb him!
=]

he alwiz th one to cheer miie up!
i love him!
5 more days!
figure out eurself!
its easy!hopefully eu hab NOT
forgotten!!!!
if not ii sure will sad!!
=]

tml goin wenjia hse.nd ii wrk short hrs!
yupps!happy.tiink will do booth 1..

sch was slacking td!no homework.no maths.everything
ishh slacking.maybe its onli miie!ii got no determination!
everytym wanna do revision ii will fell aslp de.
arGHH!!stupiid miie!im juz so...
SLACK!slackism!!samantha didnt came so no chinese
lesson!yuppies..
well..was discussing abt sat thingy.
stupiid CME.muz do project on racial harmony.
stupiid.goin straight to wenjia hse after wrk.
hopefully ii wont be tired nd can finish it!


anyway,rayson called miie td nd ask miie wanna
go town wibb kelly.hey!ii dunwan be lightbulb kk.
HE ish juz so PRACTICAL nd MATERIALISTIC!
when he neo dat ii got dear, he immediately bye..
sucks.every guy juz materialistic!
yeah..wadeva.ii dun gibb a damn!
well..evrything change ferr miie.
attitude towards many things.
juz chg.dun ask miie why.


btw,to dear(if eu ever see diz posting):
pls dun make miie worry ferr eu anymore!
nd why till now den tell miie?
ii dunwan be th last to neo!!!!
do eu neo dat i feel so worried when eu 1st told mie?
i tot sth bad happen to eu!
eu break eur promiz!
pls dun be so careless again!
take care of eurself nd rest well kk?
muz rest MORE too!
miss eu.
hopefully can pay a visit to eu tml!


anyway,gtg peeps.
tired.
gonna study.
i promiz.

1st tym realise dat sch was FUN!
ii td veh guai.listen in clz!didnt dozed off at all.
*claps* ferr miie!*thumb up*
physics wasnt dat boring afterall.learned radioactivity!
1st tym ii understand th topic so well.
hehe~neo wadd..
we learn abt th alpha,beta nd gamma!
den ii joke arnd nd tell sandra dat tiing ishh alpha.
sandra ishh beta nd im gamma.
haha..accordin to th theory,nd according to our mood swing.
tiing iish th alpha which ishh straight nd thick wibb
heavy mass.
sandra ishh beta which ishh irregular nd short wibb lighter
mass while miie,
im th gamma which ishh short wibb no weight.lol.but long.
haha..
dat will make miie understan th chpt.
mr nick lee neo abt it nd he kp laughin at miie.
A maths td ii was so BLUR!
RELATIVE VELOCITY!
dun understand a fuck.
mr vijay was lookin at miie.cuz he saw my blurr look.
den he neo dat ii dun understan a fuck.
haha..alot of teachers were lookin at us.
cuz my results reli sucks.
yeahh.ii said alot of tyms muz buck up nd ii do relui tried
veh hard!ytd ii even dream of dat ii habb studied my
SS test but when ii wake up,ii realised dat ii didnt
study at all!!omg!!but luckily td test ishh on gd governace
ii neo how to do.
if not ii sure die.
didnt manage to finish my english mock exam.
ii mean ii did conclude my compo but my climaz ishh
TERRIFIC!!yeah.but alrite.
mr kaan treat us driink again!
thx cher!tml got photo taking.
yupps.muz be neat nd make sure ii look gd.
hehe..graduating soon.miiss my clz!
hopefully we will kp in contact!
tml got geo mock test!paper 1.
ohmygosh.so many mock exam.can die.
yupps.

ii miiss myy darrliingg..
he wentt ttuu camp.

1st tym realise dat sch was FUN!
ii td veh guai.listen in clz!didnt dozed off at all.
*clap* ferr miie!*thumb up*
physics wasnt dat boring afterall.learned radioactivity!
haha..1st tym ii understand th topic so well.
hehe~neo wadd..
we learn abt th alpha,beta&gamma!
den ii joke arnd nd tell sandra dat tiing ishh alpha.
sandra ish beta nd im gamma.
haha..accordin to th theory,nd according to our mood swing,
tiing ishh th alpha which ishh straight nd thick wib
heavy mass.
sandra ish beta which ishh irregular nd short wibb lighter
mass while miie,
im th gamma which ish short wib no weight.lol.but long.
haha..
dat will make miie understan th chpt.
mr nick lee neo abt it nd he kp laughin at miie.
A maths td ii was so BLUR.
RELATIVE VELOCITY!
dun understand a fuck.
mr vijay was lookin at miie.cuz he saw my blurr look.
den he neo ii dun understan a fuck.
haha..alot of teachers were lookin at us.
cuz my results reli sucks.
yeah.ii said alot of tyms muz buck up nd ii do reli tried
veh hard!ytd ii even dream of dat ii habb studied my
SS test but when ii wake up, ii realised dat ii didnt
study at all!!omg!!!but luckily td test ish on good governance
ii neo how to do.
if not ii sure die.
didnt manage to finish my english mock exam.
ii mean ii did conclude my compo but my climax ish
TERRIFIC!yeah.but alrite.
mr kaan treat us driink again!
thx cher.tml got photo taking.
yupps.muz be neat nd make sure ii look gd.
hehe..graduating soon.miiss my clz!
hopefully we will kp in contact!
tml got geo mock test!paper 1.
ohmygosh.so many mock exam.can die.
yupps.

ii miiss myy darrliingg..
he wentt ttuu camp.

study reli sucks.prelim ish juz 6wks away.
im now stuck in nowhere.
A maths moCk exam td.
sure FAIL.im numb.totally numb!
study nd practise so much doesnt help after all.
yeah.i neo my concept isnt gd but i reli am tryin REAL
hard alrite.
lao tian ye ke yi kan yi xia wo de xin ku ma?
wo zhen de hen leii.
juz now almost cry.
luckily ii can control my tears,
if not sure will swollen again.
everyone has been revising deir work nd yet
miie still struggling.
ii reli dunno wadd shld ii do.
regarding diz issue,
have been discussing wibb mum nd dad.
ok.i neo dey do piin high hope on miie.
nd dey prepare quite a huge sum of money ferr mie
to study.maybe my dream of studyin aboard
may cum true.so long ii can study.
hopefully ii can.
nd ii WILL.dats ferr sure.
shall buck up on A maths.
tml english mock exam.
haiz.why liidat.so many exam.
SS test too..
SEQ somemore.
gtg..
watchin superband soon
pls vote ferr milubing!!
especially SAM AND NICK!!
dey rocks!!heehee
dunwanna dem to out again alrite!
=))

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ii habb swollen eyes td!ALL bcuz of mum nd dad.
sorta had an arguement wibb dem.nd ii cried.
twice in 2hrs.trying to defend ferr laogong nd myself.
cant dey juz be more understandin pls?
ii mean ii habb grow up, dey shld respect my decision.
their excuse was dat iim too small to be in th relation.
hello!!diz ish 21st century.not eur olden days whr eu all
are so conservative.bitch!ya.iim haRshh.but diz reli get
to my nerves.cant stand it.im reli fed up.
made miie cry lyk hell.nd make miie look awful!!
pufferr eyes!!well..ytd dear stay at my hse till abt 4am
den dad say nxt tym dun teach until too late etc..
all dose idiotic naggings.
sucks.hate it.neo wadd mum say?
ii was sitting on th sofa,holding onto my storybk,crying.
she said,"eu too young now, both of eu juz be frenz la."
pls lor.im not goin to do dat kk.she tiink will affect studies.
AND most imptly, she tot we wld do sth dat we shldnt be doin.
OLD FASHIONED!
reli detest dem.cant dey trust miie one more tym?
ii mean ii wont let diz affect my studies alrite!


back to td!went to plaza mac to study wibb him.
saw serene nd zhiyun.ii saw arif at th counter servicing too.
tiink he attached to Bp.
yupps.th swollen eyes make moii eyes look even smaller.
dunlyk.
didnt do much.juz abit of chem..
around 6plus,hsiang came to study too!
ii tiink both gals were shocked to see him ba!
haha..my bro mahh..
den darling teach him maths nd ii did maths too.
realise ii reli niid to blushh up.iif not ii sure die.
tml mock exam.hopefully can pass.
NOPE!!WILL PASS!haha..ii dunwan stay back everyday..
ii wont fail de.
yupps.didnt eat much td.cuz was angry.
im not goin to follow her kk.
ii will decide on myself.
pls.im not three yr old kidd.
nd diz ish my life!my path!ii hab th right to choose which way
ii wanna go.so juz dun obstruct in my way!
yupps..will not alwiz shun cong eu all de.
will prove to eu dat eu are wrong!
still feel so angry.
guess ppl pls dun provoke miie or ask miie so much of diz.
if not, th consequences ish ....
im tired.
thx dear ferr td!at least ii understand alot of logarithm.
thx!!
love ya lots.
=P

hey peeps!!happy raCial harmOny!!diz yr,mOst
of th sec4 graduating classes wore traditional costume!
miie too!!hee~it was a FUN day!!ii love td!!took alot
of photos td!!shall upload here!nd my hair td ishh REAL
different!!cuz sandra help miie tie de.bOth of us look lyk
"kampong" gal.haha.somemore wibb dat costume!reli
look lyk.LOL.so happy..nd we had our 4e2 1st clz photo!!
taken wibb mr kaan nd vijay!!happy!!finally mr kaan willing
to take wibb us!!mr vijay was happy to take wib us.alot of FUN
shots!!cutie clz huh!a quite happy occasion ba.=]
after dat, miie,sandra,nd tiing went to lot1 to to eat!!a tiring
day..took a nap after tuition!!soo tired!!

taken wibb mr kaan!!4e2 rocks!!spot miie?im juz beside him!!

taken wibb mr vijay!!he seems to be so happy!!

my hair!!niCe mahx?

miie nd josephh!!look at hiis faCE!!silly boii

cutie small eye jacky nd miie!


ah kuu!!nd miie!

mr kaan!!he ish a cute teacher!nd his smile!so cute!

mr vijay nd us!!he look so happy!

miie nd jody!!sweetie! <3 href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/2222/1246/1600/camera%20photo%20235.jpg">

kelvin in RED!

threeofus! tiing didnt wear costume!

twinnies 4eva!

mdm zaharah in yellow!


dun we look lyk kampong galz?

bLurr piix!


anyway,shall stop here.still got alot of pix haven upload
maybe another day will upload.
tml got work!!
hopefully it will not be a tiring day ferr miie.
gees..
nite ppl.
muacks.<3>
dun miiss miie! =X

hey!!back to blogging!tml ish racial harmony celebration!
didnt neo wheta ii shld wear but den no one can lend miie!!
last yr of schh le worr.!!muz make it a memorable one.

ohyeah!!huiyi call miie juz now nd she say she got 2
costume can lend miie.haha..hopefully ii can wear.scared
cant wear norr..

anyway, ii dreamt of sth dat day.ii duno wheta dats an omen
lor.cuz ishh lyk th dream ishh kinda bad ferr miie.
hopefully its not true.sry.dun wanna share th dream
cuz ii wann to dream of it again so dat ii can chg everyting
well..hopefully its not true.
damn tired diz few days.mygod.can die kk.
kp doin maths maths nd maths.!!
maths crazy!!haah..


oh ya..ytd SI not nice de.im not satisfied wibv it.
hmm..when ii saw jas, ii was SHOCKED!
she look fat ! ii neo ii fat but she reli ishh..
juz look at her tummy.
nd her shoulder.she look nicer without much make up.ii
tiink ish th outfit make her look big sized.
sry ar..no offence.
all doesnt sing well especially jonathan
paul twohill ish erm...gross?
swaying his hair here nd dere.haha.
funny guy.prefer rahimah nd gayle.
haha..


when can ii see eu?im LOST.iin eur world.
living in eur world...

juz came back home.im veh tired kk.
so wadd if ii hab a BAD ATTITUDE?
pls hor..im reli veh tired td nd so piss off by so many ppl.
of cuz ii wld gibb dem black face nd scold dem.
dere's nth to be stunned abt.kindaq tired td.
tried to slp in clz nd as soon as ii was abt to enter my dream,
christopher threw a ball of papers to miie!
nd hit my hand!!blardi idiot fool!!!
fuck siia.knn.reli damn angry.nd ii cua tio.
cuz suddenly got sth slap miie!all his fault kk.
STARE REAL hard at him!
ii dun care a damn ferr how dey will tiink of miie.
juz dun provoke miie when iim tired nd ii will
be veh grateful to eu!
ii hab swollen eyes!!!li xia tot ii cried! -.-"

reli am tired.tml having 2tests.both ii hate it muchs!!
nd got A maths homework!!arghh!!ii hate it.
somemore th chinese dat lyrics haven compose
finish,how to sing tml during chinese lesson?
idiot!!muz piia ltr.maths!
arghh..oops.
my vision ishh getting bluurrr...

let miie start frm 16-07-06
hmm..went to study wibb laogong.
hsiang join us after dat.same place.at mac.
haha.i was doin A MATHS dat miscellanous chpt.
VECTOR!!making miie go gaga..
arnd 6plus, mum brought hsiang nd he join us ferr th
revision.he ishh reli one lazy brat!
ask him do as many maths sums as possible nd
he kpt complaining.cant stand him.
but he kp askin hsiang to do maths nd he even taught
him maths too!how patient can he be!
but ii still feel dat he was bored dat day.
althou he denied.

llook at hsiang!!he's concentrating huh!act guai!

A maths tb!!*faint*


he's trying to solve th sum!!

seriously speaking,hsiang ish so cute!!

anyway,saw derrick at mac too.he almost tAke a few more
secs to recognise dat gal ish miie!!do ii chg lots?

back to today!!had listenin compre td.quite alrite.
my answer telly wibb a lot of ppl.tiink wont go wrong.
yupps.after th exam, miie piiia home cuz im meeting
laogong to watch pirates of th carribean!
mygosh!its a nice movie but th characters inside
are GROSS!!yuck!will habb bad dream!
rating ferr th movie: ****
ppl, go watch it !!
it lasted abt 2.5hr.quite long but nice!
den after dat went to study.actually juz do a maths.
ii finish th whole exercise of miscellanous!!
YUPPS!!so damn happy!!thx dear ferr "forcing"
miie to do! =P


ohya guys!!to all my clzmates..since eur agree wibb miie, den we shall make a video clip ferr mr kaan cuz ii tiink he will be touched by th video clip!!as wadd wenjia said, mr kaan ish a sentimental psn so he will kp th video clip!!fri muz bring cameras so dat ii can snap photos of him.
hopefully can make it into a fun event!anyway,everyone sponsor 10bucks each?reasonable?th gals shld be ok rite?
wadd abt th guys?its abit tough!oh no!!well..shall ask th clz tml!!

gtg.miie tired.upload more pix tml ba.

iim here to blog again!
haha..stay at home all day td!
nv go work cuz ii reli veh tired.
to michelle[manager]:
if eu reli wann to put miie as no show,
let it be den cuz im reli tired.im not sick.
how to take mc?wadeva.ii dun care much.
gonna NS again soon.
shall quit th damn job soon.but ii niid
$$$ 1st.after ii accumulate as much as possible,
den ii disappear into thin air.LOL!
slpt in th afternoon.
reli am tired alrite.didnt join san dey all
ferr th kbox.
didnt habb th mood to go.
yupps.
hsiang went to NDP rehearsal.nd iim all
alone in th hse.mum went to help out
at dad's place.nd miie was doin homework juz now.
guai rit?haah..
goiin to study tml too.
wibb laogong nd maybe hsiang too.
cuz no one "babysit" him!
HAHA!


anyway, ii was wondering ferr th past few days.
about th teachers' day.wadd shld we buy ferr th
teachers?hmm..cuz ish lyk diz ish th last yr ferr us,
th graDuating classes.
nd mr kaan reli treat us well althou he kpt scoldin us
bloody fool, idiots etc but neverthless, he still gd!
nd he treat us so many stuffs lyk ice cream,drinks..
so ii thought, shld ii make a video clip ferr him?
memories of 4e2?maybe dats meaningful nd
memorable?oops.lyk we are dead.lol.
nd shld we buy a pen ferr him?
dat cost over hundred bucks.
ii tiink it does worth it.ferr mr kaan.
ii tiink.my suggestion ccan?
th whole class share th pathetic one pen ferr him?
each psn abt $10?
dats juz one of my suggestion.
ii dunno whta th guys in our clz willing to contribute
$$$ anot..
nd are we doin class tshirt?
we habb been tokin abt clzz t since last yr??
shld be.but ii dun see th clz t at all.
lol.shall complete everyting asap?hmm..


well..revision now.
tryin hard to study td.but ii kp slping!!
guess im turning into pig??haha.
ytd tuition ii almost fall into deep slp!
sry yvonne!!cuz im reli tired!
she was teaching miie physics.
dats why ii wld ZZZzz..
haha.not dat her teaching ish boring but ishh lyk
th topic ish boring.doesnt interest miie at all!
haha.
anyway, gtg.
bye peeps.!!

juz came back home.frm lot1.wasnt in gd mood td.
kinda habb mood swing.morning was happy nd tok
alot to san.but den after dat ii duno why suddenly
moody.maybe too tired.yupps.raining.
slpt in mr kaan lesson.but ii onli manage to slp abt 15mins?
dats miie.cant slp much de.
lyk my mum.
ltr got tuition.freakin sian.
ii realised ferr 4days, ii slp onli ferr 3-4hr per day.
reli veh tired!!
but ii got alot of homework to do nd ii cant
finish on tym!dats why.
workin tml.damn it.feel lyk pon-ing.
dun feel lyk working.
arghhh!!!
juz wanna habb a day rest but amelia didnt
approve.sad.
anyway, nxt mon ish listening compre.
muz dig my ears.
lol.

2nd postiing!!omg!!!
ii saw th 2e2 video!!ii reli miiss 2e2!!
2e2 rocks!!th tyms we had togta at th chalet!
it will not be forgotten.
ii miss 2e2!!nd ii saw my pix dere.
mygosh..ii reli look ugly nd awful dere.
haha.yupps.we musnt break th 2e2 bond!!
ii miiss chalet!!nvm..
end of yr we are having one rite?
th video ish quite touchin nd make miie recall
lots more.sad.
iim reli sad.
hopefully we can contact each other after our
secondary life ehh?
2e2 rocks!!!!!!

ended school early td!yupps.actually wanna slp when
ii return home but in th end went down to exercise!
yupps..wibb moii bro. we went to play badminton nd
saw weii kang.haha.so coincidence.
its not dat tired after all nd ii wanna get a new racket!
hate dat racket.miie nd bro ran rnd th field.haha.
funny rite?but its was reli fun wibb my bro arnd.
heeh..injured my hand!!mygod.all thx to th racket.
thx ar racket.EU ROCKS!
LOL!
then kena hit by th stupiid soccer ball!argh!
so suay.yucks.
not my day kk.anyway, ii realise dat diz 2 days
ii saved abt $6.50 and got free meals
cuz ah ku owe miie 2 meals,san owe 1 meal
nd tiing owe miie 2drinks.cuz of th bet.yupps.
dere ish free lunch in th wrld kk.lol


yupps.miie now regaining back my confidence.!
cuz of lao gong help miie found back my confidence!
thx soo muchh!!so grateful to eu!!
getting hold of th vector.dat chpt.it wasnt dat
difficult afterall!!heehee..nd imagine ii manage to solve
a few sums dat ah ku cant!!nd ii taught him how to do!
yupps.happy of cuz but ii cant yaya papaya.if not
ii sure will becum failure.
soo tired.imagine everyday slp abt 3hrs.so tired.
*yawn* now standard ish 3am den slp so peeps,
if eur are bored, feel free to call miie to chat.
haha.


ii simply love sch!!haha..dunno why.
insane huh?
miie juz a crazzyyy gal.duncare miie.
ohya.td played a game wibb tiing.
its lyk we habb to tok to each other in english
and whoever lost th bet,habb to treat th other party
driinks so tiing lost to miie!!yeah!
ohya,ytd san pon sch nd ii was all alone in sch.
alrite la.not dat bored.cuz got tiing crappin wibb miie.
haha.nd dere's ah ku.did maths pretty fast.LOL
muz praise myself awile ma!!haha.
mr kaan treat us to ice cream!!treat us again!
he's reli a nice teacher.or perhaps a nice man.
too generous.we wld take advantage of him de wor.
haiz.nd he bought ice cream ferr th security too.yupps
kind man.lol.
sry mr kaan but ii reli habb to apologise to eu cuz iim
didnt reli listen to eur lesson.wads more ii still slp in
eur clz.thx ferr treating us!
will try not to slp in clz anymore.!'
ii promiz!!
milubing rocks!support dem!!=P


ii miss eu..thx ferr accompanying miie.nd help miie wibb
my homework althou ii neo it maybe bored ferr eu.
nd thx ferr dat day.slpt in eur arm.reli comfortable!
=]
love ya!!

2nd posting ferr td..
at his hse now
end up poning sch.didnt go.watch th world cup till 5am den
went to bed.overslpt.almost cldnt wake up in tym.
piia to meet him worr..
btw,italy won!
well..althou iim tired but ii slpt at his hse onli ferr arnd 30mins
or so?maybe not used to it.anyway,he's slping rite now.
haha.funny.someone *beeps* haha..
still slping.mygod.
ii wanna watch tv but dunno how to wake him up.
=(
den now do nth so decided to use his com.
walao.he reli pro leh.ii make so much noise he still nv wake up.
swt-.-"
better dun say so much if not ltr he saw diz posting ii sure die.
yupps.well..his hse quite big nd got so many posters.
oops!!hp rang so loud den he didnt respond.
si zhu arr..
pig leh him.
at least san peii miie sms.if not ii reli will bored to death
nd go crazy..=P
reli cant get to slp.juz dunno why.
haiz.SLP SLP SLP!!
kk la.gonna wake him up le.

9th july 06

went to orchard to hunt ferr jody's present!!met up
wibb li xia nd san.but we MADE li xia wait ferr us!!
twinnie nd ii were LATE!!sry li xia!!we didnt mean
it.yupps.went to town to hunt ferr her present.
finally after sometyms, we found A necklace---crown
de.hopefully she will lyk it!! =]
didnt buy any bag cuz no bag can catch my attention
so ii waste alot of tym nd energy lookin.we were
feelin abit moody?ii tiink.san didnt tok much.
tiink she abit piss off?by miie?or wadd?ii duno.
didnt asked her.yupps.journey to jody hse wasnt
dat long afterall nd we manage to make our way dere
!!!
all muz thx to miie!!ii bring dem de!!iim not LU CHI!!
yupps.1st tym go inside jody hse.
quite nice.we were invited to her party.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCED!!
sweet 16!!
elaine,wenjia,desirree,vanessa were dere too!
initially ii tot we 3 wld not be able to bend in
but after dat ii realise dat we ccan!!
GOSSIPing..was pretty fun.


1st tym wibb de bunch of gals.desirree's bro
ish soo cute!!haha.th gals were so comical.
hehe..yupps.jo's mum ish nice too..
arnd 7pm, we left her hse cuz ii wanna go
home.hehe..jody,hope eu lyk th present huh?
ii enjoy td!!thx gal ferr inviting us!!
oh well..tiing ish sick.so she didnt join us.wonder
she will be goin to sch?take care gal.
yupps.ltr watching th match.not goin to sch.
cuz of chinese.sucks.1st tym not guai.
dun care.hate chinese to th core.all bcuz of
samantha.yupps.
ohya.ltr got th match!!FINAL!!
will be watching.
italy VS france.
=]

ii miss lao gong!!





[me & li xia]


[me & san]


[twinnies in dark]

kk..shall stop here.upload sometyms ltr.
goin to his hse ltr.hees.

wrkin as usual.nothing special juz dat in th afternoon suddenly
rush in.habb to service ferr a long tym.makin my legs
wobble.yupps.my attitude towards workin ish not dere.
cuz ii get moody easily nd get so tired.
wonder why michelle wanna check my bag when ii was abt
to leave kap.well..she wan check den let her do it.whu cares
anyway?she almost fell down bcuz of miie!!was so petrified!!
cuz she ish pregnant.if something happen to her bcuz of miie,
ii sure will guilty de.luckily nothing happen.she didnt fell dwn.
phew!!oh ya!saw chang yu in his pj uni.he change!!
his hair so funny nd he's cute!daniel reli does look lyk him
but he's cuter den daniel!!
saw christopher too.wibb his fren.


met uncle nd we went causeway to study.juz maybe abt an hr plus?
cuz spent quite along tym finding seats .. juz did some bio
nd e maths.den proceed to threatre aft dat.watched campus ghost stories
wor..hmm..not dat scary but got one part scare miie.
nd he got abit cua tio too!!cuz ii was lyk gripping tightly onto him.
den miie xia dao him.haha.so funny la.
yupps..after dat went to northpoint cuz causeway nth to do.
walk arnd.nd took 171 home after dat.promiz mum
dat ii will reach home b4 10 nd we did it!!
cuz we arnd 9.20 reach panjang den we go to th rooftop of
th carpark awile.tok dere.was telling him my dream hse.
reli hope iit will be true.so muz wrk hard.design my own
hse!!=p muz jiayou!!
ohya.on th bus,we saw a cute little gal..
both of us were lyk tryin to get her attention!!
haha..we gave her crackers nd sweets.luckily ii got spare de.
haha.so cute ahh..lyk lil princess.
nxt tym my daughter muz be a lil princess.muz make
her be a princess!!
haha..tiink too much.tiink too farr.
yupps.


smile smile nd smile!!dats wadd eu taught miie.
love being wibb eu
make miie feel happy nd comfortable.
most importantly,secure!!
ii promiz nd will prove to eu dat ii will score
well.!!
miie will cherish th tym we had togta!!
but tym seems to pass soo fast when we are togta.
abit bu she de cuz so fast.sad.='(
sigh...

*yawn* tired.imagine everyday eu reached home at arnd 6pm
feeling lerthagic.nd eu habb to listen to mum's naggings.
diz nd dat.ii will go crazy alrite..yupps ii neo.everyone ish
asking miie to wrk extreme hard.if not ii will regret.rite.
juz lyk wadd vijay had said earlier on.tryin REAL hard not to fall
aslp but ii...juz cldnt do it.vijay's maths lesson ish reli boring!!
all ii do was to stare at th whiteboard!imagine th vector ish
easy but he said till so complicated.luckily uncle taught miie ytd when
we went to bp mac to study!!at least now ii habb a clear mind on
vectors.thx lots BEAR!ferr helpin miie.eu're sure a clever one.


raining td.freezing cold alrite.trapped at th bus stop.luckily
got BEAR to pei miie tok awile.thx lots boii.anyway,sch td wasnt
dat gd cuz ii was being punished by SAMANTHA!! ferr eatin in
clz!eh!!ii got a few days nv eat wor,can let miie?eu BITCH!tiink
eu BIG ar?dun so kpo can?argh.her lesson sux kk.miie nd sandra
were feeling dwn nd moody.yupps.when one of us feel dwn,
th other will gradually feel th same.dats rite.we are twinnie.
she rocks!!she will be dere ferr miie when ii niid her!!same goes to
miie!!ii would not anyhow pang seh her alrite!!we are besties,
best sistas nd best TWINNIES!!it seems reli weird dat we
can get along well..althou sometyms we will attitude each other
but nevertheless, we didnt quarrel at aLL!!thx gal fer being dere wibb
miie!!*muacks* =P


well..was readin a storybook..the male lead was a bastard kk.
he juz sucks.ii hate diz type of guy.make th gal heartbroken
hey!eu juz sux kk.not a man alrite.someone whu breaks th gal's
heart.eu are juz another bastard.ii juz dun undastan why th gal will
continue to lyk him despite him hurtin her again nd again.
gal!!chill!whr ish eur brain?mygosh.dun be blind by love kk.
but ii lyk th ending.althou it's abit sadist.but at least dats th ending ii
wanted kk.th guy juz sux.if its miie, ii wld not let th guy off dat
easily.anyway, tml ish fri!!finally!!can go out wibb tiing le!!
we are searching ferr someone's present.hees.
hopefully th psn wld lyk it.might cost a bomb to miie.
no work.no income.
ii got no life!everyday study!!making miie bored.
gonna pon sch soon.dunwan chinese lesson!!
its sucks!!
chills..

A BIG stone has finally loaded off frm my mind!!im free!
gosh.was damn stress diz whole day.was tiinkin abt ytd.
den morning miie nd sandra damn moody.we had our own stuffs
to be kpt occupied.she was late ferr sch td.so ii was alone ferr 30mins.
tiinkin abt ytd.yupps.she kpt tiinkin of da shu.miie was preoccupied
wibb dat.argghh..told sandra all over again.nd ish so obvious
dat mum neo abt it kk..it was lyk diz...


ytd, he sent miie home cuz ii wanna see him.when we reached
panjang, bro called nd ask miie whr am ii.at dat moment, ii
knew dat mum has began to suspect miie.didnt reli neo wadd to
do.she saw us at 115 dere.imagine she was at hm nd look dwn
to c whu am ii wibb.she reli lack trust in miie huh!
when ii reached hm, she asked miie lotsa qns which ii dun reli neo
how to react.yupps.lie to her but wasnt convincing enough.
FELT REAL guilty!didnt slp much.was tiinkin wadd to do.
ii cant lie to her ferr th rest of my life rite?so td, ii seek
advices frm alot of ppl.nd ii din neo why ii cried nd
can see dat sandra was abit shocked dat
tym.ii tiink.dey support miie to tell mum.
so when ii reached home, told her th whole story.th truth.
of cuz she wasnt surprise.cuz she alreli suspected it.
gosh!but ii wasnt expecting her to react lidat,.
she didnt say much.guess she knew dat one day ii will be lidat.
but iim happy dat ii told her th truth.which iim reli veh happy.
thx gals ferr encouragin miie!!but now ish lyk miie nd mum
seldom tokk..guess we are tryin our best not to tok abt th topic
again.in another wrd she ish avoidin it.will be fine ltr on.


everyting ish over rite now,so ii dunhabb to tiink much
abt dat stuff again.he too.at least ii can put off diz stuffs frm my mind.
dats th GD news.oh ya.tml ish o level chinese oral!!
ii hate being th LAST FEW psn.reli can wait until veh sianz.
5mins per psn.damn freakin long.reli dunno how to spend my day.
ohya.didnt neo wadd to buy ferr jody.her bday comin
le.guess shall ask th gals of deir opinion.gosh.miie got a big
ulcer on my lips.damn pain.wonder how ii gonna say in oral.
damn it!

ferr th last few days miie habb been goin out wibb him.
yupps.kinda happy.cuz ii reli did enjoy myself in every trip.
hehe.juz dat ii dun lyk th bus trip.every trip ish REAL long.
can slp ar but too bad ii couldnt doze off.juz dunno why.
starting frm 010706,yupps.we went to bishan to see jun yang!!
yupps.hees.my fave!!dat day reli felt guilty cuz ii let him wait ferr arnd
1 hr lor.yupps.but he didnt angry.ii tiink.^^ well..thx lots uncle!keke~=X
saw phui shan at j8.yupps.she went dere ferr th signature.we didnt
reli stay long cuz we dunhabb th album but he help miie to take
th pix of jy!!damn happy.but didnt develop cuz its too ex la.so dun
develop.sacrifices myself.hehes.after dat we went to marina.esplanade.
yupps.on top of th roof got alot of couples.c liao oso jealous =]
no la.they are juz so gross.den he sat onto th railing or wad la.felt
worried ferr him kk.scared he fell down.awile ltr, got 2 mata came up
nd ask him to cum dwn.lol.malu.=] hmms, dat day quite fun.cuz
we kp suan each other nd bully lor.rite?uncle hor?keke~


back to td.yupps.realise dat uncle ish reli fun to be wibb nd so childish!
neo wadd?we went bugis td nd saw 3 EXTRAORDINARY couples wor.
den we secretly follow behind dem nd took some pix of dem.
hehes.we are crazzyy..but its REAL fun!laughin all th way wor.
couldnt stop siia.keke~reli can say ii enjoy myself.cuz got uncle
ma.=x erms..told him sth wich ish not appropriate to say here.
well..kinda shocked dat ii wld say dat to him.arghh.
till now still cant believe it came rite frm my mouth!!
den he sent miie home.but ii saw alot of my neighbours.
die!!if dey kpo tell my mum, ii goiin to kill dem.
serious lor.well..now ii smell of his perfume.its NOT
my illusion!!it reli linger arnd my body.
nd mum accused miie juz now nd after she realised it,
she still can laugh wor.damn pissed offf.
haha.iim a robot.w/o food, ii wont die.haven reli eaten a proper meal
since friday.yupps.especially ytd whic ii didnt eat all 3 meals.
juz dunhabb th appetite.yupps.
anyway, reli agree wibb wadd sandra says.scared cant go out
often wibb him.but nvm la.haha.=] reli felt happy diz few days.
im satisfied.keke~oh ya.ii cant believe he ish so lucky.WOn
all th bets lor.arrghh..shall upload some pix now..enjoy!!




[a blurr pixx of him nd th sheep!!dun dey look alike?keke]



[he's th guy!lol.reli look lyk th sheep rite?look at th eyes!!]



[we were at bugis!!saw diz "FAT" couple in front of us nd started to take snaps of dem.1st couple.we follow dem nd were laughin all th way!!thx boii ferr th fun tym td!!]



[2nd couple!!its not dat funny but still got fun!]



[look!!heres another couple!!3rd one!!cute rite?th guy kp touchin th gal..so pervert.keke~]



[wadd are dey doin at arcade??keke!!!uncle rmb diz?hehes]


well..dats all ba.uncle ar..ii still rmb th bet wor.lookin
forward to th arrival!!2yrs frm now!!
if eu cant succeed,den...lol.
hehe..gtg..tml goin out wibb san nd th gals.
dunno san will pang seh miie fiind her da shu anot.den
ii will be sad cuz no one peii miie.dat uncle oso not free ma.lol.

hey..didnt update since 25 june.hehe.was busy wibb
sch stuffs.diz few days slpt ferr onli a few hrs.
miie nd sandra were damn tired.slpt in kaan lesson.
sry kaan..we were way too tired.thx ferr th wallet too nd
the drinks.eu r reli too nice!nv seen such a teacher buyin
so much ferr own students.yupps.FINALLY GOTTA AI SHA 17!!
damn happy alrite!!but haven started watching.gosh.
nxt wk ish o level chinese.kinda weird dat ii didnt feel
nervous nd stuffs afterall.not lyk tiing.she reli felt stress?
dunno.she giib miie dat feeling.gal, ii tiink im abnormal.ii
dun feel nervous at all.nd maybe ii reli sufferin frm some disorder.
didnt eat much td.except morning tiing buy th dou hua niia
nv eat lunch nd dinner.YOUTH day celebs.ii went to do th badge
nd miie nd sandra share th cup.nice design eh?keke~
we draw ourself de lor.


anyway, after dat sandra went to cut hair.miie peii her.shot th whole process of her cutting.will try upload to youtube or sth.yupps.
after dat, went to meet "uncle".LOL.shit.if let him c diz post, ii die le.
well..went to CP to meet him.he was late.nd we played hide
nd seek,he was suppose to find miie.in th end found miie
at popular.keke.den walked arnd nd tok alot lor.
went to lib level 4 nd prey on babies!haha.
tok nd stuffs.my back bone pain.
he carried my bag ferr miie!!so gentleman!
thx!!haha..grateful lor.
went home after dat.so tired.sry ppl.will not update dat often
le.cuz sch reopen.miie got no tym.
hehes