Tuesday, July 04, 2006

A BIG stone has finally loaded off frm my mind!!im free!
gosh.was damn stress diz whole day.was tiinkin abt ytd.
den morning miie nd sandra damn moody.we had our own stuffs
to be kpt occupied.she was late ferr sch td.so ii was alone ferr 30mins.
tiinkin abt ytd.yupps.she kpt tiinkin of da shu.miie was preoccupied
wibb dat.argghh..told sandra all over again.nd ish so obvious
dat mum neo abt it kk..it was lyk diz...


ytd, he sent miie home cuz ii wanna see him.when we reached
panjang, bro called nd ask miie whr am ii.at dat moment, ii
knew dat mum has began to suspect miie.didnt reli neo wadd to
do.she saw us at 115 dere.imagine she was at hm nd look dwn
to c whu am ii wibb.she reli lack trust in miie huh!
when ii reached hm, she asked miie lotsa qns which ii dun reli neo
how to react.yupps.lie to her but wasnt convincing enough.
FELT REAL guilty!didnt slp much.was tiinkin wadd to do.
ii cant lie to her ferr th rest of my life rite?so td, ii seek
advices frm alot of ppl.nd ii din neo why ii cried nd
can see dat sandra was abit shocked dat
tym.ii tiink.dey support miie to tell mum.
so when ii reached home, told her th whole story.th truth.
of cuz she wasnt surprise.cuz she alreli suspected it.
gosh!but ii wasnt expecting her to react lidat,.
she didnt say much.guess she knew dat one day ii will be lidat.
but iim happy dat ii told her th truth.which iim reli veh happy.
thx gals ferr encouragin miie!!but now ish lyk miie nd mum
seldom tokk..guess we are tryin our best not to tok abt th topic
again.in another wrd she ish avoidin it.will be fine ltr on.


everyting ish over rite now,so ii dunhabb to tiink much
abt dat stuff again.he too.at least ii can put off diz stuffs frm my mind.
dats th GD news.oh ya.tml ish o level chinese oral!!
ii hate being th LAST FEW psn.reli can wait until veh sianz.
5mins per psn.damn freakin long.reli dunno how to spend my day.
ohya.didnt neo wadd to buy ferr jody.her bday comin
le.guess shall ask th gals of deir opinion.gosh.miie got a big
ulcer on my lips.damn pain.wonder how ii gonna say in oral.
damn it!

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