she's giving up!

many tings are not best to be spelled out.it ish meant to be kpt in th heart.to let th psn feel it w/o really tellin dem.however,due to certain reason,she realised her communication wib dat person suddenly broke down.many tings chg.ish dat person really understandin her?or are they juz too busy?perhaps.but really,she's giving up.

felt so depressed.definitely not O level which ish makin her in diz state.but some other matters.many tings are not within her control anymore nd she cant prevent it from happening too.dats th frustrating matter she's facing now.it juz seems so idiotic.ppl are moving on wib deir life nd wad ish she doin rite now?nth.she ish juz plain old her.urging someone to pay a lil attention to her.she's fragile,althou may look tough nd strong on th outside,but deep down,she's lonely.

she hoped dat her frenz will alwiz be by her side.she will nv forget th tyms she has wib her frenz,her clinques,her peers.anyway,she neo dat she will be ddoin her best in her o level nd she ish affirmed dat she will not regret in th near future.o level ish juz a mile's away from everyone nd she urges everyone to buck up.muggs real hard everyone!everyone kampatei!

communication-an impt key element to any form of relationship

memories are alwiz so sweet than in real life when eu tink back.

rain or shine?

another posting.now its 2plus am nd yet iim still not slping.ii duno why.cant get to bed.ii realised alot of tings.life has its ups & downs.wheta its gd or bad,it ish every assets in life.every single ting may make a person lights up her day,some,which will make a person groomy fer a day.

as ferr miie,tings aint goin smoothly nd ii neo dere's sth wrong wib miie.everyting juz came without any warning.sometyms ii really wanna run away from reality.ii neo its unhealthy to do dat but it cant be helped at tyms.when everyting seems to be comin in eur way,obstructing eu.ppl cant be put to a test.be it frenship or relationship.ii am one example.

iim juz someone whu ish seekin extra attention.someone whu can make miie trust nd rely on once again.ii dun lyk to be th left out.neither do everyone out dere.but sometyms ii do hate being th extra.cuz most of th tyms ii am.iim juz tired.ii niid understandin.iim sensitive.emotional.

iim waiting ferr eur explanation.ii niid eur care.eur encouragement but where are eu?

popularity-does it matters?
Looks-does it matters?

pretty gals are more popular den average lookin galz.pretty galz are popular wibb teachers.

average lookin galz hab low morale.dey wanna look lyk th pretty galz.dey urge to be more popular.hope ppl can pay more attention to dem.

smart ppl hab their way of studyin.but dose whu are strugglin in studies hopes dat dey can be lyk th smart ppl.dey felt dat dey are stupid.no talent in any area.

ppl whu plan alot ferr deir future can really succeed in doin so but ppl whu has no idea of deir future hopes dat dey can be lyk dem.

everyting seems to be contradicting to dem.but hab dey ever realised dat all doesnt really impt?one shldnt listen muchhs to others.they shld follow deir heart instead.if dey feel dat goin to poly ish more suitable ferr dem,den go ferr it even if one's frenz told him or her dat its not suitable fer dem.follow eur heart nd it will leads eu to th success.

anyway,th 2 of us went to vivocity!!hehe.not bad.quite big.but den we were unable to watch DEATH NOTE.cuz FULL seating!!in th end we watched th sinkin of japan.too geography type.ahhaa..plates etc.soo chim.but th main actor died in th end.not gd.

iim giving us some spaces to breathe in.to let us get everyting sorted out.

I CANT BELIEVE I DREAMT OF HIM LAST NITE!

graduated?parting from frenz?

I AM FINALLY GRADUATING FROM DUNEARN SECONDARY SCHOOL.will be missing 4E2.ALL moii fellow classmates,frenz nd MOST imptly,MR KAAN!!grads ceremony was quite ok.with th exception of th class presentation!!!alot of moii photo!!!arghh..shldnt gibb but its ok now.haha.our class de pwt ish th longest.=]]

tym really flies soo fast.nd ii will be miissing 4e2.hopefully 10yrs dwn th road,we will still stay in contact?ii neo its hard but ii really hope soo.anyway,th horoscope ish rite.ii shld put away th past.below ish moii reading ferr th day.=]]

Put away the past and get back to living in the moment. Make plans for the future.

The lure of sweet memories can be irresistible -- but it's also dangerous. Getting caught up in the past is not something you should be doing right now -- there are too many important opportunities fluttering just outside your periphery. Unless you look around and explore your life in the present, you are never going to see them. Put away your old photo albums, pack up your journals and get back to living here, in the moment. Make plans for your future than have nothing to do with your past.

gd luck ferr tml physics practical!

birthday ish a special occasion ferr everyone.dat ishh to celebrate wibb eur love one.the ONE.

jealousy-essential in life

wad an unlucky day it ish today.ii SLIPPED nd almost FELL down at KAP.omg.somemore 2 ANG MOH saw it and dey were standin in front of miie.facing miie.super embarrassed.one of th guy was giving miie a face lyk 'wads th prob wibb diz gal?cant she balanced herself?or ish she making stunts?' it was super paiseh!!!shall not elaborate more.

went to study td.was supposed to be goin wib peiling,laysee nd tresa.but in th end end up onli miie nd peiling.well.dats fine ferr miie.as long as i can see one of dem,iim fine wib it.quite long nv meet up wib her le.she's changed.haha.still th same.both of us LOVE TO DREAMS lots.we can stare at a ting fer veh long.dat shows how moii frenz actually ish lyk.ahah.alrite.we did study alot.ii finish moii physics paper 2 nd ii used 3hrs to complete it.it seems inefficient but ii manage to score!haa.A maths too.did paper 1 in less than 2hr.yupp.kinda happy.

went ferr tuition after dat.so baichi.dat jin hui make miie again.sot him.haha.nvm.ii shall not ji jiao.yupp.tuition's last day.did not really hab feeling ferr dat class cuz ii dun talk to dem except sui ying.yeah.but nov still goin back ferr free lessons.

jealousy-ii hope it occurs to miie.at least ii neo someone cares ferr miie.but ii didnt feel it.no security.maybe ah ber ish right.wads moii final decision?ii duno.ii cant even make any decision.sucks.wad shld ii do?o level's approachin nd wad hab ii done to moiiself?
nd isit im tinkin too muchs?nope.shall not say anymore.

when eu realised the couples arnd eu are happily togter,all eu feel ish emptiness,beneath eur heart.nd eu hope eu are one of th couples.

meeting th person at th WRONG tym

I'm not missing you-Stacie Orrico

diz song dat ii updated suits moii mood now.sent him a testi juz now.hope he acept it.anyway,ii realised dat his birthday's round th corner!freak!wish him birthday in advance too.3rd of nov.a wk ltr ii tink.

thought abt diz ferr sometyms.nd seriously diz isnt goin anywhere nd ii believe waiting wont helps too.all ii nid ish tym.to let miie forget abt him.th process ishh hard but as long as ii can totally erase him,all will be paid off.nd ii believe ii wld not regret in makin dat decision.

ii felt better after tokin to sandra.thx gal.at least she lend miie a listenin ear.haha.nd not forgetting JK.he too.did listen to miie.nd ii wishh him all th best too.

iim trying hard to forget eu.ii dunwanna hurt anyone anymore.im tired.

another chance?

ii wld not regret knowing him if ii were to choose again.cuz he has left miie GREAT memories.memories dat ii wld not forget.someting ii wld not want to forget,nd hab th memories all by moiiself.im selfish.yes.ii felt dat im soo selfish.to everyone.especially him.

ii realised iim actually so easy affected by HIM.he made miie hab to rearrange moii thoughts nd feelings.sorting out was tough ferr mie td.nd yet ii didnt touch any books when o lvl ish juz a wk away from miie.a goner fer o level.ii guess.cuz th practical alreli kill miie.im dead.

ii realised dat moii blog song,'ii tink ii' really suits moii mood now.dats wad im goin thru.w/o him.ii once tot ii hab thoroughly forgotten abt him but actually,ii didnt.im juz deceiving moiiself.ii wanted to get back to th life when iim carefree.didnt wan to be bothered by him.

ii nid a listening ear.someone whu can listen to miie.moi heart.moii life.moii problems.im..juz plainly niid someone to care.wanna tok to sandra but ii dun tink its appropiate to tok to her now cuz she's still not in any best condition to tok.ii tink.muz let her rest more.instead of letting her hear it.im sad.

maybe i nid tym.to recuperate moii wound.

sometyms when eu tot eu hab forgotten him,actually eu dun ferr he has alwiz stay in eur heart.juz dat its hidden somewhere,somewhere it will be discovered by miie one day.

its torturing to see eu on streets.flashes of eu nd mie appeared.

juz went back home from causeway.ohya.firstly, happy birthday to sharine! finally sevenTEEN.well.was a boring day alrites.shldnt hab went to sch td.its such a waste of tym nd guess wad?half of th class did not attend lesson td nd guess wad ii did?played hangman wib phui shan,wan ting nd sihui.cuz we were juz too bored.lessons boring.during chinese lesson,we gals went to library to slack.hang man again.sorta trends.haha.popular nowadays.haha.no post exam activity?how ii wishh dere isnt any o lvl.cuz o lvl made moii mood nd temper crazy.yupp.iim crazy.

after sch,we dine in at mac.after dat went to pjc open hse.wib th guidance of our senior,she brought us all arnd pjc nd ii admit,ii was abit over 'high'.juz dunno why.miie kinda weird nowadays.so ii would behave in diz manner.yeahz.ii duno why.pjc was quite alrite,with a variety of ccas.some of th ccas attracted miie such as hockey,ARCHERY(didnt manage to try out cuz it was too late!) and th reporter tingy.taekwado too.hmm.quite interested in diz area of cca.haha.ohya.ii saw someone unexpectedly.guess whu?its changyu!! ii was quite relieved when ii saw dat he still remeber miie.at least we got smile to each other.yupp.kinda contented.not to say dat ii used to hab crush on him but shld say dat ii find him veh cute.

after an unexpected ting happens,dere came another unexpected stuff.

here it goes.after pjc,went home nd bath but was kinda late cuz ii fell aslp when ii reached home cuz ii got headache.wadever.den we 4 cousin went to orchard to watch DEATH NOTE. th show was supposed to start at arnd 8.40pm but guess wad?th tickets were SOLD OUT when we wanted to buy at 7.30! all of us were so upset.den sharine was determined,so she went to ask th psn fer other places.in th end,we ended up at causeway watching DEATH NOTE at 9.30. oh well..when we were goin to heeren,ii saw someone.th actor.duno th name.he's damn thin.haha!wanna kick him from behind.ahah.!he was right in front of miie! ya.

den ii saw HIM.dat HIM simply destroyed moii mood.when ii saw HIM,he did saw miie too nd he got smile at mie.at least he still does remember miie.he was wib his frenz nd dey were simply walkin behind mie nd ii told kelly abt diz.she was shocked when she learnt dat its HIM cuz he really chg alot.became super style.in th sense totally chg a psn but ii still can recognise him though.moii heart skip a beat when ii saw HIM.ii tot ii shldnt wear diz outfit td cuz it simply look fat on miie.arghh!damn it.really veh scared of his impression on miie.after all he has not seen miie ferr almost one yr?ii tink.yupp.he become more shuai.serious.ii dunno why moii heart's liddat.am ii still tinkin of him?yeahz.moii conscience.still am tinkin of him.afterall ii lyk him ferr arnd 1yr.now?ii duno.everyting simply sucks.

anyway,we were veh rushed ferr th movie nd yeahz..didnt regret watchin th movie!thumb up ferr th movie.nice show ppl especially th guy called'L' in th show.his IQ ii tink more den 200++.Xtraordinary wor.ii love him!!!!he's super cute!*thumb up* ferr diz show.ii love it man.rating:****
whahaha.im in love wib dat guy.he sooooo CUTE!!! except dat he applied eyeliner which kinda turn miie off ferr a instance.hehe.reached home almost 1am ii tink.well.th unexpected came twice.tok to JK nd ii told him abt dat HIM.he was kinda nice to miie yeah.ii told him dat DAT HIM ish a FLIRT,a PLAYBOY but ii duno why ii used to lyk him so muchs.maybe dats called true love?ii duno.dats how life shld be rite?he was kind enuff to listen to moii sufferrings.thx boii.ferr everyting.at least eu lend miie eur listening ears.nd im really a bitch ferr miissiin dat HIM.nd wad abt moii bf?ii duno.

dun ask miie.moii mind ish in a mess.nid to sort out moii feelings.ii tink sometyms ii really tink too muchhs but he kp letting miie hab th feelin dat he nd miie drifted veh apart nd strainin th relationship even more.makin miie even more confused.nd ii told JK everyting.actually ii realised ii got alot of tings to tell him.yeahz.really thx alot to JK.w/o him by moii side to listen to miie,ii tink ii really will breakdown.ii niid some space to breathe in.

once again,eur face couldnt get off of moii mind.becuz of eu,moii feelings are in a mixed.im confused.wad shld ii do?ii cant stop tinkin of eu nd moii heart skip a beat when ii saw eu again.th feeling,ish gradually coming back.nd ii duno wad shld ii do.juz a mess ii tink ii shld clear off sometyms.maybe.ii tink.ii still does get th jealousy.nd ii was veh bothered when ii was testing him.after all moii conclusion ish right.he doesnt really care muchs now so why shld ii care now?yeahz.ii tink ii shld continue wib moii life.althou iim now veh emotional.cant be helped.

eur existence,eur sudden appearance in front of miie make miie unable to breathe properly.ii cant take moii eyes off eu.ii wanted to forget eu.but ii still..
'wo yi ran hai zai deng dai,deng dai ni hui ming bai.yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai.' hopefully th feelin ish juz temporary.if not ii will be a REAL BITCH.A SLUT.ii hate moiiself.

the truth is out

sometyms ii wonder why life can be so dramatic?it reli look as if ii am th audience viewin some fantastic show.nd ya,hurts fill th air.tings lyk trusting,betraying all dose sensitive words to miie came out of nowhere.dat really makes miie tink veh HARD whu to trust nd to see whu ish moii true frenz.at th same tym,ii learnt how to differentiate tings nd sort dem out clearer.

when ii first found out dat th suspect ish her,which ish th culprit now, ii cldnt believe moii own eyes.seriously ii did not believe at all. ii tot moii eyes were playin tricks on miie so ii tot maybe ii shall observe a few more tyms b4 makin any decision.nd ya,initially ii was really shocked dat th evidence pointing towards eu nd ii almost breakdown upon seeing th truth.but not much people believe miie at dat tym,cuz no one wld expect dat wld be eu.so do ii.nd ii tot,by askin eu will make tings clearer.but eu chose not to admit wad eu hab done.we all neo dat eu wld admit to wadever eu hab done, nd eu neo,its hard to believe dats eu.when ii first saw eur msg,ii was kinda shocked to see dat.eu chose to admit later.ii neo eu niid to pluck up alot of courage to admit it to us.nd its HARD on eu.ii was glad,dat in th end,eu chose to admit.thx ferr dat.

but seriously,ii niid tym to accept diz.nd ii tink everyone nids tym to accept too.all along,ii treated eu as a frenz whom ii can trust,tok abt gals stuffs.rmb dat tym sandra nd wenjia didnt came to sch nd we accompany each other at NP?rmb how vain we were nd keep goin to th toilet?rmb dat pink color guy?th days wib eu den were fantastic nd ii wld alwiz keep dem in moii heart.never be forgotten.but now,it may be hard to return to wadd we hab used to be.nd iim really sry.ii nid tym.tym will prove everyting.ii guess.

after diz ting,ii hab realised alot of tings.frenz.be it good or bad,it doesnt really matters to miie anymore.so long ii hab someone whu neos miie,understan miie,can tolerate miie,nd vice versa.when ii do not hab to say aloud,she will be able to understan how ii feel.nd it doesnt matter if ii onli hab dat only one frenz cuz ii neo, at least she's trueful to miie,being understandin ish th main key point in assets of life.nd yes,iim veh grateful nd glad dat ii found a great fren lyk sandra nd ting.nd sandra ish really th ONE whu understand miie more den anyone does.thx alot.ferr helpin miie in many ways.nd tolerating moii stubbornness.frenz forever.rmb our date?2011.11.11.=]

wadd lies beneath th truth?its human true color.let tym heal th wound.tym will prove everyting.

life ish in a mess

So eu finally reveal eurself once again?dats gd.
thx ferr all th comments.c'mon.fuck mie.ii wld love to.
yeahz.im a B.I.T.C.H. say wadever eu lyk.dats miie.im not defeated
by eu.eu light up moii life once again cuz ii was not disappointed as
ii finally saw eur tag.=]] nice job yeahz?keep up th gd job.continue to
tagg somemore.but eur language still didnt improve yeah?wadd a pity.
=))

ii tink ii goin to practice isolation too.why?after diz,iim not goin
to interfere wadeva tings dats happening cuz iim too tired.
ii realised frenz aint dat GREAT after all.shall not say muchhs
if not diz will make ppl feel dat im pinpointing someone but tink
b4 eu say.whu dun pinpoint?trust.T-R-U-S-T. how eu define dat
word?ii dunno.moii life ish in a mess.ii do not wan to tink muchhs
anymore cuz after diz,another outbreak of war again?perhaps.
nd iim not goin to interfere muchhs so be prepared dat ii will be
giving cold shoulder to eu all.nahz.th more low profile ii am,
th happier ppl will be ehz?ii dunno.

dere's alot of tings in moii mind rite now.alot till bursting soon.
nd iim seriously gonna breakdown after learnin abt th fact.
whu will ever care?no one.nd why?ii chose not to tell anyone cuz
dey wont understan.all dey do ish'dun wry la' 'everyting's fine' etc.
will it helps miie?NO.juz forget wad ii say.SUCKs.

its alwiz better to be alone.althou ii hate being lonely.
ii sucks.moii attitude sucks.until all dunwan miie.
a lost soul doesnt niid any sympathy.

wow.ii was so disappointed wibb diz person.diz annoymous whu came to scold sandra.or shld ii say its us.?wadeva.ii tot td dat person mite tag sth to retaliate but dat person didnt.are eu being a coward?didnt dare to cum nd tag cuz everyone outwit eu?how pathetic can dat be?since eu are th one whu started th trouble,eu shld den RESOLVE it.by revealing eur identity huh.if ii ever neo whu eu are,ii will be laughin off moii head cuz ii cant belive ii hab such a frenz exist arnd miie.nd its so dangerous.well.when i online ltr on,ii hope ii wont be disappointed again.=P

anyway,two wks of study break gone.left td which ish th last day of sch.nd ii felt dat ii hab did nothing at all.th revisions are getting nowhere.juz when ii tot everyting seems to get into moii head,it doesnt at all.im juz deceiving moiiself.isnt it?cuz based on moi wonderful prelim result,it proves one ting.moii revision has
gone down th drain.iim getting no where.2 more wks nd o level will start.giving up soon.ii gets so fed up wibb studies sometyms.no motivation to make miie study.when ii wanted to touch on moii books,ii will juz dozed off cuz ii saw th nice bed awaiting ferr miie.ha!

got alot of tings niided to brush up.physics ishh a muz muz finish subject by tml.after all ii hab spent too much tym on it.not forgetting th fact dat ii hab to finish th TYS,ii do not hab muchhs tym left! whu to blame?myself.ferr not makin use of th tym to study but instead,kp online nd blog etc.all's miie.can someone juz slap miie on th face?to wake miie up! ii do not hab th sense of urgency!!arghh!! im goin crazy. this thur ish practical ferr chem bio.hopefully everyting goes well.th onli ting im afraid ish dat ii DO NOT follow th instruction.either ii cock eyes or ii see wrong tings.god,pls bless miie.let moii eyes see clearly.dun play tricks on miie.diz ish PRACTICAL fer O LEVEL. help miie!!!arghh.

anyyway,wish everyone out dere.gd luck ferr o level.finally,iim leaving dunearn.will miiss all th happy moments at dere.jiayou!

ii told moiiself not to tink so much but moii heart juz could not listen to miie.wad shld ii do?

my life ish lyk a movie

sometyms when ii thought life wld be easier,peaceful,nd wonderful..many tings happen too sudden,nd too fast.fast until ii couldnt breathe.whenever ii saw all those silly comments made by those boliao ppl, ii get turn off by dem.but on th other hand,iim glad dat dey came to moii blog to spice up everyting.thx man.ii love it.ii juz love having eu here spamming moii blog.feel free to do so huh.after all ii dun care whatever eu are goin to say.to miie,dey are juz loads of crapz.

mission impossible's coming moii way.ii awaits ferr th latest news.so everyone muz sit back nd enjoy th show alrite?well.frm wadd ii can see,th psn really am scared of miie?dat psn didnt post much cuz of her limited vocab??haha.maybe ii did FRIGHTEN her off?kinda turn off by miie?yippee! c'mon.dun tell miie eu scared of miie?am ii dat powerful dude?hehe.^^ happy.

ii will wait.everyday ferr eu.shall play along wibb eu nd i really hope eu can reveal eur ass identity, eu coward! whaha.=p love th way heaven has arranged ferr miie.thx.iim glad ii hab such a frenz exist nd ii do feel pity ferr diz psn.whaha.love it man.diz ish getting interesting.

ii felt lost without eu by moii side.

oh well,ii simply love diz person here.she's someone whu has light up moii life whenever ii sees her in th tagboard but gal,as wadd ii hab said earlier on,eu really are a lousy writer.let alone a story teller.eu neo why?all eu can say ish 'fucking hu li jing' or 'fucking bitch' yeah?dont eu get bored when eu sees dat?ii thought eu are a boring person.but well, ii still love eu thou.seriously ii will hug eu when ii find out WHO eu are.suffocate eu nd strangle eu.

althou moii languages are not dat good,but it seems dat eu are even worst off den miie.do eu niid miie to teach eu more vocabulary?cuz ii realised eu hab limited vocab other den being a lousy writer.seriously eur story lack of exciting details.eu neo ppl will get bored of eu easily?so pls brush up eur vocab b4 approaching us alrite?not dat i despised eu,but its true.anyway,ii neo eu hab run out of words nd ii neo eu cant outwit miie so eu juz flood moii tagboard rite?=] ii welcome eu to do so cuz diz reveals th ugliness in eu.nd ii love to see how a person can turn frm pretty to ugly.

yeahz.eu actually can be a director too.create such a big trouble dat no one seems to care a heck abt eu eh?but ya,as wad i said earlier on,eu are another lousy director.ii dun see any prob wibb miie nd san.its YOU.wads wrong wibb eu?ii duno why eu love to fuck bitches nd hu li jing?maybe eu are juz one of th AIDS carriers.

whaz.ii didnt neo dat eu can actually be so free to go to our threesome's blog.eu are really a free person rite?den might as well brush up eur language b4 coming here wor cuz eu will be criticised way down.nd yeahz.even moii frenz blog eu oso wanna spam?how childish can eu be huh?pls grow up!!

by th way,eu simply dun use eur brain when eu tok.eu juz tok ferr th sake of talking ya?talking abt eur identity,eu scared of us findin eu ehz?dats th main reason?diz make a REAL coward in eu huh.oh no!how on earth do ii hab such a 'frenz' here?its definitely moii HONOUR to hab eu as frenz.but den,ii pity eur parents.if dey ever sees how eu treat others,dey might juz faint rite in front of eu.terribly disappointed in eu ehz.sinful!

well..many ppl are simply opposin eu nd ii guess eu are really not welcomed here.ii feel so sad ferr eu wor.regarding dat eu said eu hate miei or san,it doesnt matter after all.not everyone ish perfect kk.dun lyk miie?juz go away.ii dun care a heck of whu hate miie or whu hate moii frenz.dey juz loaf of crapz cuz ii am moiiself.no one can affect miie.not even eu althou iim posting diz nd retailiating to eu.if eu wan,juz go ahead wib wadever nonsense eu wan.if eu wanna make ppl hate miie more,let it be den.ii can live happily without eu acquantance.not as if ii care ii wld lose eu nd eur company.puke.

things are simply getting more nd more interesting huh!and im so looking forward to wad will happen next huh.some clowns are goin to make a fool of themselves.ii feel so sympathy ferr dem.juz dunno why.
dey simply wan us ppl to pay extra attention to dem by doin all those so brainy stuffs.thx ferr telling miie th brainy stuffs ar.ii learned ALOT from eu all wor.wadd are eur brainy teeeny stuffs?trying to divert all our attention to eu teeny weeny?omg.den eu are reli bhb huh.but its ok.ii lyk eur type.so CUTE wor.nice job huh! i simply welcome eu to tag moii blog.say wadever FANTASTIC story eu wan.ii love to hear stories.but eur story seems too old fashion.nd boring ar?lousy.

and mind eu,pls at least think b4 eu do something.say miie bitch or wadsoever?ohz pls.eu are actually a BITCH.cuz eu said ppl.arent eu one too?humans are weird.dey are actually shooting themselves when scoldin ppl.how weird can these ppl be?its wonderful to hab such ppl exist arnd miie nd ii felt so honour,so blessed by it.dats th best part in moii entire life.--to be able to play arnd wib eu.nd see whu will be th weakest link!ahaha.definitely not miie.

eh eu,god gib eu a beautiful name or shld ii say eur parents gib eu name nd instead of respecting eur name,eu wrote someting too logical until ii tink eur mum will be too touched by eu when she sees diz.how she has brought up her precious since young.why dun eu put down eur name?put it BIG BIG.if not eu are reli a coward.omg.ii duno how to describe eu.ya.maybe as wad wenjia tag,retard.=p

oh man.ii love eu so muchs.eu spice up moii calm nd peaceful life.thx so muchs.ii will enjoy th days wibb eu.no word COULD describe how GRATEFUL ii am to eu.(puke)


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iim juz super pissed off.ii mean why should all this stupid nonsense coming after miie nd sandra?wan ting nd 2 of us are alreli a big prob.HEADACHE.nd whu th hell ish diz psn?can eu juz say whu are eu?humji la.tryin to act act oni.

iim goin to find out whu th psn ish.ii will make him/her suffer.wad has san done to make eu do dat?got nothing to do isit?so baichi.juz boliao ppeps.

ii tot th 'appeasement' wld be successful.but end up,nothin in vain.a failure.cuz she got stomache pain.ok.juz let diz rest but surely dere's sth wrg nd let miie tell eu diz,if we cant handle diz properly,den wad happen?maybe fall out wib each other.den nxt tym dun regret ok.not tryin to be mean here but dats wad ii wanna say.its such an ass when ii wanna make peace or wadsoever.suan le.frenship...FUCKING FRAGILE.cant even go thru a test.

postdam conference-->yalta conference-->tension.-->???ww3?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING!! sweet 16 le gal..
delayed of prezzie.hope eu dun miind.anyway,alot of things happened in diz few days..
and iim not in any gd mood yeahz?nd ya..as wadd laogong
tell miie,ii shld not be carried away by dese unimportant matters.dere are many other tings occupied in moii mind.
yeahz.STUDY 1st!

ok.diz post will be short nd sweet.^^

iim suchs a pigg.woke up td at arnd 1pm
nd wash up all dose.eat.den arnd 2plus suddenly feel
tired so ii went back to slp until..
almost 7pm!!omg..haha.im a REAL SLEEPER siia.
diz ishh to bu hui wo de shui mian fer th past few days.
tml goin to schh again.ferr mr ng's lesson.maybe reaching sch
earlie.haha.to study 1st.ii tink.
tryin to concentrate on moii studies rite now.
and ii hope moii effort wld be paid off when ii get back moii
result nxt yr.yeeahz.muz do well wib out regrets.

th bitchy miie gonna approached soon.haha.
ferr some particular reason..
hopefully th plan succeed huh!
anyway,to M..
ii reli cant meet eu.yeahz.cuz of o level's
approaching.perhaps nxt tym.
muz be faithful to eur stead ok?
haha..dun 2 tym ppl worr.

anw,ii dunwan th strain RS.
ii hate diz.everytym its happenin to miie.in every RS,
will drift.haiz.ii juz dunlyk diz happenin to miie.
one tym hot.th other tym cold.arghh.
been tokin to jk diz few days.
haha.tok cok guy.yeahz.now ii feel dat he's in ownself.
he doesnt look or sound lyk anyone.yeahz.FINALLY.

AM NOW SUPER ANGRY.can use eur brain?when did ii
spread th company?wo zhen de gao bu dong..
seriously,eu didnt offend miie so why shld ii?
well..ii didnt wan to tagg eu de but when ii saw th frenz
so kpo,den ii decide to tag altou ii neo its wrg to interfere but
i juz wan to let her get th right msg.be clear of wad
eu are doin.nd not realised it when its too late
nd regret after dat.

wo lan de li ni le

iim back!from study!!hehe.
went to sandra's hse diz morning to rebond moii hair.
she did it ferr miie!im her 1st guinea pigg..haha..
overall th effect quite gd.lyk reli got rebond.
took quite a long tym to rebond moii hair.
due to moii long long hair.1st tym realised dat moii hair's long!
hehe~anyway,arnd 5plus we went to kap to study cuz
ii long tym nv see th guys dere.wanna pay a visit.

when we reached dere, ii saw delphine nd huishan!
kinda shocked cuz o level's approaching yet dey are still
wrking!!omg..aint dey hardworking?not lyk miie.
becum suchh a lazy bum=p
yeahz.saw kelvin wibb his bunch of frenz studying too.
kinda shocked to see siqi nd sok theng dere cuz
they are of no link.cant link dem up.ahaha.
yupps.kinda shocked to see dem.

ohya.th haze here was so fuckin idiot high.
when we were abt to go home,ii tot it was raiining..
but actually it was th haze!!omg.its damn misty.
cool but can kill ppl.yeahz.ii dunwan tio lung cancer yet.
ozone layer will be getting bigger nd bigger.
ppl,pls conserve th environment if not earth ishh goin to be destroyed!
well..moii hair now abit curl up le.sad.
anw,thx sandra ferr helpin miie!!reli am grateful nd appreciate
all eur effort!!=]

yeahz..ii goin on moii planz.wheter th outcome ishh gd
or bad,ii not gonna care cuz ii juz wanna make dat psn
suffer lyk mad.yeahz.to prove to him dat he's wrong to
habb trifle wibb sharine.goin to make him pay a price ferr
everyting.ii tink ii will be quite bitch when dealing wibb him.
bopian cuz ii wanna make him suffer.help shar take revenge.
useless jerk.ii make sure he will fall into moii trap..nd haha.
he's in moi hand!!!but muz wait until he online.den start th
plan!!haha.cuz i wana prove to shar dat he's a bad guy.
he doesnt worth waiting nd wanna her to gib up.yeahz.
ferr her own gd.ii will help her.emo support ferr eu!!

amazingly th aunties still rmb mie at kap!!ssoo happy!!

chg moii blogskin!!cuz ii realised dat sandra 's sis has
th same blogskin as miie!so decide to chg.=]
hopefully eu all lyk diz skin huh!
anyway,td ishh lantern festival.didnt go anywhere.
sobz.kelian rite?actually ii took a nap.ii didnt neo dat ii
hab slpt ferr arnd 7hrs!damn long..when ii woke up juz now,
its alreli midnite.so decide to chg blogskin as ii cldnt go back
to slp.let miie start th day.

went to lot1 to meet jk ferr breakfast.was supposed to meet
at arnd 7am de but ii was LATE!ferr arnd 25mins.
cant blame miie cuz there's traffic jam!mac was quite empty
when ii reached dere.yupps.initially ii tot we wont tok,but
ii nv realised dat we can tok so muchhs as compared to on
phone.not feeling weird at all.haha.but he was kinda shy?
cuz he dun reli dare to look at miie.ii wonder why.am ii a monster to him or wad?LOL
perhaps.hmm..anyway,he th BEST cuz n level officially over
td ferr him!!!so envy of him!!nd he was having paper2 td
but didnt hab calculator wibb him.-.- lend him lor.(see eu kelian)
ahaha.
nd when we were eating,ii realised sth.
not onli did he look lyk zi siang(which now ii tink not reli),tok
lyk vincent,his lower chin nd mouth look lyk weihao.
omgg.how can a psn look lyk so many ppl?his face too
common la.ahaha.nd pls stop callin miie BAICHI!
im not.eu den are one!
hmmz.LATE ferr mr kaan lesson.he doesnt seems to care
ii oso dun care either.haha.

after his lesson,we went to study awile at library nd after dat
went to lot1 to eat suki sushi.buffet.reli 'bu fei'.where's moii
FAT REDUCING DAY?nv get to go gym diz few weeks.
got to study REAL HARD FERR o level.yupps.loiter arnd
lot1 ferr awile cuz ii was waiting ferr jk to pass back moii calculator.ahaha.

reached home arnd 5plus.nd ii was DROP'DEAD.
went to take a nap.little did ii neo dat ii had slpt th longest in
moii life!7hrs!!of nap!!NAP!ii didnt slp dat long ferr nap!
well..when ii woke up,all's gone.too late to go down.
lonely lantern festival..

ltr goin to sandra's hse nd goin kap after dat!^^

prelim's over.results are poor.ii cant be bothered.
o level's coming.ii didnt wan to care a heck.
wads wrong wibb miie?a sign of post prelim syndrome?
hmm..everyting doesnt seems to be on th right track ferr mie.
study HARD ferr prelim but results doesnt show.why?
ii dunno.instantly wanna gib up.ppl are arguing wheta jc ishh
better or poly?why shld argue?
follow eur heart.nd th path to success will light up.
yeahz.its true.

frenship aint dat smooth diz few days?
yupps.kinda conflicts?or shld ii say..all dunwan to say out th
prob lies wib us?ii dunno..
juz kinda stress diz few days.nd about monday,
seriously ii duno whadd to do.
cuz th initial plan ishh to eat sushi buffet.but some other
stuffs held miie back.nd den..tings began to go haywired.
ii hate diz.dunno how to plan th timing.
cant last min back out rite?or postpone rite?dey will not
be happy thou.haiz.
diz 2wks miie nd sandra goin back to sch to self study.haha.
abit hard to concentrate thou.not dat we tok but ii tink its
th environment prob.haha.dunno.
tok to mr kaan td in th morning.he was surprised dat
ii passed moii geo.nd he said dat ii can do better.hopefully.
thx cher ferr all dose silly encouragement.dun wry.will do well.

tml goin out to eat breakfast wibb jk.so gotta slp soon.

ii dunwanna eu to treat miie so good.if not ii will feel veh guilty.oh moii goshz.wadd am ii suppose to do?

ni de yan xing jue zhi hen xiang ta!