its torturing to see eu on streets.flashes of eu nd mie appeared.

juz went back home from causeway.ohya.firstly, happy birthday to sharine! finally sevenTEEN.well.was a boring day alrites.shldnt hab went to sch td.its such a waste of tym nd guess wad?half of th class did not attend lesson td nd guess wad ii did?played hangman wib phui shan,wan ting nd sihui.cuz we were juz too bored.lessons boring.during chinese lesson,we gals went to library to slack.hang man again.sorta trends.haha.popular nowadays.haha.no post exam activity?how ii wishh dere isnt any o lvl.cuz o lvl made moii mood nd temper crazy.yupp.iim crazy.

after sch,we dine in at mac.after dat went to pjc open hse.wib th guidance of our senior,she brought us all arnd pjc nd ii admit,ii was abit over 'high'.juz dunno why.miie kinda weird nowadays.so ii would behave in diz manner.yeahz.ii duno why.pjc was quite alrite,with a variety of ccas.some of th ccas attracted miie such as hockey,ARCHERY(didnt manage to try out cuz it was too late!) and th reporter tingy.taekwado too.hmm.quite interested in diz area of cca.haha.ohya.ii saw someone unexpectedly.guess whu?its changyu!! ii was quite relieved when ii saw dat he still remeber miie.at least we got smile to each other.yupp.kinda contented.not to say dat ii used to hab crush on him but shld say dat ii find him veh cute.

after an unexpected ting happens,dere came another unexpected stuff.

here it goes.after pjc,went home nd bath but was kinda late cuz ii fell aslp when ii reached home cuz ii got headache.wadever.den we 4 cousin went to orchard to watch DEATH NOTE. th show was supposed to start at arnd 8.40pm but guess wad?th tickets were SOLD OUT when we wanted to buy at 7.30! all of us were so upset.den sharine was determined,so she went to ask th psn fer other places.in th end,we ended up at causeway watching DEATH NOTE at 9.30. oh well..when we were goin to heeren,ii saw someone.th actor.duno th name.he's damn thin.haha!wanna kick him from behind.ahah.!he was right in front of miie! ya.

den ii saw HIM.dat HIM simply destroyed moii mood.when ii saw HIM,he did saw miie too nd he got smile at mie.at least he still does remember miie.he was wib his frenz nd dey were simply walkin behind mie nd ii told kelly abt diz.she was shocked when she learnt dat its HIM cuz he really chg alot.became super style.in th sense totally chg a psn but ii still can recognise him though.moii heart skip a beat when ii saw HIM.ii tot ii shldnt wear diz outfit td cuz it simply look fat on miie.arghh!damn it.really veh scared of his impression on miie.after all he has not seen miie ferr almost one yr?ii tink.yupp.he become more shuai.serious.ii dunno why moii heart's liddat.am ii still tinkin of him?yeahz.moii conscience.still am tinkin of him.afterall ii lyk him ferr arnd 1yr.now?ii duno.everyting simply sucks.

anyway,we were veh rushed ferr th movie nd yeahz..didnt regret watchin th movie!thumb up ferr th movie.nice show ppl especially th guy called'L' in th show.his IQ ii tink more den 200++.Xtraordinary wor.ii love him!!!!he's super cute!*thumb up* ferr diz show.ii love it man.rating:****
whahaha.im in love wib dat guy.he sooooo CUTE!!! except dat he applied eyeliner which kinda turn miie off ferr a instance.hehe.reached home almost 1am ii tink.well.th unexpected came twice.tok to JK nd ii told him abt dat HIM.he was kinda nice to miie yeah.ii told him dat DAT HIM ish a FLIRT,a PLAYBOY but ii duno why ii used to lyk him so muchs.maybe dats called true love?ii duno.dats how life shld be rite?he was kind enuff to listen to moii sufferrings.thx boii.ferr everyting.at least eu lend miie eur listening ears.nd im really a bitch ferr miissiin dat HIM.nd wad abt moii bf?ii duno.

dun ask miie.moii mind ish in a mess.nid to sort out moii feelings.ii tink sometyms ii really tink too muchhs but he kp letting miie hab th feelin dat he nd miie drifted veh apart nd strainin th relationship even more.makin miie even more confused.nd ii told JK everyting.actually ii realised ii got alot of tings to tell him.yeahz.really thx alot to JK.w/o him by moii side to listen to miie,ii tink ii really will breakdown.ii niid some space to breathe in.

once again,eur face couldnt get off of moii mind.becuz of eu,moii feelings are in a mixed.im confused.wad shld ii do?ii cant stop tinkin of eu nd moii heart skip a beat when ii saw eu again.th feeling,ish gradually coming back.nd ii duno wad shld ii do.juz a mess ii tink ii shld clear off sometyms.maybe.ii tink.ii still does get th jealousy.nd ii was veh bothered when ii was testing him.after all moii conclusion ish right.he doesnt really care muchs now so why shld ii care now?yeahz.ii tink ii shld continue wib moii life.althou iim now veh emotional.cant be helped.

eur existence,eur sudden appearance in front of miie make miie unable to breathe properly.ii cant take moii eyes off eu.ii wanted to forget eu.but ii still..
'wo yi ran hai zai deng dai,deng dai ni hui ming bai.yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai.' hopefully th feelin ish juz temporary.if not ii will be a REAL BITCH.A SLUT.ii hate moiiself.