another chance?

ii wld not regret knowing him if ii were to choose again.cuz he has left miie GREAT memories.memories dat ii wld not forget.someting ii wld not want to forget,nd hab th memories all by moiiself.im selfish.yes.ii felt dat im soo selfish.to everyone.especially him.

ii realised iim actually so easy affected by HIM.he made miie hab to rearrange moii thoughts nd feelings.sorting out was tough ferr mie td.nd yet ii didnt touch any books when o lvl ish juz a wk away from miie.a goner fer o level.ii guess.cuz th practical alreli kill miie.im dead.

ii realised dat moii blog song,'ii tink ii' really suits moii mood now.dats wad im goin thru.w/o him.ii once tot ii hab thoroughly forgotten abt him but actually,ii didnt.im juz deceiving moiiself.ii wanted to get back to th life when iim carefree.didnt wan to be bothered by him.

ii nid a listening ear.someone whu can listen to miie.moi heart.moii life.moii problems.im..juz plainly niid someone to care.wanna tok to sandra but ii dun tink its appropiate to tok to her now cuz she's still not in any best condition to tok.ii tink.muz let her rest more.instead of letting her hear it.im sad.

maybe i nid tym.to recuperate moii wound.

sometyms when eu tot eu hab forgotten him,actually eu dun ferr he has alwiz stay in eur heart.juz dat its hidden somewhere,somewhere it will be discovered by miie one day.