Friday, September 29, 2006

updates ferr today!kinda not in gd mood.shall start frm mornin.late ferr schh cuz of th bloody bus.mr boh didnt gib piink form to us.but instead we had to sing.-.- NATIONAL ANTHEMN! so bloody stupiid kk.anyway,in clz iim bored cuz sandra nv come schh den th stupiid teachers nv return result nd nv cum schh so rot down dere.

although no result,went to tok wibb phuishan nd gang.having FUN wibb dem!gals.eu all nv fail to cheer miie up.thx fatin ferr sitting wibb mie.shld say she let mie sit beside her.yeahhz.chem bio didnt get back result.instead,we were playing.kinda FUN..nd th 1hr passes so easily!!yeah..played true or dare.but not sporty enuff.yeahz.gotten back geo after dat.ii tot ii wld pass!but ii didnt pass!!!!!!ii study so HARD!nd ii tot ii wld pass.but ii didnt.veh sad nd disappointed.ii reli duno wadd to say abt moiiself.some ppl dun niid to put in so muchhs effort will score better den miie.iim fucking irritated by diz.maybe im too stupid dats why liddat.am freaking disappointed in moiiself.ii HATE moiiself!!liddat ii tink all moii subj failin cuz ii tot th papers are relatively ok except physics.nd comb humanities.didnt expect geo to fail!!!!!!!suan le..tink groomy awile will be fine.anyway,initially tot of goin to gym tml.but in th end wan ting nv go.den left miie sandra nd li xia.but serene ask us wanna go marina square or not.she's goin but im not.cuz im not in th mood to go.


went to j8 look ferr li xia clothes.saw a sleeveless de.veh nice.but when ii try,not nice anymore cuz th outfit veh funny on miie.macham ii got no waist.nd look fat on it.especially moii broad shoulder.arghhhh..sad kk..reli am FAT!muz diet but everytym fail lehz.haiZ.ii reli dunno whadd to do.so mao dun.

wher am ii headin to tml?im sad.i hate moiiself.

Monday, September 25, 2006

HADY WON!!ii neo it!!he's th BEST kk!!lurrvee hiimm!!!
charming,cute lil guy.=]
jasmine oso veh nice de.but at least she's top3.proud!

suay lehh td..went to toilet nd spent moii tym dere.during PRELIM!!A MATHS somemore!!!paper was easier den paper1
but ii juz didnt hab th tym to finish all bcuz of moii stomach.
ii tink its predestined.arghh.fuck.reli wanna do well de.
mr vijay saw it nd he gibb miie a look.'why nv take care of eurself?' how ii neo la.didnt wan diz to happen.after th paper,
ii juz straightaway walked towards him nd told him ii hab done
moii best.cuz reli damn pain.cant concentrate.=( haha..

anyway,td went out wibb th threesomes!haha.we are GREAT!
went to bugis nd took alot of photos.damn cute nd nice.hehe.
den ishh lyk th shop nv open den miie nd sandra took alot
of stupiid nd silly fotos.but we do enjoy ourselves rite gals?
ii love eu gals!thx ferr gibing miie wonderful tyms.
love eu gals!!hehe..laughters nd silly actions dat
we did are not forgotten.yeah.love it!althou we looked tired,
but we enjyoy th fun rite?hehe.yupps.

gtg lehh.hehe..busy chatting.=]

lets see whu ishh th winner,YOU or miie.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

being tagged by evon
1 Put your music player on shuffle
2 Press forward for each question
3 Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!4 tag 5 ppl on their tagboard to ask them to do this..
5 Bold the questions and with your answer, give your own comments on how it relates on the questions.


How are you feeling today?
yi bi yi(fan wei qi)


Will you get far in life?
zai yi ci yong you(gong ci jia)

How do your friends see you?
ye qu(jay chou)

Will you get married?
ting jian yue guang(angela zhang)

What is your bestfriend's theme song?
cheng yi de yong bao

What is the story of your life?
li liang(luo zhixiang)

what was primary school like?
da she tou(wu ke qun)

How can you get ahead in life?
bu de bu ai(wilber)

What is the best thing about your friends?
hero(183 club)

What is in store for this weekend?
bu zuo ni de peng you(s.h.e)

What song describes you?
ai de jiu shi ni(wang lee hom)

To describe your grandparents?
long tym no see(bOa)

How is your life going?
ai ni deng yu ai zi ji

What song will they play at your funeral?
zhi dui ni you gan jue(hebe)

What does the world see you?
ni bu zai

Will you have a happy life?
chance(luo zhixiang)

What do your friends really think of you?
zhen ai(183)

Do people secretly lust after you?
meng zai shou li

How can i make myself happy?
shi jie zui mei li de feng jing(5566)

What should you do with your life?
gei wo gan jue

Will you ever have children?
kan tou

5 people to do this:sandra,wan ting,kelly,sarina,sharine!

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Pisces is the mutable water sign and very much exist in their own universe, tuned into the emotional, receptive qualities of life that most of us cannot see, touch nor feel. In love they are dream filled and romantic, full of enchanted visions and hopeful fantasies. They're eager to share their thoughts and reveries when they feel secure, understood and appreciated. Of all the signs Pisces needs the most
encouragement to feel true within themselves and to learn the validity of their own thoughts and needs. They make the most delightful companions and are generally soft, gentle and easy going, especially if they have a role model to look up to within the relationship. This is a delicate balance that Pisces learns to control as they go through life as their projections onto their mate can be helpful if it encourages them to motivate their own lives and resources but can turn into tenacious co-dependency if the Pisces refuses to embrace their own lives, needs and thoughts. They can be confusing creatures never able to define their roles within the relationship and constantly turning to sources outside of the union for definition and explanation. This can slowly erode the bond between the lovers/partners as the partner. A Pisces encouraged to find and embrace their answers within themselves and one who has learned to trust their own thoughts, feelings and perceptions make one of the most loving, sensual and devoted mates their is. Pisces SexualityPisces sexuality is always wrapped around those inner worlds they exist in and becomes an emotional experience that can take them on voyages into ecstasy and passion. But because they do exist within this world where things are nebulous, mystical and emotion oriented if they are projecting outwards to find validity of what they are seeing and feeling inside rather than combining the experience of the physical intimacy with the thoughts and dreams they can feel disappointed...or saddened. If they've learned to simply using what is inside to inspire their participation in the literal reality based world they can take their lover on their enchanted voyages with them and create an exciting and enchanting sexual companionship. The Long Term StoryThere is a certain amount of inner strength combined with outer strength that is needed when involved long term with a Pisces, as they must learn to become their own sources of joy, inspiration and answers. A weak mate who goes along with every Piscean whim or fantasy is as destructive as a mate who cannot see the validity of those things they are experiencing internally. One can create a union with no solidity or reality underneath of it and the other can cause the Pisces to further doubt their own truth and inner strength. At the best the Pisces brings to the relationship a touch of all that is universal and mysterious. They are dreamy, poetic and romance filled beings who make life a true sojourn through the world of feelings and passions. At worst they release any semblance of inner belief and become attached to the partner or other form of projection in an attempt to capture outside what goes on inside. Positive Traits in LovePlayful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent. Negative TraitsErratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean, self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle. What a Pisces LikesRomance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved What a Pisces DislikesFeeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure Pisces Love KeywordsMystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.

whahahhaa..sooo bored now.spent moii day slping at home.but didnt slp muchhs.maybe ii dun reli niid to slp dat muchhs anymore?perhaps ba.but ii am reli veh strong kk..haha.physically.not mentally or emotionally.yeah.kinda emotional diz few days.keep thinking of th PAST.ii reli dunno how to sort out moii feelings now.ii NEO ii shldnt tink abt th PAST.th SUFFERINGS.th EVERYTHING dats soo HURTING.but ii cant control moiiself frm tinking abt th PAST.its juz so..tempting to tink abt it.especially th eventful yr.LAST yr.dat was th most unforgetable yr ba.th 1st tym ii went to kap to interview ferr th wrk.neo him dere.th tyms spent wibb huishan renjie teckliang dey all.how ii gradually rise up to counter to kitchen etc.th unhappiness tings happen dere.happy moments.sad moments.

whenever ii go BUGIS,th feeling came back each tym.nd ii wld.feel sad after all.seeing th images of him everytym w/o fail.its not totally sad memories.dere are some,exception.plaza sing ishh another area which ii dun lyk to go.He's th one whu make mie sad.imagine dats th place we alwiz quarrel.nd when eu go dere,wad will eu feel?SUPER sad.so ii now seldom go dere.maybe ii dun wan to face it,juz wanna escape frm all th torturing.all th tings ii see are..juz so..duno how to say.

shld stop tinkin of diz le.kinda bored td.nothing to do de.still readin ps ii love eu.haha.quite nice.ii love it.juz lyk where rainbow ends.th books can make miie go gaga.wanting to read more.nd bcuZ of diz book,ii was wondering whetter dere ishh suchh ting exist as soulmate other den th book?in reality,ishh dere?ii kp doubting th world.maybe th world isnt dat perfect as wad ii tot.

ii miiss eu.but we both are busy wibb our stuffs.=(

Friday, September 22, 2006

FINALLY change moii blogskin!!haha..shall chg blogskin regularly.
hehe..iim chging 3 blogskin td!ltr will be our besties blog nd cousin blog.
whaha..ii pro siia.anyway,so far prelim ii confirm physics a goner.
yeap..iim sooo happy td althou iim tired.had fun wibb th gals.
they sure do light up moii day!wibb deir smile nd laughter!
nd not forgetting moii 'negatively charged' electrons whu kp attractin
dem.haha..jurong point to hunt ferr prezzies!hehe.reli am lookin forward
to nxt wed!!KBOX!so long nv go.muz wear nice den take photo.haha.
but oops,ii no clothes.die.ii tink dat day will be an enjoyable day!
ferr all of us whu are goin!!anyway,gtg do a survey:


*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.
specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a
comment on their page saying they's being tagged.if tagged a second time,
there's no need to post again.
tagger:sharine
next victims: sandra, wan ting, sui ying, peipei
target gender: male
Points of a perfect lover:
1)muz be at least 1.75m
2)dote on miie
3)listen to miie when ii niid someone to confide in
4)moii perfect soulmate=]
5)independent!
6)caring,cheerful nd sporty!!!
7)rich?money minded=))
8)understand miie well
9)be responsible in wadever he do
10)be honest to miie
11)muz be able to manage situations[quick in reaction]
12)muz be presentable.=]]

13)share th same goal in life

whahaha..iim having a wishful tinking.but currently happy
wibb him!!hehe..juz dat we dun hab tym ferr each other.
quite sad la.but its ok.=]

ii tink ii fallin sick soon.temp ishh rising.holly shit.
ii scared moii mum will scold miie.gosh.
dun let her neo.muz kp mumm..
hehe..well..shall post tml again!cya.

Monday, September 11, 2006

no sch on MON!!which ish ltr on.cuz ii didnt retake
chinese so dunhab to go back schh.CooL..
well..been slacking during th holidays.onli ytd when
tuition den start all revision.PHYSICS ish th onli subject
iim interested in rite now ii tink.whakaka.
study abit of geo td.onli on population part.th chpt
damn long nd everyting ish th same.yeahh..will Zzz.
went to dear hse td.study abit of geo onli den ii getting
restless.cant concentrate muchhs.haha.sry..im liddat.
but ya,ii did enjoy td.heehees.

tym to get serious chaileng!!
confess to mum dat im giving up on studies.
yeah..ii did feel dishearted diz few days.especially when
ii do physics prelim paper(temasek sec)..depressed.
cuz ii can do almost all th sums in TYS but not prelim paper!
moii goshhh!!!its so depressing!!
predicted ii wont get th chance to go JC ferr th 1st 3 mths.
well..den mite as well go work.haha.
gibbing up hope.
english ish hopeless.E maths ishh ok but sometyms will flunk.
A maths ish straight F9.chem bio ishh depend on moii mood.
comb humans ii can onli score ard C5-B4?
PHYSICS ishh alwiz D7.ii wanna get a B..cuz ii did alot of
practices.ii dunwan it to go dwn th drain.
GEOGRAPHY ishh depend on moii mood,wheta ii wanna
study ornot.but if ii study.sure can get at least a B.
but ii got no motivation to study!!!!!
A maths sucks.dere's no way to score A1 now.
dun piin hope on maths.wont work.ii sumpa.
dats how confident ii can be huh!in th form of negative side.
yeah.wadeva.

ii hope everyday ishh lyk td!being wibb eu makes miie happy!
miisss euuuu..

Sunday, September 10, 2006

whahhahaha..moii face finally not RED anymore!!!
yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya!!
haha..but th facial treatment quite gd.recommend!
didnt waste moii $79..luckily.haha.
had a bad dream td.moii god.was scared.
nxt tym shall not fall aslp when iim studying..
its scary...yeah.

ii will not tolerate all th nonsense nd crapx dat eu habb given
miie.ii wld not stand it.wad?part tym gf?idiotic idea.
im attached kk.say umpteen tyms le.wadeva.dun contact miie!

ii love td!!shall cherish th day..
yupps.ii will not regret..

Friday, September 08, 2006

ARGH!!went to FACIAL TREATMENT today!!!
miie,tiing nd sandra kinda sua gu siia.we RELI am.
cuz we 1st tym go ferr FACIAL TREATMENT!
th appointment suppose to be at 3pm nd GOSH,im
late nd soo does our bay wan ting ishh late.
she was at sembawang when she called at arnd 2.50pm.
how early can she be huh!ii was late ferr 10mins nd
sandra wasnt late!!omg..she's puncture td!!
haha..den ouR appointment ish delayed till 6pm.
haha..we tok alot td!!!yupps.den th host said dat we are noisy.
nd dey make FUN of wan ting.say her short neck.lol.
funny.yupps.den dey help miie remove moii black heads
white heads etc..PAIN!!!ii can die frm it.haha.
th last part ishh .... do MASK!!moii goodness!!
ii can die frm it.cuz hab to put ferr long tym nd cant tok!
ii waited ferr ages but den ii wanna slp but cant!
onli ting nd sandra slp.nd ting ishh too noisy!she seems
unable to breathe.den ii juz kp moiiself occupied by thinkin
of dat someone..yeah.wadds wrong wibb miie?did ii do sth
wrong or wadd?ii duno!seriously ii duno.maybe moii attitude!
yeahh..but he's in wrong too.arGH!!!!hope dat he will zi dong
contact miie.waiting ferr him to be online.ii neo its
stupiid to wait.haha.stubborn miie.dunwan to initiate.
yupps.dunoo la

AND ii receive a stupiid msg frm an idiot.
he wan a patch up?no way.nd ii told him ii got bf le.
eu neo wadd he says?be his part tym gf.
part tym gf?wth.he tink im wadd?his entertainer?
pls..iim not.nd iim 100% faithful.
he juz plainly lookin ferr someone to peii him when he's
lonely.hey!iim not eur chick kk.wtf.
reli am angry.nd guess wadd..
he ask miie a personal qns.
"are eu still a virgin?"
lyk wth.why shld he neo?fuck him to th ass kk.
reli am piiss off juz now.
he's a casanova wile ii can say ishh faithful?
we juz dun clicks kk..so stop bothering miie nd get on
wibb eur life!ii attitude?yeah.rite.im attitud-ing gal.
evryday will attitude once.yeah.

wadeva.spoil moii mood.

Thursday, September 07, 2006

ii tink ii duno whu are eu le.
nor do ii recognise moiiself.
taii du bu hao so wad?
hen nan gai de.ni zhi dao mah?
forget it.chai leng.juz get on wibb eur life.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

whahaha..ii tink ii screw up moii physics mock.
sure a gone case cuz ii didnt read instruction!!!
wth..im so dumb.dumbass.
haha..dats why im call chai leng.
den after pract went to lot 1 to eat.
we went to LET'S EAT restaurant.alrite la.
th food was ok.yupps.den we procceed to dere!
took neoprint!!th 6ofus!
miie,sandra,wan ting,sihui,phui shan nd li xia!!
was having fun nd seriously takin neoprint can exercise
eur legs etc.
so funny nd we kpt lauffing nd stuffs.
th effect aint dat gd after all but most impt ishh..
we DID ENJOY!!yupps..not goin to upload pixx..
am gettin tired cuz blog alwiz got prob de.
so not uploading.perhaps some other tym ltr.
heehees.abit lazy to upload too.haha.

anyway,kinda shocked dat sharine will react till liddat.
ii merely say ii wan try a puff wadd.den eu liddat
dun ever wan to tok to miie?ok la.sry gal.
ii neo eu care abt miie but sometyms ii cant
stand smokers.nd he didnt wn to quit.
wadd can ii do?GIVE UP.
not goin to bother him anymore.
go tell eur gor gor to quit ba.
maybe he will listen to eu rather than miie?
hard to say rite..arghhh..
having cold war now.not goin to tok to him.
until he make miie happy.but its hard cuz im reli xiaoqi.
wadeva.not goin to care much.
tml ishh chem/bio pract!!
moii gosshhh!!!
revise ferr it ltr nd ii dunwanna it to be screwed up!!
nonono..reli can kill miie.anyone wanna kill mie?
haha..tuition td.th paper was easy!!nd mmrs chan says
dat th paper ishh almost th same standard as o level.
ii was...WOW..haha..
but heard dat A maths has to score 80++ den will get A1.
E maths muz score 90+ den get A1.
*fainted*how can ii make it?dere's no way ii can make it.
argghhhhh....

eu still does make miie mad.make miie disappointed in eu.actually ii still do care abt eu.nd ii reli hope
eu can listen to miie.juz once?stop smokin.
ii neo its tough to quit but ii can help eu..ii dunwan
a smoker bf.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

ishh quitting so difficult?
SHE's upset.
HE make HER disappointed again nd again.
SHE's hurt.
SHE wanna try it HERSELF since HE still not quitting.
a PUFF wld not kill.
yohoo!!!!chai leng ishh back!
haha..shall update now.cuz someone say miie nv update.
ytd was unable to update cuz blogger got prob.
went out td!haha.wibb kelly nd xiao qing.
yupps.to marina square.went hunting fer bag.
cuz ii reli niid one huh!
went out at arnd close to 6pm.
th latest tym dat ii ever went out.
reached marina close to 6.45pm liddat if im not wrong.
seriously bringing a kid along isnt a gd idea cuz she can
be veh mafan nd veh xinku.its true cuz eu habb to c
wheta she's beside eu.hold her hand.
make sure she doesnt run abt..muz noe wheta she's hungry
etc but it was fun wib her.cuz th way she tok made us lauff.
but nevertheless,im still scared she suddenly disappear into
thin air.its true ok.
dats why im so scared.
anw,we tok alot juz now abt cousins nd stuffs.
quite fun tokin..nd when tyms passed,age ishh catchin up,
behind us.

its GREAT to habb a boyfrenz.
its EVEN BETTER to habb cousins arnd to support eu.
its BEST to habb a BEST frenz.
nd yupps,we are fine now.
yeah we are.ii guess nd hope dat we will not quarrel
again nd be honest wibb each other ba.
dats will be our compromise!
life frm now on will be even better den last tym rite gals?

anyway,to moii precious sharine cousin,
waiting ishh reli torturing.nd ii reli hope dat
eu make a rite choice in patching up.
hope he's th rite guy ferr eu..
ii dunwanna him to bully eu.if not iim goin to KILL
him.make him suffer even worst den hell.
oops..abit exaggerating.but ii dun lyk ppl bullying
moii cousins!
rmb to jio miie to watch movie ar..
rmb th double date hor!!
haha..if ii c him bu shuang..
den ii will beat him up.kick his cock.
LOL!cuz he's so siao zhang den ii wanna teach him
a lesson.to show dat gals are not to be trifle wibb
haha..ok la..gtg.
tml practical mock!!haha!!!gd luck to miie!!

Saturday, September 02, 2006

chai leng cried again td.not bcuz she's sad or angry
or pissed off.
SHE CRIED bcuz she's touched.she's happy.
her greatest fear ishh finally resolved!
eu make miie feel dat iim impt.
eu touched miie thru eur words.nd ii realised dat eu are
veh impt to mie.not dat ii nv realise it b4
but maybe sometyms ii felt dat im over protective of eu.
eu may not neo.but ii wanted to say 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
tyms of sorrys to eu.nd iim truly sorry.
eu were rite.BEST FREN shld stand by eu no matter wad.
BEST FREN cares abt eu.
BEST FREN wld not left eu out.
BEST FREN understan eu.
BEST FREN wld apologise when she neo dat she hurt her.
frm above,chai leng ishh not a BEST FREN.
wadd a BEST FREN can she be?
she's not fit to be her BEST FREN.
chai leng sucks.her attitude sucks.
her mouth sucks.she tok w/o tinking.
she didnt apologise even thou she neo its wrong.
she ish an idiot.she makes alot of ppl unhappy.
she's too stubborn.she tink more abt herself.
she's incorrigible.hopeless.
but she niid tym to chg.nd she promise she will
find back her true self.her old self.
she wanna find back th laughter she share wib HER.
she miiss th FUN tyms she had wibb HER.
she's too sensitive.too emotional dat she doesnt
express herself well.her way of expressing ishh wrong.
she realised her mistakes.
she asked ferr forgiveness.
she hope she will still be HER BEST FREN.
but she hopes dat SHE will tell her abt HER prob
cuz she neo dat SHE has alot of prob kpin inside.
chai leng ishh waiting ferr HER to open her heart
again nd she wans HER to neo dat
she will alwiz be ready nd listen to HER heart throbbing stuffs.
she's th listener.SHE ish th talker.
she wan it to remain lidat.she wans to help HER.
she wan back HER cheerful self.
HER smile lights up her day.
she's remorseful.she regretted ferr wadd she has done.
she hope dat everyting will be ok.

she's waiting ferr HER.
SHE ishh her everyting.
SHE ishh her twiinniie,her sis,her besties.
nd both of dem will stay lidat 4ever.
dats wadd chai leng believe.
chai leng willing to be honest wibb HER again.
juz lyk b4.
she will control her temper
but SHE too,has to play HER part.
can both of dem compromise dat?
she will be waiting ferr her..
to go out wibb her.
do crazy stuffs togta nd lauffin lyk
MAD women?lyk nobody's business?
isnt dats wadd both of dem were used to be wibb?

nd YES.she will find th smile togta wib HER.

chai leng had fun wibb her dear td.
she went to see planes td nd took alot of photos.
if SHE were to go dere too..
SHE wld habb FUN too.cuz SHE loves to take pix.
nd planes!SHE wanna be stewardess.
th air show was nice.nd if SHE was dere, SHE wld
be fancinated!
she truly hope dat SHE was dere to see th exciting stuffs
nd had FUn wibb chai leng.

one day we will go to some place to habb fun again.
nd bring back th smile dat we had lost it temporary.

Friday, September 01, 2006

chai leng ishh hurt.chai leng ishh sad.
chai leng ishh pissed off.
she cried td.she was fed up td.
her fragile heart was broken.
she's hurt diz tym.she learnt dat someone said she's zuai.
nd its him.dat psn.dat guy.an unexpected guy.
she didnt offend dat guy.why shld he said dat?
nd can he juz say it face to face rather den saying at th back?
isit bcuz she's sick nd make him feels dat she's zuai?
oh chai leng,she's a sickish cat nd yet she was return wib
dat kind of remarks.anyone can undastan how badly
she was hurt?anyone?NO.
she didnt ji jiao dat he nv call nd ask how her condition
was nor msg her to ask.all he do was being silence.
pls.chai leng ishh a human.she has feeling.

she ishh sensitive to everyting.she can cry easily over minor
stuffs.she ishh fragile.

chai leng hate td.she dun lyk th gathering.she tot th gathering
wld be FUN but in th end it ended wibb ppl getting angry
nd of cuz,pissed off.she reli ishh pissed off.she dun lyk
dem to lock th damn door.as if she's th outsiders.
mind dem,dats not deir hse.its cherie's hse.
dey cant do wadeva dey wan.its rude.nd cherie ishh nice
to let dem go her hse.so wadd dey wan?
take over deir hse?dats why chai leng ishh mad abt.
she's mad.she's pissed.
she cried all becuz of frenship.
damn asshole.she shldnt habb cried but she cant control
her emotions.she's too sensitive.she niid to relieve her stress.
her unhappiness.she hates it.
nd she learnt dat frenship ishh veh fragile.
juz lyk glass.
she dun lyk th life rite now nd she HATE schh now
cuz everyting chg ever since she return to schh.
she didnt chg muchhs nd she didnt treat her illness as wad.
she didnt treat herself as a princess whu niid ppl to
help her do diz nd dat.she didnt order ppl to do so.
she's juz someone whu niid sympathy.she does nid one.
she nid someone's care nd concern.
she niid some secure.
nd she niid someone to be understanding.
she dunlyk th life now.
she's grateful to sihui ferr cheering her up td when she was
down td.when she breakdown td.when she cried.
thx wan ting ferr comfortin her too.
she will not forget dat!
nd she's happy when she's at th arcade cuz th gals accompany
her.she's happy nd lauff lyk a mad woman when she saw
sihui's action.her funny action.
she's reli grateful to sihui.
thx gals.
she hope dat she will be fine wibb HER.dat SHE.
she's crazy becuz of dat HER.
she became moody bcuz of HER.
she did alot ferr HER but she doesnt wan any in return
but a strong bond,a better frenship between dem.
she's tired.
she niid some rest.
she's goin out wibb her dear tml.
happy 2nd mth.020906