Saturday, September 23, 2006

Pisces is the mutable water sign and very much exist in their own universe, tuned into the emotional, receptive qualities of life that most of us cannot see, touch nor feel. In love they are dream filled and romantic, full of enchanted visions and hopeful fantasies. They're eager to share their thoughts and reveries when they feel secure, understood and appreciated. Of all the signs Pisces needs the most
encouragement to feel true within themselves and to learn the validity of their own thoughts and needs. They make the most delightful companions and are generally soft, gentle and easy going, especially if they have a role model to look up to within the relationship. This is a delicate balance that Pisces learns to control as they go through life as their projections onto their mate can be helpful if it encourages them to motivate their own lives and resources but can turn into tenacious co-dependency if the Pisces refuses to embrace their own lives, needs and thoughts. They can be confusing creatures never able to define their roles within the relationship and constantly turning to sources outside of the union for definition and explanation. This can slowly erode the bond between the lovers/partners as the partner. A Pisces encouraged to find and embrace their answers within themselves and one who has learned to trust their own thoughts, feelings and perceptions make one of the most loving, sensual and devoted mates their is. Pisces SexualityPisces sexuality is always wrapped around those inner worlds they exist in and becomes an emotional experience that can take them on voyages into ecstasy and passion. But because they do exist within this world where things are nebulous, mystical and emotion oriented if they are projecting outwards to find validity of what they are seeing and feeling inside rather than combining the experience of the physical intimacy with the thoughts and dreams they can feel disappointed...or saddened. If they've learned to simply using what is inside to inspire their participation in the literal reality based world they can take their lover on their enchanted voyages with them and create an exciting and enchanting sexual companionship. The Long Term StoryThere is a certain amount of inner strength combined with outer strength that is needed when involved long term with a Pisces, as they must learn to become their own sources of joy, inspiration and answers. A weak mate who goes along with every Piscean whim or fantasy is as destructive as a mate who cannot see the validity of those things they are experiencing internally. One can create a union with no solidity or reality underneath of it and the other can cause the Pisces to further doubt their own truth and inner strength. At the best the Pisces brings to the relationship a touch of all that is universal and mysterious. They are dreamy, poetic and romance filled beings who make life a true sojourn through the world of feelings and passions. At worst they release any semblance of inner belief and become attached to the partner or other form of projection in an attempt to capture outside what goes on inside. Positive Traits in LovePlayful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent. Negative TraitsErratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean, self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle. What a Pisces LikesRomance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved What a Pisces DislikesFeeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure Pisces Love KeywordsMystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.

whahahhaa..sooo bored now.spent moii day slping at home.but didnt slp muchhs.maybe ii dun reli niid to slp dat muchhs anymore?perhaps ba.but ii am reli veh strong kk..haha.physically.not mentally or emotionally.yeah.kinda emotional diz few days.keep thinking of th PAST.ii reli dunno how to sort out moii feelings now.ii NEO ii shldnt tink abt th PAST.th SUFFERINGS.th EVERYTHING dats soo HURTING.but ii cant control moiiself frm tinking abt th PAST.its juz so..tempting to tink abt it.especially th eventful yr.LAST yr.dat was th most unforgetable yr ba.th 1st tym ii went to kap to interview ferr th wrk.neo him dere.th tyms spent wibb huishan renjie teckliang dey all.how ii gradually rise up to counter to kitchen etc.th unhappiness tings happen dere.happy moments.sad moments.

whenever ii go BUGIS,th feeling came back each tym.nd ii wld.feel sad after all.seeing th images of him everytym w/o fail.its not totally sad memories.dere are some,exception.plaza sing ishh another area which ii dun lyk to go.He's th one whu make mie sad.imagine dats th place we alwiz quarrel.nd when eu go dere,wad will eu feel?SUPER sad.so ii now seldom go dere.maybe ii dun wan to face it,juz wanna escape frm all th torturing.all th tings ii see are..juz so..duno how to say.

shld stop tinkin of diz le.kinda bored td.nothing to do de.still readin ps ii love eu.haha.quite nice.ii love it.juz lyk where rainbow ends.th books can make miie go gaga.wanting to read more.nd bcuZ of diz book,ii was wondering whetter dere ishh suchh ting exist as soulmate other den th book?in reality,ishh dere?ii kp doubting th world.maybe th world isnt dat perfect as wad ii tot.

ii miiss eu.but we both are busy wibb our stuffs.=(

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