HAPPY NEW YEAR!2007!
moii blog ish kinda stagnant?iim juz too lazy to update.whahaha.diz few days have been wrking non-stop.yupp.good in the sense dat it will help to strengthen moii legs.moii legs will become slimmer!whaha.so happy.so long as ii can slim down,ii will be happy.even if it will be veh tough ferr miie.anyway,moii dad bought a spa hydrotheraphy back!!hehe.can aid in complexion nd slimmin!!so damn happy.!
as ferr work,nothing much though but got alot of new comers.but still can get along veh well.so everyting went smoothly bahz.at the moment.whu neos wadd will happen nxt?anyway,ii intend to write a short novel?hmm.wonder it will be a success?juz a hobby.cuz ii lyk to write alot.really alot.
HE msg miie ytd.main motive ish to patch.but ii didnt say anyting.cuz wadd can ii say?juz dunno.
anyway,tue goin to watch movie wibb moii lovely cousins!maybe da bai chi tagging along.ish miie whu asked hiim peii miie de.haha.cuz ii kinda long tym didnt see him.*misses*ahaha.shall opray hard dat he really can make it bahz.haha.
miisses eu alots.
Sunday, December 31, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
a new lease of life
seriously ii lyk diz job.enjoy th times dere.know th ugliness of certain ppl althou im quite deceived by their good looks.lesson taught:dun judge a book by its cover.but nevertheless,iim still happy wrking dere.but ii hab got a splitting headache today cuz of last nite where ii was tokin to jiajia,tricia nd xiaoqiang.so today didnt really hab th mood.kinda tired.
jialing worked td!and she was accepted to work at HQ.haha.so tml she will be goin to wrk.she was like so happy.ii felt happy ferr her too.
to sum up ferr th past few days,everyting seems to be quite smooth at th moment but whu neos wadd will happen nxt?tml,awaiting ferr new,exciting nd fun day ferr miie.challenges are th most welcomed.
ohya.td ish th release of n level result nd yet when ii called dat da bai chi ferr 10tyms until moii phone goin to rot,he still didnt pick up his phone,making miie damn exasperating.sms him oso didnt reply.indeed,its TRUE to say dat dec season th trend ish not to reply to ppl's msg.
when ppl asked miie,''hey,hows eu nd him?'' wadd can ii say?
iim tired.of everyting.
seriously ii lyk diz job.enjoy th times dere.know th ugliness of certain ppl althou im quite deceived by their good looks.lesson taught:dun judge a book by its cover.but nevertheless,iim still happy wrking dere.but ii hab got a splitting headache today cuz of last nite where ii was tokin to jiajia,tricia nd xiaoqiang.so today didnt really hab th mood.kinda tired.
jialing worked td!and she was accepted to work at HQ.haha.so tml she will be goin to wrk.she was like so happy.ii felt happy ferr her too.
to sum up ferr th past few days,everyting seems to be quite smooth at th moment but whu neos wadd will happen nxt?tml,awaiting ferr new,exciting nd fun day ferr miie.challenges are th most welcomed.
ohya.td ish th release of n level result nd yet when ii called dat da bai chi ferr 10tyms until moii phone goin to rot,he still didnt pick up his phone,making miie damn exasperating.sms him oso didnt reply.indeed,its TRUE to say dat dec season th trend ish not to reply to ppl's msg.
when ppl asked miie,''hey,hows eu nd him?'' wadd can ii say?
iim tired.of everyting.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
wonderful day
went to escape wibb sarina td.AND WE SAW HUANG JUN XIONG ND BAI WEi XIU.lol.quite fun.ii conquered moii fear of wet nd wild!
diz ish it!
haunted house!1st destination.
rainbow!fun!
pirates!iim scared of diz out of all.
family roller coaster!fun!
look at moii retard face!!taken during wet nd wild!whoo!
after wet nd wild!lol.drench but fun!
reflection of us.wet wet miie.sexy bra.=P
dats all.tml 1st day of work!!!hehe
not ii dunwan to call eu but ii dun wish to be th third party
went to escape wibb sarina td.AND WE SAW HUANG JUN XIONG ND BAI WEi XIU.lol.quite fun.ii conquered moii fear of wet nd wild!
diz ish it!
haunted house!1st destination.
rainbow!fun!
pirates!iim scared of diz out of all.
family roller coaster!fun!
look at moii retard face!!taken during wet nd wild!whoo!
after wet nd wild!lol.drench but fun!
reflection of us.wet wet miie.sexy bra.=P
dats all.tml 1st day of work!!!hehe
not ii dunwan to call eu but ii dun wish to be th third party
Monday, December 11, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
ii tot it was juz a habit
went out ferr interview again!telemarketing.quite okay.training will be provided.yupp.shld be okay.hopefully everyting will go well.bought alot of tings again!!hehe.actually its not dat muchhs.onli gotten moiiself wib 2 blouse and 1 belt.hehe.but iim quite happy thou.but didnt manage to buy jeans.BOO!haha.
anyway,ii was lyk kinda sian when iim online.cuz ii saw HIM.his nick.made miie feel so sad.nd diz told miie to rearrange moiiself.moii thoughts nd feelings.perhaps.ii shld do so.ii tot it was juz a habit of lyking him.but in th end,ii guess its wrong.when ii saw dat nick,ii was kinda,heartbroken.heartache.everyting.ii realised dat he's really so into her.dat makes miie feel dat ii shldnt be involve again.cuz her pix kip appearing in his display pix.she means alot to him.
well.shall find a solution to moii answer.soon.get back to eur soon.anyway,tml got interview again.goin to 3 places.hopefully will succeed.yeahz.
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/337434413
try diz.its nice
shld ii really gib eu up?
went out ferr interview again!telemarketing.quite okay.training will be provided.yupp.shld be okay.hopefully everyting will go well.bought alot of tings again!!hehe.actually its not dat muchhs.onli gotten moiiself wib 2 blouse and 1 belt.hehe.but iim quite happy thou.but didnt manage to buy jeans.BOO!haha.
anyway,ii was lyk kinda sian when iim online.cuz ii saw HIM.his nick.made miie feel so sad.nd diz told miie to rearrange moiiself.moii thoughts nd feelings.perhaps.ii shld do so.ii tot it was juz a habit of lyking him.but in th end,ii guess its wrong.when ii saw dat nick,ii was kinda,heartbroken.heartache.everyting.ii realised dat he's really so into her.dat makes miie feel dat ii shldnt be involve again.cuz her pix kip appearing in his display pix.she means alot to him.
well.shall find a solution to moii answer.soon.get back to eur soon.anyway,tml got interview again.goin to 3 places.hopefully will succeed.yeahz.
http://www.crushcalculator.com/content/love/337434413
try diz.its nice
shld ii really gib eu up?
fuck up.
iim really veh pissed off wibb moii bro.can he stop using th com when he has played in th morning?somemore its not 2 or 3 hrs.its 6 or 7 hrs.ii cant stand him.so we had a FIGHT.its a FIGHT okay.nd ii dunno whyy moii fucking charger cldnt wrk anymore.dats th new one okay.damn upsetting.nd ii tiink iim treated unfairly.cuz mum's alwiz letting him played ferr as muchhs as he can nd mum alwiz say he cant play at nite.but in th end?he PLAYED.dats whyy now iim not tokin to anyone at home.iim juz too pissed off.
some pix to upload.still in bad mood.totally switched off frm th world.ii hate it.halfy ish bcuz iim still jobless.cldnt find any job at th moment yet so ii will feel veh vexed.
its unfair!
iim really veh pissed off wibb moii bro.can he stop using th com when he has played in th morning?somemore its not 2 or 3 hrs.its 6 or 7 hrs.ii cant stand him.so we had a FIGHT.its a FIGHT okay.nd ii dunno whyy moii fucking charger cldnt wrk anymore.dats th new one okay.damn upsetting.nd ii tiink iim treated unfairly.cuz mum's alwiz letting him played ferr as muchhs as he can nd mum alwiz say he cant play at nite.but in th end?he PLAYED.dats whyy now iim not tokin to anyone at home.iim juz too pissed off.
some pix to upload.still in bad mood.totally switched off frm th world.ii hate it.halfy ish bcuz iim still jobless.cldnt find any job at th moment yet so ii will feel veh vexed.
its unfair!
Friday, December 08, 2006
meeting th right chance
goin shoppin wibb mummy was FUN td!interview was smooth.but..whether dey will select miie ishh another ting.ii really hope dey will select miie yahz?to sum up,ii wan dat job cuz th environment ishh quite gd.th salon damn big.haa.
went to bugis wibb mummy nd bro.goin out wibb parents indeed benefit alot cuz dey will spent th money on miie.not ii spent on moii own.haha.ii neo im bad.but no choice.hehe.yeahz.bought 2 bags nd 1 high heels which ii hab been craving to own one since prom.finally got moii size nd ii bought it.th 2 bags are small,but all white.hehe.now moii waderobe got more bags nd almost 95%are white bags.hehe.oso choose clothes ferr moii bro.jeans damn expensive.but bo pian.haha.in th end bought it.hmm..wanna chg blogskin.but cldnt.duno whyy.maybe nxt tym den chg.alrite.
hope moii interview will be a success.*pray hard* hope to receive good news!!!
eu didnt call miie again.nd ii begin to gib up totally.from now on,ii shall take it as we hab never met before.never ever.until eu call.but ii dun tiink im waiting ferr eur call?im super tired.wiish eu nd her become better.
guys are liddat.dey lost interest easily.meeting th wrong psn at th wrong tym.da bai chi,wo bu hui li ni le.zi ji liang xin fa xian ba!
goin shoppin wibb mummy was FUN td!interview was smooth.but..whether dey will select miie ishh another ting.ii really hope dey will select miie yahz?to sum up,ii wan dat job cuz th environment ishh quite gd.th salon damn big.haa.
went to bugis wibb mummy nd bro.goin out wibb parents indeed benefit alot cuz dey will spent th money on miie.not ii spent on moii own.haha.ii neo im bad.but no choice.hehe.yeahz.bought 2 bags nd 1 high heels which ii hab been craving to own one since prom.finally got moii size nd ii bought it.th 2 bags are small,but all white.hehe.now moii waderobe got more bags nd almost 95%are white bags.hehe.oso choose clothes ferr moii bro.jeans damn expensive.but bo pian.haha.in th end bought it.hmm..wanna chg blogskin.but cldnt.duno whyy.maybe nxt tym den chg.alrite.
hope moii interview will be a success.*pray hard* hope to receive good news!!!
eu didnt call miie again.nd ii begin to gib up totally.from now on,ii shall take it as we hab never met before.never ever.until eu call.but ii dun tiink im waiting ferr eur call?im super tired.wiish eu nd her become better.
guys are liddat.dey lost interest easily.meeting th wrong psn at th wrong tym.da bai chi,wo bu hui li ni le.zi ji liang xin fa xian ba!
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
back frm chalet
heya!im back from chalet!guess wadd?ii onli slept ferr arnd 4hrs durin diz 3days2nite.whu to blame?all bcuz of th fact dat im juz such a light sleeper.even if someone open th door,ii wld wake up.soo damn.dats whyy ii didnt manage to slp muchhs.furthermore,when ii reached home after dat,ii didnt went to bed at all.but ii call ferr interview.imagine im already soo tired nd yet ii still can hold on until now nd miissy,now its 1am.iim still bloggin here!did ii lose moii brain too?haha.weird miie.
ohya.1st day of chalet turn out to hab onli 4 galz-sandra bindy wan ting miie.but 1st nite turn out to be..not bad.quite nice.cuz all of dem play mahjong.wile miie watched tv.arnd 5plus in th morning ii went up to slp.ii was slpin between wan ting nd bindy so eu can imagine how hard ii am cuz ii habb lil space to move abt.nxt,ii cant seems to be in sleep mode cuz of wad?th snoringS!!haha.basically all pple snores.regardless of gender,gals do snore!!hehe.dere goes moii beauty sleep.
2nd day,bbq day.dat was even worst kays.ii even bored until ii wanna cry.cuz nobody tok to miie.macham iim a loner.ii dun lyk diz feeling.simply hate it.so ii asked weng fai to peii miie go walk arnd.th mood was finally better.maybe beach ishh really a gd place to relax,to break free of moiiself.after dat,mie ber san nd ah fu went to playground to tok.we really can tok huh!chit chatting alot abt other stuffs.it juz seems so nice.after dat we went to th take off.walked soo far.wibb serene dey all,everyting seems to be soo fun.dunno whyy.ohya.tot ii can slp early but in th end,th 4 of us-miie sandra lily serene were giggling lyk mad.laughin lyk we hab nv laugh in our life b4.ii was tryin to control th laughter but serene wld juz make miie laugh!yeahz.got duets nd stuffs.snorin here nd dere.oops.ii tink moii karma coming siia.haha.
went to watch open season at vivocity th nxt day after book out.we went back to plaza to eat mac 1st after which we went to watch movie.th movie was kinda bored at th miiddle part so ii kinda dozed off.or shld ii say th whole lot of us-11 of us fell aslp?omg.soo stupiid.anyway,habb fun wib dem.diz wld be th last yr nd ya,we will go on our separate ways.ii dunwan it to happen althou ii know dat its part nd parcel in life.when dere's gathering,dere will be parting.
ii finally found out whu ish dat guy.nd ii dun tiink eu hab to be so worked out?whyy..now dat eu hab call miie less often.ii dun wan it to be lidat.isit bcuz of wadd ii said earlier on?im sry.but ii wont regret wadd ii hab said nd ii dun tink ii did say anyting wrong.
life ish lyk a plane.
heya!im back from chalet!guess wadd?ii onli slept ferr arnd 4hrs durin diz 3days2nite.whu to blame?all bcuz of th fact dat im juz such a light sleeper.even if someone open th door,ii wld wake up.soo damn.dats whyy ii didnt manage to slp muchhs.furthermore,when ii reached home after dat,ii didnt went to bed at all.but ii call ferr interview.imagine im already soo tired nd yet ii still can hold on until now nd miissy,now its 1am.iim still bloggin here!did ii lose moii brain too?haha.weird miie.
ohya.1st day of chalet turn out to hab onli 4 galz-sandra bindy wan ting miie.but 1st nite turn out to be..not bad.quite nice.cuz all of dem play mahjong.wile miie watched tv.arnd 5plus in th morning ii went up to slp.ii was slpin between wan ting nd bindy so eu can imagine how hard ii am cuz ii habb lil space to move abt.nxt,ii cant seems to be in sleep mode cuz of wad?th snoringS!!haha.basically all pple snores.regardless of gender,gals do snore!!hehe.dere goes moii beauty sleep.
2nd day,bbq day.dat was even worst kays.ii even bored until ii wanna cry.cuz nobody tok to miie.macham iim a loner.ii dun lyk diz feeling.simply hate it.so ii asked weng fai to peii miie go walk arnd.th mood was finally better.maybe beach ishh really a gd place to relax,to break free of moiiself.after dat,mie ber san nd ah fu went to playground to tok.we really can tok huh!chit chatting alot abt other stuffs.it juz seems so nice.after dat we went to th take off.walked soo far.wibb serene dey all,everyting seems to be soo fun.dunno whyy.ohya.tot ii can slp early but in th end,th 4 of us-miie sandra lily serene were giggling lyk mad.laughin lyk we hab nv laugh in our life b4.ii was tryin to control th laughter but serene wld juz make miie laugh!yeahz.got duets nd stuffs.snorin here nd dere.oops.ii tink moii karma coming siia.haha.
went to watch open season at vivocity th nxt day after book out.we went back to plaza to eat mac 1st after which we went to watch movie.th movie was kinda bored at th miiddle part so ii kinda dozed off.or shld ii say th whole lot of us-11 of us fell aslp?omg.soo stupiid.anyway,habb fun wib dem.diz wld be th last yr nd ya,we will go on our separate ways.ii dunwan it to happen althou ii know dat its part nd parcel in life.when dere's gathering,dere will be parting.
ii finally found out whu ish dat guy.nd ii dun tiink eu hab to be so worked out?whyy..now dat eu hab call miie less often.ii dun wan it to be lidat.isit bcuz of wadd ii said earlier on?im sry.but ii wont regret wadd ii hab said nd ii dun tink ii did say anyting wrong.
life ish lyk a plane.
Saturday, December 02, 2006
原来从头到尾都是我一厢情愿
finally ii get it..
tml iishh 2e2 chalet!yuppies.kinda happy.excited?abit onli.maybe ii hab wait too long?perhaps.well..habb been rotting diz few days.watching wei xiao pasta.its a nice show nd iim proud dat ii habb completed dat show.wu gui mei.haha.dats cyndi wang.shao ba xing ish zhang dong liang.not bad.diz show worth watching.diz make miie laugh,cry,angry,sad,giggle lyk hell.but overall diz ish worth watching.nd ii swear!zhang dong liang in th show ish sooo shuai!
haha.now goin to watch jian dao shi tou bu!its super nice too.iim abit too obsess wibb all diz taiwan dramas.haha.whu to blame but moiiself!hehe.anyway,iim jobless.anyone can intro miie some job?ii niid job.pls!desperately.haha.
he hasn't call mie.tiink he dun niid miie anymore(as a fren) cuz he's so into his girl?maybe.kinda sad thou.but ii tink ii scare him off.ii can onli blame moiiself.forget it.maybe diz ish th best way bahz.best way ferr both of us.but no doubt ii will be waiting ferr him.waiting..ferr him to call miie.not gona regret wadd ii have done previously.its ok.iim fine.there shld be gap between us one day.we shld remain lidiz.from start,we shldnt hab been so close.now its tym,to let go..
ii mite hab taken th wrong move.ii mite regret one day.but nevertheless ii will still waiting..waiting ferr eu.
tml iishh 2e2 chalet!yuppies.kinda happy.excited?abit onli.maybe ii hab wait too long?perhaps.well..habb been rotting diz few days.watching wei xiao pasta.its a nice show nd iim proud dat ii habb completed dat show.wu gui mei.haha.dats cyndi wang.shao ba xing ish zhang dong liang.not bad.diz show worth watching.diz make miie laugh,cry,angry,sad,giggle lyk hell.but overall diz ish worth watching.nd ii swear!zhang dong liang in th show ish sooo shuai!
haha.now goin to watch jian dao shi tou bu!its super nice too.iim abit too obsess wibb all diz taiwan dramas.haha.whu to blame but moiiself!hehe.anyway,iim jobless.anyone can intro miie some job?ii niid job.pls!desperately.haha.
he hasn't call mie.tiink he dun niid miie anymore(as a fren) cuz he's so into his girl?maybe.kinda sad thou.but ii tink ii scare him off.ii can onli blame moiiself.forget it.maybe diz ish th best way bahz.best way ferr both of us.but no doubt ii will be waiting ferr him.waiting..ferr him to call miie.not gona regret wadd ii have done previously.its ok.iim fine.there shld be gap between us one day.we shld remain lidiz.from start,we shldnt hab been so close.now its tym,to let go..
ii mite hab taken th wrong move.ii mite regret one day.but nevertheless ii will still waiting..waiting ferr eu.
Friday, December 01, 2006
29-11-2006
happy sadd tired relax sickish heart aching day
ii shall declare BEJAMIN WONG THE PROM KING OF THE YEAR!
AND
TEO WENJIA THE PROM QUEEN OF THE YEAR!
WOW! diz ending was terrific wibb both th prom king & queen all from our class!4E2 rocks!haha.benjamin was sure shocked by diz cuz ii dun tink he ever dreamt of becomin a prom king?haha.but he's sure a veh nice guy dat day.veh handsome.well.its true dat th power of makeup NOT onli fer GALS but GUYS too.actually th prom doesnt turn out to be as nice as ii expected.kinda dun enjoy dat muchhs.onli shots taken.haha.everyone were simply into taking pix.nd all of our were gorgeous.galz pretties.guys all handsome.indeed..th power of make up..
after everyting,we went off.wibb miie sandra wan ting nd lixia.all th 4 peeps went to cineleisure.to kboxing!!yupp.spent our galz' niteout dere.singing,crazying,sobbing,pouring all our probs out.simply nice.nd to lixia:we are in th same boat?haha.well.dun wry so muchhs will ya?we can oso live wibout all dose jerk out dere!
mix feelings hovering miie through th nite
30-11-2006
shocking feelings
neo wadd?ii was soo shocked..dat da baii chii nd co went to our room nd had a chat ferr awile?1st,he surprised miie by coming in.2nd,when ii heard dat he nd she sorta togta?ii feel lyk crying.ii was dumbfounded when ii hear dat.lyk wtf.after awile,they were being chased by th manager.den?ii told th galz!!dey were shocked too.now ii still cant figure out wheta ii habb feeling ferr him or not?im not sure.den th galz were feeling down.all miie sandra nd li xia.wan ting?she was trying real hard to bring up th atmosphere.but in th end,fail.
another shocking matter happens rite after 4plus.he came in!!!omg!!ii was so stunned nd..happy!=P th galz neo it but ii was dose type kou shi xin fei de ren so when ii see him ii wanted to play wibb him.scold him etc.haa.in th end arnd 5plus in th morning we went arnd loitering wibb dem at taka dere.chatt nd sit arnd nd tok.haha.arnd 6plus we took bus home.tiring day but happy.cuz got to spend a lil tym wibb him.not bad..hehe.
reached sandra's hse nd bathe nd stuffs.after whichhs we went to her maid's room and slp.Zzz.arnd 2plus ii went home nd ii rent th cd!!wei xiao pasta!!haha.it was a nice drama.still continue to watch.nd im watching jian dao shi tou bu too.haha.at nite arnd 10plus,when ii was about to slp, dat da bai chi call miie.nd ii test him sth.now ii realised dat wo zi ji tink too muchhs.wo shi da bai chi.yi zhi yi lai shi wo yi xiang qing yuan de.he juz treated miie as good fren?heart broken.sianz.nvm.
shi wo yi xiang qing yuan.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?yes.ii did
alrite.ii shall stop here now.ltr den upload th pix.haha.cuz all of dem haven send miie th pix.
da bai chi,although we ca onli be frenz,but ii will still be waitng..maybe..its juz a habit or maybe iim really begin to lyk eu.
happy sadd tired relax sickish heart aching day
ii shall declare BEJAMIN WONG THE PROM KING OF THE YEAR!
AND
TEO WENJIA THE PROM QUEEN OF THE YEAR!
WOW! diz ending was terrific wibb both th prom king & queen all from our class!4E2 rocks!haha.benjamin was sure shocked by diz cuz ii dun tink he ever dreamt of becomin a prom king?haha.but he's sure a veh nice guy dat day.veh handsome.well.its true dat th power of makeup NOT onli fer GALS but GUYS too.actually th prom doesnt turn out to be as nice as ii expected.kinda dun enjoy dat muchhs.onli shots taken.haha.everyone were simply into taking pix.nd all of our were gorgeous.galz pretties.guys all handsome.indeed..th power of make up..
after everyting,we went off.wibb miie sandra wan ting nd lixia.all th 4 peeps went to cineleisure.to kboxing!!yupp.spent our galz' niteout dere.singing,crazying,sobbing,pouring all our probs out.simply nice.nd to lixia:we are in th same boat?haha.well.dun wry so muchhs will ya?we can oso live wibout all dose jerk out dere!
mix feelings hovering miie through th nite
30-11-2006
shocking feelings
neo wadd?ii was soo shocked..dat da baii chii nd co went to our room nd had a chat ferr awile?1st,he surprised miie by coming in.2nd,when ii heard dat he nd she sorta togta?ii feel lyk crying.ii was dumbfounded when ii hear dat.lyk wtf.after awile,they were being chased by th manager.den?ii told th galz!!dey were shocked too.now ii still cant figure out wheta ii habb feeling ferr him or not?im not sure.den th galz were feeling down.all miie sandra nd li xia.wan ting?she was trying real hard to bring up th atmosphere.but in th end,fail.
another shocking matter happens rite after 4plus.he came in!!!omg!!ii was so stunned nd..happy!=P th galz neo it but ii was dose type kou shi xin fei de ren so when ii see him ii wanted to play wibb him.scold him etc.haa.in th end arnd 5plus in th morning we went arnd loitering wibb dem at taka dere.chatt nd sit arnd nd tok.haha.arnd 6plus we took bus home.tiring day but happy.cuz got to spend a lil tym wibb him.not bad..hehe.
reached sandra's hse nd bathe nd stuffs.after whichhs we went to her maid's room and slp.Zzz.arnd 2plus ii went home nd ii rent th cd!!wei xiao pasta!!haha.it was a nice drama.still continue to watch.nd im watching jian dao shi tou bu too.haha.at nite arnd 10plus,when ii was about to slp, dat da bai chi call miie.nd ii test him sth.now ii realised dat wo zi ji tink too muchhs.wo shi da bai chi.yi zhi yi lai shi wo yi xiang qing yuan de.he juz treated miie as good fren?heart broken.sianz.nvm.
shi wo yi xiang qing yuan.
Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle?yes.ii did
alrite.ii shall stop here now.ltr den upload th pix.haha.cuz all of dem haven send miie th pix.
da bai chi,although we ca onli be frenz,but ii will still be waitng..maybe..its juz a habit or maybe iim really begin to lyk eu.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
sickish nd cold day
1st day of work td but guess wadd?WE were LATE although WE reached dere early cuz of th stuppiid uncle whu didnt wan us to board th fuckin bus juz bcuz we got no seats.lyk as if we would fly off frm th bus?wtf.den 2nd bus juz drove passed miie nd wan ting.we FREAKED out.*faint* we didnt wan to late nd didnt wan to miiss any of th bus at all!furthermore its our 1st day of work!!in th end,we board th 4th bus.ii shall not elaborate more.
anyway,we went into th warehouse.so freaking nice!!althou dere's alot of goods,but th wrking conditions not bad!cuz got air con!!haha.den th place quite slack thou.ii even play moii mp3.juz hab to pack all th stuffs nd paste stickers.miie nd wan ting tok alot nd at th same tym,do our job.haha.th aunties dere not bad.quite easy to get along?or maybe juz 1st day den dey dun wan to scare us?lol.juz kidding.nd th tings we packed are all L'OREAL,MAYBELLINE cosmatic!!ii love it so mucchhss!!really hope ii can gope one home.lol!but cant.=(
tml getting pay.yupp.den can habb moii makeup nd stuffs.ii finally manage to clear off al moii prom stuffs.yupp.den shall go crazy nd habb more fun dat day.yess!!!ii really hope ii will enjoy moii day!hehe.
alrite.got to get moii hands off th com cuz tml wrking again nd ii dunwan us to end up lyk td.so malu.haha.cya peeps.will upload th pix ii taken again!now too lazy to do so.ahah!
Who will be there for me Who’s gonna rescue me Who’s gonna share my dreams Who’s gonna mend this broken heart
1st day of work td but guess wadd?WE were LATE although WE reached dere early cuz of th stuppiid uncle whu didnt wan us to board th fuckin bus juz bcuz we got no seats.lyk as if we would fly off frm th bus?wtf.den 2nd bus juz drove passed miie nd wan ting.we FREAKED out.*faint* we didnt wan to late nd didnt wan to miiss any of th bus at all!furthermore its our 1st day of work!!in th end,we board th 4th bus.ii shall not elaborate more.
anyway,we went into th warehouse.so freaking nice!!althou dere's alot of goods,but th wrking conditions not bad!cuz got air con!!haha.den th place quite slack thou.ii even play moii mp3.juz hab to pack all th stuffs nd paste stickers.miie nd wan ting tok alot nd at th same tym,do our job.haha.th aunties dere not bad.quite easy to get along?or maybe juz 1st day den dey dun wan to scare us?lol.juz kidding.nd th tings we packed are all L'OREAL,MAYBELLINE cosmatic!!ii love it so mucchhss!!really hope ii can gope one home.lol!but cant.=(
tml getting pay.yupp.den can habb moii makeup nd stuffs.ii finally manage to clear off al moii prom stuffs.yupp.den shall go crazy nd habb more fun dat day.yess!!!ii really hope ii will enjoy moii day!hehe.
alrite.got to get moii hands off th com cuz tml wrking again nd ii dunwan us to end up lyk td.so malu.haha.cya peeps.will upload th pix ii taken again!now too lazy to do so.ahah!
Who will be there for me Who’s gonna rescue me Who’s gonna share my dreams Who’s gonna mend this broken heart
Monday, November 27, 2006
wads await ferr miie?
was supposed to rest at home today but..ahh..ahh..ahhchoo!!omg.ii tink ii caught a flu.went to lot1 to meet up wibb sarina nd kelly.omg.moii nose ishh dropping down.haha.running nose.hey nose!dun run away!lol.L.A.M.E.
den we went to macdonald to chat.so long we cousins didnt chat.yup.all except sharine whu didnt came wib us cuz she's at beijing or china?sth liddat.lol.will miiss her.yupp.chat unitl arnd 8plus den went off.did take some photo.shall upload it sometyms.haha.prom ishh coming.
den after dat went to meet serene to get th books from her.we chat at th lrt dere ferr abt 1 hr at least?lol.we simply have alot to tok about.prom stuffs nd more.yupp.we will be lookin forward to th prom!!lets be th most glamourous galz!=] ohya.ii saw th zss ppl's prom.not wadd ii expected.haha.dats wadd ii can say.
tml gg to work at a factory.okay.not bad at least ii got money ferr th nxt 2 days.den tue gg to DIY moiiself.moii nails.hehe.gtg.mum nagging again.blocked nose.omg!
hope everyting goes smoothly
was supposed to rest at home today but..ahh..ahh..ahhchoo!!omg.ii tink ii caught a flu.went to lot1 to meet up wibb sarina nd kelly.omg.moii nose ishh dropping down.haha.running nose.hey nose!dun run away!lol.L.A.M.E.
den we went to macdonald to chat.so long we cousins didnt chat.yup.all except sharine whu didnt came wib us cuz she's at beijing or china?sth liddat.lol.will miiss her.yupp.chat unitl arnd 8plus den went off.did take some photo.shall upload it sometyms.haha.prom ishh coming.
den after dat went to meet serene to get th books from her.we chat at th lrt dere ferr abt 1 hr at least?lol.we simply have alot to tok about.prom stuffs nd more.yupp.we will be lookin forward to th prom!!lets be th most glamourous galz!=] ohya.ii saw th zss ppl's prom.not wadd ii expected.haha.dats wadd ii can say.
tml gg to work at a factory.okay.not bad at least ii got money ferr th nxt 2 days.den tue gg to DIY moiiself.moii nails.hehe.gtg.mum nagging again.blocked nose.omg!
hope everyting goes smoothly
Saturday, November 25, 2006
when will ii meet someone?
whu will ii run to-kiley dean
alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.
back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.
ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..
tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.
Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?
whu shall ii turn to?
whu will ii run to-kiley dean
alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.
back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.
ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..
tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.
Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?
whu shall ii turn to?
Friday, November 24, 2006
when will ii meet someone?
whu will ii run to-kiley dean
alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.
back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.
ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..
tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.
Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?
whu shall ii turn to?
whu will ii run to-kiley dean
alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.
back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.
ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..
tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.
Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?
whu shall ii turn to?
Thursday, November 23, 2006
会有那么一天？
今天我打算用华文字。哈哈。我们今天去了orchard。我们从早上9点shop到晚上8点多。走到非常累，很辛苦又脚酸。你们一定不相信我们竟然能再Far East plaza 花了一整天的时间shopping.真得有点太厉害了。女人逛街时都会东看西看的所以会花很多时间shopping.这是男人不能理解的一点。哈哈。我承认我的鞋子真的是很难买的所以我很感激Sandra能帮我找到很好看的鞋子。谢谢你啦！真的是感激不敬！哈哈！wan ting and li xia 也是有买到他们各自要的东西。起初我是真得很怕我会买不到鞋子可是后来我发现我可以穿其中一种鞋子后，我们就会比较轻松了。最后终于买到我的鞋子了。好高兴！
真的是结束了，wan ting 以为今天我‘难过’可能是因为他？没有啦。只是很累而已。而且眼睛很痛所以才会这样。我最近很迟才睡所以跟泵没有什么精神。好了，就到此为止。拜拜！^^
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾今拥有
今天我打算用华文字。哈哈。我们今天去了orchard。我们从早上9点shop到晚上8点多。走到非常累，很辛苦又脚酸。你们一定不相信我们竟然能再Far East plaza 花了一整天的时间shopping.真得有点太厉害了。女人逛街时都会东看西看的所以会花很多时间shopping.这是男人不能理解的一点。哈哈。我承认我的鞋子真的是很难买的所以我很感激Sandra能帮我找到很好看的鞋子。谢谢你啦！真的是感激不敬！哈哈！wan ting and li xia 也是有买到他们各自要的东西。起初我是真得很怕我会买不到鞋子可是后来我发现我可以穿其中一种鞋子后，我们就会比较轻松了。最后终于买到我的鞋子了。好高兴！
真的是结束了，wan ting 以为今天我‘难过’可能是因为他？没有啦。只是很累而已。而且眼睛很痛所以才会这样。我最近很迟才睡所以跟泵没有什么精神。好了，就到此为止。拜拜！^^
不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾今拥有
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
tiring day
ohyeahz.here ii come again!hehe.went to bugis to shop ferr prom stuffs.initially we spent alot of tym on searching ferr li xia's shop.finally when we found th place,we were damn tired.okay.seriously th dress doesnt turn out as ii expected but overall when she wore it,its nice.cuz got alot of pattern to do.hehe.cherie nd wan ting went off to find seats to sit cuz dey were damn tired nd having wobble legs.ahaha!
after awile,went to bugis junction.yeahz.we walked arnd.didnt find anyting dat ii lyk but when we enter seiyu,moii luck came.ii saw a tube dress.hehe.not bad.its nice thou.at least ii tink will make miie look slimmer bahz.better den th earlier on dat ii try.
conclusion ish all 4 of us,miie,wan ting,li xia and cherie hab bought our dress.cherie juz left onli a pair of heels but she wanna wear boots instead.dunno.ohya.tml goin out again.to..look out ferr high heels bahz cuz th dress doesnt suit boots.nd buyin accessories.hehe. hope can find moii stuffs.fri goin out too.wibb jk.yupp.=]]
im getting used to th life now.
ohyeahz.here ii come again!hehe.went to bugis to shop ferr prom stuffs.initially we spent alot of tym on searching ferr li xia's shop.finally when we found th place,we were damn tired.okay.seriously th dress doesnt turn out as ii expected but overall when she wore it,its nice.cuz got alot of pattern to do.hehe.cherie nd wan ting went off to find seats to sit cuz dey were damn tired nd having wobble legs.ahaha!
after awile,went to bugis junction.yeahz.we walked arnd.didnt find anyting dat ii lyk but when we enter seiyu,moii luck came.ii saw a tube dress.hehe.not bad.its nice thou.at least ii tink will make miie look slimmer bahz.better den th earlier on dat ii try.
conclusion ish all 4 of us,miie,wan ting,li xia and cherie hab bought our dress.cherie juz left onli a pair of heels but she wanna wear boots instead.dunno.ohya.tml goin out again.to..look out ferr high heels bahz cuz th dress doesnt suit boots.nd buyin accessories.hehe. hope can find moii stuffs.fri goin out too.wibb jk.yupp.=]]
im getting used to th life now.
voiceless
kinda sore throat cuz of kboxing today wibb sandra nd kailin.ahaha!thx th stuffs ferr letting us enter earlier so dat we wont hab to rot ferr another 1 hour or so.but in th end after kbox,still hab to rot.-.-
finally o level ish over!!celebrating tym nd enjoyin moii life now.haha.tml goin out wib wan ting lixia maybe sihui nd cherie.to shop ferr prom nite stuffs. cant wait ferr prom nite to come thou.hehe.muz pia to find prom stuffs.haha.so tml we shall procceed to bugis.too bad dere isnt sandra.sigh.maybe nxt tym bahz.iim scared dat ii cant find a suitable dress ferr miie.so scared.cuz ii big sized.nice XXXXXXXXLLLLLL.hahaha.
ohya.th DW group call miie.ii didnt pick up.dey msg miie.but ii didnt pick up either.haahaa.nd ii found a website dat show th ugliness of dw group.haha.iim not goin to turn up.althou its abit rude.but den if ii dun go,ii wont be cheated by dem.hehe.anyway,kinda sianz td.played wib joseph juz now.hehe.audition.but usin moii bro account.haha.fun tym thou.
*thx all whu care ferr miie.grateful.^^
ii tink ii begiin to get used to th life here
kinda sore throat cuz of kboxing today wibb sandra nd kailin.ahaha!thx th stuffs ferr letting us enter earlier so dat we wont hab to rot ferr another 1 hour or so.but in th end after kbox,still hab to rot.-.-
finally o level ish over!!celebrating tym nd enjoyin moii life now.haha.tml goin out wib wan ting lixia maybe sihui nd cherie.to shop ferr prom nite stuffs. cant wait ferr prom nite to come thou.hehe.muz pia to find prom stuffs.haha.so tml we shall procceed to bugis.too bad dere isnt sandra.sigh.maybe nxt tym bahz.iim scared dat ii cant find a suitable dress ferr miie.so scared.cuz ii big sized.nice XXXXXXXXLLLLLL.hahaha.
ohya.th DW group call miie.ii didnt pick up.dey msg miie.but ii didnt pick up either.haahaa.nd ii found a website dat show th ugliness of dw group.haha.iim not goin to turn up.althou its abit rude.but den if ii dun go,ii wont be cheated by dem.hehe.anyway,kinda sianz td.played wib joseph juz now.hehe.audition.but usin moii bro account.haha.fun tym thou.
*thx all whu care ferr miie.grateful.^^
ii tink ii begiin to get used to th life here
Sunday, November 19, 2006
gathering&parting-essential in life
ii hab learn how to look far,not to brood over many stuffs.alot of tings ii hab come in mind not to take tings too harshly.nd ii learn not to be impatient too.everyting makes miie a whole new miie again! hello everyone!diz ish th brand new chai leng!nice to meet eu all.haha.anyway,diz morning when ii broke out th news to moii bro,he cried.ii was kinda shocked.he cried!ii didnt see him cry ferr quite sometyms.he's juz a lil boii.innocent.ignorant.dats wadd he ish make up of.
anyway,back to today-th wonderful memorable perfect day.met jiakang nd we went arnd to shop.initially ii tot he wld console miie or sth but den he didnt.he said dere's nth to be sad abt,nth to be console.cuz he felt dere's isnt a niid to.all he does was to suan miie.make miie happy.all th suaning nd bullying do hab their own effects.ii kip pinching him nd stuffs.hope its not pain huh!sry ehz.but thx to him,ii laugh,smile alot td.*thumb up* ermz.guys,pls dun anyhow tink abt us.we are juz plainly frenz.frenz dat care ferr each other.we are best buddies.bro nd sis type.hehe.
he can be real funny at tyms.but he kpt remind miie of dat HIM.cuz his actions,th way he tok will make miie tink of dat HIM.ii dunno whyy.nd hopefully our frenship will last.as long as we could.ii guess.dats juz hope everyting will be okay.we even took pix.but ii didnt delete.hehe.anyway,tml ish th last paper nd ii haven even start moii revision!!omg.wadd shld ii do?haiz.moii paper 1 alwiz pull miie down.ii wont make it another history.will score well de.if ii trust moiiself.ii love tml!!cuz its last day of o level nd ii will bid farewell to o's!hehe!
parting isn't easy but with some consoling,life would be better.
ii hab learn how to look far,not to brood over many stuffs.alot of tings ii hab come in mind not to take tings too harshly.nd ii learn not to be impatient too.everyting makes miie a whole new miie again! hello everyone!diz ish th brand new chai leng!nice to meet eu all.haha.anyway,diz morning when ii broke out th news to moii bro,he cried.ii was kinda shocked.he cried!ii didnt see him cry ferr quite sometyms.he's juz a lil boii.innocent.ignorant.dats wadd he ish make up of.
anyway,back to today-th wonderful memorable perfect day.met jiakang nd we went arnd to shop.initially ii tot he wld console miie or sth but den he didnt.he said dere's nth to be sad abt,nth to be console.cuz he felt dere's isnt a niid to.all he does was to suan miie.make miie happy.all th suaning nd bullying do hab their own effects.ii kip pinching him nd stuffs.hope its not pain huh!sry ehz.but thx to him,ii laugh,smile alot td.*thumb up* ermz.guys,pls dun anyhow tink abt us.we are juz plainly frenz.frenz dat care ferr each other.we are best buddies.bro nd sis type.hehe.
he can be real funny at tyms.but he kpt remind miie of dat HIM.cuz his actions,th way he tok will make miie tink of dat HIM.ii dunno whyy.nd hopefully our frenship will last.as long as we could.ii guess.dats juz hope everyting will be okay.we even took pix.but ii didnt delete.hehe.anyway,tml ish th last paper nd ii haven even start moii revision!!omg.wadd shld ii do?haiz.moii paper 1 alwiz pull miie down.ii wont make it another history.will score well de.if ii trust moiiself.ii love tml!!cuz its last day of o level nd ii will bid farewell to o's!hehe!
parting isn't easy but with some consoling,life would be better.
back to square one
dat word has finally come out from moii mouth.can eu all imagine dat?althou ii dun really wan to initiate,but ii neo it cannot be dragg anymore.it really cant be dragg anymore.no.ii hate to be th 1st to approach but now no chance.yupp.said it to him.not surprise dat he agree as ii hab expected it earlier.
will feel sad.dats definitely.nd in front of san,ii did not cry.but when jiakang call miie,immediately when ii hear his voice,ii cried.ii dunno why.san say ii niid him.in th sense confide in him.dunno.ii hab not sort out moii feelings so im not sure yet.budden iim quite harsh to him durin dat short conversation.but will make up to him ltr on.yeahz.meeting him.hope everyting will be over soon.and here's th new chai leng.and iim glad to announce dat im once again,single! let's party!haha.no la.kiddin.
after tokin on phone wib san,sarina called miie too.thx lots to both galz.ii shld start singing: how do ii live without eu? haha.now ii still can joke arnd,dats gd rite?haha.moii emotion quite weird thou.temperate de.haha.now ii juz hab to concentrate on wadever iim doin now.nd not thinkin of other stuffs liddat.yes.ii alwiz told moiiself diz:losing miie ish eur lose.not moii lose. and ii MEAN it.yeahz.dere's some kind of goal dat miie nd san has.yeahz.we will achieve it right?haha.
alrite.ii tink ii gtg.muz hav some rest.if not ii got no face to see jiakang.haha.panda eyes.haunting miie!haha.=\ hope everyting will be well soon.
the new miie-1st day of singlism.
breaking free from th so called circle
dat word has finally come out from moii mouth.can eu all imagine dat?althou ii dun really wan to initiate,but ii neo it cannot be dragg anymore.it really cant be dragg anymore.no.ii hate to be th 1st to approach but now no chance.yupp.said it to him.not surprise dat he agree as ii hab expected it earlier.
will feel sad.dats definitely.nd in front of san,ii did not cry.but when jiakang call miie,immediately when ii hear his voice,ii cried.ii dunno why.san say ii niid him.in th sense confide in him.dunno.ii hab not sort out moii feelings so im not sure yet.budden iim quite harsh to him durin dat short conversation.but will make up to him ltr on.yeahz.meeting him.hope everyting will be over soon.and here's th new chai leng.and iim glad to announce dat im once again,single! let's party!haha.no la.kiddin.
after tokin on phone wib san,sarina called miie too.thx lots to both galz.ii shld start singing: how do ii live without eu? haha.now ii still can joke arnd,dats gd rite?haha.moii emotion quite weird thou.temperate de.haha.now ii juz hab to concentrate on wadever iim doin now.nd not thinkin of other stuffs liddat.yes.ii alwiz told moiiself diz:losing miie ish eur lose.not moii lose. and ii MEAN it.yeahz.dere's some kind of goal dat miie nd san has.yeahz.we will achieve it right?haha.
alrite.ii tink ii gtg.muz hav some rest.if not ii got no face to see jiakang.haha.panda eyes.haunting miie!haha.=\ hope everyting will be well soon.
the new miie-1st day of singlism.
breaking free from th so called circle
Saturday, November 18, 2006
my goal is getting nearer and nearer
finally moii interview ishh over!! iim juz quite afraid whether dey will choose miie or not.really hope dat dey will call miie asap.tml!!hopefully ii can get their call too.am really scared actually.th interview was relatively ok.ii didnt freak out or anyting.ii didnt.ii swear.didnt speak dose 'lehz lahz lor' dats a gd start ii guess.ii hope ii leave a good impression on th manager.really hope so.cuz dats wad ii wan actually.SALES AND MARKETING ish th type of job dat im looking ferr actually.so ii hope she will choose miie.or shld ii say choose th 3 of us?miie,sandra nd wan ting.really hope so.
basically,she briefly told miie abt th 2 position.which ish admin nd sales&marketing.dats wadd ii habb been dreaMing to work as.ii hope ii hab given her th confidence.ii hope ii do look confident but not over confident.really am scared.although ii tink during th interview ii was doin relatively okay,but th prob ish does she tink so?hopefully.haiz.ii wanna hear th good news tml!!!really wanna do so!!so sad..
moii horoscope ferr td:
Strategic thinking is very important today -- so don't make any moves without thinking long and hard about them. If you avoid getting involved with the stuff you're unsure of, you can avoid a lot of stress and uncertainty down the line. Someone is looking to you for a few pointers on how to handle a similar situation, and you need to lead by example. There's more than just your fate riding on this, so take it slowly and carefully
wahz.th horoscope ish so accurate.sooo accurate.ii hope ii hab not make any wrong move.really hope so.
a lil gal ishh hoppin to be recruited.
finally moii interview ishh over!! iim juz quite afraid whether dey will choose miie or not.really hope dat dey will call miie asap.tml!!hopefully ii can get their call too.am really scared actually.th interview was relatively ok.ii didnt freak out or anyting.ii didnt.ii swear.didnt speak dose 'lehz lahz lor' dats a gd start ii guess.ii hope ii leave a good impression on th manager.really hope so.cuz dats wad ii wan actually.SALES AND MARKETING ish th type of job dat im looking ferr actually.so ii hope she will choose miie.or shld ii say choose th 3 of us?miie,sandra nd wan ting.really hope so.
basically,she briefly told miie abt th 2 position.which ish admin nd sales&marketing.dats wadd ii habb been dreaMing to work as.ii hope ii hab given her th confidence.ii hope ii do look confident but not over confident.really am scared.although ii tink during th interview ii was doin relatively okay,but th prob ish does she tink so?hopefully.haiz.ii wanna hear th good news tml!!!really wanna do so!!so sad..
moii horoscope ferr td:
Strategic thinking is very important today -- so don't make any moves without thinking long and hard about them. If you avoid getting involved with the stuff you're unsure of, you can avoid a lot of stress and uncertainty down the line. Someone is looking to you for a few pointers on how to handle a similar situation, and you need to lead by example. There's more than just your fate riding on this, so take it slowly and carefully
wahz.th horoscope ish so accurate.sooo accurate.ii hope ii hab not make any wrong move.really hope so.
a lil gal ishh hoppin to be recruited.
Everything that has a beginning will have an ending
indeed,its true.juz lyk o level.finishin in juz a few days' tym nd now iim already in holiday mood.wahhaha.heck care.mon's paper sure wont take it in mind.im simply in moii holiday mood,in moii own world.whahaz.
tml!!th BIG day!!haahaa.we are goin to interview.wibb sandra nd wan ting.yeahz.hopefully ii will lyk th workin environment.pray hard dey will recruit all of us.den dat will be great!!yeahz.whee~juz hope dat everyting goes smoothly nd steady.yeahz.tot of goin out after daT?perhaps.but dunno can go whr.sigh.ii really hope all 3 of us will be employed!!!nd hope moii dress code can la.haiz.tml wearing whole black.whole attire black in color siia.damn hot de.absorb heat.wad th fuck.muz bear wib it.haha.
anyway,went to play auditionsea juz now.after soo long.omg.it chg soo muchs.kinda rusty but ii help moii bro train juz now.from lvl 1 to lvl 3 wor.iin juz 1 hr!!hahaha.ii help him alot la.cuz ii alwiz win.lol.now he got alot of money le.haha.all thx to miie.hehe.oh ya.shld ii buy dat clothes dat ii saw online?ii really lyk it.dunno la.wanna buy but ii duno if iit will look nice on miie or not.
iim kinda disappointed wibb you.i dunno why tings turn out to be liddat.ii dunwan diz to happen.no more of diz nonsense.ii hate diz.why muz tings turned out to be liddat.ii dunwan.ii hate diz!!!!
a fairy tale has a happy ending,so do ii,hab a happy ending too?
indeed,its true.juz lyk o level.finishin in juz a few days' tym nd now iim already in holiday mood.wahhaha.heck care.mon's paper sure wont take it in mind.im simply in moii holiday mood,in moii own world.whahaz.
tml!!th BIG day!!haahaa.we are goin to interview.wibb sandra nd wan ting.yeahz.hopefully ii will lyk th workin environment.pray hard dey will recruit all of us.den dat will be great!!yeahz.whee~juz hope dat everyting goes smoothly nd steady.yeahz.tot of goin out after daT?perhaps.but dunno can go whr.sigh.ii really hope all 3 of us will be employed!!!nd hope moii dress code can la.haiz.tml wearing whole black.whole attire black in color siia.damn hot de.absorb heat.wad th fuck.muz bear wib it.haha.
anyway,went to play auditionsea juz now.after soo long.omg.it chg soo muchs.kinda rusty but ii help moii bro train juz now.from lvl 1 to lvl 3 wor.iin juz 1 hr!!hahaha.ii help him alot la.cuz ii alwiz win.lol.now he got alot of money le.haha.all thx to miie.hehe.oh ya.shld ii buy dat clothes dat ii saw online?ii really lyk it.dunno la.wanna buy but ii duno if iit will look nice on miie or not.
iim kinda disappointed wibb you.i dunno why tings turn out to be liddat.ii dunwan diz to happen.no more of diz nonsense.ii hate diz.why muz tings turned out to be liddat.ii dunwan.ii hate diz!!!!
a fairy tale has a happy ending,so do ii,hab a happy ending too?
Thursday, November 16, 2006
in a blink of eye
o level ish ending soon.on mon.dats simply so fast.nd initially ii was hoping dat o level will be over soon but den,now,ii dun really wanna o level to be over.not dat ii regretted or anyting,actually ii didnt regret anyting.but it juz dat..ii dunno wadd shld ii do after o level?where to get money??how to buy prom stuffs wib out money?ii dunno moii dad will lend miie or not but he did object nd ii really dunno wad to do.ii really wan to go prom.but den,ii wann to lose weight.im simply so F.A.T. -.- really hope got money fer miie.nd another prob arise.wadd shld ii buy ferr prom?th most impt ting,got moii size?sigh.
dats th trouble ferr ppl lyk miie.kinda pathetic.anyway, td a maths paper 2.dat paper was relatively ok.at least ii dunno how to do onli 2 qns.but duno got careless mistakes or not.moii a1..will it fly away?pray hard NOT.dunnwanna let moii teacher down.musnt break her record.hehe.pray.tink will do better den prelim ba. hopefully can score well.
tml's history.omg.ii dun lyk dat subject.asshole.nvm.juz hab to bear wibb it nd everyting will be over!!hehe.mr kaan's treating us to hilton hotel.its so nice of him to treat th class to dere! its no cheap alrites!thkx mr kaan!haha.tink will be better den holiday inn?cuz hilton hotel sounds more cool den holiday inn.well..hopefully everyting turns well.
anyway,ii had a nightmare last wk.kinda scary.cuz initally th dream was quite sweet de.but immediately when th dream's over,someting was on top of miie.ii dunno wads dat.nd ii was strugglin to break free nd ii immediately wake up.nd moii heart beat veh fast.damn scary.haaha.but im glad dat everyting's over.hopefully wont hab such a dream anymore.
ii simply love moii hair td.ii dunno why.haha.breaking into world of freedom soon!!yeahz!dam happy.nd ii already planned whadd ii wanna do after th prom.haha.not goin home thou.loitering at orchard ii guess.
lookin ferr job.anyone can recommend miie?kinda jobless.wanna find one asap cuz ii wanna save money to buy lappies nd ipod.nd handphone.etc..th list goes on nd on.hehe.=]
ok.got to go.checking out some stuffs.hoepfully miie can upload some pix tml.hehe.wish everyone gd luck ferr tml's history!!kampatehz.jiayou jiayou.
everyting seems to be vanished.ii couldnt even see th sight of eu..
o level ish ending soon.on mon.dats simply so fast.nd initially ii was hoping dat o level will be over soon but den,now,ii dun really wanna o level to be over.not dat ii regretted or anyting,actually ii didnt regret anyting.but it juz dat..ii dunno wadd shld ii do after o level?where to get money??how to buy prom stuffs wib out money?ii dunno moii dad will lend miie or not but he did object nd ii really dunno wad to do.ii really wan to go prom.but den,ii wann to lose weight.im simply so F.A.T. -.- really hope got money fer miie.nd another prob arise.wadd shld ii buy ferr prom?th most impt ting,got moii size?sigh.
dats th trouble ferr ppl lyk miie.kinda pathetic.anyway, td a maths paper 2.dat paper was relatively ok.at least ii dunno how to do onli 2 qns.but duno got careless mistakes or not.moii a1..will it fly away?pray hard NOT.dunnwanna let moii teacher down.musnt break her record.hehe.pray.tink will do better den prelim ba. hopefully can score well.
tml's history.omg.ii dun lyk dat subject.asshole.nvm.juz hab to bear wibb it nd everyting will be over!!hehe.mr kaan's treating us to hilton hotel.its so nice of him to treat th class to dere! its no cheap alrites!thkx mr kaan!haha.tink will be better den holiday inn?cuz hilton hotel sounds more cool den holiday inn.well..hopefully everyting turns well.
anyway,ii had a nightmare last wk.kinda scary.cuz initally th dream was quite sweet de.but immediately when th dream's over,someting was on top of miie.ii dunno wads dat.nd ii was strugglin to break free nd ii immediately wake up.nd moii heart beat veh fast.damn scary.haaha.but im glad dat everyting's over.hopefully wont hab such a dream anymore.
ii simply love moii hair td.ii dunno why.haha.breaking into world of freedom soon!!yeahz!dam happy.nd ii already planned whadd ii wanna do after th prom.haha.not goin home thou.loitering at orchard ii guess.
lookin ferr job.anyone can recommend miie?kinda jobless.wanna find one asap cuz ii wanna save money to buy lappies nd ipod.nd handphone.etc..th list goes on nd on.hehe.=]
ok.got to go.checking out some stuffs.hoepfully miie can upload some pix tml.hehe.wish everyone gd luck ferr tml's history!!kampatehz.jiayou jiayou.
everyting seems to be vanished.ii couldnt even see th sight of eu..
Saturday, November 11, 2006
undisturb life
im here again.addicted to tata young's songs.AGAIN.used to be her fans but now th feeling come again!haha.anyway,now prefer to listen to english songs den chinese.ii duno why.maybe juz too tired nd niid to listen to some other nice songs.
anyway,haven start revision yet.yupp.kinda lazy.as wad th tips from yes933 nd perfect 10n said,muz relax abit so here ii am.relaxing lyk mad.haha.ltr will go study de.maybe start off wib a maths 1st.=]] den tml revised on physics.ii guess.woos.yupp.den tolerate awile nd off ii go.to freedom.arnd 10more days nd everyting will be over!!
ohya.ii duno why moii font size so small.well.now tryin to make it bigger ferr eu guys to see.ii tink iim juz too free to do all dose stuffs ehz?moii blog ish turning to wkly basis.haha.ok.at least better den posting once in ten yrs.haha.
ii told moiiself to work hard.not to be distracted by others.ya,indeed ii shldnt.ii tink ii waste too muchhs of tym doin all other unnecessary stuffs.damn.but nvm.from now on,shall not tink abt other stuffs except miie!haha.moii stomach has been feeling weird diz few days.ii dunno why.stomach upset.nd damn pain.diahorrea somemore.kinda no mood too.
green apple+honeydew=best juice!
cuz green apple ish ii choose de den honeydew ish sandra chose de.haha.yupp.dats why.nice.muz go try.will hab th sweet but sour feeling.thumb up.
anyway,introduce to eur da tou fen de shi jie!ii love th story.now peifen muz work harder to improve on th story but ii tink in th end she choose no one althou ah toot ish gd to her.althou she has crush on tian cai qing.yupp.nice kk.muz take a look.
a boat sailing on a calm sea.
im here again.addicted to tata young's songs.AGAIN.used to be her fans but now th feeling come again!haha.anyway,now prefer to listen to english songs den chinese.ii duno why.maybe juz too tired nd niid to listen to some other nice songs.
anyway,haven start revision yet.yupp.kinda lazy.as wad th tips from yes933 nd perfect 10n said,muz relax abit so here ii am.relaxing lyk mad.haha.ltr will go study de.maybe start off wib a maths 1st.=]] den tml revised on physics.ii guess.woos.yupp.den tolerate awile nd off ii go.to freedom.arnd 10more days nd everyting will be over!!
ohya.ii duno why moii font size so small.well.now tryin to make it bigger ferr eu guys to see.ii tink iim juz too free to do all dose stuffs ehz?moii blog ish turning to wkly basis.haha.ok.at least better den posting once in ten yrs.haha.
ii told moiiself to work hard.not to be distracted by others.ya,indeed ii shldnt.ii tink ii waste too muchhs of tym doin all other unnecessary stuffs.damn.but nvm.from now on,shall not tink abt other stuffs except miie!haha.moii stomach has been feeling weird diz few days.ii dunno why.stomach upset.nd damn pain.diahorrea somemore.kinda no mood too.
green apple+honeydew=best juice!
cuz green apple ish ii choose de den honeydew ish sandra chose de.haha.yupp.dats why.nice.muz go try.will hab th sweet but sour feeling.thumb up.
anyway,introduce to eur da tou fen de shi jie!ii love th story.now peifen muz work harder to improve on th story but ii tink in th end she choose no one althou ah toot ish gd to her.althou she has crush on tian cai qing.yupp.nice kk.muz take a look.
a boat sailing on a calm sea.
a new lease of life
I believe-tata young
dats moii new song.new blogskin.nd new cbox.hope eu guys will lyk it.yeah.some of eur may say ' black again?' haha.diz blogskin suits miie th best rite now.moii mood,moii feeling,moii everyting.all in diz blog.a new miie.unleashed th new miie.someone whu has gone thru stress,pressure etc which ii believe ish part nd parcel in life.
bcuz of o level,ii lost moii radiant in th face.ii dun wanna grow old wibb wrinkles nd all dat.ii wann stay young nd healthy.=]]but dese tings doesnt seems to work ferr miie rite now.dats pathetic.
let's recap on o level now.basically th papers dat ii took were quite ok.
bio-pure luck
chem-relatively ok paper but more diff den prelim
english-no comment
e maths-fair
social studies-not muchhs confident
geography-didnt manage to finish but ii am happy dat ii can do better den prelim.
hopefully ii can score ba.really afraid thou.anyway,ii am soo hooked on to mates,dates series.damn it.th story mood comes again!haha.ohya.ii guess ii wldnt regret ferr os.cuz ii neo ii hab been revising REAL HARD.nd dats why now ii can use com.cuz of moii effort.but diZ ish onli ferr awile.so not to worry muchhs.hehe.pray hard dat all moii effort will be paid off.i really am scared.haha.
today after th e maths paper,miie,sandra,wan ting nd li xia went to causeway point to shop.yeahz.look arnd ferr prom stuffs nd so on.at metro,saw karen nd vinci.dey are shoppin ferr prom stuffs too.we didnt see anyting nice.oh well,although its a waste but we do hab fun.anyway,promoting diz>>green apple+honey dew=veh nice.sweet cum sour.=]]
ohya.while shoppin,dat stupiid jiakang use his hp to hit on moii shoulder.damn painful nd ii ran after him to beat him.he's such an ass.soo paiin but ii neo he's playing wibb miie so its ok.but ii beat him until veh cham.haaha!!!his retribution!!lol.didnt expect we really wld meet each other.wad a coincidence!fate?nahz.
anyway,iim a guai kia diz 2wks.hab been studying althou most of th tym iim stoning away but den ii really am studying.ii told moiiself to persevere till th end nd up till now,ii manage to do it.yeahz.muz keep it up.left geo paper1,physics paper1n2,amaths paper1n2 nd lastly,science paper1.yeahz.den off to freedom.to prom.am excited but dunno wadd to wear.seriously diz ish so shan nao jing.hee.well..shall see how ba.
yeahz.one wk use once com.not bad.ii didnt crave fer com actually.td didnt piia audition.but kp on dl songs nd chg blogskins etc.yeahz.ii dunnwanna clear moii email.its too muchhs.hehe.am juz too lazy.
by th way,dere's so many movie to watch from.step up,a horror movie,th covenant etc..all are dose ii wanna watched.but no tym!!!!damn damn.gtg now cuz now its 3plus in th morning.so early.1st tym moii entry so early wor.heehee.ii wont let diz blog stagnant.=]]
learning to let go.
I believe-tata young
dats moii new song.new blogskin.nd new cbox.hope eu guys will lyk it.yeah.some of eur may say ' black again?' haha.diz blogskin suits miie th best rite now.moii mood,moii feeling,moii everyting.all in diz blog.a new miie.unleashed th new miie.someone whu has gone thru stress,pressure etc which ii believe ish part nd parcel in life.
bcuz of o level,ii lost moii radiant in th face.ii dun wanna grow old wibb wrinkles nd all dat.ii wann stay young nd healthy.=]]but dese tings doesnt seems to work ferr miie rite now.dats pathetic.
let's recap on o level now.basically th papers dat ii took were quite ok.
bio-pure luck
chem-relatively ok paper but more diff den prelim
english-no comment
e maths-fair
social studies-not muchhs confident
geography-didnt manage to finish but ii am happy dat ii can do better den prelim.
hopefully ii can score ba.really afraid thou.anyway,ii am soo hooked on to mates,dates series.damn it.th story mood comes again!haha.ohya.ii guess ii wldnt regret ferr os.cuz ii neo ii hab been revising REAL HARD.nd dats why now ii can use com.cuz of moii effort.but diZ ish onli ferr awile.so not to worry muchhs.hehe.pray hard dat all moii effort will be paid off.i really am scared.haha.
today after th e maths paper,miie,sandra,wan ting nd li xia went to causeway point to shop.yeahz.look arnd ferr prom stuffs nd so on.at metro,saw karen nd vinci.dey are shoppin ferr prom stuffs too.we didnt see anyting nice.oh well,although its a waste but we do hab fun.anyway,promoting diz>>green apple+honey dew=veh nice.sweet cum sour.=]]
ohya.while shoppin,dat stupiid jiakang use his hp to hit on moii shoulder.damn painful nd ii ran after him to beat him.he's such an ass.soo paiin but ii neo he's playing wibb miie so its ok.but ii beat him until veh cham.haaha!!!his retribution!!lol.didnt expect we really wld meet each other.wad a coincidence!fate?nahz.
anyway,iim a guai kia diz 2wks.hab been studying althou most of th tym iim stoning away but den ii really am studying.ii told moiiself to persevere till th end nd up till now,ii manage to do it.yeahz.muz keep it up.left geo paper1,physics paper1n2,amaths paper1n2 nd lastly,science paper1.yeahz.den off to freedom.to prom.am excited but dunno wadd to wear.seriously diz ish so shan nao jing.hee.well..shall see how ba.
yeahz.one wk use once com.not bad.ii didnt crave fer com actually.td didnt piia audition.but kp on dl songs nd chg blogskins etc.yeahz.ii dunnwanna clear moii email.its too muchhs.hehe.am juz too lazy.
by th way,dere's so many movie to watch from.step up,a horror movie,th covenant etc..all are dose ii wanna watched.but no tym!!!!damn damn.gtg now cuz now its 3plus in th morning.so early.1st tym moii entry so early wor.heehee.ii wont let diz blog stagnant.=]]
learning to let go.
Friday, November 03, 2006
hope when dere's no hope
why hope when dere's no hope?its hopeless to tink dat dere will be hope.afterall all th hope are juz moii wishful tinkin.everyting..are not th same now.communication ish really impt.in any form of relationship.ii admit iim a veh sensitive gal.wadever.didnt neo wad to say.
3rd nov-his birthday.2nd nov-4th mth.hopefully he rmbs.msg ZS nd wish him happy birthday.he shld be havin fun ba.happy 18thbirthday.at least ii didnt forget eur birthday.o level has already started.yeah.finally.which means prom nite coming.shall strive to th veh best.but ii cant get interest in humanities.ii duno why.
life has its ups nd downs.ii neo.nd it really ish a relieve when jk ish dere ferr miie when iim down.althou he's not of any great help.but at least he's dere ferr miie.thx boii!!grateful to eu.=]] super grateful.
ohya.promoting phuishan's dat disney blog:
www.we-love-disney.blogspot.com
rmb to go and see wor.anyway frenz,dun wry abt miie.iim concentrating.serious!=]
iim glad dat eu msg miie.=]
hope can turn into hopeless.hope in moii hand=wishful tinkin.
why hope when dere's no hope?its hopeless to tink dat dere will be hope.afterall all th hope are juz moii wishful tinkin.everyting..are not th same now.communication ish really impt.in any form of relationship.ii admit iim a veh sensitive gal.wadever.didnt neo wad to say.
3rd nov-his birthday.2nd nov-4th mth.hopefully he rmbs.msg ZS nd wish him happy birthday.he shld be havin fun ba.happy 18thbirthday.at least ii didnt forget eur birthday.o level has already started.yeah.finally.which means prom nite coming.shall strive to th veh best.but ii cant get interest in humanities.ii duno why.
life has its ups nd downs.ii neo.nd it really ish a relieve when jk ish dere ferr miie when iim down.althou he's not of any great help.but at least he's dere ferr miie.thx boii!!grateful to eu.=]] super grateful.
ohya.promoting phuishan's dat disney blog:
www.we-love-disney.blogspot.com
rmb to go and see wor.anyway frenz,dun wry abt miie.iim concentrating.serious!=]
iim glad dat eu msg miie.=]
hope can turn into hopeless.hope in moii hand=wishful tinkin.
Saturday, October 28, 2006
she's giving up!
many tings are not best to be spelled out.it ish meant to be kpt in th heart.to let th psn feel it w/o really tellin dem.however,due to certain reason,she realised her communication wib dat person suddenly broke down.many tings chg.ish dat person really understandin her?or are they juz too busy?perhaps.but really,she's giving up.
felt so depressed.definitely not O level which ish makin her in diz state.but some other matters.many tings are not within her control anymore nd she cant prevent it from happening too.dats th frustrating matter she's facing now.it juz seems so idiotic.ppl are moving on wib deir life nd wad ish she doin rite now?nth.she ish juz plain old her.urging someone to pay a lil attention to her.she's fragile,althou may look tough nd strong on th outside,but deep down,she's lonely.
she hoped dat her frenz will alwiz be by her side.she will nv forget th tyms she has wib her frenz,her clinques,her peers.anyway,she neo dat she will be ddoin her best in her o level nd she ish affirmed dat she will not regret in th near future.o level ish juz a mile's away from everyone nd she urges everyone to buck up.muggs real hard everyone!everyone kampatei!
communication-an impt key element to any form of relationship
memories are alwiz so sweet than in real life when eu tink back.
many tings are not best to be spelled out.it ish meant to be kpt in th heart.to let th psn feel it w/o really tellin dem.however,due to certain reason,she realised her communication wib dat person suddenly broke down.many tings chg.ish dat person really understandin her?or are they juz too busy?perhaps.but really,she's giving up.
felt so depressed.definitely not O level which ish makin her in diz state.but some other matters.many tings are not within her control anymore nd she cant prevent it from happening too.dats th frustrating matter she's facing now.it juz seems so idiotic.ppl are moving on wib deir life nd wad ish she doin rite now?nth.she ish juz plain old her.urging someone to pay a lil attention to her.she's fragile,althou may look tough nd strong on th outside,but deep down,she's lonely.
she hoped dat her frenz will alwiz be by her side.she will nv forget th tyms she has wib her frenz,her clinques,her peers.anyway,she neo dat she will be ddoin her best in her o level nd she ish affirmed dat she will not regret in th near future.o level ish juz a mile's away from everyone nd she urges everyone to buck up.muggs real hard everyone!everyone kampatei!
communication-an impt key element to any form of relationship
memories are alwiz so sweet than in real life when eu tink back.
Friday, October 27, 2006
rain or shine?
another posting.now its 2plus am nd yet iim still not slping.ii duno why.cant get to bed.ii realised alot of tings.life has its ups & downs.wheta its gd or bad,it ish every assets in life.every single ting may make a person lights up her day,some,which will make a person groomy fer a day.
as ferr miie,tings aint goin smoothly nd ii neo dere's sth wrong wib miie.everyting juz came without any warning.sometyms ii really wanna run away from reality.ii neo its unhealthy to do dat but it cant be helped at tyms.when everyting seems to be comin in eur way,obstructing eu.ppl cant be put to a test.be it frenship or relationship.ii am one example.
iim juz someone whu ish seekin extra attention.someone whu can make miie trust nd rely on once again.ii dun lyk to be th left out.neither do everyone out dere.but sometyms ii do hate being th extra.cuz most of th tyms ii am.iim juz tired.ii niid understandin.iim sensitive.emotional.
iim waiting ferr eur explanation.ii niid eur care.eur encouragement but where are eu?
another posting.now its 2plus am nd yet iim still not slping.ii duno why.cant get to bed.ii realised alot of tings.life has its ups & downs.wheta its gd or bad,it ish every assets in life.every single ting may make a person lights up her day,some,which will make a person groomy fer a day.
as ferr miie,tings aint goin smoothly nd ii neo dere's sth wrong wib miie.everyting juz came without any warning.sometyms ii really wanna run away from reality.ii neo its unhealthy to do dat but it cant be helped at tyms.when everyting seems to be comin in eur way,obstructing eu.ppl cant be put to a test.be it frenship or relationship.ii am one example.
iim juz someone whu ish seekin extra attention.someone whu can make miie trust nd rely on once again.ii dun lyk to be th left out.neither do everyone out dere.but sometyms ii do hate being th extra.cuz most of th tyms ii am.iim juz tired.ii niid understandin.iim sensitive.emotional.
iim waiting ferr eur explanation.ii niid eur care.eur encouragement but where are eu?
popularity-does it matters?
Looks-does it matters?
pretty gals are more popular den average lookin galz.pretty galz are popular wibb teachers.
average lookin galz hab low morale.dey wanna look lyk th pretty galz.dey urge to be more popular.hope ppl can pay more attention to dem.
smart ppl hab their way of studyin.but dose whu are strugglin in studies hopes dat dey can be lyk th smart ppl.dey felt dat dey are stupid.no talent in any area.
ppl whu plan alot ferr deir future can really succeed in doin so but ppl whu has no idea of deir future hopes dat dey can be lyk dem.
everyting seems to be contradicting to dem.but hab dey ever realised dat all doesnt really impt?one shldnt listen muchhs to others.they shld follow deir heart instead.if dey feel dat goin to poly ish more suitable ferr dem,den go ferr it even if one's frenz told him or her dat its not suitable fer dem.follow eur heart nd it will leads eu to th success.
anyway,th 2 of us went to vivocity!!hehe.not bad.quite big.but den we were unable to watch DEATH NOTE.cuz FULL seating!!in th end we watched th sinkin of japan.too geography type.ahhaa..plates etc.soo chim.but th main actor died in th end.not gd.
iim giving us some spaces to breathe in.to let us get everyting sorted out.
I CANT BELIEVE I DREAMT OF HIM LAST NITE!
Looks-does it matters?
pretty gals are more popular den average lookin galz.pretty galz are popular wibb teachers.
average lookin galz hab low morale.dey wanna look lyk th pretty galz.dey urge to be more popular.hope ppl can pay more attention to dem.
smart ppl hab their way of studyin.but dose whu are strugglin in studies hopes dat dey can be lyk th smart ppl.dey felt dat dey are stupid.no talent in any area.
ppl whu plan alot ferr deir future can really succeed in doin so but ppl whu has no idea of deir future hopes dat dey can be lyk dem.
everyting seems to be contradicting to dem.but hab dey ever realised dat all doesnt really impt?one shldnt listen muchhs to others.they shld follow deir heart instead.if dey feel dat goin to poly ish more suitable ferr dem,den go ferr it even if one's frenz told him or her dat its not suitable fer dem.follow eur heart nd it will leads eu to th success.
anyway,th 2 of us went to vivocity!!hehe.not bad.quite big.but den we were unable to watch DEATH NOTE.cuz FULL seating!!in th end we watched th sinkin of japan.too geography type.ahhaa..plates etc.soo chim.but th main actor died in th end.not gd.
iim giving us some spaces to breathe in.to let us get everyting sorted out.
I CANT BELIEVE I DREAMT OF HIM LAST NITE!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
graduated?parting from frenz?
I AM FINALLY GRADUATING FROM DUNEARN SECONDARY SCHOOL.will be missing 4E2.ALL moii fellow classmates,frenz nd MOST imptly,MR KAAN!!grads ceremony was quite ok.with th exception of th class presentation!!!alot of moii photo!!!arghh..shldnt gibb but its ok now.haha.our class de pwt ish th longest.=]]
tym really flies soo fast.nd ii will be miissing 4e2.hopefully 10yrs dwn th road,we will still stay in contact?ii neo its hard but ii really hope soo.anyway,th horoscope ish rite.ii shld put away th past.below ish moii reading ferr th day.=]]
Put away the past and get back to living in the moment. Make plans for the future.
The lure of sweet memories can be irresistible -- but it's also dangerous. Getting caught up in the past is not something you should be doing right now -- there are too many important opportunities fluttering just outside your periphery. Unless you look around and explore your life in the present, you are never going to see them. Put away your old photo albums, pack up your journals and get back to living here, in the moment. Make plans for your future than have nothing to do with your past.
gd luck ferr tml physics practical!
birthday ish a special occasion ferr everyone.dat ishh to celebrate wibb eur love one.the ONE.
I AM FINALLY GRADUATING FROM DUNEARN SECONDARY SCHOOL.will be missing 4E2.ALL moii fellow classmates,frenz nd MOST imptly,MR KAAN!!grads ceremony was quite ok.with th exception of th class presentation!!!alot of moii photo!!!arghh..shldnt gibb but its ok now.haha.our class de pwt ish th longest.=]]
tym really flies soo fast.nd ii will be miissing 4e2.hopefully 10yrs dwn th road,we will still stay in contact?ii neo its hard but ii really hope soo.anyway,th horoscope ish rite.ii shld put away th past.below ish moii reading ferr th day.=]]
Put away the past and get back to living in the moment. Make plans for the future.
The lure of sweet memories can be irresistible -- but it's also dangerous. Getting caught up in the past is not something you should be doing right now -- there are too many important opportunities fluttering just outside your periphery. Unless you look around and explore your life in the present, you are never going to see them. Put away your old photo albums, pack up your journals and get back to living here, in the moment. Make plans for your future than have nothing to do with your past.
gd luck ferr tml physics practical!
birthday ish a special occasion ferr everyone.dat ishh to celebrate wibb eur love one.the ONE.
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
jealousy-essential in life
wad an unlucky day it ish today.ii SLIPPED nd almost FELL down at KAP.omg.somemore 2 ANG MOH saw it and dey were standin in front of miie.facing miie.super embarrassed.one of th guy was giving miie a face lyk 'wads th prob wibb diz gal?cant she balanced herself?or ish she making stunts?' it was super paiseh!!!shall not elaborate more.
went to study td.was supposed to be goin wib peiling,laysee nd tresa.but in th end end up onli miie nd peiling.well.dats fine ferr miie.as long as i can see one of dem,iim fine wib it.quite long nv meet up wib her le.she's changed.haha.still th same.both of us LOVE TO DREAMS lots.we can stare at a ting fer veh long.dat shows how moii frenz actually ish lyk.ahah.alrite.we did study alot.ii finish moii physics paper 2 nd ii used 3hrs to complete it.it seems inefficient but ii manage to score!haa.A maths too.did paper 1 in less than 2hr.yupp.kinda happy.
went ferr tuition after dat.so baichi.dat jin hui make miie again.sot him.haha.nvm.ii shall not ji jiao.yupp.tuition's last day.did not really hab feeling ferr dat class cuz ii dun talk to dem except sui ying.yeah.but nov still goin back ferr free lessons.
jealousy-ii hope it occurs to miie.at least ii neo someone cares ferr miie.but ii didnt feel it.no security.maybe ah ber ish right.wads moii final decision?ii duno.ii cant even make any decision.sucks.wad shld ii do?o level's approachin nd wad hab ii done to moiiself?
nd isit im tinkin too muchs?nope.shall not say anymore.
when eu realised the couples arnd eu are happily togter,all eu feel ish emptiness,beneath eur heart.nd eu hope eu are one of th couples.
wad an unlucky day it ish today.ii SLIPPED nd almost FELL down at KAP.omg.somemore 2 ANG MOH saw it and dey were standin in front of miie.facing miie.super embarrassed.one of th guy was giving miie a face lyk 'wads th prob wibb diz gal?cant she balanced herself?or ish she making stunts?' it was super paiseh!!!shall not elaborate more.
went to study td.was supposed to be goin wib peiling,laysee nd tresa.but in th end end up onli miie nd peiling.well.dats fine ferr miie.as long as i can see one of dem,iim fine wib it.quite long nv meet up wib her le.she's changed.haha.still th same.both of us LOVE TO DREAMS lots.we can stare at a ting fer veh long.dat shows how moii frenz actually ish lyk.ahah.alrite.we did study alot.ii finish moii physics paper 2 nd ii used 3hrs to complete it.it seems inefficient but ii manage to score!haa.A maths too.did paper 1 in less than 2hr.yupp.kinda happy.
went ferr tuition after dat.so baichi.dat jin hui make miie again.sot him.haha.nvm.ii shall not ji jiao.yupp.tuition's last day.did not really hab feeling ferr dat class cuz ii dun talk to dem except sui ying.yeah.but nov still goin back ferr free lessons.
jealousy-ii hope it occurs to miie.at least ii neo someone cares ferr miie.but ii didnt feel it.no security.maybe ah ber ish right.wads moii final decision?ii duno.ii cant even make any decision.sucks.wad shld ii do?o level's approachin nd wad hab ii done to moiiself?
nd isit im tinkin too muchs?nope.shall not say anymore.
when eu realised the couples arnd eu are happily togter,all eu feel ish emptiness,beneath eur heart.nd eu hope eu are one of th couples.
Sunday, October 22, 2006
meeting th person at th WRONG tym
I'm not missing you-Stacie Orrico
diz song dat ii updated suits moii mood now.sent him a testi juz now.hope he acept it.anyway,ii realised dat his birthday's round th corner!freak!wish him birthday in advance too.3rd of nov.a wk ltr ii tink.
thought abt diz ferr sometyms.nd seriously diz isnt goin anywhere nd ii believe waiting wont helps too.all ii nid ish tym.to let miie forget abt him.th process ishh hard but as long as ii can totally erase him,all will be paid off.nd ii believe ii wld not regret in makin dat decision.
ii felt better after tokin to sandra.thx gal.at least she lend miie a listenin ear.haha.nd not forgetting JK.he too.did listen to miie.nd ii wishh him all th best too.
iim trying hard to forget eu.ii dunwanna hurt anyone anymore.im tired.
I'm not missing you-Stacie Orrico
diz song dat ii updated suits moii mood now.sent him a testi juz now.hope he acept it.anyway,ii realised dat his birthday's round th corner!freak!wish him birthday in advance too.3rd of nov.a wk ltr ii tink.
thought abt diz ferr sometyms.nd seriously diz isnt goin anywhere nd ii believe waiting wont helps too.all ii nid ish tym.to let miie forget abt him.th process ishh hard but as long as ii can totally erase him,all will be paid off.nd ii believe ii wld not regret in makin dat decision.
ii felt better after tokin to sandra.thx gal.at least she lend miie a listenin ear.haha.nd not forgetting JK.he too.did listen to miie.nd ii wishh him all th best too.
iim trying hard to forget eu.ii dunwanna hurt anyone anymore.im tired.
Saturday, October 21, 2006
another chance?
ii wld not regret knowing him if ii were to choose again.cuz he has left miie GREAT memories.memories dat ii wld not forget.someting ii wld not want to forget,nd hab th memories all by moiiself.im selfish.yes.ii felt dat im soo selfish.to everyone.especially him.
ii realised iim actually so easy affected by HIM.he made miie hab to rearrange moii thoughts nd feelings.sorting out was tough ferr mie td.nd yet ii didnt touch any books when o lvl ish juz a wk away from miie.a goner fer o level.ii guess.cuz th practical alreli kill miie.im dead.
ii realised dat moii blog song,'ii tink ii' really suits moii mood now.dats wad im goin thru.w/o him.ii once tot ii hab thoroughly forgotten abt him but actually,ii didnt.im juz deceiving moiiself.ii wanted to get back to th life when iim carefree.didnt wan to be bothered by him.
ii nid a listening ear.someone whu can listen to miie.moi heart.moii life.moii problems.im..juz plainly niid someone to care.wanna tok to sandra but ii dun tink its appropiate to tok to her now cuz she's still not in any best condition to tok.ii tink.muz let her rest more.instead of letting her hear it.im sad.
maybe i nid tym.to recuperate moii wound.
sometyms when eu tot eu hab forgotten him,actually eu dun ferr he has alwiz stay in eur heart.juz dat its hidden somewhere,somewhere it will be discovered by miie one day.
ii wld not regret knowing him if ii were to choose again.cuz he has left miie GREAT memories.memories dat ii wld not forget.someting ii wld not want to forget,nd hab th memories all by moiiself.im selfish.yes.ii felt dat im soo selfish.to everyone.especially him.
ii realised iim actually so easy affected by HIM.he made miie hab to rearrange moii thoughts nd feelings.sorting out was tough ferr mie td.nd yet ii didnt touch any books when o lvl ish juz a wk away from miie.a goner fer o level.ii guess.cuz th practical alreli kill miie.im dead.
ii realised dat moii blog song,'ii tink ii' really suits moii mood now.dats wad im goin thru.w/o him.ii once tot ii hab thoroughly forgotten abt him but actually,ii didnt.im juz deceiving moiiself.ii wanted to get back to th life when iim carefree.didnt wan to be bothered by him.
ii nid a listening ear.someone whu can listen to miie.moi heart.moii life.moii problems.im..juz plainly niid someone to care.wanna tok to sandra but ii dun tink its appropiate to tok to her now cuz she's still not in any best condition to tok.ii tink.muz let her rest more.instead of letting her hear it.im sad.
maybe i nid tym.to recuperate moii wound.
sometyms when eu tot eu hab forgotten him,actually eu dun ferr he has alwiz stay in eur heart.juz dat its hidden somewhere,somewhere it will be discovered by miie one day.
its torturing to see eu on streets.flashes of eu nd mie appeared.
juz went back home from causeway.ohya.firstly, happy birthday to sharine! finally sevenTEEN.well.was a boring day alrites.shldnt hab went to sch td.its such a waste of tym nd guess wad?half of th class did not attend lesson td nd guess wad ii did?played hangman wib phui shan,wan ting nd sihui.cuz we were juz too bored.lessons boring.during chinese lesson,we gals went to library to slack.hang man again.sorta trends.haha.popular nowadays.haha.no post exam activity?how ii wishh dere isnt any o lvl.cuz o lvl made moii mood nd temper crazy.yupp.iim crazy.
after sch,we dine in at mac.after dat went to pjc open hse.wib th guidance of our senior,she brought us all arnd pjc nd ii admit,ii was abit over 'high'.juz dunno why.miie kinda weird nowadays.so ii would behave in diz manner.yeahz.ii duno why.pjc was quite alrite,with a variety of ccas.some of th ccas attracted miie such as hockey,ARCHERY(didnt manage to try out cuz it was too late!) and th reporter tingy.taekwado too.hmm.quite interested in diz area of cca.haha.ohya.ii saw someone unexpectedly.guess whu?its changyu!! ii was quite relieved when ii saw dat he still remeber miie.at least we got smile to each other.yupp.kinda contented.not to say dat ii used to hab crush on him but shld say dat ii find him veh cute.
after an unexpected ting happens,dere came another unexpected stuff.
here it goes.after pjc,went home nd bath but was kinda late cuz ii fell aslp when ii reached home cuz ii got headache.wadever.den we 4 cousin went to orchard to watch DEATH NOTE. th show was supposed to start at arnd 8.40pm but guess wad?th tickets were SOLD OUT when we wanted to buy at 7.30! all of us were so upset.den sharine was determined,so she went to ask th psn fer other places.in th end,we ended up at causeway watching DEATH NOTE at 9.30. oh well..when we were goin to heeren,ii saw someone.th actor.duno th name.he's damn thin.haha!wanna kick him from behind.ahah.!he was right in front of miie! ya.
den ii saw HIM.dat HIM simply destroyed moii mood.when ii saw HIM,he did saw miie too nd he got smile at mie.at least he still does remember miie.he was wib his frenz nd dey were simply walkin behind mie nd ii told kelly abt diz.she was shocked when she learnt dat its HIM cuz he really chg alot.became super style.in th sense totally chg a psn but ii still can recognise him though.moii heart skip a beat when ii saw HIM.ii tot ii shldnt wear diz outfit td cuz it simply look fat on miie.arghh!damn it.really veh scared of his impression on miie.after all he has not seen miie ferr almost one yr?ii tink.yupp.he become more shuai.serious.ii dunno why moii heart's liddat.am ii still tinkin of him?yeahz.moii conscience.still am tinkin of him.afterall ii lyk him ferr arnd 1yr.now?ii duno.everyting simply sucks.
anyway,we were veh rushed ferr th movie nd yeahz..didnt regret watchin th movie!thumb up ferr th movie.nice show ppl especially th guy called'L' in th show.his IQ ii tink more den 200++.Xtraordinary wor.ii love him!!!!he's super cute!*thumb up* ferr diz show.ii love it man.rating:****
whahaha.im in love wib dat guy.he sooooo CUTE!!! except dat he applied eyeliner which kinda turn miie off ferr a instance.hehe.reached home almost 1am ii tink.well.th unexpected came twice.tok to JK nd ii told him abt dat HIM.he was kinda nice to miie yeah.ii told him dat DAT HIM ish a FLIRT,a PLAYBOY but ii duno why ii used to lyk him so muchs.maybe dats called true love?ii duno.dats how life shld be rite?he was kind enuff to listen to moii sufferrings.thx boii.ferr everyting.at least eu lend miie eur listening ears.nd im really a bitch ferr miissiin dat HIM.nd wad abt moii bf?ii duno.
dun ask miie.moii mind ish in a mess.nid to sort out moii feelings.ii tink sometyms ii really tink too muchhs but he kp letting miie hab th feelin dat he nd miie drifted veh apart nd strainin th relationship even more.makin miie even more confused.nd ii told JK everyting.actually ii realised ii got alot of tings to tell him.yeahz.really thx alot to JK.w/o him by moii side to listen to miie,ii tink ii really will breakdown.ii niid some space to breathe in.
once again,eur face couldnt get off of moii mind.becuz of eu,moii feelings are in a mixed.im confused.wad shld ii do?ii cant stop tinkin of eu nd moii heart skip a beat when ii saw eu again.th feeling,ish gradually coming back.nd ii duno wad shld ii do.juz a mess ii tink ii shld clear off sometyms.maybe.ii tink.ii still does get th jealousy.nd ii was veh bothered when ii was testing him.after all moii conclusion ish right.he doesnt really care muchs now so why shld ii care now?yeahz.ii tink ii shld continue wib moii life.althou iim now veh emotional.cant be helped.
eur existence,eur sudden appearance in front of miie make miie unable to breathe properly.ii cant take moii eyes off eu.ii wanted to forget eu.but ii still..
'wo yi ran hai zai deng dai,deng dai ni hui ming bai.yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai.' hopefully th feelin ish juz temporary.if not ii will be a REAL BITCH.A SLUT.ii hate moiiself.
juz went back home from causeway.ohya.firstly, happy birthday to sharine! finally sevenTEEN.well.was a boring day alrites.shldnt hab went to sch td.its such a waste of tym nd guess wad?half of th class did not attend lesson td nd guess wad ii did?played hangman wib phui shan,wan ting nd sihui.cuz we were juz too bored.lessons boring.during chinese lesson,we gals went to library to slack.hang man again.sorta trends.haha.popular nowadays.haha.no post exam activity?how ii wishh dere isnt any o lvl.cuz o lvl made moii mood nd temper crazy.yupp.iim crazy.
after sch,we dine in at mac.after dat went to pjc open hse.wib th guidance of our senior,she brought us all arnd pjc nd ii admit,ii was abit over 'high'.juz dunno why.miie kinda weird nowadays.so ii would behave in diz manner.yeahz.ii duno why.pjc was quite alrite,with a variety of ccas.some of th ccas attracted miie such as hockey,ARCHERY(didnt manage to try out cuz it was too late!) and th reporter tingy.taekwado too.hmm.quite interested in diz area of cca.haha.ohya.ii saw someone unexpectedly.guess whu?its changyu!! ii was quite relieved when ii saw dat he still remeber miie.at least we got smile to each other.yupp.kinda contented.not to say dat ii used to hab crush on him but shld say dat ii find him veh cute.
after an unexpected ting happens,dere came another unexpected stuff.
here it goes.after pjc,went home nd bath but was kinda late cuz ii fell aslp when ii reached home cuz ii got headache.wadever.den we 4 cousin went to orchard to watch DEATH NOTE. th show was supposed to start at arnd 8.40pm but guess wad?th tickets were SOLD OUT when we wanted to buy at 7.30! all of us were so upset.den sharine was determined,so she went to ask th psn fer other places.in th end,we ended up at causeway watching DEATH NOTE at 9.30. oh well..when we were goin to heeren,ii saw someone.th actor.duno th name.he's damn thin.haha!wanna kick him from behind.ahah.!he was right in front of miie! ya.
den ii saw HIM.dat HIM simply destroyed moii mood.when ii saw HIM,he did saw miie too nd he got smile at mie.at least he still does remember miie.he was wib his frenz nd dey were simply walkin behind mie nd ii told kelly abt diz.she was shocked when she learnt dat its HIM cuz he really chg alot.became super style.in th sense totally chg a psn but ii still can recognise him though.moii heart skip a beat when ii saw HIM.ii tot ii shldnt wear diz outfit td cuz it simply look fat on miie.arghh!damn it.really veh scared of his impression on miie.after all he has not seen miie ferr almost one yr?ii tink.yupp.he become more shuai.serious.ii dunno why moii heart's liddat.am ii still tinkin of him?yeahz.moii conscience.still am tinkin of him.afterall ii lyk him ferr arnd 1yr.now?ii duno.everyting simply sucks.
anyway,we were veh rushed ferr th movie nd yeahz..didnt regret watchin th movie!thumb up ferr th movie.nice show ppl especially th guy called'L' in th show.his IQ ii tink more den 200++.Xtraordinary wor.ii love him!!!!he's super cute!*thumb up* ferr diz show.ii love it man.rating:****
whahaha.im in love wib dat guy.he sooooo CUTE!!! except dat he applied eyeliner which kinda turn miie off ferr a instance.hehe.reached home almost 1am ii tink.well.th unexpected came twice.tok to JK nd ii told him abt dat HIM.he was kinda nice to miie yeah.ii told him dat DAT HIM ish a FLIRT,a PLAYBOY but ii duno why ii used to lyk him so muchs.maybe dats called true love?ii duno.dats how life shld be rite?he was kind enuff to listen to moii sufferrings.thx boii.ferr everyting.at least eu lend miie eur listening ears.nd im really a bitch ferr miissiin dat HIM.nd wad abt moii bf?ii duno.
dun ask miie.moii mind ish in a mess.nid to sort out moii feelings.ii tink sometyms ii really tink too muchhs but he kp letting miie hab th feelin dat he nd miie drifted veh apart nd strainin th relationship even more.makin miie even more confused.nd ii told JK everyting.actually ii realised ii got alot of tings to tell him.yeahz.really thx alot to JK.w/o him by moii side to listen to miie,ii tink ii really will breakdown.ii niid some space to breathe in.
once again,eur face couldnt get off of moii mind.becuz of eu,moii feelings are in a mixed.im confused.wad shld ii do?ii cant stop tinkin of eu nd moii heart skip a beat when ii saw eu again.th feeling,ish gradually coming back.nd ii duno wad shld ii do.juz a mess ii tink ii shld clear off sometyms.maybe.ii tink.ii still does get th jealousy.nd ii was veh bothered when ii was testing him.after all moii conclusion ish right.he doesnt really care muchs now so why shld ii care now?yeahz.ii tink ii shld continue wib moii life.althou iim now veh emotional.cant be helped.
eur existence,eur sudden appearance in front of miie make miie unable to breathe properly.ii cant take moii eyes off eu.ii wanted to forget eu.but ii still..
'wo yi ran hai zai deng dai,deng dai ni hui ming bai.yi ke jian qiang de xin zai deng ni hui lai.' hopefully th feelin ish juz temporary.if not ii will be a REAL BITCH.A SLUT.ii hate moiiself.
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
the truth is out
sometyms ii wonder why life can be so dramatic?it reli look as if ii am th audience viewin some fantastic show.nd ya,hurts fill th air.tings lyk trusting,betraying all dose sensitive words to miie came out of nowhere.dat really makes miie tink veh HARD whu to trust nd to see whu ish moii true frenz.at th same tym,ii learnt how to differentiate tings nd sort dem out clearer.
when ii first found out dat th suspect ish her,which ish th culprit now, ii cldnt believe moii own eyes.seriously ii did not believe at all. ii tot moii eyes were playin tricks on miie so ii tot maybe ii shall observe a few more tyms b4 makin any decision.nd ya,initially ii was really shocked dat th evidence pointing towards eu nd ii almost breakdown upon seeing th truth.but not much people believe miie at dat tym,cuz no one wld expect dat wld be eu.so do ii.nd ii tot,by askin eu will make tings clearer.but eu chose not to admit wad eu hab done.we all neo dat eu wld admit to wadever eu hab done, nd eu neo,its hard to believe dats eu.when ii first saw eur msg,ii was kinda shocked to see dat.eu chose to admit later.ii neo eu niid to pluck up alot of courage to admit it to us.nd its HARD on eu.ii was glad,dat in th end,eu chose to admit.thx ferr dat.
but seriously,ii niid tym to accept diz.nd ii tink everyone nids tym to accept too.all along,ii treated eu as a frenz whom ii can trust,tok abt gals stuffs.rmb dat tym sandra nd wenjia didnt came to sch nd we accompany each other at NP?rmb how vain we were nd keep goin to th toilet?rmb dat pink color guy?th days wib eu den were fantastic nd ii wld alwiz keep dem in moii heart.never be forgotten.but now,it may be hard to return to wadd we hab used to be.nd iim really sry.ii nid tym.tym will prove everyting.ii guess.
after diz ting,ii hab realised alot of tings.frenz.be it good or bad,it doesnt really matters to miie anymore.so long ii hab someone whu neos miie,understan miie,can tolerate miie,nd vice versa.when ii do not hab to say aloud,she will be able to understan how ii feel.nd it doesnt matter if ii onli hab dat only one frenz cuz ii neo, at least she's trueful to miie,being understandin ish th main key point in assets of life.nd yes,iim veh grateful nd glad dat ii found a great fren lyk sandra nd ting.nd sandra ish really th ONE whu understand miie more den anyone does.thx alot.ferr helpin miie in many ways.nd tolerating moii stubbornness.frenz forever.rmb our date?2011.11.11.=]
wadd lies beneath th truth?its human true color.let tym heal th wound.tym will prove everyting.
sometyms ii wonder why life can be so dramatic?it reli look as if ii am th audience viewin some fantastic show.nd ya,hurts fill th air.tings lyk trusting,betraying all dose sensitive words to miie came out of nowhere.dat really makes miie tink veh HARD whu to trust nd to see whu ish moii true frenz.at th same tym,ii learnt how to differentiate tings nd sort dem out clearer.
when ii first found out dat th suspect ish her,which ish th culprit now, ii cldnt believe moii own eyes.seriously ii did not believe at all. ii tot moii eyes were playin tricks on miie so ii tot maybe ii shall observe a few more tyms b4 makin any decision.nd ya,initially ii was really shocked dat th evidence pointing towards eu nd ii almost breakdown upon seeing th truth.but not much people believe miie at dat tym,cuz no one wld expect dat wld be eu.so do ii.nd ii tot,by askin eu will make tings clearer.but eu chose not to admit wad eu hab done.we all neo dat eu wld admit to wadever eu hab done, nd eu neo,its hard to believe dats eu.when ii first saw eur msg,ii was kinda shocked to see dat.eu chose to admit later.ii neo eu niid to pluck up alot of courage to admit it to us.nd its HARD on eu.ii was glad,dat in th end,eu chose to admit.thx ferr dat.
but seriously,ii niid tym to accept diz.nd ii tink everyone nids tym to accept too.all along,ii treated eu as a frenz whom ii can trust,tok abt gals stuffs.rmb dat tym sandra nd wenjia didnt came to sch nd we accompany each other at NP?rmb how vain we were nd keep goin to th toilet?rmb dat pink color guy?th days wib eu den were fantastic nd ii wld alwiz keep dem in moii heart.never be forgotten.but now,it may be hard to return to wadd we hab used to be.nd iim really sry.ii nid tym.tym will prove everyting.ii guess.
after diz ting,ii hab realised alot of tings.frenz.be it good or bad,it doesnt really matters to miie anymore.so long ii hab someone whu neos miie,understan miie,can tolerate miie,nd vice versa.when ii do not hab to say aloud,she will be able to understan how ii feel.nd it doesnt matter if ii onli hab dat only one frenz cuz ii neo, at least she's trueful to miie,being understandin ish th main key point in assets of life.nd yes,iim veh grateful nd glad dat ii found a great fren lyk sandra nd ting.nd sandra ish really th ONE whu understand miie more den anyone does.thx alot.ferr helpin miie in many ways.nd tolerating moii stubbornness.frenz forever.rmb our date?2011.11.11.=]
wadd lies beneath th truth?its human true color.let tym heal th wound.tym will prove everyting.
Monday, October 16, 2006
life ish in a mess
So eu finally reveal eurself once again?dats gd.
thx ferr all th comments.c'mon.fuck mie.ii wld love to.
yeahz.im a B.I.T.C.H. say wadever eu lyk.dats miie.im not defeated
by eu.eu light up moii life once again cuz ii was not disappointed as
ii finally saw eur tag.=]] nice job yeahz?keep up th gd job.continue to
tagg somemore.but eur language still didnt improve yeah?wadd a pity.
=))
ii tink ii goin to practice isolation too.why?after diz,iim not goin
to interfere wadeva tings dats happening cuz iim too tired.
ii realised frenz aint dat GREAT after all.shall not say muchhs
if not diz will make ppl feel dat im pinpointing someone but tink
b4 eu say.whu dun pinpoint?trust.T-R-U-S-T. how eu define dat
word?ii dunno.moii life ish in a mess.ii do not wan to tink muchhs
anymore cuz after diz,another outbreak of war again?perhaps.
nd iim not goin to interfere muchhs so be prepared dat ii will be
giving cold shoulder to eu all.nahz.th more low profile ii am,
th happier ppl will be ehz?ii dunno.
dere's alot of tings in moii mind rite now.alot till bursting soon.
nd iim seriously gonna breakdown after learnin abt th fact.
whu will ever care?no one.nd why?ii chose not to tell anyone cuz
dey wont understan.all dey do ish'dun wry la' 'everyting's fine' etc.
will it helps miie?NO.juz forget wad ii say.SUCKs.
its alwiz better to be alone.althou ii hate being lonely.
ii sucks.moii attitude sucks.until all dunwan miie.
a lost soul doesnt niid any sympathy.
So eu finally reveal eurself once again?dats gd.
thx ferr all th comments.c'mon.fuck mie.ii wld love to.
yeahz.im a B.I.T.C.H. say wadever eu lyk.dats miie.im not defeated
by eu.eu light up moii life once again cuz ii was not disappointed as
ii finally saw eur tag.=]] nice job yeahz?keep up th gd job.continue to
tagg somemore.but eur language still didnt improve yeah?wadd a pity.
=))
ii tink ii goin to practice isolation too.why?after diz,iim not goin
to interfere wadeva tings dats happening cuz iim too tired.
ii realised frenz aint dat GREAT after all.shall not say muchhs
if not diz will make ppl feel dat im pinpointing someone but tink
b4 eu say.whu dun pinpoint?trust.T-R-U-S-T. how eu define dat
word?ii dunno.moii life ish in a mess.ii do not wan to tink muchhs
anymore cuz after diz,another outbreak of war again?perhaps.
nd iim not goin to interfere muchhs so be prepared dat ii will be
giving cold shoulder to eu all.nahz.th more low profile ii am,
th happier ppl will be ehz?ii dunno.
dere's alot of tings in moii mind rite now.alot till bursting soon.
nd iim seriously gonna breakdown after learnin abt th fact.
whu will ever care?no one.nd why?ii chose not to tell anyone cuz
dey wont understan.all dey do ish'dun wry la' 'everyting's fine' etc.
will it helps miie?NO.juz forget wad ii say.SUCKs.
its alwiz better to be alone.althou ii hate being lonely.
ii sucks.moii attitude sucks.until all dunwan miie.
a lost soul doesnt niid any sympathy.
wow.ii was so disappointed wibb diz person.diz annoymous whu came to scold sandra.or shld ii say its us.?wadeva.ii tot td dat person mite tag sth to retaliate but dat person didnt.are eu being a coward?didnt dare to cum nd tag cuz everyone outwit eu?how pathetic can dat be?since eu are th one whu started th trouble,eu shld den RESOLVE it.by revealing eur identity huh.if ii ever neo whu eu are,ii will be laughin off moii head cuz ii cant belive ii hab such a frenz exist arnd miie.nd its so dangerous.well.when i online ltr on,ii hope ii wont be disappointed again.=P
anyway,two wks of study break gone.left td which ish th last day of sch.nd ii felt dat ii hab did nothing at all.th revisions are getting nowhere.juz when ii tot everyting seems to get into moii head,it doesnt at all.im juz deceiving moiiself.isnt it?cuz based on moi wonderful prelim result,it proves one ting.moii revision has
gone down th drain.iim getting no where.2 more wks nd o level will start.giving up soon.ii gets so fed up wibb studies sometyms.no motivation to make miie study.when ii wanted to touch on moii books,ii will juz dozed off cuz ii saw th nice bed awaiting ferr miie.ha!
got alot of tings niided to brush up.physics ishh a muz muz finish subject by tml.after all ii hab spent too much tym on it.not forgetting th fact dat ii hab to finish th TYS,ii do not hab muchhs tym left! whu to blame?myself.ferr not makin use of th tym to study but instead,kp online nd blog etc.all's miie.can someone juz slap miie on th face?to wake miie up! ii do not hab th sense of urgency!!arghh!! im goin crazy. this thur ish practical ferr chem bio.hopefully everyting goes well.th onli ting im afraid ish dat ii DO NOT follow th instruction.either ii cock eyes or ii see wrong tings.god,pls bless miie.let moii eyes see clearly.dun play tricks on miie.diz ish PRACTICAL fer O LEVEL. help miie!!!arghh.
anyyway,wish everyone out dere.gd luck ferr o level.finally,iim leaving dunearn.will miiss all th happy moments at dere.jiayou!
ii told moiiself not to tink so much but moii heart juz could not listen to miie.wad shld ii do?
anyway,two wks of study break gone.left td which ish th last day of sch.nd ii felt dat ii hab did nothing at all.th revisions are getting nowhere.juz when ii tot everyting seems to get into moii head,it doesnt at all.im juz deceiving moiiself.isnt it?cuz based on moi wonderful prelim result,it proves one ting.moii revision has
gone down th drain.iim getting no where.2 more wks nd o level will start.giving up soon.ii gets so fed up wibb studies sometyms.no motivation to make miie study.when ii wanted to touch on moii books,ii will juz dozed off cuz ii saw th nice bed awaiting ferr miie.ha!
got alot of tings niided to brush up.physics ishh a muz muz finish subject by tml.after all ii hab spent too much tym on it.not forgetting th fact dat ii hab to finish th TYS,ii do not hab muchhs tym left! whu to blame?myself.ferr not makin use of th tym to study but instead,kp online nd blog etc.all's miie.can someone juz slap miie on th face?to wake miie up! ii do not hab th sense of urgency!!arghh!! im goin crazy. this thur ish practical ferr chem bio.hopefully everyting goes well.th onli ting im afraid ish dat ii DO NOT follow th instruction.either ii cock eyes or ii see wrong tings.god,pls bless miie.let moii eyes see clearly.dun play tricks on miie.diz ish PRACTICAL fer O LEVEL. help miie!!!arghh.
anyyway,wish everyone out dere.gd luck ferr o level.finally,iim leaving dunearn.will miiss all th happy moments at dere.jiayou!
ii told moiiself not to tink so much but moii heart juz could not listen to miie.wad shld ii do?
Sunday, October 15, 2006
my life ish lyk a movie
sometyms when ii thought life wld be easier,peaceful,nd wonderful..many tings happen too sudden,nd too fast.fast until ii couldnt breathe.whenever ii saw all those silly comments made by those boliao ppl, ii get turn off by dem.but on th other hand,iim glad dat dey came to moii blog to spice up everyting.thx man.ii love it.ii juz love having eu here spamming moii blog.feel free to do so huh.after all ii dun care whatever eu are goin to say.to miie,dey are juz loads of crapz.
mission impossible's coming moii way.ii awaits ferr th latest news.so everyone muz sit back nd enjoy th show alrite?well.frm wadd ii can see,th psn really am scared of miie?dat psn didnt post much cuz of her limited vocab??haha.maybe ii did FRIGHTEN her off?kinda turn off by miie?yippee! c'mon.dun tell miie eu scared of miie?am ii dat powerful dude?hehe.^^ happy.
ii will wait.everyday ferr eu.shall play along wibb eu nd i really hope eu can reveal eur ass identity, eu coward! whaha.=p love th way heaven has arranged ferr miie.thx.iim glad ii hab such a frenz exist nd ii do feel pity ferr diz psn.whaha.love it man.diz ish getting interesting.
ii felt lost without eu by moii side.
sometyms when ii thought life wld be easier,peaceful,nd wonderful..many tings happen too sudden,nd too fast.fast until ii couldnt breathe.whenever ii saw all those silly comments made by those boliao ppl, ii get turn off by dem.but on th other hand,iim glad dat dey came to moii blog to spice up everyting.thx man.ii love it.ii juz love having eu here spamming moii blog.feel free to do so huh.after all ii dun care whatever eu are goin to say.to miie,dey are juz loads of crapz.
mission impossible's coming moii way.ii awaits ferr th latest news.so everyone muz sit back nd enjoy th show alrite?well.frm wadd ii can see,th psn really am scared of miie?dat psn didnt post much cuz of her limited vocab??haha.maybe ii did FRIGHTEN her off?kinda turn off by miie?yippee! c'mon.dun tell miie eu scared of miie?am ii dat powerful dude?hehe.^^ happy.
ii will wait.everyday ferr eu.shall play along wibb eu nd i really hope eu can reveal eur ass identity, eu coward! whaha.=p love th way heaven has arranged ferr miie.thx.iim glad ii hab such a frenz exist nd ii do feel pity ferr diz psn.whaha.love it man.diz ish getting interesting.
ii felt lost without eu by moii side.
Friday, October 13, 2006
oh well,ii simply love diz person here.she's someone whu has light up moii life whenever ii sees her in th tagboard but gal,as wadd ii hab said earlier on,eu really are a lousy writer.let alone a story teller.eu neo why?all eu can say ish 'fucking hu li jing' or 'fucking bitch' yeah?dont eu get bored when eu sees dat?ii thought eu are a boring person.but well, ii still love eu thou.seriously ii will hug eu when ii find out WHO eu are.suffocate eu nd strangle eu.
althou moii languages are not dat good,but it seems dat eu are even worst off den miie.do eu niid miie to teach eu more vocabulary?cuz ii realised eu hab limited vocab other den being a lousy writer.seriously eur story lack of exciting details.eu neo ppl will get bored of eu easily?so pls brush up eur vocab b4 approaching us alrite?not dat i despised eu,but its true.anyway,ii neo eu hab run out of words nd ii neo eu cant outwit miie so eu juz flood moii tagboard rite?=] ii welcome eu to do so cuz diz reveals th ugliness in eu.nd ii love to see how a person can turn frm pretty to ugly.
yeahz.eu actually can be a director too.create such a big trouble dat no one seems to care a heck abt eu eh?but ya,as wad i said earlier on,eu are another lousy director.ii dun see any prob wibb miie nd san.its YOU.wads wrong wibb eu?ii duno why eu love to fuck bitches nd hu li jing?maybe eu are juz one of th AIDS carriers.
whaz.ii didnt neo dat eu can actually be so free to go to our threesome's blog.eu are really a free person rite?den might as well brush up eur language b4 coming here wor cuz eu will be criticised way down.nd yeahz.even moii frenz blog eu oso wanna spam?how childish can eu be huh?pls grow up!!
by th way,eu simply dun use eur brain when eu tok.eu juz tok ferr th sake of talking ya?talking abt eur identity,eu scared of us findin eu ehz?dats th main reason?diz make a REAL coward in eu huh.oh no!how on earth do ii hab such a 'frenz' here?its definitely moii HONOUR to hab eu as frenz.but den,ii pity eur parents.if dey ever sees how eu treat others,dey might juz faint rite in front of eu.terribly disappointed in eu ehz.sinful!
well..many ppl are simply opposin eu nd ii guess eu are really not welcomed here.ii feel so sad ferr eu wor.regarding dat eu said eu hate miei or san,it doesnt matter after all.not everyone ish perfect kk.dun lyk miie?juz go away.ii dun care a heck of whu hate miie or whu hate moii frenz.dey juz loaf of crapz cuz ii am moiiself.no one can affect miie.not even eu althou iim posting diz nd retailiating to eu.if eu wan,juz go ahead wib wadever nonsense eu wan.if eu wanna make ppl hate miie more,let it be den.ii can live happily without eu acquantance.not as if ii care ii wld lose eu nd eur company.puke.
althou moii languages are not dat good,but it seems dat eu are even worst off den miie.do eu niid miie to teach eu more vocabulary?cuz ii realised eu hab limited vocab other den being a lousy writer.seriously eur story lack of exciting details.eu neo ppl will get bored of eu easily?so pls brush up eur vocab b4 approaching us alrite?not dat i despised eu,but its true.anyway,ii neo eu hab run out of words nd ii neo eu cant outwit miie so eu juz flood moii tagboard rite?=] ii welcome eu to do so cuz diz reveals th ugliness in eu.nd ii love to see how a person can turn frm pretty to ugly.
yeahz.eu actually can be a director too.create such a big trouble dat no one seems to care a heck abt eu eh?but ya,as wad i said earlier on,eu are another lousy director.ii dun see any prob wibb miie nd san.its YOU.wads wrong wibb eu?ii duno why eu love to fuck bitches nd hu li jing?maybe eu are juz one of th AIDS carriers.
whaz.ii didnt neo dat eu can actually be so free to go to our threesome's blog.eu are really a free person rite?den might as well brush up eur language b4 coming here wor cuz eu will be criticised way down.nd yeahz.even moii frenz blog eu oso wanna spam?how childish can eu be huh?pls grow up!!
by th way,eu simply dun use eur brain when eu tok.eu juz tok ferr th sake of talking ya?talking abt eur identity,eu scared of us findin eu ehz?dats th main reason?diz make a REAL coward in eu huh.oh no!how on earth do ii hab such a 'frenz' here?its definitely moii HONOUR to hab eu as frenz.but den,ii pity eur parents.if dey ever sees how eu treat others,dey might juz faint rite in front of eu.terribly disappointed in eu ehz.sinful!
well..many ppl are simply opposin eu nd ii guess eu are really not welcomed here.ii feel so sad ferr eu wor.regarding dat eu said eu hate miei or san,it doesnt matter after all.not everyone ish perfect kk.dun lyk miie?juz go away.ii dun care a heck of whu hate miie or whu hate moii frenz.dey juz loaf of crapz cuz ii am moiiself.no one can affect miie.not even eu althou iim posting diz nd retailiating to eu.if eu wan,juz go ahead wib wadever nonsense eu wan.if eu wanna make ppl hate miie more,let it be den.ii can live happily without eu acquantance.not as if ii care ii wld lose eu nd eur company.puke.
things are simply getting more nd more interesting huh!and im so looking forward to wad will happen next huh.some clowns are goin to make a fool of themselves.ii feel so sympathy ferr dem.juz dunno why.
dey simply wan us ppl to pay extra attention to dem by doin all those so brainy stuffs.thx ferr telling miie th brainy stuffs ar.ii learned ALOT from eu all wor.wadd are eur brainy teeeny stuffs?trying to divert all our attention to eu teeny weeny?omg.den eu are reli bhb huh.but its ok.ii lyk eur type.so CUTE wor.nice job huh! i simply welcome eu to tag moii blog.say wadever FANTASTIC story eu wan.ii love to hear stories.but eur story seems too old fashion.nd boring ar?lousy.
and mind eu,pls at least think b4 eu do something.say miie bitch or wadsoever?ohz pls.eu are actually a BITCH.cuz eu said ppl.arent eu one too?humans are weird.dey are actually shooting themselves when scoldin ppl.how weird can these ppl be?its wonderful to hab such ppl exist arnd miie nd ii felt so honour,so blessed by it.dats th best part in moii entire life.--to be able to play arnd wib eu.nd see whu will be th weakest link!ahaha.definitely not miie.
eh eu,god gib eu a beautiful name or shld ii say eur parents gib eu name nd instead of respecting eur name,eu wrote someting too logical until ii tink eur mum will be too touched by eu when she sees diz.how she has brought up her precious since young.why dun eu put down eur name?put it BIG BIG.if not eu are reli a coward.omg.ii duno how to describe eu.ya.maybe as wad wenjia tag,retard.=p
oh man.ii love eu so muchs.eu spice up moii calm nd peaceful life.thx so muchs.ii will enjoy th days wibb eu.no word COULD describe how GRATEFUL ii am to eu.(puke)
ｪｽｪﾅｪｫ｢ｩmﾈ｢ｪ{ﾉｽｿｪ｣ﾄYﾁｽﾆｴｶｪAｪﾜｾｾ｢ｽｭﾄAﾈｽ､ｵﾄ｢ﾜｷ
dey simply wan us ppl to pay extra attention to dem by doin all those so brainy stuffs.thx ferr telling miie th brainy stuffs ar.ii learned ALOT from eu all wor.wadd are eur brainy teeeny stuffs?trying to divert all our attention to eu teeny weeny?omg.den eu are reli bhb huh.but its ok.ii lyk eur type.so CUTE wor.nice job huh! i simply welcome eu to tag moii blog.say wadever FANTASTIC story eu wan.ii love to hear stories.but eur story seems too old fashion.nd boring ar?lousy.
and mind eu,pls at least think b4 eu do something.say miie bitch or wadsoever?ohz pls.eu are actually a BITCH.cuz eu said ppl.arent eu one too?humans are weird.dey are actually shooting themselves when scoldin ppl.how weird can these ppl be?its wonderful to hab such ppl exist arnd miie nd ii felt so honour,so blessed by it.dats th best part in moii entire life.--to be able to play arnd wib eu.nd see whu will be th weakest link!ahaha.definitely not miie.
eh eu,god gib eu a beautiful name or shld ii say eur parents gib eu name nd instead of respecting eur name,eu wrote someting too logical until ii tink eur mum will be too touched by eu when she sees diz.how she has brought up her precious since young.why dun eu put down eur name?put it BIG BIG.if not eu are reli a coward.omg.ii duno how to describe eu.ya.maybe as wad wenjia tag,retard.=p
oh man.ii love eu so muchs.eu spice up moii calm nd peaceful life.thx so muchs.ii will enjoy th days wibb eu.no word COULD describe how GRATEFUL ii am to eu.(puke)
ｪｽｪﾅｪｫ｢ｩmﾈ｢ｪ{ﾉｽｿｪ｣ﾄYﾁｽﾆｴｶｪAｪﾜｾｾ｢ｽｭﾄAﾈｽ､ｵﾄ｢ﾜｷ
Thursday, October 12, 2006
iim juz super pissed off.ii mean why should all this stupid nonsense coming after miie nd sandra?wan ting nd 2 of us are alreli a big prob.HEADACHE.nd whu th hell ish diz psn?can eu juz say whu are eu?humji la.tryin to act act oni.
iim goin to find out whu th psn ish.ii will make him/her suffer.wad has san done to make eu do dat?got nothing to do isit?so baichi.juz boliao ppeps.
ii tot th 'appeasement' wld be successful.but end up,nothin in vain.a failure.cuz she got stomache pain.ok.juz let diz rest but surely dere's sth wrg nd let miie tell eu diz,if we cant handle diz properly,den wad happen?maybe fall out wib each other.den nxt tym dun regret ok.not tryin to be mean here but dats wad ii wanna say.its such an ass when ii wanna make peace or wadsoever.suan le.frenship...FUCKING FRAGILE.cant even go thru a test.
postdam conference-->yalta conference-->tension.-->???ww3?
iim goin to find out whu th psn ish.ii will make him/her suffer.wad has san done to make eu do dat?got nothing to do isit?so baichi.juz boliao ppeps.
ii tot th 'appeasement' wld be successful.but end up,nothin in vain.a failure.cuz she got stomache pain.ok.juz let diz rest but surely dere's sth wrg nd let miie tell eu diz,if we cant handle diz properly,den wad happen?maybe fall out wib each other.den nxt tym dun regret ok.not tryin to be mean here but dats wad ii wanna say.its such an ass when ii wanna make peace or wadsoever.suan le.frenship...FUCKING FRAGILE.cant even go thru a test.
postdam conference-->yalta conference-->tension.-->???ww3?
Monday, October 09, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING!! sweet 16 le gal..
delayed of prezzie.hope eu dun miind.anyway,alot of things happened in diz few days..
and iim not in any gd mood yeahz?nd ya..as wadd laogong
tell miie,ii shld not be carried away by dese unimportant matters.dere are many other tings occupied in moii mind.
yeahz.STUDY 1st!
ok.diz post will be short nd sweet.^^
delayed of prezzie.hope eu dun miind.anyway,alot of things happened in diz few days..
and iim not in any gd mood yeahz?nd ya..as wadd laogong
tell miie,ii shld not be carried away by dese unimportant matters.dere are many other tings occupied in moii mind.
yeahz.STUDY 1st!
ok.diz post will be short nd sweet.^^
iim suchs a pigg.woke up td at arnd 1pm
nd wash up all dose.eat.den arnd 2plus suddenly feel
tired so ii went back to slp until..
almost 7pm!!omg..haha.im a REAL SLEEPER siia.
diz ishh to bu hui wo de shui mian fer th past few days.
tml goin to schh again.ferr mr ng's lesson.maybe reaching sch
earlie.haha.to study 1st.ii tink.
tryin to concentrate on moii studies rite now.
and ii hope moii effort wld be paid off when ii get back moii
result nxt yr.yeeahz.muz do well wib out regrets.
th bitchy miie gonna approached soon.haha.
ferr some particular reason..
hopefully th plan succeed huh!
anyway,to M..
ii reli cant meet eu.yeahz.cuz of o level's
approaching.perhaps nxt tym.
muz be faithful to eur stead ok?
haha..dun 2 tym ppl worr.
anw,ii dunwan th strain RS.
ii hate diz.everytym its happenin to miie.in every RS,
will drift.haiz.ii juz dunlyk diz happenin to miie.
one tym hot.th other tym cold.arghh.
been tokin to jk diz few days.
haha.tok cok guy.yeahz.now ii feel dat he's in ownself.
he doesnt look or sound lyk anyone.yeahz.FINALLY.
AM NOW SUPER ANGRY.can use eur brain?when did ii
spread th company?wo zhen de gao bu dong..
seriously,eu didnt offend miie so why shld ii?
well..ii didnt wan to tagg eu de but when ii saw th frenz
so kpo,den ii decide to tag altou ii neo its wrg to interfere but
i juz wan to let her get th right msg.be clear of wad
eu are doin.nd not realised it when its too late
nd regret after dat.
wo lan de li ni le
nd wash up all dose.eat.den arnd 2plus suddenly feel
tired so ii went back to slp until..
almost 7pm!!omg..haha.im a REAL SLEEPER siia.
diz ishh to bu hui wo de shui mian fer th past few days.
tml goin to schh again.ferr mr ng's lesson.maybe reaching sch
earlie.haha.to study 1st.ii tink.
tryin to concentrate on moii studies rite now.
and ii hope moii effort wld be paid off when ii get back moii
result nxt yr.yeeahz.muz do well wib out regrets.
th bitchy miie gonna approached soon.haha.
ferr some particular reason..
hopefully th plan succeed huh!
anyway,to M..
ii reli cant meet eu.yeahz.cuz of o level's
approaching.perhaps nxt tym.
muz be faithful to eur stead ok?
haha..dun 2 tym ppl worr.
anw,ii dunwan th strain RS.
ii hate diz.everytym its happenin to miie.in every RS,
will drift.haiz.ii juz dunlyk diz happenin to miie.
one tym hot.th other tym cold.arghh.
been tokin to jk diz few days.
haha.tok cok guy.yeahz.now ii feel dat he's in ownself.
he doesnt look or sound lyk anyone.yeahz.FINALLY.
AM NOW SUPER ANGRY.can use eur brain?when did ii
spread th company?wo zhen de gao bu dong..
seriously,eu didnt offend miie so why shld ii?
well..ii didnt wan to tagg eu de but when ii saw th frenz
so kpo,den ii decide to tag altou ii neo its wrg to interfere but
i juz wan to let her get th right msg.be clear of wad
eu are doin.nd not realised it when its too late
nd regret after dat.
wo lan de li ni le
Sunday, October 08, 2006
iim back!from study!!hehe.
went to sandra's hse diz morning to rebond moii hair.
she did it ferr miie!im her 1st guinea pigg..haha..
overall th effect quite gd.lyk reli got rebond.
took quite a long tym to rebond moii hair.
due to moii long long hair.1st tym realised dat moii hair's long!
hehe~anyway,arnd 5plus we went to kap to study cuz
ii long tym nv see th guys dere.wanna pay a visit.
when we reached dere, ii saw delphine nd huishan!
kinda shocked cuz o level's approaching yet dey are still
wrking!!omg..aint dey hardworking?not lyk miie.
becum suchh a lazy bum=p
yeahz.saw kelvin wibb his bunch of frenz studying too.
kinda shocked to see siqi nd sok theng dere cuz
they are of no link.cant link dem up.ahaha.
yupps.kinda shocked to see dem.
ohya.th haze here was so fuckin idiot high.
when we were abt to go home,ii tot it was raiining..
but actually it was th haze!!omg.its damn misty.
cool but can kill ppl.yeahz.ii dunwan tio lung cancer yet.
ozone layer will be getting bigger nd bigger.
ppl,pls conserve th environment if not earth ishh goin to be destroyed!
well..moii hair now abit curl up le.sad.
anw,thx sandra ferr helpin miie!!reli am grateful nd appreciate
all eur effort!!=]
yeahz..ii goin on moii planz.wheter th outcome ishh gd
or bad,ii not gonna care cuz ii juz wanna make dat psn
suffer lyk mad.yeahz.to prove to him dat he's wrong to
habb trifle wibb sharine.goin to make him pay a price ferr
everyting.ii tink ii will be quite bitch when dealing wibb him.
bopian cuz ii wanna make him suffer.help shar take revenge.
useless jerk.ii make sure he will fall into moii trap..nd haha.
he's in moi hand!!!but muz wait until he online.den start th
plan!!haha.cuz i wana prove to shar dat he's a bad guy.
he doesnt worth waiting nd wanna her to gib up.yeahz.
ferr her own gd.ii will help her.emo support ferr eu!!
amazingly th aunties still rmb mie at kap!!ssoo happy!!
went to sandra's hse diz morning to rebond moii hair.
she did it ferr miie!im her 1st guinea pigg..haha..
overall th effect quite gd.lyk reli got rebond.
took quite a long tym to rebond moii hair.
due to moii long long hair.1st tym realised dat moii hair's long!
hehe~anyway,arnd 5plus we went to kap to study cuz
ii long tym nv see th guys dere.wanna pay a visit.
when we reached dere, ii saw delphine nd huishan!
kinda shocked cuz o level's approaching yet dey are still
wrking!!omg..aint dey hardworking?not lyk miie.
becum suchh a lazy bum=p
yeahz.saw kelvin wibb his bunch of frenz studying too.
kinda shocked to see siqi nd sok theng dere cuz
they are of no link.cant link dem up.ahaha.
yupps.kinda shocked to see dem.
ohya.th haze here was so fuckin idiot high.
when we were abt to go home,ii tot it was raiining..
but actually it was th haze!!omg.its damn misty.
cool but can kill ppl.yeahz.ii dunwan tio lung cancer yet.
ozone layer will be getting bigger nd bigger.
ppl,pls conserve th environment if not earth ishh goin to be destroyed!
well..moii hair now abit curl up le.sad.
anw,thx sandra ferr helpin miie!!reli am grateful nd appreciate
all eur effort!!=]
yeahz..ii goin on moii planz.wheter th outcome ishh gd
or bad,ii not gonna care cuz ii juz wanna make dat psn
suffer lyk mad.yeahz.to prove to him dat he's wrong to
habb trifle wibb sharine.goin to make him pay a price ferr
everyting.ii tink ii will be quite bitch when dealing wibb him.
bopian cuz ii wanna make him suffer.help shar take revenge.
useless jerk.ii make sure he will fall into moii trap..nd haha.
he's in moi hand!!!but muz wait until he online.den start th
plan!!haha.cuz i wana prove to shar dat he's a bad guy.
he doesnt worth waiting nd wanna her to gib up.yeahz.
ferr her own gd.ii will help her.emo support ferr eu!!
amazingly th aunties still rmb mie at kap!!ssoo happy!!
Saturday, October 07, 2006
chg moii blogskin!!cuz ii realised dat sandra 's sis has
th same blogskin as miie!so decide to chg.=]
hopefully eu all lyk diz skin huh!
anyway,td ishh lantern festival.didnt go anywhere.
sobz.kelian rite?actually ii took a nap.ii didnt neo dat ii
hab slpt ferr arnd 7hrs!damn long..when ii woke up juz now,
its alreli midnite.so decide to chg blogskin as ii cldnt go back
to slp.let miie start th day.
went to lot1 to meet jk ferr breakfast.was supposed to meet
at arnd 7am de but ii was LATE!ferr arnd 25mins.
cant blame miie cuz there's traffic jam!mac was quite empty
when ii reached dere.yupps.initially ii tot we wont tok,but
ii nv realised dat we can tok so muchhs as compared to on
phone.not feeling weird at all.haha.but he was kinda shy?
cuz he dun reli dare to look at miie.ii wonder why.am ii a monster to him or wad?LOL
perhaps.hmm..anyway,he th BEST cuz n level officially over
td ferr him!!!so envy of him!!nd he was having paper2 td
but didnt hab calculator wibb him.-.- lend him lor.(see eu kelian)
ahaha.
nd when we were eating,ii realised sth.
not onli did he look lyk zi siang(which now ii tink not reli),tok
lyk vincent,his lower chin nd mouth look lyk weihao.
omgg.how can a psn look lyk so many ppl?his face too
common la.ahaha.nd pls stop callin miie BAICHI!
im not.eu den are one!
hmmz.LATE ferr mr kaan lesson.he doesnt seems to care
ii oso dun care either.haha.
after his lesson,we went to study awile at library nd after dat
went to lot1 to eat suki sushi.buffet.reli 'bu fei'.where's moii
FAT REDUCING DAY?nv get to go gym diz few weeks.
got to study REAL HARD FERR o level.yupps.loiter arnd
lot1 ferr awile cuz ii was waiting ferr jk to pass back moii calculator.ahaha.
reached home arnd 5plus.nd ii was DROP'DEAD.
went to take a nap.little did ii neo dat ii had slpt th longest in
moii life!7hrs!!of nap!!NAP!ii didnt slp dat long ferr nap!
well..when ii woke up,all's gone.too late to go down.
lonely lantern festival..
ltr goin to sandra's hse nd goin kap after dat!^^
th same blogskin as miie!so decide to chg.=]
hopefully eu all lyk diz skin huh!
anyway,td ishh lantern festival.didnt go anywhere.
sobz.kelian rite?actually ii took a nap.ii didnt neo dat ii
hab slpt ferr arnd 7hrs!damn long..when ii woke up juz now,
its alreli midnite.so decide to chg blogskin as ii cldnt go back
to slp.let miie start th day.
went to lot1 to meet jk ferr breakfast.was supposed to meet
at arnd 7am de but ii was LATE!ferr arnd 25mins.
cant blame miie cuz there's traffic jam!mac was quite empty
when ii reached dere.yupps.initially ii tot we wont tok,but
ii nv realised dat we can tok so muchhs as compared to on
phone.not feeling weird at all.haha.but he was kinda shy?
cuz he dun reli dare to look at miie.ii wonder why.am ii a monster to him or wad?LOL
perhaps.hmm..anyway,he th BEST cuz n level officially over
td ferr him!!!so envy of him!!nd he was having paper2 td
but didnt hab calculator wibb him.-.- lend him lor.(see eu kelian)
ahaha.
nd when we were eating,ii realised sth.
not onli did he look lyk zi siang(which now ii tink not reli),tok
lyk vincent,his lower chin nd mouth look lyk weihao.
omgg.how can a psn look lyk so many ppl?his face too
common la.ahaha.nd pls stop callin miie BAICHI!
im not.eu den are one!
hmmz.LATE ferr mr kaan lesson.he doesnt seems to care
ii oso dun care either.haha.
after his lesson,we went to study awile at library nd after dat
went to lot1 to eat suki sushi.buffet.reli 'bu fei'.where's moii
FAT REDUCING DAY?nv get to go gym diz few weeks.
got to study REAL HARD FERR o level.yupps.loiter arnd
lot1 ferr awile cuz ii was waiting ferr jk to pass back moii calculator.ahaha.
reached home arnd 5plus.nd ii was DROP'DEAD.
went to take a nap.little did ii neo dat ii had slpt th longest in
moii life!7hrs!!of nap!!NAP!ii didnt slp dat long ferr nap!
well..when ii woke up,all's gone.too late to go down.
lonely lantern festival..
ltr goin to sandra's hse nd goin kap after dat!^^
Friday, October 06, 2006
prelim's over.results are poor.ii cant be bothered.
o level's coming.ii didnt wan to care a heck.
wads wrong wibb miie?a sign of post prelim syndrome?
hmm..everyting doesnt seems to be on th right track ferr mie.
study HARD ferr prelim but results doesnt show.why?
ii dunno.instantly wanna gib up.ppl are arguing wheta jc ishh
better or poly?why shld argue?
follow eur heart.nd th path to success will light up.
yeahz.its true.
frenship aint dat smooth diz few days?
yupps.kinda conflicts?or shld ii say..all dunwan to say out th
prob lies wib us?ii dunno..
juz kinda stress diz few days.nd about monday,
seriously ii duno whadd to do.
cuz th initial plan ishh to eat sushi buffet.but some other
stuffs held miie back.nd den..tings began to go haywired.
ii hate diz.dunno how to plan th timing.
cant last min back out rite?or postpone rite?dey will not
be happy thou.haiz.
diz 2wks miie nd sandra goin back to sch to self study.haha.
abit hard to concentrate thou.not dat we tok but ii tink its
th environment prob.haha.dunno.
tok to mr kaan td in th morning.he was surprised dat
ii passed moii geo.nd he said dat ii can do better.hopefully.
thx cher ferr all dose silly encouragement.dun wry.will do well.
tml goin out to eat breakfast wibb jk.so gotta slp soon.
ii dunwanna eu to treat miie so good.if not ii will feel veh guilty.oh moii goshz.wadd am ii suppose to do?
ni de yan xing jue zhi hen xiang ta!
o level's coming.ii didnt wan to care a heck.
wads wrong wibb miie?a sign of post prelim syndrome?
hmm..everyting doesnt seems to be on th right track ferr mie.
study HARD ferr prelim but results doesnt show.why?
ii dunno.instantly wanna gib up.ppl are arguing wheta jc ishh
better or poly?why shld argue?
follow eur heart.nd th path to success will light up.
yeahz.its true.
frenship aint dat smooth diz few days?
yupps.kinda conflicts?or shld ii say..all dunwan to say out th
prob lies wib us?ii dunno..
juz kinda stress diz few days.nd about monday,
seriously ii duno whadd to do.
cuz th initial plan ishh to eat sushi buffet.but some other
stuffs held miie back.nd den..tings began to go haywired.
ii hate diz.dunno how to plan th timing.
cant last min back out rite?or postpone rite?dey will not
be happy thou.haiz.
diz 2wks miie nd sandra goin back to sch to self study.haha.
abit hard to concentrate thou.not dat we tok but ii tink its
th environment prob.haha.dunno.
tok to mr kaan td in th morning.he was surprised dat
ii passed moii geo.nd he said dat ii can do better.hopefully.
thx cher ferr all dose silly encouragement.dun wry.will do well.
tml goin out to eat breakfast wibb jk.so gotta slp soon.
ii dunwanna eu to treat miie so good.if not ii will feel veh guilty.oh moii goshz.wadd am ii suppose to do?
ni de yan xing jue zhi hen xiang ta!
Friday, September 29, 2006
updates ferr today!kinda not in gd mood.shall start frm mornin.late ferr schh cuz of th bloody bus.mr boh didnt gib piink form to us.but instead we had to sing.-.- NATIONAL ANTHEMN! so bloody stupiid kk.anyway,in clz iim bored cuz sandra nv come schh den th stupiid teachers nv return result nd nv cum schh so rot down dere.
although no result,went to tok wibb phuishan nd gang.having FUN wibb dem!gals.eu all nv fail to cheer miie up.thx fatin ferr sitting wibb mie.shld say she let mie sit beside her.yeahhz.chem bio didnt get back result.instead,we were playing.kinda FUN..nd th 1hr passes so easily!!yeah..played true or dare.but not sporty enuff.yeahz.gotten back geo after dat.ii tot ii wld pass!but ii didnt pass!!!!!!ii study so HARD!nd ii tot ii wld pass.but ii didnt.veh sad nd disappointed.ii reli duno wadd to say abt moiiself.some ppl dun niid to put in so muchhs effort will score better den miie.iim fucking irritated by diz.maybe im too stupid dats why liddat.am freaking disappointed in moiiself.ii HATE moiiself!!liddat ii tink all moii subj failin cuz ii tot th papers are relatively ok except physics.nd comb humanities.didnt expect geo to fail!!!!!!!suan le..tink groomy awile will be fine.anyway,initially tot of goin to gym tml.but in th end wan ting nv go.den left miie sandra nd li xia.but serene ask us wanna go marina square or not.she's goin but im not.cuz im not in th mood to go.
went to j8 look ferr li xia clothes.saw a sleeveless de.veh nice.but when ii try,not nice anymore cuz th outfit veh funny on miie.macham ii got no waist.nd look fat on it.especially moii broad shoulder.arghhhh..sad kk..reli am FAT!muz diet but everytym fail lehz.haiZ.ii reli dunno whadd to do.so mao dun.
wher am ii headin to tml?im sad.i hate moiiself.
although no result,went to tok wibb phuishan nd gang.having FUN wibb dem!gals.eu all nv fail to cheer miie up.thx fatin ferr sitting wibb mie.shld say she let mie sit beside her.yeahhz.chem bio didnt get back result.instead,we were playing.kinda FUN..nd th 1hr passes so easily!!yeah..played true or dare.but not sporty enuff.yeahz.gotten back geo after dat.ii tot ii wld pass!but ii didnt pass!!!!!!ii study so HARD!nd ii tot ii wld pass.but ii didnt.veh sad nd disappointed.ii reli duno wadd to say abt moiiself.some ppl dun niid to put in so muchhs effort will score better den miie.iim fucking irritated by diz.maybe im too stupid dats why liddat.am freaking disappointed in moiiself.ii HATE moiiself!!liddat ii tink all moii subj failin cuz ii tot th papers are relatively ok except physics.nd comb humanities.didnt expect geo to fail!!!!!!!suan le..tink groomy awile will be fine.anyway,initially tot of goin to gym tml.but in th end wan ting nv go.den left miie sandra nd li xia.but serene ask us wanna go marina square or not.she's goin but im not.cuz im not in th mood to go.
went to j8 look ferr li xia clothes.saw a sleeveless de.veh nice.but when ii try,not nice anymore cuz th outfit veh funny on miie.macham ii got no waist.nd look fat on it.especially moii broad shoulder.arghhhh..sad kk..reli am FAT!muz diet but everytym fail lehz.haiZ.ii reli dunno whadd to do.so mao dun.
wher am ii headin to tml?im sad.i hate moiiself.
Monday, September 25, 2006
HADY WON!!ii neo it!!he's th BEST kk!!lurrvee hiimm!!!
charming,cute lil guy.=]
jasmine oso veh nice de.but at least she's top3.proud!
suay lehh td..went to toilet nd spent moii tym dere.during PRELIM!!A MATHS somemore!!!paper was easier den paper1
but ii juz didnt hab th tym to finish all bcuz of moii stomach.
ii tink its predestined.arghh.fuck.reli wanna do well de.
mr vijay saw it nd he gibb miie a look.'why nv take care of eurself?' how ii neo la.didnt wan diz to happen.after th paper,
ii juz straightaway walked towards him nd told him ii hab done
moii best.cuz reli damn pain.cant concentrate.=( haha..
anyway,td went out wibb th threesomes!haha.we are GREAT!
went to bugis nd took alot of photos.damn cute nd nice.hehe.
den ishh lyk th shop nv open den miie nd sandra took alot
of stupiid nd silly fotos.but we do enjoy ourselves rite gals?
ii love eu gals!thx ferr gibing miie wonderful tyms.
love eu gals!!hehe..laughters nd silly actions dat
we did are not forgotten.yeah.love it!althou we looked tired,
but we enjyoy th fun rite?hehe.yupps.
gtg lehh.hehe..busy chatting.=]
lets see whu ishh th winner,YOU or miie.
charming,cute lil guy.=]
jasmine oso veh nice de.but at least she's top3.proud!
suay lehh td..went to toilet nd spent moii tym dere.during PRELIM!!A MATHS somemore!!!paper was easier den paper1
but ii juz didnt hab th tym to finish all bcuz of moii stomach.
ii tink its predestined.arghh.fuck.reli wanna do well de.
mr vijay saw it nd he gibb miie a look.'why nv take care of eurself?' how ii neo la.didnt wan diz to happen.after th paper,
ii juz straightaway walked towards him nd told him ii hab done
moii best.cuz reli damn pain.cant concentrate.=( haha..
anyway,td went out wibb th threesomes!haha.we are GREAT!
went to bugis nd took alot of photos.damn cute nd nice.hehe.
den ishh lyk th shop nv open den miie nd sandra took alot
of stupiid nd silly fotos.but we do enjoy ourselves rite gals?
ii love eu gals!thx ferr gibing miie wonderful tyms.
love eu gals!!hehe..laughters nd silly actions dat
we did are not forgotten.yeah.love it!althou we looked tired,
but we enjyoy th fun rite?hehe.yupps.
gtg lehh.hehe..busy chatting.=]
lets see whu ishh th winner,YOU or miie.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
being tagged by evon
1 Put your music player on shuffle
2 Press forward for each question
3 Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!4 tag 5 ppl on their tagboard to ask them to do this..
5 Bold the questions and with your answer, give your own comments on how it relates on the questions.
How are you feeling today?
yi bi yi(fan wei qi)
Will you get far in life?
zai yi ci yong you(gong ci jia)
How do your friends see you?
ye qu(jay chou)
Will you get married?
ting jian yue guang(angela zhang)
What is your bestfriend's theme song?
cheng yi de yong bao
What is the story of your life?
li liang(luo zhixiang)
what was primary school like?
da she tou(wu ke qun)
How can you get ahead in life?
bu de bu ai(wilber)
What is the best thing about your friends?
hero(183 club)
What is in store for this weekend?
bu zuo ni de peng you(s.h.e)
What song describes you?
ai de jiu shi ni(wang lee hom)
To describe your grandparents?
long tym no see(bOa)
How is your life going?
ai ni deng yu ai zi ji
What song will they play at your funeral?
zhi dui ni you gan jue(hebe)
What does the world see you?
ni bu zai
Will you have a happy life?
chance(luo zhixiang)
What do your friends really think of you?
zhen ai(183)
Do people secretly lust after you?
meng zai shou li
How can i make myself happy?
shi jie zui mei li de feng jing(5566)
What should you do with your life?
gei wo gan jue
Will you ever have children?
kan tou
5 people to do this:sandra,wan ting,kelly,sarina,sharine!
1 Put your music player on shuffle
2 Press forward for each question
3 Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!4 tag 5 ppl on their tagboard to ask them to do this..
5 Bold the questions and with your answer, give your own comments on how it relates on the questions.
How are you feeling today?
yi bi yi(fan wei qi)
Will you get far in life?
zai yi ci yong you(gong ci jia)
How do your friends see you?
ye qu(jay chou)
Will you get married?
ting jian yue guang(angela zhang)
What is your bestfriend's theme song?
cheng yi de yong bao
What is the story of your life?
li liang(luo zhixiang)
what was primary school like?
da she tou(wu ke qun)
How can you get ahead in life?
bu de bu ai(wilber)
What is the best thing about your friends?
hero(183 club)
What is in store for this weekend?
bu zuo ni de peng you(s.h.e)
What song describes you?
ai de jiu shi ni(wang lee hom)
To describe your grandparents?
long tym no see(bOa)
How is your life going?
ai ni deng yu ai zi ji
What song will they play at your funeral?
zhi dui ni you gan jue(hebe)
What does the world see you?
ni bu zai
Will you have a happy life?
chance(luo zhixiang)
What do your friends really think of you?
zhen ai(183)
Do people secretly lust after you?
meng zai shou li
How can i make myself happy?
shi jie zui mei li de feng jing(5566)
What should you do with your life?
gei wo gan jue
Will you ever have children?
kan tou
5 people to do this:sandra,wan ting,kelly,sarina,sharine!
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Pisces is the mutable water sign and very much exist in their own universe, tuned into the emotional, receptive qualities of life that most of us cannot see, touch nor feel. In love they are dream filled and romantic, full of enchanted visions and hopeful fantasies. They're eager to share their thoughts and reveries when they feel secure, understood and appreciated. Of all the signs Pisces needs the most
encouragement to feel true within themselves and to learn the validity of their own thoughts and needs. They make the most delightful companions and are generally soft, gentle and easy going, especially if they have a role model to look up to within the relationship. This is a delicate balance that Pisces learns to control as they go through life as their projections onto their mate can be helpful if it encourages them to motivate their own lives and resources but can turn into tenacious co-dependency if the Pisces refuses to embrace their own lives, needs and thoughts. They can be confusing creatures never able to define their roles within the relationship and constantly turning to sources outside of the union for definition and explanation. This can slowly erode the bond between the lovers/partners as the partner. A Pisces encouraged to find and embrace their answers within themselves and one who has learned to trust their own thoughts, feelings and perceptions make one of the most loving, sensual and devoted mates their is. Pisces SexualityPisces sexuality is always wrapped around those inner worlds they exist in and becomes an emotional experience that can take them on voyages into ecstasy and passion. But because they do exist within this world where things are nebulous, mystical and emotion oriented if they are projecting outwards to find validity of what they are seeing and feeling inside rather than combining the experience of the physical intimacy with the thoughts and dreams they can feel disappointed...or saddened. If they've learned to simply using what is inside to inspire their participation in the literal reality based world they can take their lover on their enchanted voyages with them and create an exciting and enchanting sexual companionship. The Long Term StoryThere is a certain amount of inner strength combined with outer strength that is needed when involved long term with a Pisces, as they must learn to become their own sources of joy, inspiration and answers. A weak mate who goes along with every Piscean whim or fantasy is as destructive as a mate who cannot see the validity of those things they are experiencing internally. One can create a union with no solidity or reality underneath of it and the other can cause the Pisces to further doubt their own truth and inner strength. At the best the Pisces brings to the relationship a touch of all that is universal and mysterious. They are dreamy, poetic and romance filled beings who make life a true sojourn through the world of feelings and passions. At worst they release any semblance of inner belief and become attached to the partner or other form of projection in an attempt to capture outside what goes on inside. Positive Traits in LovePlayful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent. Negative TraitsErratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean, self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle. What a Pisces LikesRomance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved What a Pisces DislikesFeeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure Pisces Love KeywordsMystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.
whahahhaa..sooo bored now.spent moii day slping at home.but didnt slp muchhs.maybe ii dun reli niid to slp dat muchhs anymore?perhaps ba.but ii am reli veh strong kk..haha.physically.not mentally or emotionally.yeah.kinda emotional diz few days.keep thinking of th PAST.ii reli dunno how to sort out moii feelings now.ii NEO ii shldnt tink abt th PAST.th SUFFERINGS.th EVERYTHING dats soo HURTING.but ii cant control moiiself frm tinking abt th PAST.its juz so..tempting to tink abt it.especially th eventful yr.LAST yr.dat was th most unforgetable yr ba.th 1st tym ii went to kap to interview ferr th wrk.neo him dere.th tyms spent wibb huishan renjie teckliang dey all.how ii gradually rise up to counter to kitchen etc.th unhappiness tings happen dere.happy moments.sad moments.
whenever ii go BUGIS,th feeling came back each tym.nd ii wld.feel sad after all.seeing th images of him everytym w/o fail.its not totally sad memories.dere are some,exception.plaza sing ishh another area which ii dun lyk to go.He's th one whu make mie sad.imagine dats th place we alwiz quarrel.nd when eu go dere,wad will eu feel?SUPER sad.so ii now seldom go dere.maybe ii dun wan to face it,juz wanna escape frm all th torturing.all th tings ii see are..juz so..duno how to say.
shld stop tinkin of diz le.kinda bored td.nothing to do de.still readin ps ii love eu.haha.quite nice.ii love it.juz lyk where rainbow ends.th books can make miie go gaga.wanting to read more.nd bcuZ of diz book,ii was wondering whetter dere ishh suchh ting exist as soulmate other den th book?in reality,ishh dere?ii kp doubting th world.maybe th world isnt dat perfect as wad ii tot.
ii miiss eu.but we both are busy wibb our stuffs.=(
encouragement to feel true within themselves and to learn the validity of their own thoughts and needs. They make the most delightful companions and are generally soft, gentle and easy going, especially if they have a role model to look up to within the relationship. This is a delicate balance that Pisces learns to control as they go through life as their projections onto their mate can be helpful if it encourages them to motivate their own lives and resources but can turn into tenacious co-dependency if the Pisces refuses to embrace their own lives, needs and thoughts. They can be confusing creatures never able to define their roles within the relationship and constantly turning to sources outside of the union for definition and explanation. This can slowly erode the bond between the lovers/partners as the partner. A Pisces encouraged to find and embrace their answers within themselves and one who has learned to trust their own thoughts, feelings and perceptions make one of the most loving, sensual and devoted mates their is. Pisces SexualityPisces sexuality is always wrapped around those inner worlds they exist in and becomes an emotional experience that can take them on voyages into ecstasy and passion. But because they do exist within this world where things are nebulous, mystical and emotion oriented if they are projecting outwards to find validity of what they are seeing and feeling inside rather than combining the experience of the physical intimacy with the thoughts and dreams they can feel disappointed...or saddened. If they've learned to simply using what is inside to inspire their participation in the literal reality based world they can take their lover on their enchanted voyages with them and create an exciting and enchanting sexual companionship. The Long Term StoryThere is a certain amount of inner strength combined with outer strength that is needed when involved long term with a Pisces, as they must learn to become their own sources of joy, inspiration and answers. A weak mate who goes along with every Piscean whim or fantasy is as destructive as a mate who cannot see the validity of those things they are experiencing internally. One can create a union with no solidity or reality underneath of it and the other can cause the Pisces to further doubt their own truth and inner strength. At the best the Pisces brings to the relationship a touch of all that is universal and mysterious. They are dreamy, poetic and romance filled beings who make life a true sojourn through the world of feelings and passions. At worst they release any semblance of inner belief and become attached to the partner or other form of projection in an attempt to capture outside what goes on inside. Positive Traits in LovePlayful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent. Negative TraitsErratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean, self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle. What a Pisces LikesRomance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved What a Pisces DislikesFeeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure Pisces Love KeywordsMystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.
whahahhaa..sooo bored now.spent moii day slping at home.but didnt slp muchhs.maybe ii dun reli niid to slp dat muchhs anymore?perhaps ba.but ii am reli veh strong kk..haha.physically.not mentally or emotionally.yeah.kinda emotional diz few days.keep thinking of th PAST.ii reli dunno how to sort out moii feelings now.ii NEO ii shldnt tink abt th PAST.th SUFFERINGS.th EVERYTHING dats soo HURTING.but ii cant control moiiself frm tinking abt th PAST.its juz so..tempting to tink abt it.especially th eventful yr.LAST yr.dat was th most unforgetable yr ba.th 1st tym ii went to kap to interview ferr th wrk.neo him dere.th tyms spent wibb huishan renjie teckliang dey all.how ii gradually rise up to counter to kitchen etc.th unhappiness tings happen dere.happy moments.sad moments.
whenever ii go BUGIS,th feeling came back each tym.nd ii wld.feel sad after all.seeing th images of him everytym w/o fail.its not totally sad memories.dere are some,exception.plaza sing ishh another area which ii dun lyk to go.He's th one whu make mie sad.imagine dats th place we alwiz quarrel.nd when eu go dere,wad will eu feel?SUPER sad.so ii now seldom go dere.maybe ii dun wan to face it,juz wanna escape frm all th torturing.all th tings ii see are..juz so..duno how to say.
shld stop tinkin of diz le.kinda bored td.nothing to do de.still readin ps ii love eu.haha.quite nice.ii love it.juz lyk where rainbow ends.th books can make miie go gaga.wanting to read more.nd bcuZ of diz book,ii was wondering whetter dere ishh suchh ting exist as soulmate other den th book?in reality,ishh dere?ii kp doubting th world.maybe th world isnt dat perfect as wad ii tot.
ii miiss eu.but we both are busy wibb our stuffs.=(
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