rain or shine?

another posting.now its 2plus am nd yet iim still not slping.ii duno why.cant get to bed.ii realised alot of tings.life has its ups & downs.wheta its gd or bad,it ish every assets in life.every single ting may make a person lights up her day,some,which will make a person groomy fer a day.

as ferr miie,tings aint goin smoothly nd ii neo dere's sth wrong wib miie.everyting juz came without any warning.sometyms ii really wanna run away from reality.ii neo its unhealthy to do dat but it cant be helped at tyms.when everyting seems to be comin in eur way,obstructing eu.ppl cant be put to a test.be it frenship or relationship.ii am one example.

iim juz someone whu ish seekin extra attention.someone whu can make miie trust nd rely on once again.ii dun lyk to be th left out.neither do everyone out dere.but sometyms ii do hate being th extra.cuz most of th tyms ii am.iim juz tired.ii niid understandin.iim sensitive.emotional.

iim waiting ferr eur explanation.ii niid eur care.eur encouragement but where are eu?