Monday, September 19, 2011

random

I'm back to blogging again. After the long long post over at SPC webby and all the aching I'm experiencing now, I still have the stamina to blog here. Okay, cut the crap.

I'm still feeling abit sad, abit emotional over the fact that I've been missing out some stuff from some friends. It's no wonder I'm experiencing this cause I've been a cavewoman for sometimes. And for that, I didn't contact anyone too.

The month of Sep and Oct are the months that would make me broke. Too many birthdays especially when it's 21st birthday. :/ Gonna get busy soon. Real soon. Especially when I'm working when school's starting.

Have been thinking about life after graduation. What am I going to work as when I graduate? I know what I wanna achieve in the next few years, with the dream job I want. I know what I want, but there's some uncertainty, some doubts in me. I'm not that confident that I can take that kind of environment. So what should I do? I told myself I will look for A&P related industry, and also media. I hope I have the courage to do that.

We shall see.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Twenty one

They say when you reached TWENTY ONE, you will know and have to face like an adult. Yes, twenty one not only symbolizes freedom and stepping into adulthood, but also learning how to handle things.

It's said that everything that comes in your way either deliberately or naturally. You have to face with harsh reality created by the society, health problem, family issues and even financial problems. Not only that, relationships between bf/gf, dealing with broken hearts and the ability to console people plays an important role now.

Twenty one isn't all about partying. Neither is inviting families and friends to witness that you have grown up from a lil gal to a lady. It's all about handling the real, cruel and harsh environment that you have to deal with.

Twenty one is also about planning your life ahead, for you will not know what is waiting for you at the other end of the pole. Protection against anything is always important.

Twenty one, a stage where responsibility has become a burden. And twenty one isn't about grumbling how life's unfair, it's hoe making your mundane life happening and meaningful! How burden can turn into joy!

Work hard. Play harder.

Sunday, September 11, 2011

I'm just plain lazy

L.A.Z.Y

I've more time for myself now but I'm just too lazy to get my ass to do those things. Have been delaying many things that I promised to fulfill. Some were way past the deadline. But sometimes I just can't get myself to do the things that I'm supposed to do.

Every weekend I'm trying hard to clear my backlogs. That includes blogging. It seems that my interest in blogging has gone. Whether it's good or bad, I'm gonna surrender this blog soon. But let's hope Mr Lazy could leave me alone so that the hardworking leng can be back to accomplish all the task asap.

I used to have some encouragement, motivation but where are they now?

On the lighter note, I enjoyed working probably because of my colleagues that made my working experience even better. But one of them is leaving this friday. She's also a temp. But I'm glad she's from SIM and we can still keep in contact. :)

After tuesday, I will have one lesser thing to think about. I hope everything will turn out fine.

Have faith, believe in yourself.