blog hoping just now and i realised there's alot of people preparing for exam etc. and they said they simply just hope to pass that module or subject. but what i'm thinking is that, what for to pass a subject or module if you know you can do better? sometimes, on the surface, people said they wanted to pass and they would be contented but actually, they don't. they wanted to score as high as possible. what the fuck man?

and i think aiming for high expectation is good. it's true. at least you would have the determination to study. and might produce a frutiful result. and when you see your friends getting higher score than you, of course you will feel abit.. stupid and jealous and envy when they score well while you dont.this is just human nature. everyone will surely experience this. even i do. seriously.

for me, if i want to, I would rather score well than just to pass. if not, i rather flunk the paper. that's me. seems arrogant or something but that's how i view it. different people have different perceptions. I'm different. somehow, being too ambitious ain't good cause you may not get the result that you want. and too much of confidence will lead you nowhere.

how many people would actually do according to their plan? none. or maybe a few. for me, i really wanted to do well on my exams but. i ddint do it. I only said it but there's no action taken because of one word: LAZY. if i'm hardworking enough, I would be studying now instead of blogging. yes, I only look at the past yr paper. and i didnt even bothered to find out what's this and that. the ones that I dont know. and i wondered how tml? pray hard to score? no way.

well.I shall stop my crap now. and off to REALLY study.
and dear, I'm missing you. tml i will find you no matter what. no matter whether you're working or at home. ^^