somehow, somewhere, somewhat

my mood can change just like that. suddenly damn stress. everything seems to be very screwed. dance, school, friends, com. Screwed. just hope that the attire for the audition wont change again cause i'm quite sick and tired of it. furthermore, i'm lagging behind can? i'm the last one who hasnt really remember the whole dance step. and i cant do the intro. damn shoulder. even yanying already know all the steps. left me. imagine, i got all mixed up because of the 3 different dance steps. D3, Hip Hop and this. and probably they would lose their patience ba if i still cant get it.

i dont know!! RAHH!! damn tired already can? there's presentation tml and i'm going to crap through. jap quiz tml too. think can fail already. life's so screwed. hopefully nothing goes wrong during the audition. but the person still haven call me so how would i know when we performing? AHHHHHH. shit them la. so slow. urgh. faster end everything.

prays* for the audition and the attire we are going to wear. hopefully it's not weird. if not can cry. can make me thinner for that day? so that i can fit in the tight fitting shirt? and the pants. i'm already very sad that the silk spag that i have been yearning for could not fit me. it's too small and too tight. blame it on my shoulder! i think can only fit in jiaoni's size. it's like extra small can. damn sad. but maybe i gona give it to jiaoni or sell it off. RAHH!

sense that she's weird