Saturday, 30th Aug

Went for Virtuso Concert with Jiaoni, Wee Fong, Elena and Ting Ting. This is my first time going to musical concert. HAHA. We were late and as a result, we were like running about and were sweating and panting when we reached DBS building.

So the start of the concert begins with Shall we dance by NPS. We were practically fancinated and keep searching for yanying in the crowd. HAHA. Like what wee fong said, this concert is not a real concert cause everyone was simply shouting for their "idols" names. So of course, 2nd performance by NPS, Wee fong and I were shouting for yanying's name. HAHA.

This scenario brought me back to the time when Kailin and I went to Superstar concert and 2 of us were so crazy and shouting here and there. So throughout the concert before intermission, Wee fong and I were talking other than yanying's performance.



If your eyes are sharp, you should be able to spot yanying. (:

So during intermission, we went to the reception to meet up with yanying. Fortunately, we saw welson there too. So relieved that he went. =) All of us were glad. HAHA. Then, we took photos with each other. Only upload some. AND, my hp cam sucks sometimes. I dont know why the resolution sometimes so sucky. 5MP so lan one.

Yanying's cute can! Cause her face RED RED. =))


HEHE. the USUALS with weefong.



This pic was taken together with Welson.


Another pic of us!

So after the intermission, we went back to the auditorium. This time together with welson. So practically we were talking throughout. And I'm glad that I went to the concert cause I'd get to know more about Wee fong. In addition, the impression rose up from negative to positive. (smilez)

On the way home, I saw Singapore Flyer! I didn't know that it was so nice at night! Didn't manage to snap a pic of it cause I was sitting at the other side of the bus. =( I want FLYER! *Hinting someone* =))

Sunday, 31 Aug

Didn't want to blog about today cause it would bore everyone. Time passed very quickly these days. I'm going work again on tuesday. Really got that phobia.

I don't think anyone would understand how I feel at work. I really cannot click with the people there. Maybe it was due to the age difference. There's a generation gap and I happen to be the one and only TEMP staff and youngest in the entire company. =.=! After friday's experience, I really thought of quiting my job. This is the first time TOH CHAI LENG would ever thought of that. So you can imagine how scary I have experienced. I rather not work already. Rather spent my time doing nothing during the holidays than working. Maybe it was due to the fact that the job doesn't suits me.

Moreover, I got the urge to tell my manager that I wanted to quit on the spot, but I held back simply because they're going Langawi next week. So there would be shortage of staff to run the roadshow. I guess I've to tolerate 1 more week and at the same time, giving myself and the company a week to decide whether I should remain in the job. At the same time, I don't want to be an irresponsible person.

I almost cried in front of my senior and newbies that day. Hope I won't break down. Really really scary. Hopefully there wont be any role play or training for me on tuesday. And I hope some kind soul can help me to renew the subscription so that I have something to submit. It's not about the commission because I don't even care a damn about commission. I just don't want to submit an empty sales form. It's demoralising. ='(

Please god! HElp me!! I don't want another history repeating itself. Really. I'm tired. It would not only reflected badly on me, and also, I would feel that I'm useless and incompetant. What should I do?