再一次，我又伤了他。

我不知道为什么我要这样对你。我真的不知道。当你告诉我的时候，我很自责。为什么要这样对你？我不知道我到底在想什么。我不想伤害你的。真的。我不要这样！

看他这样如此的痛苦，我的心也跟着碎了。 就像一把刀刺进我的心。我真得很后悔。委屈-是他现在的心情吧。 我的眼泪也不由自主地掉下来。都是我不好！全部都是因我而引起的。我的错！
everything is my fault.I don't want this to happen.just my fault.and I don't know what to do.all my fault.all my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I regretted for being so childish.really regret.fuck.I hate myself.I hate myself.I hate it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If it's not for my stubborness,nothing of this sort will happen.i seriously don't know what's becoming of me.I hate myself.TO THE CORE.

I just want to tell you that I didn't mean to hurt you.I know I shouldn't lie but what will happen again if I tell you the truth?

NIGHTMARE!

I'm truly sorry.