WYSIWYG = What You See Is What You Get.

Hopefully it's not what it is.

I'm beginning to ...

HELLO. Finally able to take a bit of rest cause I'm waiting for the rest to send me the report so that I can compile. =/

Life hasn't been getting better. In fact, it got worst. Esp when that MEHMEH symptoms keep reappearing on me. I hate it! URGH! Guess everyone was drained out from all the projects. Esp yesterday, when poor me, yanying, boon and Jiaoni have to chiong our project till almost 11pm?

And for the past few days, I didn't have enough sleep. Esp friday night. Imagine I slept at 4.30am, just to decode a chunk of codes. But in the end I manage to make it work. Which brighten up my night. Although some days I dont have to go school, but because of this project, I've to go school. T.T But actually I enjoyed the process.

Haven been eating proper meals ever since last friday. And today I survived with 4 piece of chocolate, 1 barley, 1 milo and soyabean. Miracle.

It's very tiring to travel to and fro. And people such as yanying and all are very xinku one! ganbatte!!!!!!

AND SANDRA DEARIE!!!! Don't be too stress! Jiayou!!

1 more report to go. 1 more presentation to go. And I'll be done for this sem.

I don't know how to express my feelings.

Finally it's the end of this week. Most of the projects are done. BUT! My IT modules are not done yet. =.= Another week to go!! URGH! Sunday is the deadline for MWA. Which means, by sunday, I would have completed my blogshop. =) But it would not be official launched yet cause there would be user testing first. =/

Alright. After lesson today, Dave met me at school bus stop. Went down to town together. On the bus journey, he asked me something.

Dave: You got cut hair?
Me: nopes. Why?
Dave: very messy. =.=
me: then? I will cut my fringe soon.
Dave: change your hairstyle leh. 1 year plus liao eh.
me: where got? I keep changing hairstyle one lo.
Dave: I help you. Go my house there de salon to cut. I bring you there.
me: ....... DONT WANT!!!

(I keep rejecting but in the end, give way to him. HAHA. I guess, really need to change hairstyle)

Dave: help you change your image and bring you trim eyebrow.
Me: T.T

We alighted and headed towards Cineleisure to have our dinner at Shokudo.

Pictures as followed:


my orange juice. nicest orange juice i ever drank. (:


His pomelo juice. HAHA


Baby porridge! corn soup. YUM!


His ton katsu.


My Ebi spaghetti. =))


Fried Squid. nice!


See his face. =.=


MANGO! eat until my stomach burst. T.T

After that, we went to shop at taka as he was looking for LEATHER SHOES! Damn surprised! Walked here and there. So he went to find Blazer and formal top too. But nothing caught our eyes. =.= Town is getting boring.

After that, he sent me home. Cant believe. It's like zillion million trillion years since the last time he sent me home. -.- At least I'm quite happy today though my stomach is killing the hell out of me.

how I wish everyday can be like today.

Finally, after so long, I've gotten myself a new spects. =D Went to Teck Whye to make my spects yesterday. When the optician saw my mum, he was like, "Hi" and smile broadly. BEcause we are his regular customers. since young. =/

Gotten a black framed spects as half frame dont suits me. I dont want another frameless spects either. So I guess, a black spects would kinda change me a little. What made me happy was, my degree raised up by only about 50. For like 3 years without seeking for optician. =))

my uncle strike lottery again! OMG. how lucky can he be? So envy.

Do you know the feeling of wanting to puke but cannot puke? Trying to cough out but nothing come out? Stomach feeling very weird and bloated but cannot get rid of the bloatedness? Head is spinning like mad and you cannot stop it? When you try to stand up, there's instances of blackouts? Trying to force yourself to sleep in the afternoon but keep tossing here and there?

I cannot tahan already! I'm going to get a good rest tonight.

I dont want that syndrome to come back again. Though it's already surface.

=(

bcom Executive summary DONE. And I'm going to faint.

RAHH. I want to cry already! HAIZ. SOO many projects due.

- I&E Reflection Journal & team completion (tomorrow)
- Marketing Project (next wednesday)
- MWA (Submission by next week) (Design not done)
- WDA report (haven touch yet)
- Bcom Executive Summary (deadline on next wed)
- Bcom table topic (next wednesday)
- Blaw class test (next Thursday)
- Japanese Written and Listening exam (next thursday)

=.= I didn't realised the list is so long. SOOO UNFAIR!!! WHy BIT so unfair one? Unlike other courses, their project submission were not together and not so intensive. RAHH. Next week faster end. I'm tired of it!

Slept at 4plus yesterday. And I've no energy left. My laptop is being tortured by me. =( Sorry.

Supposed to go dance today with kelly. Sorry! I've to pang seh you. Hope you understand. Next week definitely will go!

Haiz. Got to continue my marketing soon. RAHH. TSK.
Jiayou everyone!!! Especially the 6 of us!

this is a place for me to
SSSSSSCCCCCCRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!

Pon BLAW lecture today. Now doing work at ourspace with TOILET PAPER!! HAHA.

JAP SPEAKING TEST LATER. HAIZ. =.=

がんばって　ください

After a long day at school with those frustrating MEHMEH projects, I went to find Dave at westmall. Actually I roughly know what's he up to. ((: YAY! And it's Sakae Sushi in the end! To make up for yesterday. HAHA.

We ordered quite a number of food. one word to say, おいしかったです。

ＳＡＫＡＥ　ＳＵＳＨＩにみそＳＯＵＰやえびやすしがあいます。



ＤＡＶＥのすき食べ物はみそＳＯＵＰです。



DESSERT TIME!! WHOO(: SESAME MOCHI! But it's not my favourite!


Tempura ice cream! It's damn filling.


OMG!!!! いちごがすきです。そしておいしかったです。

WHHOOOO(:

Went to Watson and bought something for my hair. Dave bought 4 Gatsby stuffs. And he got pimple already! Like finally! HAHA. Oops. I'm being bad. But I do envy his face though. Flawless. =))

Anyway, Love today!

The day started off smoothly, with our I&E presentation first. Followed by lunched with the clique. A surprise celebration for yanhua! =)) Projects after that. Went to find dave after the project. I admit I wasn't happy due to some reasons.

BUT BUT BUT. I was rather remorseful when I knew the reason. I teared for no reason. Seeing him so xinku, I was heartbroken to see that. ='( I even said something that I would not said in my whole life to someone and that sentence I've said was rather... NOT ME.

Seeing him struggling, I can't do anything but hug him.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANHUA!

I dreamt of sandra, wan ting and li xia last night! When I woke up in the morning, I didn't know that it was a dream. Sigh. How I wish we could all have a gathering together. =( But all of us were busy.

Anyways, I've tons of projects and assignments needed to be done! RAHH. Didn't even have time to sleep. =(

Also, I've lost track of time these days. Esp today. It's like no day and night time to me. All I know was, I'm rushing like mad. But I enjoyed the process though. =)) Helped out at Dad's place with brother. WHOO(: Although abit intense, it was still FUN afterall! =P

Anyhows, in few hours' time, I won't have to see that MEHMEH again. WHOO. And he would be totally out of our lives! YAY!

and happy 17th month-sary (:

Saturday, 12 July 2008

Woke up in the late morning. When mum saw me, she immediately asked me to seek for a doctor. So I went to the doctor in the end. Finally my face is going to be treated. HAHA. It costs me $100plus. Luckily, without any prescription of medicine. Only need to apply some solution and lotion.


This is the 3 items that cost me $100plus. But it's my mum who paid for it. (:

After that, went to find dave. =P Around 4, we went to watch movie. HELLBOY 2! OMG. I was told that it took the director 4 years to complete this movie. All I can say was, watch it yourself. To me, it worth the wait. (: Felt happier today!! YAY! Thanks YANYING, JIAONI AND YANHUA for your concern. (: XIE XIE!

My TV is sick! I think it's going to die soon. It's 18 years old now. Same age as me. (: And my DVD player! Dont know what's wrong with it. Also cannot use. OMG!

Friday, 11 July 2008

Went out to shopping time! WHAHAHA. Didn't buy ANYtHING IN THE END. SO SAD!!!! But I quite like the tube at F21. But don't really fit me well?





Which one is better? VOTE !!! HAHA.

Anyway, went to ZARA and Jiaoni spotted a very sweet tube. So we went on trying. But... T.T I'm too fat. In the end didn't buy. =.=


Zi Lian time!

The day ended off with a quarrel. But we're fine now. All well that ends well.

Few days back, I gotten my Lioele BB cream! It's nice. Although couldnt really cover my blemishes. But at least make me look cleaner. =))




Pretty isn't it?

By the way, let me show you the feminine side of YanYing.


TADA! Isn't she cute? X)

I stared at blogger for very long, looking very lost. I don't know what to write, I dont't know how to pen down my thoughts. I don't know how to express my feelings. All I know was, I should shut my mouth.

But it wasn't totally my fault.

He said that he's trying to quit smoking and he was irritated by my whinings. Did I whine alot? Or should I stop whining so that I wouldn't complain and then we would have peace? Things went on in a different way ever since the patch up.

If he hadn't did something which made me felt insecure, now I wouldn't be like that. I hope I can stop being too concern. Stop thinking of him so that I would not whine and whine. But I know I can't stop thinking.

I guess these days I've been talking about him almost 3/4 of the time. Especially today when shopping time, I was like, "dave this... dave that...". Guess Jiaoni would be tired of hearing ba. But everytime I see something or go somewhere, his name would come out of my mouth automatically.

I know I never think before I say. Thats why I hurt him. I know I shouldn't say that. But, it's just making me feel it that way. I want to behave like a normal couple. But things didn't go that way.

I don't know what to do. Serious.

心里有一阵一阵的刺痛，酸溜溜的感觉。

Suddenly, I've this random thought. Actually, it's not random. It's a desire. EVERYONE's DESIRE.

To be a beautiful, catchy, slim lady.

my heart feels hurt now.

Last Sunday, my 二舅treated us to dinner at JUMBO RESTAURANT, a seafood restaurant at East Coast Park. =) The food were simply great! But too much and many had to pack the food home. =/ The dessert was my favourite! Melon sago! WHOOS.

It cost him a total of $2000plus for about 38px. WOW!

He's my favourite 舅舅. Cause from young, he has been very good to me. But it's not really because of his favourism, actually it's because I like him, his character, his selflessness. HE was used to be quite poor, but each time I came to his house, he would buy things for me despite his tight budget. Not only that, he also would bring my brother and I to ECP to cycle. All those times are the most precious childhood that I've.

BE it happy or sad. He's the 舅舅 that I respect and look upon to. Now, he's a wealthy man. Glad for him! From him, I learnt that one must not 'look down on others' or else in future, the fate would reverse.

Another one that I like and respect is my 四姨。Although she's very gan jiong in whatever she do, but she's very kind hearted. =)) She's very generous too. Thats why I've inherit the "generous"! LOL.

Well, wonder who will strike lottery next? And dont know if we would ever get a treat again.

hope they would not be so selfish.

OMG. Many many dramas to watch soon! I can't wait for it to broadcast. One of them used to be my favourite actor, Jerry Yan. I guess most of the fans should have heard about it.

Casted by: Jerry Yan, Xiao Zhu, WuZun.

The broadcast date is nearing! 27July! WHOO(:

不良笑花!

By Rainie Yang and Will Pan!! WHOOS(:

愛就宅一起

Also by RAINIE! AND MY JIRO !!!!!!!!! OMG. CUTE! ><

拭目以待!!!!

我也想要有一个双胞胎姐姐或妹妹。可愛いですよ。＝Ｄ
Sorry for being random. =X I was watching GUESS GUESS GUESS just now. And there's 5 pairs of twins. 1 of them is from SG. Their talent show is on DANCE. FUCKING NICE!

Tml I would be going out. Cause my uncle treat the whole relative to dinner as he strike lottery! It's not a small amount. OMG. Imagine if my parents won, then... They would buy...

1. 2 PSP
2. DVD portable
3. ITOUCH!
4. MY WALLET!

I need to change my WALLET. OMG. BECOME BLACK already. Still waiting for new series of BURBERRY. *winks*

Firstly, I would like to thank the following people:

JiaoNi- for accompanying me to the dental clinic and she did some sacrifices. She even accompany me throughout my treatment. THANK YOU! W/o you, today I don't think I can make it!

YanYing - Thanks for your encouragement. You tried hard to tell me that nothing would happen, even though I'm still not convinced.

Boon Thai - Thanks for your encouragement too. And your whole list of blessing. =)

YanHua - Thanks for advising me to seek for a dentist. At least, I'm better and happier now.

Elena - Thank you for your prayers! And your prayers has answered! XIEXIE!

TingTing - Standing by my side. LOL.

Wan Ting - Thanks for your encouragement. I know you're afraid too! But really grateful to you!

Dave - Offered to accompany me to see dentist. 有那句就够了。

OHMY, I'm like writing my last words. LOL. Kidding. Have been crying from last night till today. Seriously, I really have severe phobia. I don't know how to explain why I'm so scared too.

What makes me very touched is when I was going off from school, and was catching up with JiaoNi and YanYing. Tears somehow just burst out. As both of them were worried for me (cause they didn't see this side of me before), they offer to escort me to the bus stop. JiaoNi even wanted to go clinic with me! So touched!

So she went back to take her bag and guess what? Boon thai, Yanhua and tingting walked to the bus stop to see how was I. Really appreciate them! (: At that point of time, I teared even more. Elena even helped me to pray. THANKS GIRL! Love you all.

I shall skip the dental part. Not good to mention. HAHA. At least it's over now!

I felt being loved today.
xie xie ni men

may god bless me please!

My gums have been bleeding these few days. Anyone can tell me why it happens? I'm very scared! Moreover, today my teeth's aching. OMG. I don't want to see dentist!

& I'm not a pampers girl!