Love is ...

Love is when your heart keep pounding when you see him.

Love is when you do stupid things in front of him.

Love is when he's on your mind all the time.

Love is when you can talk to him about anything and everything.

Love is when you spent quality time together even if it's only 5 minutes.

Love is when he knows what you wanna say through your emotions.

Love is when you are willing to let him go.

What is love to you?

Attended jj wedding and suddenly have the feel of wanting to get married. That's why I pen down what love is to me.

Blissful marriage to jj and Theresa :)

Forgotten

As per title, be it this blog or myself, forgotten has been the right word. Not being emo but things sort of turned haywired recently. Friendships, especially. I lost some, and gained some :)

Some people don't understand how much I value friendship. They judge me and think that I'm overly sensitive which I think they have no right to say so. Many people commented that I have a lot of friends. Yes I do have a lot of friends but most are just hi bye friends. Those that are just passerby. How many actually stayed by me throughout when I encounter shits in my life?

I don't need 100 hi bye friends. I just need a few that know me well. Even if I only have 1 friend that know me well. I'm satisfied :)

Recollection

Took out a bit of my time to re-read some post dated 4 yrs ago and the times when I started working after O level. One word to conclude, childish. Maybe 4 years later when I look back, I might find this post boring too. At different stages of life, the words, speech and thinking are different. Through ups and downs all these years, I've grown to be more mature. And I'm proud to be what I am today :D

I stumbled upon some names in my blog but I couldn't really recall who they were. I'm not sure is it my poor memory that caused the amnesia or simply they aren't important. :P Also, there's some occasions and events where I have participated and yet no recollection of it at all. Other than da bai chi, which I still remember somehow :)

It has been 1 year since the break up. I'm doing good and I think Single really suits me more. :) For I do not have much time for the other half. Status quo till grad :)

Anyway, O Level has started! GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING THIS MAJOR EXAMS! JIAYOU TO MY DEAR BABY BRO! <3

Bleak. Dreams.

Haven been on this space for quite some time. I hope there's still people staying and mingling around here. :) I'm still the lazy girl, partly cause I was too tired these days. Being busy with birthdays, baking and making cards. School has started for a month now and I'm still not used to schooling and working at the same time. It's like I'm working full time and studying part time instead. Cause working has taken 4 days. But I'm not complaining cause I love the environment there and having to chiong and frustrated over some issues at work with colleagues. Simply fun yet tiring.

In few months' time, I will be graduating and time to look for jobs. I know what I want but I'm not sure whether I'm up for it. :/ 

On a side note, I've been daydreaming about opening my own bakery shop selling cupcakes and cookies all because of the food network show I've been watching recently. They sure do inspired and spurred me to work hard for my goal :) 

Sharing with everyone, the motivation that I've gotten from them

DC CUPCAKES:

TOUGH COOKIES:

If I have the chance to fly over to US, I will definitely visit this 2 shops to try out their pastries.

Till then, I hope the videos made your stomach growling cause mine do :)

random

I'm back to blogging again. After the long long post over at SPC webby and all the aching I'm experiencing now, I still have the stamina to blog here. Okay, cut the crap.

I'm still feeling abit sad, abit emotional over the fact that I've been missing out some stuff from some friends. It's no wonder I'm experiencing this cause I've been a cavewoman for sometimes. And for that, I didn't contact anyone too.

The month of Sep and Oct are the months that would make me broke. Too many birthdays especially when it's 21st birthday. :/ Gonna get busy soon. Real soon. Especially when I'm working when school's starting.

Have been thinking about life after graduation. What am I going to work as when I graduate? I know what I wanna achieve in the next few years, with the dream job I want. I know what I want, but there's some uncertainty, some doubts in me. I'm not that confident that I can take that kind of environment. So what should I do? I told myself I will look for A&P related industry, and also media. I hope I have the courage to do that.

We shall see.

Twenty one

They say when you reached TWENTY ONE, you will know and have to face like an adult. Yes, twenty one not only symbolizes freedom and stepping into adulthood, but also learning how to handle things.

It's said that everything that comes in your way either deliberately or naturally. You have to face with harsh reality created by the society, health problem, family issues and even financial problems. Not only that, relationships between bf/gf, dealing with broken hearts and the ability to console people plays an important role now.

Twenty one isn't all about partying. Neither is inviting families and friends to witness that you have grown up from a lil gal to a lady. It's all about handling the real, cruel and harsh environment that you have to deal with.

Twenty one is also about planning your life ahead, for you will not know what is waiting for you at the other end of the pole. Protection against anything is always important.

Twenty one, a stage where responsibility has become a burden. And twenty one isn't about grumbling how life's unfair, it's hoe making your mundane life happening and meaningful! How burden can turn into joy!

Work hard. Play harder.

I'm just plain lazy

L.A.Z.Y

I've more time for myself now but I'm just too lazy to get my ass to do those things. Have been delaying many things that I promised to fulfill. Some were way past the deadline. But sometimes I just can't get myself to do the things that I'm supposed to do.

Every weekend I'm trying hard to clear my backlogs. That includes blogging. It seems that my interest in blogging has gone. Whether it's good or bad, I'm gonna surrender this blog soon. But let's hope Mr Lazy could leave me alone so that the hardworking leng can be back to accomplish all the task asap.

I used to have some encouragement, motivation but where are they now?

On the lighter note, I enjoyed working probably because of my colleagues that made my working experience even better. But one of them is leaving this friday. She's also a temp. But I'm glad she's from SIM and we can still keep in contact. :)

After tuesday, I will have one lesser thing to think about. I hope everything will turn out fine.

Have faith, believe in yourself.

I guess most of you should know that I'm a SIM Blogger for 2nd Semester already. Thus, I dedicated most of the time on the other blog instead.

Here's the link: http://www.simge.edu.sg/gePortalWeb/appmanager/web/default?_nfpb=true&_st=&_pageLabel=pgBlog&redirect=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.simge.edu.sg%2Fsimblogseason4%2Fchaileng

But that doesn't mean I won't blog here. This is my personal blog. :)

A place that I can rant without worries :D

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

This year's fireworks is really awesome! Tonight I'll be going to watch it again for the 3rd time :)

Last weekend was really busy. Went to my Niece 1st birthday chalet at Aloha Loyang. See the difference? I held my 21st birthday at Aloha Loyang Chalet and my Niece held it too. But her 1 year old instead -.- Because there's not enough bed, I've got to sleep on the floor with mum. Whole body aching and I caught a cold :( It's really unpleasant experience though.

The next morning, we left and headed to my 2nd uncle house to see my nephew!! Omg he's super cute!! He just came back from Indonesia and the younger one still at there though. But, he's very short and super heavy >< 12kg for 1 yr old ++ is abit too heavy and he insist I carry him >< Love him so much and felt like kidnapping him XD

Hee. I seriously love kids alot. Wonder if next time my kids will be as adorable as them? :) We shall see :)

Sometimes I’ve got a ‘life’ because I live everyday with the fullest; going out after work, meeting friends, having dinner, singing, playing etc. Other times when I’m having my gloomy days, I don’t feel like going out. Not even for dinner. That’s me. Surprisingly, I’m fine being alone. Not lonely I supposed but just having a ME time.

When my hormones acted up, I just feel like disconnecting from the world and go somewhere people won’t be able to reach me, a place that’s not my home. I always love to dream about travelling to places of interests. But in the picture, all I see is just me. But occasionally I saw myself happily with friends.

When life gets a little bit tougher, all those random thoughts appear in my mind again. But well, life’s a bitch. I need to be a slut to tackle this bitch.

/random thoughts again.

Another one into my collection :D

A surprise early delivery :) Fast and efficient from Gmarket seller.

TADA! It's instax 210! Wide film polaroid! I know I've one already but still, I couldn't resist this kind of cammie! :D

This is the super bulky cammie! But it's okay, as long as it can print out wide film! :D Super happy on a weekend!

soaring high into the sky

Can't wait for 买东西吃东西买东西吃东西！Few days later you will see a super PUI kia :P

面对

勇敢过自己这一关。就能海阔天空

重逢

再一次。。

争气一点！

Love you

Rainie's new drama - Love you.

Only watched episode 1. As usual, her acting is always so much exaggerated than the storyline. Kind of disappointed with TW shows nowadays. But since it's Rainie, I shall persevere till the end! A lot commented that Rainie grow fatter? But I like her new hair. Refreshing! :D

But I still prefer 犀利人妻 though. WEN SHEN HAO! HAHAHA.