Crazy little thing call love

There’s a movie that I wanna introduce to everyone. It’s a Thai romance movie call ‘First Love’.

Have a look at the trailer! It’s super nice. I watched it last night and I teared. I seriously admire the girl’s determination. The power of love! If only I’m like that. Best is the guy likes her too! :D mutual feelings!

Actually, I kinda like my life now. Singlehood. When you’re single, you’re not restricted to anything and there’s no obligation. BUT! Even though I’m not tied to anyone now, my personal time is diminishing faster than when I was attached. How irony. My friends always asked me why I do not have much time? Other than working and schooling which didn’t take up much of my time, I don’t know what I did most of the time. This is bad, but I’m loving it, more than anything.

For now, I shall enjoy my singlehood!

I saw my cute ex-crush that day. My heart was pounding very fast. I don’t know why I reacted that way. Still the cute guy I know. :D

Yet another day

Back with another post. So today’s second day of new dyed and cut hair. Bestie couldn’t recognize me initially. I thought that was good, in a way. It means I have changed quite a bit, probably cause of my hair color. Just that I hate my fringe now. Something that I’ve learnt: DO NOT cut hair when it’s nearing CNY because the hair dresser anyhow cut my hair. Too much demand, too little supply. -.- I felt cheated after cutting.

But anyway, it wasn’t that bad after all. At least my hair’s much neater. Some thought I rebonded my hair. But hey! My hair’s naturally straight! Can save money on rebonding, fortunately. CNY is just round the corner and I’ve yet do much spring cleaning. I’m gonna shop for a high waist shorts to go along with my top. :D

Anyhow, recently I’ve been irritated when people tried to twist my words or tried to outtalk me. I don’t like and because of this, I will drift away from the person. But that’s temporary only. Probably I was in foul mood and people start to step onto my toes. Which make it even worst for me. Whatever.

Today I let out some stuff. At least it’s a load off my chest. Sharing some burden doesn’t seem to be that bad after all. Sometimes I’m really envy those who can have platonic friends. It doesn’t seem to have fate with me. I always wanted to have that someone who can understand me very well without me saying. But it’s very hard to find one, and I won’t give up finding that special someone to be my platonic friend.

My passion for blogging is back. A place where I can pour out my stuff and seek shelter. A place to rant and rant and rant.

That’s all for today!

MIA-ed

Is it just me or what? Everytime when I reach this page, nothing seems to be coming out from my mind. I always wanted to blog but somehow I will back space everything that I typed.

These few days have been ups and downs. I’ve done a lot of soul searching too. Eg, what I want in life, what I should do from now on, how can I help my family, birthday planning and some other personal stuff.

All in all, I’ve come down to a conclusion: take a step at a time. It’s bad, for someone like me without plans but the more I think, the more upset I am. Rather than worrying about things that do not have solution right now, I should enjoy my life more isn’t it? School has been keeping me away from friends. Somehow I dislike this feeling. Yet school is another place for me to avoid some stuff.

And people, sorry if I’ve been neglecting you these days. It’s unintentional. I didn’t want it this way but probably I need a break from everyone and last weekend was a good break for me. Had a great time with family, buying CNY goodies with mommy that made her happy and even shopped for CNY clothes with my brother. Also, a short meet up with tingting was simply splendid. :D Lots of fun in fact especially going to bazaar to find Mel and co.

I’m determined to stay happy and not thinking so much on my part. :D

XLB Buffet was ________. I would never touch it for at least 6 months. Dreadful I would say though I only ate like 10? The rest had more than me!

On a lighter note, my CNY shopping was great! I’ve gotten some clothes that I’m pretty satisfied and of course, a wedges and a pair of sandals that I like a lot. Bro also think it’s nice. :D So I hope this year would be a good one for me and for everyone else!

Few days’ time, you will see the Happy Chai Leng again! (Provided my mood isn’t affected by anyone which happened just last week. )

When I’m down,

When I’m sad,

When I need an ear,

When I’m troubled,

When I’m on the verge of crying,

When I’m about to give up,

When school’s not cool afterall,

When life doesn’t seem to go on the way I want,

I’ll look at it – The photo that brings me joy. The photo that makes me think I’m not alone. And this is the photo that will bring me through my tough times.

Physically or mentally, I know there are people around me who care for me. I sincerely thank those who care about me. Thanks!

P.S. Today's kind of emotional because I've talked to someone and I felt _________.

Accurate or not?

After much procrastinating, I finally give in to this special date, 11.1.11 to start my first post of the year. I made a wish this morning during work. I know I’m acting like a little girl, believing in all those myth foolishly. But nevertheless, I still made a small wish. Hope it will come true, somehow. :D

During work today, my colleagues were printing their feng shui slip. Out of curiosity, I went to fill in my birthday and time of birth. It’s actually our 8 characters. As one of my colleagues, CT, knows a bit about feng shui, he explained to us patiently and individually what our sign means. Somehow mine’s quite true, especially family part. As for studies, I do know that I’ve a hidden gift for doing well but apparently, this year is the year of rabbit. Somehow it might not be very smooth for me.

As for career wise, it’s fairly good I would say. I’m in control of my own career. That’s the best thing I love to hear. :D side track a bit, during lunch I saw this building with the name, ‘Ogilvy & Mather’. That’s the company that I wanna work in future! I was so excited because it’s so near to my current company! I shall work hard towards that goal then!

CT also describe well to my personality. :D My luck’s good too and as long as I have support from people, I would be able to succeed which is very true. Another fact that he saw from the characters is being vain. I guess that’s really true.

As for love, I’ve many peach blossoms. LOL. He said my future hubby and I would be very loving. It would be smooth sailing BUT it comes with a flaw too. He might be either a police or baddie. Since my 卯 is side by side, I’ll have 2 guys fighting over me! (LOL). Don’t know how true is that though.

Well, I will take the readings with a pinch of salt and sharing with everyone who read my blog in case I forget about it. HAHA.

Till then!