I'm so not going to think about what's going to happen in the next few days. MEOW~

I love & hate you, TIME!

Think I'm going crazy because of the tons of work from work. The data entry is never ending, as always for me and yet pay is coming into my pocket soon so if I didnt submit on time, some pay will be delayed D:

I hope no one will disturb me tml. BLESS Me.

Merely less than 3 days.. I hope time can stop for us, for once.

I need TIME.

Started working as a surveyor. What I can say is, it is really a very tiring job as you need to tolerate people's nonsense and still able to smile back at them and continue asking questions even if they are reluctant. Target meeting is always the killer for many, especially if you cannot meet the target. You will feel so awful.

For me, it worked well and smooth initially. I'm not sure for the rest of this month but I believe with my determination, I can do it. That's customer service for you.

Because of this job, I did not sleep the entire night last night. Instead, I only manage to sleep at 10plus today. Thus I did not head to office to meet my supervisor. The data entry is a pain to me! I rather go house by house and get aching all over. :(

I need to get a bag real soon. My shoulder hurts. :(

More :( :( :( is this 2 months will be real busy with stuff and Dear also will be busy. Guess it's really hard for us to meet now. :(

14/06/2010, our anniversary but I almost forgot all about it until night time then I realised. This made me feel so sad. :( It really dawn on me that we should do something to this! But everything must end first before going to the next step :D

原来等待只能是等待

有些人，有了荣华富贵却在感情上受了创伤。

而有些人，什么都没有却只有温柔的爱情。

一些人对于感情很执着，却没把真心话说出来。

那为什么还不说出来？

错过了机会，就再也没办法弥补了。

我偶然看到莫个人的部落，觉得好伤心。甚至掉了眼泪。真希望那个人能勇敢的面对。。

I'm not sure as a friend, am I really good.. How can I pick up this friend of mine...

I know the communication between both of us are not strong enough and whenever I've problem, you're not the first person to know. That's work the same way for you too. But I know someone else will be there to comfort you too. But remember, I'm always here. :)

Just wanna pen down some thoughts here. Please don't ask me what happen. :)

不要后悔你做过的抉择。。

Yesterday was an eventful day at the child care with Elena and Ting Ting. It was fun. We were in charge of outdoor activities – Captain’s ball and dog&bone. The kids were rough and tough. I know they have been enjoying themselves although they did quarrel. When I saw them playing, I have the sudden urge of playing Captain’s ball too. It has been zillion years since I last played and I missed it so much especially the victory won during secondary school days. It really brings many memories to me. Still reminiscing…

After that, Ting Ting and I went town. She shopped with me while waiting for Dear. We had a good talk : ) Ting Ting also spotted Jiaoni at Wisma so they waited for sweet before going off. I always thought Ting Ting is taller than him but then, I was wrong. Damn HAPPY! So Dear went shopping with me but I didn’t get anything despite GSS. Oh wells, I’ve been eyeing something from online. A few shorts + dress + accessories. :D Shall get it before the spree closes.

Many things happened these few days. Many of you have heard about it so I shall skip the details. After club and hangover, finally I have sorted out my feelings. We have come to a mutual agreement on certain things and I believe this time it will work out somehow. I believe through this incident, he will treasure me more like how I cherish him : ) I would not make the same mistake again and I know communication is the key that torn us apart in the past. But now, all I can say is : )

Being on job hunting these days. I have lowered down my expectation too. Hopefully someone can offer me a job as soon as possible. Otherwise I would turn crazy at home doing nothing. :(

I was quite sickish today especially the symptoms came right after I reached home from yesterday. Slept quite a lot today and yet my headache still couldnt go away. The weather's so bad these days! Second time falling sick this year! :( Everyone please drink more water :D:D

Till then!

Thursday, 27 May 2010

It's finally School of BA graduation! The 3 years spent in school were definitely irreplaceable. Regardless of the happy, sad, angry, worried feelings that we have, it's all our beautiful memories in NGEE ANN POLY! Thanks to all my friends, group mates and peers who are there for me :) you guys were great and definitely we have learnt something from each other :)

Flowers, bears and family members were there to support the graduates. For me, I've none but was shocked that dayuan, seeyui and Anthony were there :) Thanks Da yuan and see yui for the bear :)

Those are the friends

GIRLS!

Me!!

After that, Jiaoni, Yan ying and I went for our celebration part 1. We went to KAP Mac to eat. Chatted alot and :):);) Home sweet home.

Saturday, 29 May 2010

Fish and Co with BIT PEEPS and LEcturers also joined us! :D:D Not very interactive though. Tingting, Elena and Yanhua didn't join us. The theme was Italian Mafia so 3 of us wore black!

First time that 3 of us wore black together :) Dark angels :)

Following that, chilled at Ben and Jerry before heading to Zirca. In the end, I was the only girl with 3 guys. =.= Zirca's song that night was house music and it was boring~~ Probably cause I'm only girl. So we headed to Rebel and it really excited us! Managed to get a table and the guys order 2 bottles of Martel. Bottom up 3 cups and we started dancing and gotten really high. I didn't control my drinking and after awhile, I was drunk cause I felt the giddiness. The next moment was.. I puked.

Stayed in the toilet for very long until someone dragged me out. When I was much conscious, Dear was already hugging me tightly. He was waiting for me all the while. So I had a severe headache and worst hangover. :(

Monday, 31 May 2010

Last day of work and my gastric wasnt feeling better. Probably because of the alcohol. I was kind of sad because I might not have the chance to see my colleagues again. They are really nice people who always take care of me and helped me whenever I need. The day ended very fast. :( I was officially out of job :(

Went to waraku@marina square after work with them. It was nice and they were joking happily as always. I guess I would really miss their jokes :) After that went bowling :)

Tuesday, 1 June 2010

After few days, I finally took Graduation photo with my family! :) This is to make up for that day as they did not attend. I really love my family ~~ Photos as below.

I know I'm shortest.

Papa

Mama

Shuai ge

Finally took decent photos with my family :)

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

Also took photo with Dear.

We went back to NP to return the Graduation Robe. Headed off to Plaza Sing and watched Shrek :) NICEEEEEE and Meaningful!

To end off, here's a picture with Dear~~ It's 4.11am now, I'm so dead and sorry for the broken english cause I'm sick of waiting and typing.

Find me a job!!