pissed off.
ii hate myy life.everything.
full of restriction.
nothing can be done.
am goiin to be anti social soon.
dad's stress on miie.mum's objection.
studies stress.money stress.everything stress!
hate it so muuchhs.
why am ii th one whu ishh so pressurized?
ii feel lyk crying.but..tears too stubborn to flow out.
hab been swallowin all th grudges in my heart.
im seriously...TIRED.


felt so left out td.
feel dat iim suchh an eXtra.
perfect eXtra gal.
didnt tok to dem cuz everyone's simply ignoring miie.
wadd can ii do?
all ii did was to gibb dem a black face.
yupps.may look scary but whu cares?
ii wont flare up anyhow.
im a reasonable psn.reli hope dat dey
would neo my existance.
at least try tokin to miie alrite.
no one attempt to tok to mie.
seriously,im quite PISSED OFF.
by them.wadeva.
imagine wibb a group of frenz nd all 3 of dem
macham duno miie liidat.tok among demselves.
hey?!afterall iim still a human being alrite?
ii do exist!
can someone juz try diz feeling?
no one wld lyk it.luckily got my hp peii miie.
if not ii sure will walk out.
thx vonne.


wads th deal?im so proud of myself dat
ii can control my temper juz now.
went home alone cuz ii feel dat its beta she stay
wibb dem cuz she niid her!
ii didnt even habb th chance to tok to her.
nd th other her ignore miie totally.
ii was lyk,FREAK OUT.
frm lot1 all th way till ii went home.
didnt even tok mucchhs except when choosing
prezzies.
yeah yeah.ii got a bad attitude.
everyone does hab it.
msg her to tell her how ii feel.
well..shldnt hab follow dem dere.
maybe diz few days my mood hasnt been happy.
nd she immediately will becum sad when she saw miie.
as if iim her devil.wadeva.
ii hate diz feeling.
tml goin lot1 again!went to lot1 fer 2days alr.
tml 3rd tym.go eat sushi.PS birthday.
HOPE iim not FORGOTTEN by dem.
sry.iim not to be trifle wibb.
dats th outcome when ppl so called offended miie.
dunwanna feel left out anymore.
will be th FIRST N th LAST tym.
ii hate being ALONE.being LONELY.
it sucks.