Monday, August 07, 2006

my contact lens drOpped off from my eyes td!!
mygoodness!!!ii was so panick siia.
in th end,ii gotten a pathetic eyedrop on my lens.
yeahh.diz ishh not th 1st tym.
san was lyk..erm..kinda cua tio.
yupps.ii didnt cuz it happened once.
anyway, mood swing td again!!
yeahh..miie am alwiz lidat de.
cant chg.dunno why.
ishh lyk ii didnt mean to strain th frenship alrite.
ii mean ii juz correct eur words niia.
cuz eu pronounce it incorrectly.
didnt mean it.nd ii dfidnt raise my voice lor.
seriously, iin didnt.dats how loud my voice ishh
Nd ii didnt gibb eu ATTITUDE.
ii neo my attitude sucks but ii didnt kk.
dunnowhy things turn out diz way.
ii dun wan to sit dwn nd sort it out cuz ii feel
dat dere isnt a niid ferr us to do so.
it will make th matter worst alrite.
ii mean ii did accomodate to eu kk.if eu reli wann
to be stubborn, ii dunno wadd to say den.
ii did all my best dat ii cld.
den wadd did eu do den?
nth.ii mean dat day miie still attempt to tok to eu when
we were walkin to his hse.
ishh lyk th atmosphere was WEIRD.
ii didnt expect myself to get into diz MESS.
now dat eu didnt join us ferr recess nd it seems
dat its my fault.
wadeva.kinda piss off.ii will rmb th face dat eu gibb miie diz morning.
sry.ii love to correct ppl's pronounciation althou mine ish
not gd too.
suan le.nxt tym ii shall not bother abt diz.
yeah.im stubborn too.
but ii didnt wanna strain diz frenship.damn it.
nd ii was lyk goin to cry.
for goodness sake.
ii dun lyk diz.reli hate diz.


anyway,ms tan told us abt th motivation camp thingy.
it seems dat it does work ferr th 3na.
nd ii reli hope ii can attend th motivation camp.
she did ask us to close our eyes nd let us relax.
do some visualising nd ask us to tiink back abt th past.
th past few yrs frm young.
alot of memories flash to miie.
one by one.
some are joys.
some are sad.
diappointing especially during secondary.
everything nd ii realised ii chag alot.
especially my result.
mygod.nd ii was kinda touched by all th flashbacks.
tears tickled dwn abit.reli am upset!
anyway, o level chinese result releasing diz fri.
mygoshh.reli hope ii can score well.
ii wanna an A1.
pls..ii dun wan to retake!!!!!!

am angry.am sad.everything.mix feelings.
peer tutoring td.damn it.
didnt neo how to do.
even melvin th expert wibb high IQ oso dunno.
joel too.
miie kp grumbling to joel.haha.
poor boii..so sry!!=]
tml half day!yeah!

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