holidays over!!sch reopen tml!!gonna start MUGGING REAL HARD.
cant slack anymore.was lookin forward to schooling.
at least when in sch ii can no longer slack.
yupps.dats a gd ting.ii can concentrate on my studies.
o level ish juz a few mths away nd ii shld not be slacking
anymore.yupps.will try my best to produce gd result.
shall not let my parents nd teachers dwn.nd muz thx sharine
ferr encouragin miie to study nd make miie habb th
confidence back.thx gal!nd thx to SC too.
yupps.ii will regain my confidence.will wrk REAL hard now.
holiday was great.at least ii did go out nd habb a LIFE!
so ii didnt regret.if ii dun strive hard now,ii will REGRET
at th end of yr!yupps.shall stop tiinkin abt others except
STUDIES.
my main priority now.ii actually didnt do much revision
during holidays but ii did do some of th maths sum.
english tys.yupps.nd physics.refreshing my memories.
well..ALL dose whu are having o' diz yr,pls wrk hard!!
may eu succeed in getting fantastic grades.


to dat guy:
ii neo eu re angry at miie rite now.
dats makes th 2 of us.
ii can't undastan how ii could habb been so thoughtless,
especially to someone as impt to miie as eu.
diz isnt one of dose tyms when th old
"cover eu butt" clinches lyk "im only human" or
"we all make mistakes" wld be enough.
ii'll undastan completely if eu feel eu re goin to need more
tym to sort it out.
but ii still want to offer diz apology nd tell eu how truly sry
ii am ferr how ii treated eu nd to let eu neo juz how much
our relationship means to miie.
but we will nd forever,remains,
as frenz.

well..diz ish goin to be a long post.
was late td!sry sarina.didnt mean it.suppose to
meet dem at 1.30pm at lot1 but end up meeting dem at
arnd 1.50pm.gosh.ii tot ii was th latest but kelly ish th latest!
she hvn reach!well..can c dat sharine abit fed up or sth.
im sry!ii was held up by mum nd dad cuz ii cldnt get $$
frm dem.gosh.den both of dem kp saying diz nd dat
but mum did help miie.thx mum!!ii love eu so much!!
so grateful to her.den quickly went to meet dem.
yupps.order pizza to eat..yummy!!love it so much.
all of us kp tokin abt gals' stuffs etc.nd we went gagaga..
it may seems funny but its a gd tym to tok abt diz.
yupps.super happy den.
oh no.we procceed to yellow shop after dat!juz to
pierce ears!cuz sarina wanna pierce but she wann ppl
peii so ii peii her.kinda pain.both ears!
den after dat buay tahan quickly go toilet cuz iim vomiting
soon.all becuz of th antibiotic fauly.make miie puke.
sharine saw it!at th basin!gosh.imagine ii puke all th food
out!den my stomach become empty.juz cant imagine.
puked all th food ii ate.gosh!
den proceed to arcade!we went to play daytona nd bball!yupps.nice fight!
nd played real hard.lol.we were damn enthu in playing dat cuz we kp
wanting to goal in.oh ya.hafway got a guy came nd wanted sarina's hp
no.but she rejected den th guy buay song or sth.so funny.


after sometyms spent at dere,we went to town at arnd 5pm.haha.took 190 dere.my gosh.ii realised ii super lame! cuz ii kp taking photos on th bus nd alot
of th passengers kp lookin at US!haha.ii started all dose stuffs.damn fun.long tym din hab fun.yupps.will update some of th pix taken on th bus.anyway,after dat,we went to heeren to shop.nth much.simply walking arnd nd had gals' talk.yupps.nd ii found alot of wristband dat ii lyk!but its ferr guys.too bad.so style!love it.will upload.yupps.den went to cineleisure to take neoprints.gosh.its quite nice.nicer den last tym.
yupps.well..hate goin to town cuz ii saw 5ppl ii neo td.suay can.
1st saw junhao at neoprint shop.2nd saw coach at heeren wib her frenz[ii tiink].3rd&4th saw daniel nd alex respectively.5th at LJ saw dunearn sec3 de but dunno th name.suay rite?ARGH.onli miie saw frenz.


played arcade again after dining at LJ.yupps.one quite obese woman
played para para nd OH NO!she's so GD!pro!everyone saw it nd were lyk,"omg.why wld she dance till lidat?"saw stunning looks.everyone did tiink too lowly of her ii guess.it attracts quite alot of ppl.yupps.
well..went home at arnd 9pm cuz sarina wanna go to her mum's wrkin place.yupps.4ofus rocks!!hehe.ii love eu gals!anyway,nicholas called miie juz now nd guess wadd?he said dat he's goin to get married in dec!oh no!
ii dun believe a single fuck can?juz dun blive.wait till he send miie th invitation card den ii will be convince.ii will surely attend th wedding dinner nd make sure ii will look preetty dat day!!nd muz bring a guy along.still wondering whu will go wibb miie?his wife-to-be quite ok looking.still cant believe nd dey are juz 20 nd 19 yrs respectively.not dat ii look dwn on dem or anyting.its juz seems so ridiculous.cuz dey are so young unless shot gun.but he denied.forget it.



[pizza!yummy!]

[sharine nd miie!ii look so tensed!]

[LOOK!!malay gal ish gaga-ing.Zzz]

[th WRISTBAND dat ii WAN!!will buy ferr my future boii.]

[unwanted rubbish?]

[miie nd sarina outside pasta mania]

[th pretty 4!!]

[Princesses!!]

[ii look ugly!]

[Flower 4!!]

hey..here to blog.went to plaza td wibb dad nd mum.
sign up a new line.yupps.went to fajar to return th cds
nd AI QING MO FA SHI dunhab vol2!its not release yet!
freak!den wanted to rent th juz new release th AI QING 17
by zhang sha han.BUT dunhabb!!got ppl rent it!!fucking.
den in th end rented e zuo ju zhi wen.quite a nice drama,
yupps.den sandra lend miie another 2 korean drama.
didnt get to watch de fruit basket.abit regret but its ok.
btw,meryl ish out.EXPECTED.althou wan ting kp sayin
she will be in but NO.she's out.


now diz ish all out to th HYPOCRITES.mygosh.eu all juz tiink
too low of miie huh?suspect of my ability?den eu
are totally wrong.wad a nice gal eu all can be huh?
can tok sweet to miie at th moment.th nxt moment behind my
back,gosh..evryting spilled out.damn freak.
eu reli doubt my ability isit?den eu are totally wrong.
eur mum nv tell eu dat eu all shldnt criticse ppl?or not
eu will get eur retribution?mygosh.ii will not avenge but
let miie warn eu nd eur bunch of frenz.
althou ii oso got gossip,but eu all are juz worst off den miie
can??cant stand eu all alrite?ii neo my legs are flabby nd big!!
but eu all dunhabb to say dat kk..not as if eur legs are slim nd nice.
ii puke.
nd wads ferr to buy all dose branded stuffs when its not nice
at all?juz to show off?mygod.it look horrible when it ish worn
by eu all.ohgosh.

buzz off.

tml goin out to celeb sarina's bday!nd goin to pei her pierce-.-"

hey..juz finish watching vol.1 ai qing mo fa shi.
my gosh.its fantastic.so touching nd funny.
hopefully xiao bei nd ya si will be togta
but rickie will be veh ke lian.
juz pity him..gona look ferr 2nd vol tml.
nd tml goin to sign up new line ferr dad.
yupps.maybe will meet kiro bahx..to take th
cd bahx.went plaza juz now to fetch mum.
nd it was raining cats nd dogs!!abit drenched.
-.-"
anyway,now goin to upload pix..


[woa..lotsa nail polish]

[nail polish aGAIN!!]

[nice ma?saw it at bugis dat tym]

[duckies!!love it muchs~]

[another pix of duckie!!]

[look at us!!in th mist of th air!at clz bbq!]

[us again!!we are juz bored!!hehe.frenz foreva!]


ok..miie gtg.habb a nice day.

hey..iim back.send sandra hm juz now.
yupps.my fingers are soo colorful!thx to sandra!
cuz she help miie paint my fingernails!!damn nice
nd muz thx tiing's nail polish nd her nail arts.
yupps.indeed a successful one.
basically td both gals went to my hse to do
girly stuffs but instead,we went watching
AI QING MO FA SHI!!!omg.im addicted to it!
yupps.its hilarious.juz lyk ER MO ZAI SHEN BIAN.
den my mum fed dem wibb crackers nd stuffs dat
she cooked.yum.dey sure wil grow fatter.
haha.den painted our nails.in th end,onli miie nd
tiing painted but not sandra cuz she ish th one whu
help us make until so xin ku.thx sandra!!
hehe..yups.tiing go off earlier cuZ her dad will scold
if too late.den sandra nd miiie watched incredible tale
nd project runway b4 goin home.yupps.
nd ya..she's damn muddle head,she forget to bring back her
nail polish.guess ltr on habb to meet her.
LOL..
well..now tryin to update some of th pix!












[my left hand!!sweet huh?but weird comb.]










[my right hand!!more WILD nd elegant?]

ok..now cant upload pix le.duno why.
will update th pix again.cya!!

ii muz be mad.to hab make dat decision.
life ish juz full of surprises.
was watching ai qing mo fa shi.
mygosh.its freaking nice kk.
nd ya.it does reveal th greediness of woman.
all juz wanna be pretty.
nd expose dat all guys dun lyk ugly women.
oh well..fine.why wld ii care?th world ish juz
crazy.
althou ii critize till lidat,but th drama ish quite nice


anw,sandra nd wan tiing Ltr comin to my hse.
maybe doin some girly stuffs perhaps?
hmm..im not sure.
well.dats fine ferr miie.
haha..k now.
miie goin to slp le.
take care.bb.

WAD TH FUCK.QINOBE WAS OUT!FUCK ASS..MANTOU EU SHLD BE OUT.WTF.HELL.THEY NO EYES ISIT?
BUT II BELIEVE EU WILL BE OUT.ARGH.FUCK.

hey peeps!
18th jun 06
yupps.went wrking.yeah.$$ faster come to miie!
LOL..
ST ferr 2 hrs td..went to JE to collect premium.
ish miie whu volunteer to do dat.
it was kinda weird cuz ii wore mac uni nd board bus 52.
yupps.th manager dere was not friendly kk.
gibb miie a blardi face.
as if ii reli scared of eu huh.yuck.heng..
miie didnt wrk dere if not ii will die.
well..indeed its a gd tym ferr miie to slack nd ii
didnt go BOOTH 1 OR 2!!
so heng.yupps.damn happy.
juz slacking all round nd punch out early cuz chiu yen allow.
love eu gal!keke.


td,nth much to say.tuition td.yupps.
lotsa tings to clarify wib her.
haiz.
anyway, anyone neo wads th feeling of being cheated?
ii guess,no.
dun tiink anyone neo ba nd ii tiink ii juz taste it.
its juz too...
he make miie feel dat sad.dat hurt.
dat angry.
sry.no matter how eu gona sweet talk miie.
ii guess,dere's no way we can be togata again.
yupps.reli.
ii habb been tolerating ferr so long althou ii neo th truth
right b4 we break.
yupps.ii didnt do anyting cuz ii dat tym reli muz habb
love him too much
but now ii guess..ii shall not tolerate all diz
nonsense.
HURT.HURT
why shld ii be th one whu ish being hurt?
anyone can tell mie?
i reli cant stand it.reli.
ii guess ii niid a rest.

well..juz discover dat right frm th start,ii didnt
forget him afterall.right.love ish blind.
can eu imagine dat ii actually treated vin as substitute?
HE too.treat miie as dat.didnt wan to
admit but its true.he cheated mie too.
didnt let him neo ii discover it.
well..ii juz hate it but ii dun hate him
ii still lyk th guy.tot dat ii alreli forget him
but im juz deceiving myself.ii haven forget him!
how?he's alreli has a gf.heart pain.
nd im now havin a mixed feeling.
guess..im tired.reli nid a rest...

yoyoyo..let miie start frm ytd.
16th June 06
its OUR class BBQ!!we were suppose to
meet at arnd 3.15pm but in th end miie nd tiing reached at
abt 3.20pm.5mins late.all thx to tiing
cuz she dun bear to go westmall cuz she wanna watch
er mo zai shen bian.left my hse at arnd 3pm ii tiink.
yupps.luckily we are not th latest.as usual,sandra ish
th latest ii tiink.haha.when we reached dere,
all of dem were waiting at th mrt dere.
lyk a bunch of baddies goin on a fight.
LOL.freaking funny.
we wait here nd dere.finally,arnd 4pm,we left
to jody's hse after they bought th drinks.
ARGH!Cephas went ferr th bbq.damn
fucking!He didnt neo dat he wasnt invited!!was kinda angry.
especially sandra.nd th way he wore was,urm,
digusting?perhaps dats th onli
word to describe.yupps.


basically th bbq was alrite.initially wasnt dat FUN
cuz we are bound to th onli bbq pit nd th garden.
th swing dere was FUN!but ii kp screaming here
nd dere cuz chuan yew push too high!
damn freaking scary.yeah.miie scary cat.
LOL.den th fat security came nd scold us.
its lyk, hello!we are here to habb fun but not
to be restricted by eur rules kk.eu tiink eu
got th authority isit?ish lyk evryone ignore him!
didnt care a heck abt him.ii pointed miiddle
finger at him.LOL.
th fire was REAL slow but muz thx to guan ting
ferr gettin th fire.thx!
ate alot of stuffs except chicken wing!
ii simply juz hate chicken wing!
ii love garlic bread!!hehe~
anyway,in th ltr part of th bbq,
sandra started th splashin of water nd
ii wasnt let off!!tiio it!damn freakin wet!
oh.ii hate wetness!
den ii throw ice into ppl's clothes.
unfortunately,sandra injured her finger.
ohgosh!blood keep oozing out frm her finger.
yuck!iim afraid of blood.


we left jody's place arnd 10pm nd reached bangkit
nd bought durian at pasa malam!!
cuz tiing wanna eat durian so proceed to my hse to
eat.we eat,chat nd gossip lotsa stuffs.
nd wait ferr dad's rojak.
yupps.arnd 12.45am,dey went home but unfortunately,
OH NO!no more lrt ferr tiing!!she was rather scared nd
called her dad.can c dat she's goin to cry
den we waited ferr her dad.yupps.
aft dat send sandra home.
yupps.realised ii inherit mum's speed.
cuz miie nd her are able to walk damn fast.
ii suspect dat iim not a human cuz ii can walk faster den running!
gosh!

anyway,kor called miie juz now to tok.
sry.wasnt in th mood to tok nd im
avoidin eu.its true dat iim not givin any chance
cuz ii dun wan to be engaged in relationship now.
was kinda angry td at work.
michelle kpt miie in th cage.
BOOTH 1!!ferr th freaking 5hrs!!
goin to be suffocated.but luckily thx to jasmine
ferr her kindness cuz she lend miie her mp3
to kp miie awake.haha.thx gal
althou ii neo eu wont be able to c diz entry.
but thx anyway.

ok..miie gtg to bath.yupps.tml workin again.
sianxation.nd gona get $5 cuz chee kit say if ii manage to solvew
sudoku, he will gibb miie $5.
so ii muz prove to him dat ii can solve nd prove him
dat iim aint an idiot!
tata~

2nd entry ferr td!yupps.
woke up at 10am nd went to watch garfield
wibb mum nd bro.dad didnt join us.
so sad.btw,ytd ii given th wallet to dad
but he didnt say anything.-.-"
dunno wheta he lyk it ornot.
sry..back to blogging.
GARFIELD!!its damn nice alrite.
make miie laugh lyk mad nd
ish reli funny.haha..
Garfield ish so cute in th movie.
gona watch again nd gona buy th cd
once it's released.=]

rating:****

recommend eu ppl to watch.its reli
nice.yupps.love it.
den after th movie which lasted abt 1h30min,
miie nd my bro proceed to ARCADE.
haha.diz tym didnt play para para
but we play bball.500+ pt!!hah
den played racing cars.ii
WON!haha.
actually wanna try drum mania but
ii saw 2 MAD nd CRAZY guys played till
so pro.th rhythmn ish correct nd had a rank
of 'S'.mygod.th highest rank.
they are juz FREAKS.
gosh.so pro wor.
anw,saw diz 3 gals playin para para.
they were funny.all arnd p6-sec1 age
ii tiink.tiink dey 1st timer den ish lyk
damn funny la.
all quite clumsy.haha.althou
miie not pro but they are cute.!lol.


well..slack at lot1 td.didnt do much
thou.nd ii tiink alot td.haiz.
habb ii reli done wrg?
shldnt habb break?regretted.?
ii dunno.maybe im selfish.
iim th one whu chg but everyone in diz wrld seems
to be chging.ferr th worst?or am ii
th one whu ish chging ferr th worst?
ii dunno.
but iim reli tempted to neo.
hopefully,everythin will be th same again
when sch reopen.
oh gosh.dunwan sch reopen.
meaning intensive lesson soon.
damn it.hate it damn much.
tokin to tiing juz now.
feeling better wor.
thx gal..w/o eu,ii dunno wadd to
do.LOL.eu muz be honoured
rite?haha.well,muz thx HIm too.
yupps,thx ferr being dere ferr miie kk.
althou no longer togeta,eu muz neo
dat dere will be a gal waiting ferr
eu.nd if eu ever find a gal beta den miie,
go ferr it.lyk wadd eu habb told miie
earlier,will be angels guarding eu till
th end.=P

ohya,tml goin th clz bbq.
hopefully it will be a successful de.hehe~
yupps.tiing will be comin to my hse
early in th morning to
watch vcd.lol.
she's addicted.lalala~
miie got contribute to th addiction.
keke~
ok..gtg.bb.cya ppl.
muacks.. <3

nows it 12.45am.
nd im crying!!miie tio depression?
ii guess onli tiing will undastan miie ba.RIGHT now
onli she can lend miie a listening ear.
ii reli dun lyk th feeling!!
kena pang seh by eur best fren nd how wld eu feel?
reli damn terrible.drifting apart?

ok.ii still got a damn strong feeling ferr him.
he called miie juz now.thx boy ferr listening to my
problems.yupps.he's HALF right.sometyms
shldnt alwiz kao peng you.in th end will still
get hurt.lyk i am rite now.
maybe eu dunno but its true kk.
feeling REAL beta aft tokin to him.
yupps.reli so grateful to him.
althou we are now juz plain frenz
ii neo ish miie whu say it but ii reli wanna conc.
on my studies not becuz ii dun love eu anymore.
reli did miss eu lots during diz few days.
guess eu are still th onli one whu can undastan miie.
thx.well..gonna share my prob wib HER le.

bye.nite.

wtf.damn tiring td wor.
went to bugis wibb tiing,lixia,PS,cherie,
huiyi nd clare!was damn
surprise when ii saw clare cuz ii
didnt expect her to come nd ii guess
no one neos.but quite ok when shop togeta.
look ferr maple,KK,yichen,christ nd chuan yew's
bday prezzie.yupps.
well..ouR comment on th shirt ferr yichen nd christ
quite different.ALL doesnt reli hab th same
opinion on th shirt so in th end dey buy th
shirt dat ii saw it 1st!hehe
maple's prezzie was easy.
her's ish th 1st to purchase.
den bought a bag ferr KK
chuan yew ish th most difficult one.
mygod.in th end bought some other
stuffs instead of th plan.



well..didnt reli enjoy myself much td
cuz too early go home.not dat fun.
didnt shop much td..level 1 de bugis street didnt
shop finish.so sad.wtf.
ohya.saw a damn nice 8mm de EAR STUD!!!
so cool.but didnt buy cuz my earhole not BIG!
if got smaller version willbe better..
ohya.when ii saw their dressing,
ii feel so weird cuz
im th onli one wearing lidat. lyk so funny
haiz.all wear pants except miie,tiing nd clare.
blardi funny la miie.abit too "striking"
yupps.anyway,wanted to take neoprint
but in th end nv.forget le wor.
to be honest,when tiing say miie
become slimmer,ii was happy but ii dun tiink
ii got slim dwn but th fact ish ii finally can wear
th sleeveless top dat sandra buy ferr
mie!haha.juz feel so happy.
ohya,saw peiling at bugis level 2!!
mygod.she chg alot.she perm her
hair wor..nice.nd she wrking at manicure dere.
ii tiink..


reached hm not long niia.bought a wallet
ferr father's day.miie so
unfilial cuz diz ish th 1st tym i bought a prezzie
ferr dad.yupps.
anyway.ytd aft tuition,mum bought
us to fajar mac to eat.over heard one of th
crew said dat dey juz came back frm th
KAP.dat caught my attention.one of
dem say abt teck liang stuffs den all say
"eu lyk teck liang ar?"den th gal
smile smile shyly nd admiitted.
ii was lyk,"oh!teck liang got admirer!!"
den she still say she wan to go back dere
ferr attachment.ii was lyk staring at her
nd laughing off my head when ii went
back.so excited.wanna tell teck liang
ASAP.lol.


btw,reli wanna tell dat psn dat pls dun tiink eu
reli neo miie well alrite..got many reason why
miie nd him broke up.nd eu are alwiz th one whu didnt
wan to listen to miie to shu ku so
dun ever say dat.ii mean ii dunhab to say
out loud when ii love him rite?
bu yong gua zai zui bian jiang de wor.
lidat got no meaning le wor..

ok.miie now no mood to blog further,
gtg.bye peeps.

hey..didnt blog ytd cuz blogger was lagging.
hate it cuz ii wrote so much nd cldnt upload
well..now juz try my luck nd c how.
ytd..
went to watch CARS wibb
sandra nd her siblings,tiing nd her
siblings nd miie wibb bro.
can say its a SIBLING outing.
yupps.as usual,sandra nn her siblings
were LATE.
instead of watching 4.25pm show,
we watched 5pm de cuZ dey late ferr 40mins
according to tiing's bro watch.
CARS ish quite a nice movie but ii watched till
veh nervous cuz ii wanna mcqueen to WIN
haha.miie too active.juz cldnt sit STILL..
kp wanting to walk abt.
den ish lyk we ALL wanted my bro to sit
beside sandra's sis,pei wen but my bro insisted
dat he dunwan.so bo bian.=(


aft th movie,we went to arcade.
saw weikang nd some of th dunearn
miie wanted to BONd th siblings relationship.
but ALL not cooperative.didnt tok
to each other.make miie so angry.
well,we played para para AGAIN!!
long tym didnt play so its lyk miie
become rusty.
LOL.
den played bball at th arcade.
BOYS VS GALS.
yeah,boys won wibb 750 pt.
dats a HIGH score.
so pro.dun see dem small small wor.
dey pro de.
played till veh LATE den go hm..


anyway,dat day on th bus 180,saw
hazel,my nb senior.
she din saw miie thou
nd she din chg much juz dat she become
slimmer.yupps.alone.
her apple face still dere.nv chg.
LOL.nd dat day
ii found a stack of $2 notes.
th malay guy dropped it on th floor.
im so honest to return him th money
wor.but miie abit paiseh cuz ii tap him
den he gibb miie a look
macham ii REALLY own him $$..
but he was thankful to miie.
haha.A GD DEED wor.


ytd's superband!
juz B was out!mygod.actually didnt
wan dem to out de.th band whu shld be
out ish MANTOU.
juz B nd qi no be were th last 2 bands.
ii was reli scared dat qi no be will
out nd ii PRAYED REAL HARD not to let
dem out.yupps.dey didnt.heng.
but abit sad when juz B out cuz ii saw th mtv nd
when dey sang [kiss gdbye] ii was so
touched.
mi lu bin!!yeah!dey rocks man..37!
pro wor.my J3 too!!yippee..


sian.stay at home td.
they went to th crew outing td.
hopefully dey have a nice day.
yupps.in th end ii choose nt to go.
so sad.but its ok.nxt tym can hang out wibb
dem de.well.miie gtg.ltr gonna go ferr tuition.
A maths!!ii tiink teach new chapt.
most probably ish RELATIVE VELOCITY.
ohmy.my ears muz be sharp sharp de.LOL.


pls dun pester miie anymore.dere are others better den miie.

hey!1im back frm jiali's hse.
yupps.let miie start th day
miie nd kelly dey all are suppose to meet at
arnd 4-4.30pm
but in th end met at 5++ at bp
interchange.
iim so angry wibb HER cuz she
last min ask miie to help her daughter to giibb
th prezie to jiali nd ish when iim goin off
to meet dem.
mygod.she reli can CHOOSE th TYM
well huh..lurve her SO MUCH wor.
in th end,ii late.
kelly dey all rch dere nd were
waiting ferr miie diz princess.
nd ii was so auntie kk..
bring BIG bags of prezie.
damn dulan can.
simply pure stupidity.
REGRETTED dat ii nv bring jacket.
it ish super cold can.


frankly speaking,initially,
ii REGRETTED goin dere cuz nth to do
nd dun feel lyk tokin somemore
cuz he msg miie juz now nd
had a BIG misunderstanding.
so FUCK up.
den after awile,as kelly began
to tok to miie,ii feel
better wor.dunno why.
all of us juz tok tok nd tok
sarina kp wanting to go out
den ii say diz whole wk ii not free
cuz ii got go out
nd ii wanna go ice skating
yupps.nd pool nd bowling!!
anyway, jiali's baby ish so tiny
nd so cute.pretty baby gal.
gosh.we didnt take pix siia.
everyone forgotten.
den arnd 8plus almost 9pm we
went home but alight at bp cuz we wanna go
pasa malam!!haha..buy food to
eat wor.ii neo ii growin
fatter but can dey dun so
straightforward nd say miie grow fatter?
elena did say dat.
ii damn sad.
eu dunhab to tell miie but
ii realised dat ii did lose weight.
sigh.wadeva.ii will lose weight de.


well,ii got a shockin life ytd kk
kor call miie after so long kk
nd ii neo he got motive nd im
right kk cuz he asked miie out nd
asked miie to STEAD wibb him.
SWT..ii straightaway rejected him nd
he hurtx.well.not goin to care much thou.
was angry bcuz he say he long tym
nv acknowledge miie as his mei.
damn sad la.how can lyk diz.
but ii told him in my heart,
he's onli a bro to miie.
sry kor,to hurt eu ytd.
nd tok to allen ferr abt 10mins ytd.
1st tym tokin to him on phone
nd its abt HIM.
allen was so funny
he kp hinting miie dat
he's a nice guy
cuz ii said all guys are lidat de.
den he protest nd say got some guys
not lidat de.den miie kp laughing
well.he's a nice guy
too bad he got gf nd wanna him be
my godbro but he dunwan.
haiz.


well.td ish a nice day ba
except th present thingy.yupps.
take care ppl.nite.



maybe we shldnt habb met each other..

iim back frm work!!thing doesnt turn out as bad as ii tot.
maybe ii wayway too sensitive on how
others look at miie?
well,1st day of work..
kinda happy n slacking throughout ya..
at least ppl dere still rmb miie
LATE ferr work as usual..
well,when they saw miie
ALL ask th same qns:
"why eu soo long nv work? "
especially teck liang nd samuel kp asking
nd ii learnt frm teck liang dat samuel ish leaving diz mth
omg-.-"
dat means dere will be another manager to
replace him?
whu can he/she be?ii wonder
did BOOTH 1 initially ferr 30mins
den PDA ferr less than 5mins
nd michelle asked miie to take over
BOOTH 2 cuz andy tan wanna pee
alrite!he sux cuz after dat he came back nd
scare miie n bully miie too.
i was in raged!!
but after dat do PDA ferr quite sometyms den
went back to BOOTH 2
take over HIM again ferr break
arnd half an hr...
ltr when he came back
he BOO at the door dere
nd ii SCREAM!!
mygod..wiibb th customer still at
BOOTH 2 alrite..
den miie kp beating him nd
pitch him lyk mad woman
nd samuel saw th scene.
ii was lyk,hell.
den miie went to do PDA again
still slacking thru out
nd went back th DAMN BOOTH 2 again
bcuz of andy tan!!
th troublesome kia.
he BULLY miie again!!
damn it..
NXT tym gona teach him a lesson.


well..teck liang kp asking miie
to go ferr the crew outing but iim not sure
ii shld go ornot cuz ii got tuition
dat day nd ii dun wanna miiss my tuition
nor miss th outing
renjie oso ask miie to go too
cuz he say maybe goin to watch movie too
long tym nv watch wibb dem nd ii
really wanna watch.
oh..in dilemma..
wadd shld ii do?
one side of miie really wanna go but..
th other side of miie doesnt wan to go
as wadd teck liang says
since iim goin to quit
might as well treat diz outing as th LAST outing
so MUZ go but im still considering
advantages nd disadvantages.
ii dunno..
punch out at 2pm lidat
was early td nd tok to lotsa ppl
ii dun lyk th malaysian crews
some onli
mostly ish th indian crew
ALL SUX!
iim not being racist here
but its true
cant stand deir perfume
diffuse all over th place
mygod.
reli smelly.
yucks.
ii neo im being bad but
its true kk..
tiink most likely not goin wibb dem
cuz nxt wk ii damn busy.
mon goin to watch movie wibb my bro,san nd her siblings.
watching CARS
tue got tuition
wed goin out wibb tiing,phui shan dey all to BUGIS
thur goin to my cousin hse
fri goin to 4e2 bbq
yeah!miie got a FANTASTIC
life eh?busy wk.
den maybe 4th wk goin to celeb sarina birthday
yupps.so many activities.


hmm...silent hill ish releasing soon.
NC16.yeah.
can go town to watch.haha.
BUT ii wanna watch SLITHER.
tiink muz smuggle inside.
hopefully not kena caught ba. X)
yupps.tiink not so suay eh..
sec2 can watch NC16 den now sure can ba
cuz of my mature face sure can
holidays ish goin to over soon
sch ish goin to reopen
juz a few more days..
den now habb to start muggin REAL HARD.
if not end of yr sure regret lyk hell..

well..
gtg peeps.will update again.
tml goin to kareen's baby's 1st mth celeb.
will update abt tml thingy.
looking forward.yupps.

ii told myself not to tiink of eu anymore but my heart n mind do not listen to miie.

tok to him juz now on phone.kinda sad.there's onli mixed feeling ferr miie at the moment.yupps.
ii wonder wad ish the feeling of being forgotten by someone?
sometyms ii hope dat all my memories are washed off.
ii wanted to start afresh.
wanna forget the ugliness of th wrld,th ppl.


why shld we be born into diz wrld where we habb to die eventually?
wads th meaning den?
where will we head to after death?
diz thoughts habb been in my mind ferr quite sometyms.
maybe ii tiink too much.


well,being single ish not bad afterall
juz not used to it.
somehow or rather,ii still habb dat feeling
making miie so contradictory
ohgosh!
why do ii habb a contradictory mind in my BIG head?
sometyms ii wonder..
isit a right choice to start our story??
but ii didnt regret actually
cuz he has taught miie alot of stuffs.
perhaps he isnt the right psn..
meeting the psn at the right place,right tym n right date
brings a great difference.


anyway,ii finish watching er mo zai shen bian!!
mygod.
its damn nice alrite.
ii lyk th ending
yupps.both finally togeta.happy ending eh.
but ii kp laughing
nd crying too..
iim not crazy
but the scene really can make miie sad
nd touch too..
if my life ish lyk dem..
will be perfect.lol
ii mean ii wan to be qi yue.lol
every gals dream to habb th shuai ge lyk jiang meng
right?whu ish so ba dao.n cheeky.
but it doesnt happen in reality.
how sad.

anyway,gona upload somemore pix wor.


oops..negative..scary?



solar:playing wibb cam..at bugis.took 960 home



look at my stuppiid face!!n sarina fading face..



erms..wadds diz?


haha..dats all peeps.
tml working.
my nightmare.
long tym nv go work
nd feel so weird nd strange alrite.
die.
if tio booth ii dunwan go
QUIT immediately ya?

ok..gtg.my bro ish rushin miie offf..
take care peeps.

tym seems to habb past veh SLOW..mygod.damn stress n tired.why do ii kp thinkin of eu?humans are WEIRD.Our story...

26-01-2006:OUR story begin...
04-02-2006:OUR 1st movie..ii not stupid too
11-02-2006:went to PS,to orchard n witness the accident.
18-02-2006:went to the beach
25-02-2006:go walk walk
26-02-2006:1st mth...
04-03-2006:angry wibb him..1st quarrel
15-03-2006:habb a wonderful day wibb him..most memorable birthday
26-03-2006:celeb our 2nd mth @ his hse.intro of family.
15-04-2006:went to ochard.SHOP.
26-04-2006:3rd mth..misunderstandings cum [break] mention.
20-05-2006:PS>suntec>marina>esplanade
26-05-2006:4th mth.in foul mood.
06-06-2006:ii ask ferr a break.REJECTED.
07-06-2006:ask AGAIN.success aft a few attempt.regretted aft dat.
07-06-2006:depressed,sad n disapointment.the story END.

althou iit seems dat we dun alwiz go out, ferr the past few mths, ii habb been veh happy wibb him.thx ferr the precious memories eu habb given miie.thx.evrytings over but still, ii miss eu.


back to BLOGGING!!went out wibb sarina td..yupps.to bugis to buy shorts.yeah.finally bought a shorts wibb a belt.yupps.n earrings too.cost miie alot.we watch THE OMEN too..quite nice.not dat scary but the sound effect ish scary.especially the shoutings.habbing FUN in the cinema.when one of the gals scream,everyone wld lauff lyk madd dogs..miie n sarina was lyk,ohmygosh n laughing all the way n kp shhh here n dere.n den both of us scream ferr one of the stupiid scene.n so freezingly cold.forget to brg jacket.regretted.
rating ferr the omen:***

anyway,aft the movie we went to bugis street to hunt ferr the shorts.while hunting, ii saw shadows of eu..a terrible feeling.sadness filled mie.n my mood graduAlly chg..both of us manage to buy dat jeans.yupps.happy though but veh tired so we headed to long john to eat as sarina was hungry at dat tym.hmm...after dat we took some pix at the bus stop n on the bus wile on the way home..hehe..uploading..














at the bus stop:mie n sarina.












US AGAIN~



on the bus!!


SWEETIIES 4EVER!!muacks <33

hmm...still got somemore pix yet to put up.shall do it nxt tym when ii blog..anyway, ii realised dat life ish FULL of DECEPTION.eu will nv neo when the psn ish goin to deceive eu or anything.yupps.n ii habb gotten out of dat world.lucky miie huh.gotten out of it since LAST YR.so happy..well..tml not goin out ii tiink.gtg..watching my vcd..will still forget him not.keke..im juz lonely..alone..

everything has ended..initiate it 1st to him.in the end aft some terms, we BROKE up.kinda sad to do so althou ii still lurbe him veh much.dunno why feel lyk crying aft separated..maybe dats human nature?separation ish alwiz the toughest process ii guess..but ii habb to face the reality rite..but we both agreed dat aft o level if reli still habb feeling, will continue ba..now juz wan to put in my heart n soul into studies!!cldnt afford to fail any subjects anymore frm now onwards kk..althou heart ish bleedin lyk mad n thx tiing ferr the company..thx!!!so grateful..sms sandra but she didnt reply miie.so sad..haiz.anw,miie now feeling beta althou now he gave miie a cold shoulder.haiz.muz not regret making diz decision yeah.

well..last day of D&D td..haha..finally all ish over.yeah.so happy.the games ish "FAIR" alrite.so fair until ii drop my jaws n teeth OUT.yeah.siva rox.yeah baby..went to NP again.damn bored.haiz..dreaming away n playing wibb wan ting dey all..haha.was fun playing wib dem n ish lyk we organise bbq nxt fri.yupps...hopefully it will be fun huh...1st tym having a clz gathering ferr 4e2.td 2e2 oso habb outing but ii didnt go cuz ii DUN LYK last min stuffs.make miie feel so...dunno how to say.but miie goonna watch omen too..haha..wibb sarina.yupps..sat wrking ii guess but den veh strange n weird cuz long tym nv wrk.haha...

anyway,gonna watch my vcd le..take care ppl.nites..

I LOVE DUNEARN SOO MUCH THAT II DUNWAN TO LEAVE SCHOOL!!!IT ISH SUCH A WONDERFUL SCHOOL!!BEST SCHOOL DAT II HAD EVER HAD!!

LOVE the coiin toss sooo much..nv in my life ii love coin toss.mygod.lyk it man.so nice huh.damn nice.yeah.ITS FAIR TO US HUH...we lost the interclass games.SO HAPPY.yeah..the teachers were so FAIR to us huh.LOVE THEM TO THE CORE.whaha.imagine how ironical,saddistic n freakin lame diz can be..why shld dere be a rush to neo whu ish the winner..does it reli matters to dem dat much?so ridiculous.funny dude.ii dun mind if we lost if we habb played the games but the thing ish we didnt played any games n our verdict is DEATH.so irony.all juz by flipping coin?den the national competitiion can oso do dat too..dats a GD idea to do so.siva sux.juz dun lyk it.it ish so unjust n tyrannical..the teachers aint deserve to be in the sports.all not related to the sports can.sux lyk hell..
OUR effort has GONE down the drain kk.god ish not on our side td.juz our luck.so piss off by it.DUMBASS sch wibb DUMBASS students n teachers.oh my...

anw. ii finally rent the devil beside eu..stupiid uncle td den habb..torturing miie ytd.haiz.den tiing went to moii hse td...to watch devil beside eu.haha.ish lyk she ish so engross.as usual, she reach hm rather late cuz she left my hse abt 9.55pm cuz my nagging mother kp askin her to go hm.haiz..gonna save more $$$ ferr the movie on THUR.hehe..gtg..cya ppl.tml last day of sch..WAITING FERR PRIZE PRESENTATION..WOW!

school wasnt as bad td..after all it wasnt dat boring bcuz got jody!!haha..halfly bcuz of goin to NP.so was quite INTERESTING eh?*puke* all physics..can make miie crazy..NP ish REAL big.not bragging.ish lyk we can trap down dere.yupps.didnt saw much of the ex dunearn.n guess wadd..toking wibb jody ish veh relaxing.we habb alot of stuffs to tok abt.keke.althou san wasnt here.hopefully she will be back by tml.missing her.lol.if she nv return tml, powerball will lack of one player.den miie n jody saw a guy whu PS claim dat among all the nerds, he ish more of the gd lookin..den both of us were lyk staring at each other.lyk ohmygod.both of us were lyk keepin a lookout ferr guys.lol.n we kpt goin to the toilet.suffocated by the teaching.haha.oral td was ok but was abit fed up by cephas dey all.didnt wan to go ferr oral.gibb up.its their business now.haha.anw, was fed up as ii cldnt manage to rent the er mo zai shen bian cuz 9-20 got ppl borrow liao.so sad...but ii did upload some..


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9k8mYDfl2Fk



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ClIowkfajw



http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=m-86GgsUe-E


hope ppl enjoy.anw,gtg..goin to watch vcd again..lotsa show to watch.keke

lurbe mummy sooo much!!!cuz moii mummy finally BUY dat JEANS shorts ferr miiie...ohmygod.reli damn happy.yupps.n muz thx ALL my relatives ferr comin to my hse eh?cuz ish lyk we went plaza togeta den go giodano to c clothes n ii told 4th aunt dat ii caught an eye on 1 of the jeans.yupps.finally.!!!bought it.actually its $39.00 but my aunt got membership so at a discount of 15%, ii bought at $33.15.mummy bought ferr miie de..soo happy..n aunt gibb miie the membership key.yeah.so ii wld habb some discount when ii buy!!its a bit expensive but den its demin so nvm.hehe...yeah..tiing n san, ii finally bought it!!so high.keke.let miie show my shorts..

yesh!!!opps.nv take out the tagg..

after dat, we went to my hse to rest awile n proceed to dad's place.yeah.went dere to eat.aiyo..dey wasting food..took some of the pix...

unwanted food, anyone?

my food.yummy!!

oh my mama..a leftover of food.mygod.damn lots.haha...

anyway, tml ish 3rd last day of d&d le.yupps.after dat can go out.08062006 ish the BIG DAY!haha..meeting shutiing, jas n frenz..yupps..hoping to c dem.=]bye..wan go watch my vcd..

mygod..realise dat ii nv blog ferr quite a number of days.haha...my record not to post.crapx.anw, let miie tok abt ytd.ii LURBE 4E2 team spirit ytd!!they were GREAT!!!mygod.we had CIP-->to collect newspaper..n sharon tai said dat whoeva clz collect the most will get a prize.initially ii tiink our clz didnt wan to compete ba but den dunno why during cip someone say e1 competing wib us so here we GOES!!CHIONG all the way.mygod.haha...ii was lyk,omg.muz win dem.we muznt lose to dem.our team spirit were there.n thx to raji,our clz collected over 600kg as he contributed 2 towers of newspaper n TV!!haha...ii was lyk WOW..hopefully our clz win diz tym.n the game too..FLOORBALL n POWERBALL.reli hope to win.anyway, san went to malaysia td.till mo9n so ii will be bored to death on mon!hope she can grabb some clothes ferr miie..keke..will mizz eu de..=]

anyway, to diz 7005.ii dun reli neo how to help eu leh.but den if eu reli love eur guy dat much,juz go fer it.how old are eu anyway?ii mean if miie, ii wld tell my mum dat its my freedom to hab a stead. afterall ii alreli grown up n is a sensible psn.so she shldnt obstruct in my way.ya..
the worst ish to break wib him which ii tiink eu wont wan it.and abt being cold to him, its quite normal.and did eu tell him abt eur mum?ii tiink eu reli niid to discuss diz wiib eur stead.if miie, ii wld not break wib him n in the 1st place, ii wont tell my mum abt it.if not, ii wld lie to my mum.tell her dat ii break le but in actual fact didnt.maybe dats the onli resort.well, muz treasure eur stead alrite?dun treat him coldly.n toking abt him, since eu say he's eur 1st love, den eu muz treasure him even more.kk?hmm..ii dun even neo how to contact eu or help eu.hopefully im able to help eu.muz tell miie more abt it.thx!

by the way, ii dun feel lyk working.haiz.oh ya.joel called miie juz now and said dat tofyan niid help!!cuz he lost his bro durin earthquake in indo.mygod.he called store diz morning n told them to try donate some $$..mygod.hope dat he's alrite n hopefully tomi n toni ish safe n sound too.tiink will donate.well..gtg..goin to c my vcd.bye.