Sports Day td!! diz was so boring. didnt habb the mood too. reach dere at abt 1.35pm. was so early kk.. was looking forward to sandra's team!! cheerleading. when ii saw sandra, she was so kawaii but ii dun lyk her hair. spray until veh obvious dat its fake. lyk stamp on it. haha. but after awile, it look much nicer.keke..well.. sat at panther area.didnt wan to sit in my own area. so boring. den wan ting so hardwrking cuz she keep doin the A maths hmwk. she sae scared ltr she will habb no tym to do if she dun do nw. she was reli the mst hardwrking gurl ii ever seen. then finally its the cheerleading part!! cougar,panther n puma did the best kk. after the whole event, miie, sandra, wan ting n cherie walked bck to CCK. den afterdat go makan. so many ppl at food court.keke. was reli a bored day. kinda in bad mood cuz at the stadium, dat blardi samantha scolded miie ferr nth. she sae sandra can go buy her drink on her own n ii shldnt be moving arnd. wtf. she tiink she BIG isit? is lyk mr koh, mr rani dey all didnt sae anything n she tried to stop miie frm goin? ii diao her n turn bck to my place. she juz sux kk. damn angry. im innocent kk. ii nv make her angry b4 n nw, every lesson of hers she wld try to challenge miie.wth.ii duno wads wrg wiib her.still rmb dat wrds"BU YAO ZHI YI WEI SHI"...dat cuts deeply into my mind kk. ii will alwiz rmb. wana tell her as lesson cuz iim the type to be trifle wiib kk.she juz sux.n she made us stay back td juz to go thru the stupid comprehension n close passage.wasting of tym.

tml goin out.wibb him.but juz nw he sae tml will be our last meeting cuz he sae ii niid to revise on my wrk cuz ii dropped my grades n he scared ii flunked. so he suggest not to meet anymore since ii oso veh busy.but ii didnt mean dat ok? n he sae we will still maintain it but its inactive relationship which ii dun undastan wadd he meant. he sae alot of things which ish not logical to miie. ii tiink he has misread wadd ii mean. my meaning ish so simple n yet he can misinterpret incorrectly.omg.was so disappointed wiib him.. hopefully tml when meet him can resolve everything.perhaps we will end? hard to sae. he sae will wait fer miie?will he? maybe he will find other gals? a big possibilty perhaps.but ii trust him.so ii wnt tiink dat way.haiz.sad.
btw,sharine,hws u n ur stead?hopefully u r fine.stress wiib hmwk..gona do all the hmwk at a go.sunday still got drive thru meeting.juz so ridiculous kk. nv in my life gt a drive thru meeting. so exaggerating.k,stop here,take care ppl.nites.falling sick le..


the sickish jerlyn

hello..td was a boring day.again.amazingly ii didnt slp in any of the lesson!!haha..so sad.got back my report card.omg..-.-! so lousy.n somemore they are graded viia clz test if iim not wrg..oh no!!ii muz wake up now siia..if not it will be too late.hmms..as wadd joel told miie,ii muz plan a target ferr myself. if not, sure die. iim juz afraid dat ii wld not be able to proceed wadeva ii plan. ii wld stop hafway.ii neo myself well. but ii muz be motivated!!argh!!chinese o level comin!!muz jiayou! ii was angry wibb samantha tan ytd.she is a suxing teacher kk. dun deserve my respect to her. cuZ ytd was suppose to habb chinese test on report writing.b4 we had the test,she call ppl to ans qns.i was one of them n yet,ii didnt manage to ans her qns cuz ii didnt study ffrm her WS.den she told miie not to be "ZHI YI WEI SHI",dun tiink dat uu nv stdy will get high marks.!! dats wad she told miie kk.spam miie n make my morale low kk.cant dtand it.where got teacher lidat? ii admit dat she ish veh hardwrkin.come up wiib a schedule to help us to manage thru o level but she cant use dat type of attitude kk.juz cant stand her.wadeva.


well...didnt go ferr training td.not on purpose ppl.juz dat td went to CPF building to do my CPF thingy wiib joel.cuz dats the oni day dat we r free cuz tutorial ended early so we went dere.did tell serene.hopefully she ish not angry.haiz.when we reach dere,saw alot of "old" ppl. miie n joel were so extra kk cuz we were the onli students.seems pretty odd.waited ferr abt 20mins to our turn.guess wadd?my CPF onli got abt $450..den joel got $900++..double of mine kk.haiz.well..suddenly rain so heavily so we went jurong entertainment to eat KFC.afterdat go hm.waited ferr the sickening bus to cum.feeling exhausted when reach hm n ii was so tired n dozed off.


haiz.now nth better to do.off to wrk now.tml habbing sports day..take care ppl especially zhiyang!!ii neo uuu fall sick but juz wana uu to jiayou n driink lotsa water!!!take care. buai~

posted by: nth better to do---jerlyn aka ah leng

ever since school stared in term two,my life has bcum BORING!! ALL ii do was to wake up in the morning,go to schl,eat,do hmwk n slp. its juz so lifeless. term two is a relatively short week so ii cant afford to lose tym. in wk 7 will be exam week n nw,here ii am,still struggling n slacking. however,i realised dat ii got bcum abit hardwrking le.cant help,really niid to buck up now."xian ku hou tian"..keke..well..td in schl,was discussing abt prom nite wibb sandra.LOL!! o level hvn even started n yet im tinkin abt prom nite!!gona go on diet n stop all those LUMPS of FATS wrking in my body!! n ii niid to save up to $400 for my prom nite. ii wan to doll up myself,lol!! cuz its a nan de de chance.hopefully ii can slim dwn by den.ii still got 8more mths to prom nite.n ii wan to wear nite gown!!!keke.
nth special td.juz the same old day.tml goin to CPF building to do my CPF thingy.cuz it will expired by friday n tml ish the onli tym dat im free so goin wibb joel cuz he oso wana go to do his CPF. was so lonely nowadays cuz sandra was too bz to peii miie go hm..basically,the last 2 wks ii hab been goin hm wiib different ppl. realised dat wan ting ish a veh gd psn to play wiib cuz she ish so blur..lol..alwiz kena bully by miie.keke.mie veh bad. oh ya.. td mr vijay was in gd mood so he didnt giib us much hmwk or shld ii say no hmwk?cuz he tol us to do qn 1 & 2 but den bell rings.den he tol us dat we shld neo wadd r the qns dat we shld hab done by tml.n everyone juz treated it as 2 qns onli.whaha.our clz ish lykdat.stiill kp slacking arnd. tiink im the onli one whu ish still slacking buit cant help cuz iim sooo lazy.haha.ii treated o level as normal end of yr exam.dats miie ppl.hardly get serious.if ii eva get serious,ppl,den dats not chai leng!!keke.
im annoyed by some ppl whu alwiz go after dat kind of stuffs.she ish juz so arrogant kk.n she tried to be as stylish as possible.omg!she cant be kk.she juz a butch kk.dun eva tiink she ish ah lian kk.she ish not!!not fit to be.n so many holes for?it juz so yucky.juz wan to puke.tiinking of dat make my hair stands.imagine deres alot of hole in uu..eek..so freaking disgustin.btw,iim not the type to be trifle wiib kk.whoever does dat to miie,they will be dead.cuz ii will take revenge.some ppl rr juz so arrogant.juz cant still it n kp making frens dats so faraway..n acting so dao n acting cool.ACBC!! Act Cool Buay Cool.seriously.im juz so fed up wib dat type of psn.finally pour out frm my heart kk. juz felt so annoyed.haiz..so angry.fake fake n fake!!dat psn juz so fake!!hate dat psn to the core!!!suan le.tk abt dat will spoil my mood.kk.stop here.ppl, take care n ii will alwiz update if ii can.buai~

wadds she doin???omg!!!

miie n moii best fren..keke~

miie!!!dOiin maths at kap..

they aare studying!!!!guaii rite..

hey ppl!!! sry dat ii nv update ya?especailly uu cousins!!keke..muz habb miss miie lots ya? no la..kidding..well..let miie tok abt ytd, the BIG day for miie.
guess wadd??ytd was our 2nd mth den we went out.tuhh..cineleisure tuh watch DORM!!keke.,.not scary but quite ok.we were late ferr the movie!!!its abt 30mins late!!! but its ok cuz ii still can catch up wadd the story is abt.after watching the movie at abt 7.15pm,we went up tuh the 8th floor cuz there ish sth lyk clubbing.its an organisation by YOUTHDNA..when ii reach dere,his frens were gatherin arnd miie n kp on askin miie diz n dat..some of them shake hands wiib miie n intro them to miie.was shocked cuz no one has done dat b4.they were way too friendly kk.perhaps its bcuz iim not used to diz stuffs.dats why will habb weird weird feeling.so called socialisin but ii feel dat im so odd cuz iim the youngest!!after awile, miie n him went other places.we went to choose his studs n ii paid ferrr his studs.haha.cuz ii tol him ii wan buy ferr him so we look arnd n saw one.den ii say ii wana go hm but he wan miie to take mrt instead of bus cuz lidat he cant accompany miie but ii tol him dat iif ii take bus will be fasta n easier but he dunwan n we quarrel!!! omg..was so stupid kk.ii habb nv seen such a couple dat will quarrel 24/7.but after awile,he suggest we walked to esplanade.den we walk frm wisma. its lyk the journey was veh long n we begin to get tired so at arnd the mandarin shoppin centre juz b4 plaza singapura, we sat dwn in a bench to tok.at 1st,we were tokin happily but suddenly, "CRASH".. ii turned arnd n saw the cab crashed into the motorbike n the gal n guy fly off frm the bike..ii was shocked.ii nv expect myself to witness an accident!!!nv in my life!!!was shocked n damn scary n ii almost puke kk.was suay n frm wadd ii saw,ii tiink the gal is seriously injured,but iim not sure either.he sae we shld go help dem.is he crazy??we cant help anything kk n ii was so scared kk.n ii drag him off the whole scene cuz ii damn frighten by it.was goin to cry out.but didnt.juz overshocked onli.when ii reach hm,after bathing,ii went to slp w/o doin hmwk cuz ii cant concentrate.in the end when my parents came hm,i told dem wadd happen.then my mum tol miie not to look at those things again.althrou it has been a day,ii was still so afraid.juz lyk sandra when she met accident.perhpas both of us were fated to encounter diz.hopefully the victims are fine now.pray hard for dem.thiink td will habb the news?not sure either.
on saturday(25/3), met sandra n wan ting at lot 1 to play arcade.play para para again!!keke..addicted to it!!hehe..sandra got improve alot.miie too but ii dun reli can shake.haha.cuz ii dun dare to shake cuz ii will feel veh weird.as ii habb to wrk at 4pm,they went to kap to revise n do hmwk.den ii went to wrk.ii managed to do LDS after booth 2..amazingly,wan ting n sandra haven went hm so ii kp disturbing them..keke..cuz ii was to interact wiib customer n ask if they wan to buy dessert ornot.den ii go to the 1st table,a guy.juz as ii was abt to ask him,he looked up at miie n ii saw a familiar face!!!its lyk both of us were enlighten cuz we sae the same thing,"heys!!its uu!!long tym nv c uu!!" he was one of the regular customer.last yr he kpt coming to kap cuz he wanted to revise his wrk so ii still rmb him.n ii kp askin him to help miie buy products.in the end,he bought an apple pie!!was so happy.he asked miie wadd im studying n when ii tol him ii was still a secondary student,he was shocked!!he thought iim a poly student alrdy!!omg!!am ii so OLD??haiz..but ii still find him cute.his name ish chang yu.haha.got his no. in the end.but ii juz onli sms him thx for the apple pie.as ii was veh tired dat day, ii kp pestering chiu yen n tol her im tired.amazingly she let miie go off early!!was so happy n fasta chg bck to my clothes n went to look for dem.haiz.we were tokin away..keke..den went hm at abt 11plus.
td..nothing much happen cuz its a schl day onli.slpt during the assembly.was so boring kk.nth much.got peer tutorin for E maths n ii was strugglin wibb TRANSFORMATION!!!! luckily got tartar teach.but ii went hm at abt 6 cuz ii wan to complete in schl.haiz.stop here.tiink write too much..kk..bye.post again soon..
overshocked, jerlyn

Hey!! Sry ppl!!ii didn’t go online to blog!!! cuz ytd had a lot of hmwk to do yeah? Hope uu ppl can undastan!!! Did my hmwk frm 5plus to almost 11pm lidat lorr.. doing A maths differentiation siia.. hthe basic is easy cuz got tuition but the behind chapters are abit too… haha.. sianzation. Alwiz kp doing hmwk. Ii so guai rite? Lol.. td oso got a lot of hmwk but ii oso dun care a heck kk.. keke. Well, ytd was a boring day. School days are so boring.. hmm.. ytd was so sad cuz we did habb a quarrel. Haiz.. he sae ii no tym for him n he sae ii attitude sux. Was stunned dat he sae dat. Was veh sad n angry den lose control n scold him lor. Suan le.. after dat, we reconcile again. Juz put everything behind us ba. Hmm.. td ar.. supposing to be dismiss at 12.30pm but was held up by the Chinese compo lecture. The teachers wan to teach us some skills. N starts at 1.30pm!! ended at 3.30pm. it was so bored. I didn’t reli undastan wadd mr koh is trying to say but at least ii got hear a bit la. so… it was still ok.. den went back to clz, Samantha teach us everything again. Was so tired n she wan to teach!!! Trying to kill us kk.. almost everyone was goin to dozed off.. joel wan one of them. Mie too.. but ii still can bear till the end. The lesson was abit boring but den ii gt listen but bcuz its hot n humid, dats why cant control myself to dozed off. Den td got lotsa hmwk too.. vijay giib somemore maths hmwk. Heng ar.i clear most of the hmwk ytd cuzz I neo dat he wld gib more. Den Chinese hab too. So does social studies. I hab decided to wrk hard!!! Not goin to let my parents down!!! Ii will wrk hard !!! pls belive mmie ppl!!! Ii hab make up my mind to study n kp doin all those dat im weak in. lyk physics. Tryin hard to make a nice timetable for myself. Daily schedule? Perhaps. N I reli hope dat ii can do well in o level. I Wanted to go SAJC or NYP. Juz hope dat ii can make it!! Im not making any empty promises. So I will strive hard!! But ii nid sharine’s help too!!hope she can help mie wib chem n phyics. Thx sharine for the tym uu spent with mie dat day!! So grateful to u!! thx!!!

Determine to work hard, Jerlyn aka ah leng[td everyone was laughin at miie cuz Sandra suddenly shout my diz nickname during physics lesson!!]

Hey..miie again..lets talk abt ytd 1st..Was so sad cuz ADRIANO,mu idol was OUT!!!was very sad..!!! haiz.. den clara out.was shocked cuz ii tot dean wld out cuz she sing lousier den clara kk.. her style ytd was no gd.. I wasd quite disappointed wiib her kk.. n Adriano,he did under perform too but he still deserve to win renfred de kk.. wad de lorr..is lyk renfred onli habb face n gt wu tai mei li.den he in??the lowest leh?!!!too bad,his supporters too many.. juz habb to blame myself for not voting much for Adriano. Teresa is damn gd kk!!was so happy siia..ytd wan ting was at my hse watching the CSS..den we kp comment on this n dat.oh ya!!!zhiyang rocks kk!!!he was so cute n gentle lorr..was lyk his singing damn nice siiaa..cant deny …n damn powerful sia. Hmm..ii lyk his singin lor!!!especially ytd de!!kek!!its jiu shi ai ni…jiu shi ai ni ai zhe ni…lalala~ no wonder frm the start derrick has been askin miie to take note of zhi yang lorr..yuan lair u ci siia..haha… he neo zhi yang ma so ii gona to ask derrick to intro kk!!!hehe..hopefully can ..haha..pls support teresa,dean n zhiyang!!!!!!diz 3 whoever win ii will be happy but hopefully ish zhiyang kk..althou Adriano ish still my HOT!!haiz..nvm..jiayou wor!!

Td ar..nothing much to sae cuz ii get bck my history le..whee..ii didn’t fail my com. Humans.so lucky.tml will neo the Chinese result le..whaha..initially ii tot dat my Chinese will get either A1 or A2 but ii heard dat SHE get 57 niia..omg..den ii sure die le.no confidence de. Hmm.. tot cld go bugis tml wiib Sandra but nw ii dun tiin so cuz she gt cheerleading siia.den Friday dunid to go play para para le cuz she oso not free. Wan ting n phui shan gona celeb March babies bday..haiz..den cant find anyone to pei mie le.so sad.sobz..well..went to training td but nth to do de cuz we duno wadd to do. Left at 5pm cuz ii niid to go tuition n nv brg any tuition stuffs so go hm to bath n tuition. As expected,mrs chen ask miie abt my result.told her ii fail but got careless mistakes lor.well..its ok.will wrk hard!!6 more wks to midyr. N during tuition,we did a revision test siia.realised dat ii duno hw to do a lot of the qns sia.was so sad la.haiz.she go mark it sure will vomit blood de.b4 ii left to go hm,she told miie dat her dunearn students all get either A1 or A2 for A maths de.was damn stress.ii will wrk hard de mrs chen!!!will disappoint uu de!!trust miie!!!

Kk la..blog till nw..gtg..nites.

Hey..sry arr..didnt blog for 2days le..whahaha…btw,today get bck my result le..predicted dat I wld fail 5subj out of 8sub..in the end,erm…fail 3 subj at the moment.well..result:
Eng 25/50
A maths 23/50
E maths 31/50
Physics 20/50
Chem./bio 34/60
Geo 18/40
SS 15/25
History n Chinese hvn giib back yet..so duno the comb humans..well..was shocked dat A maths fail cuz ii feel dat A maths is easy n wld pass..but didn’t pass cuz of my careless mistakes!!!!arrggghhh!!n ii tot E maths wld fail..in the end nv!!!hehe!!was so happy!!!well..eng pass leh!!so happy!!n amazingly,my bio pass cuz ii didn’t study at ALL..n my bio get higher den chem. Kk?amazing?ii got study chem. But end up bio beta!!was happy la althou at borderline niia..well..physics fail n neo wad?oni 21passes n 20 failures!!whaha..half half..den oni 6 distinction!! Geo fail.as expected cuz didn’t study.hopefully my comb humans dun fail pls!!cuz ii scared of my history.ii didn’t study history too!!haiz..buddha ar..pls help miie!!ii dunwan to fail another subj n hopefully my Chinese A1 cuz ii no A lorr..kelian..n a lot of ppl did not score for Chinese.even the experts kk cuz this tym is oni compo.im gd at compo but iim not dat confident la..
Well..gtg..haha..tired le..zhiyang so pro siia..35.5leh!!pro siia..den adriano get 30 siia!!whaha..teresa get 34 leh!!not bad.dean dropped standard le kk..hahaha..disappointed!!zhiyang,Adriano n teresa muz get into final!!!add on,clara improve!!!haiz..buai~

when a guy meet a gal..
when the guy fall in lurve wibb the gal..
when everything seems so wonderful..
when both of them were living in the world of dreams..
when they were enjoying the happiness in font of them..
when suddenly the guy was abducted..
when the gal could not fiind the guy..
when the gal was depressed..
when everything seems to torn into pieces..
when..when..when..

was the gal able to find the guy?
it always depend on her determination..
[to be continue..]

Heyy!!bloggin again!!!hahaha!!td quite enjoy myself cuz in the morning went to lot 1 to meet wan ting, Sandra n phui shan to play arcade!!!!whahahaha..we play a lot..drum..para para..daytona..etc..sum vehh childish lorr..haha..den ishh lyk ii dance until veh meng..but ii oso dun care.haizz..play until so shuang..but got a bitch whu ishh veh fat de kp wanting to play siia.. So sux lorr..den she buay song ii oso buay song kk..after dat..miie n Sandra continue to play..ii start frm rank B to A den A to S!!!whahaha!!miie power siia..lol..!!!no la..juz tyco niia..haha..well.. After dat wan ting n phui shan go off 1st cuz they goin to suntec city..got food fare lorr..den awhile ltr miie n Sandra go meet my mum n bro at temple to pray.so long nv cum le..haha..den ii ask Buddha to…haha..dun sae le..if not,not accurate le.whahaha!!!abt 3plus,we take bus bck to plaza to see whether the arcade got para para anot..so sad..dunhab..den we went up to the bowling dere..Well..instead of playin bowling,we play POOL!!!whahaha!!!play 2 round!!n ii win!!!whaha!!during 1st round,Sandra saw SOMEONE den her heart n soul not here anymore den she lose to miie!!whahoo!!ok la..ii juz tyco niia..lol..not an expert..btw,at i.p zone td,bought a short sleeve jacket which ii habb been looking for veh long!!finally saw it n buy it!!white in color!!nice!!n sandra gibb miie my bday present le!!hehe!!its a white color sleeveless de..she tiink too highly of miie siia. Cuz althou can fit into my body,but my shoulder feel uneasy cuZ my shoulder too broad n somemore my head so BIG n nid to force into it den can wear but still alrite la..thx Sandra!haha.
Well..ii dun undastan him .. we are drifting apart!! So sickening la. It was lyk ii cld not meet him during the weekdays kk..got sch la! Den he wan meet Sunday but ii cant kk. Miie wrking kk.sucky la..he juz dun fit into my schedule n dun undastan miie..haiz..we kp having conflicts lor..reli hate it damn much!!perhaps this is a test for us? Well..ii was reli veh happy wiib him when ii was wiib him..we were juz so sweet kk..haiz..suan le..everything will be fine soon..kk..stop here nw..buais~

Woa!! Td went to plaza to upgrade my phone n gotten w550i!!Hehe...Dats the phone dat ii wan siia..finally able to buy it le!!was veh happy initially but when using nets,was unable to deduce from my nets!!omg!!cuz cant over the limit..the most is onli $200!!In the end,mum went home to take $$$ to help miie pay lorr..was vehh happy dat ii hv a new phone but quarrel wiib my mum cuz she sae ii veh rude,no manners..ii was..soo angry la!!!arrgghh!!den she compare my results wiib others.say miie getting bad to worst..both attitude n result.. Arrgghhh!!!!!!! Suan le la..haiz..feel dat life is useless lorr..hate it..everything my fault lorr..juz wana end this siia..ii feel lyk leaving this hse!!ii dun wan to stay here le!!sux!!alwiz kena scolded!!am ii born to be scolded by ppl?he scold,she scold,everyone scold!!iim such a failure!!wrk FAIL!!studies FAIL!!!everythin fail..sucky de!!!suan le la..haiz..ii will juz ren ming lorr..haiz..sad siia..den he told miie dat he kena scolded by his mum bcuz of miie lor..haiz..iim the cause of everything!!wadd the hell..ii veh zek arhz siia..Den ii went to download songs from my computer lorr..hahah…finally succeeded!!initially duno hw to disconnect de but den ii go search for it den can le..heng arr..phew..if not ii sure die le..well..gtg..nothing much to sae..juz too sad..

hey!!happy birthday to myself!!whahaha!!lao le yi sui!!as waD joel told miie,can watch NC16 le!!finally!!damn happy td cuz dat shuai ge ALLEN msg miie siia..he wish miie happy bday leh!!he nv forget my birthday siia.so happy..teck liang,jia xing n zi siang oso wish miie happy birthday!!so happy siia!whoa!!wana cry!!too gan dong!!lalala~ but actually mst surprise is allen n zi siang lor..haha..amazingly ah ber nv congrats miie..hmm..tiink he forget.dun care la..
went to dear hse today cuz his brother wana giib miie things..haha..so gan dong td siia cuz his bro drew a drawing for miie..althou nt dat nice but its so cute..he draw for miie de hor!!dun play play hor!!lol..well..he is juz a 6 year old kiddy kk..he wish miie happy birthday when he saw miie!!gan dong!!=] den dear giib miie a bottle full of stars!!he made de!!reli appreciate it kk.n the ring!!haha..
after dat,we go sim lim square to find software lor..he found his le but nv buy..in the end he bought a taiji cd siia..haha..den he insist ii shld treat him cuz iim the bday gal..fine lor..treated him siia..haha..after dat took a train to raffle place..to his wrking place!!whOa!!venture era!!a place of business n marketing lor..dats the line iim looking for too..im interested in de..well..he went up wiib his manager while ii go walk walk..so sucky cuz my toes veh pain..ouch!!!den kp msging wibb allen lorr..haha..chatting happily den suddenly saw a guy bhind miie kp following miie siia..haiz..den try to make him go away lorr..in the end,dear call miie n save my life!!thx dear!!heng ar..went back n look for him lor..after dat we go hm lorr..haiz..althou didnt do much td..still veh happy lorr..cuz he whisper to miie n sing birthday song!!lol!!happy..so romantic..well..stop here le..too tired..haha..
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happy birthday to miie!! lolx!!!

hey..ytd was a fun day for miie.went out wiib my cOusins to celeb mooi bday!!THE JSKS,KSJS,JSSK,KSSJ,SSJK,SSKJ,SJKS,SKJS etc..haha..they stand for Jerlyn(miie),Sarina(jia ling),Kelly(jia leng) and Sharine(lee eng)..haha..so funny!!F4 ya!!Flower 4!!lol..stOp craps now..well..went to jurong east for kboxing.meet eng n jialing at jurong east mrt dere.while searching for dem,a guy came to miie n ask miie 3qns..he actually wan miie to donate $10 to him siia.crazy lor..ii not riCh kk..den ii say $10 is too much for miie.if its $2 or $5,i still can afford..den he sae ok lor!!oh my..he got $5 ticks too..sianx diao.den bopian hab to donate to him.kena cheated siia!!!arrggghh!!miie too stupid n ignorant le!!sucky!!sobx!!!well..eng oso kena cheated siia.haha.pOOR us!!hehe..at least got ppl pei miie..finally dat jia ling cum le..we walk in to the jurong entertainment lor..
den at the kbox,a guy serve us..the way he tok n actions make miie wan to laugh.he's so cute siia!!den ii tell him dat he's very funny dat ii wana lauff..he reply back,"den u lauff lor.." n smile to miie.haha..the way he tok oso veh cute lor..den after taking order frm us,he went off.so we started singing..haha..miie kp self entertain to myself..make myself HIGH!!lol..so stupid rite!!haha...bopian la..muz make dem lauff ma..den abt 3pm..jialeng came..HOHO!!finally came..OUR MAIN lead..neo why ii sae ish her not miie?cuz...stOry begin..
we told her abt dat guy den she describe dat guy oso the same description.den dat guy finally came den ii say"its him lor.."den jialeng say ya!!dats the guy im toking abt too..the guy feel so bizarre siia..den jia ling n ii kp gorge on the titbits lor..then ask dat guy to help us to refill...after awile,jialeng say she wanted to befriend with him..den miie n jialing..haha..after he came bck to our room,ii ask him for his no. togta wiib jialing..haha..den he say "999"..lol..we kp laughing but afterdat he giib miie the no. la..well..his name ishh Joshua,22yrs..suit jialeng lor..she 20yrs le..haha..
after kbox,miie went to meet hui shan at pasa malam..she told miie alot of things siia..abt kelvin..he's going to be promoted siia.to STAR!!omg..sucks lorr.hOpefully he bcum sissy lor..haha..weLL..hui shan sae the 1st day he bcum traineer dat tym,he was so yaya papaya lor.argh..cldnt stand him kk.sux lorr.idiot lor..nxt tyym when he conduct party,ii dunwan be his topcat kk.sux lor..argh..
den ytd at msn,we conference lor..4psn siia..miie n jialing kp teasing both of dem..jialeng face so RED sia..but miie n jialing still continue to tease dem..so naughty rite..haha..
haiz..quarrel wiib him again..he giib miie attitude..hey..ii alreli control my temper lor..he told miie dat night ii oso treat him lidat..he onli yi ya huan ya niia.wadd de..my retribution?no lor..suan le.juz giib in to him..but when ii reli cldnt stand it,ii rebarked back..i told him how ii feel kk..dat tym he look at my diary alreli ii didnt say anything lor..but lucky he saw it..undastan hw ii feel la..hehe..yea..tml my bday!!hahaha..finally 16 le!!kk..gtg..c if tonite wan to update again anot..

sad sad n sad!!!!!im sO sad..NSRS FAIL siia..wad the hell..ii tried my best kk..ii tot ii wld pass cuz i make an attempt to study kk..juz dun undastan why will fail.caroline break the news to miie de..haiz..stupid.FAIL FAIL FAIL!!im juz a FAILURE!!sucky kk..blardi idiot.evryting juz sux kk..haiz..ii dat day even waited for 2to3hrs for adila to brief miie on NSRS..haiz..but failed in the end.sian.everything sux..haiz..cried juz nw lor.duno why.for dat NSRS tingy la.shit siia.cry till no energy n cry till no tears come out.imagine amelia call early in the morning dat moii NSRS actually start at 0800 instead of 1400..wadd wld uu tiink?meaning ppl wake uu up juz for uu to go NSRS?sumore alreli late?not my fault kk..they juz make miie sad lor.is start at 0800 but they tell miie is start at 1400..blardi funny siia..sux lyk hell.den my contact lens pain until ii duno how to sae lor.eyes veh pain n yet ask miie to rush over dere ii alreli tried my best.half-ly ish becuz ii late ba..den leave bad impression lor..somemore my eyes pain leh..wad they wan?ii oso veh long nv wrk le kk.sux.especially breakfast siia.fuck!!!i quiting!!idiotic job.make miie cry ferr nothing.die.dat samuel will surely question miie de or that RM will question miie too.die.how?

tmL gOing out wiib jia leng they aLL..tO kbOx siia.nOt going out wiib him siia.cuz he schOOling siia.haiz.they muz be sad le cuz they cant c him le..ahahaha..hmm..sianz..juz quarrel wiib him siia.haiz.stupid miie.idiot.ming ming hen ai ta but act as if ii dun.idiotic.haiz.ii now oso veh mao dun le.ii juz feel dat everything,everyone is opposing miie kk.haiz..ii duno la.ii hOpe diz relationship can last long lor..reli hOpe so lorr..haiz.iim juz far tOo stupid.nevertheless..ii juz wan him to peii miie more ma..anything wrg?no right?haiz..his mum impreesion of miie is reducing siia..ii dun wana dat to happen kk.haiz.sux siia.wadeva.too sad nw.stop here.bye bye

yeAh!!!mOii cOmmon test is over!!but ii suRe will faiL 6 subjects de.haiz.damn sad la.keep crying lorr.nobdy neo how ii feel lor..tiink moi o level die le..juz a few chapters alreli cant cope.haiz.well..mr vijay tol us that our maths paper was simply "wonderful" yeah!!sure lotsa failure..after the holiday he sure will criticise de.haiz.used to it.

went to kbox wiib wan ting,sandra,ms samantha tan,phui shan n andy today.weird combination eh?wiib samantha n andy huh>?but they actually alrite lor.samantha treat us to kbox.is k lunch la.well..simply happy kk..kp singing n singin la cuz is lidat the last few days were so stress.nw finally over!!yeah!!samantha singing actually quite nice lor.andy ok la.surprisingly andy would wan to sing siia.tot he is anti singing de.haha.too bad ah ku not here cuz he wrking early ba.haiz.we sang until 3.30pm lidat den go lor..went to buy alot of things sia.hmm..saw leo n bryan at lot 1 siia.bryan is so muscular-->my ideal guy n dat jerk leo ar..so action de.keep walkin here n dere toking on phone.juz wan to attract attention onli kk.stupid.no chen xi.sad.

iim reli dumb duMB DUMB!!!cuz ii actually today neber wrk de den ii go kap.haiz.stupid cuz ii tot every fri will wrk but in the end neber wrk.so surprise siia.at mac,juz onli nv wrk ferr 2wks,all change lots.got so mani new crew siia.den wait ferr adila to brief miie on NSRS counter siia.sianz.waited ferr so long siia.den she finally come out to teach miie le.well..she smoke in front of miie lor..wanted to cough juz nw but ii tolerate it.den after all the waiting,ii went hm at abt 8.30pm lidat..leaving ah ku alone whu is suppose to punch out at 9pm.sry!!ii wan to watch tv sO muz undastan ya?

tmL nt wrking.goin out tml wiib him.haiz.habb not seen him fer a wk le.n during the 1 wk,we did quarrel abit but dats natural cuz misSing each other ma.haiz.ii duno wad to sae la.but hOpefully we wont quarrel again.he told miie he is sick siia.oh no!kinda worried abt him siia.haiz.hopefully tml will be fine.ppl muz take care wor.nwadays ppl keep falling ill.duno why siia.haiz.gtg.nite.

hey..diz morning got "quarrel" wiibb hiim again..haiz..keep having quarrel..tiink ish bcuz nv go out ba..hopefully tonite wnt quarrel again..slpt at 3.30am..den wake up at 1pm..tired..went online n tok to jailing n eng eng..so funi..all type too fast den cant catch up..kp toking abt steads n stuffs..yupps..agree wiib dem..shall not leak out the secret dat we share!!its our secret!!3 of us de!!hehe..kinda happy to tok wiib dem..haha..cuz ish lyk pour everything out to dem lor..feeling beta nw..no worries..haha..btw..common test start tml!!!argh!!haven touch siia..apart frm the things dat eng eng teach ytd..haiz..die le..ii scared my chem bio fail again!!ii dunwan to fail!!!ltr tio attention by mr ng again//haiz..well..gota go..bye bye..gd luck for exam ppl!!mie too..haha

common test coming le n ii haven even started revising yet..die sia.alicia out.was blardi sad ytd..haiz..w/o gal in the star idol,so funi siia..all guys..gay together meh?siao.alicia rocks.nvm alicia.ii will still tiink uu are the best even though uu r out..nw cant c her n chen xi dating scene so boring..ii neo la..ALL three guys are goin to gay-ing session le..LOL!!trust miie..in the end Leo wld win which ii dun wan it to happen.either bryan or chen xi muz wiin kk..
on monday,went to mediacorp to c the campus superstar..diz is the 5th tym ii went to mediacorp..woa..dean did not sing well siia..disappt miiie..khim sing pretty well but ii dun lyk her.teresa!!oh !!she's gd kk!!miie saw Joshua siia..he so shuai!!ii juz cant stand it!!argh!!n ii oso saw adriano!!!he so cute siia!!!cool..den ii saw yuyang oso..eek..he so sissy siia..he was wib yiyuan,yang ce n sheena or shermaine..cldnt differentiate which one ish her..well..heng AR..dean was in..why cant clara out leh???ii dun lyk her lor..well..perhaps of her popularity..sianx..unfair!!nxt wk will be adriano!!!ii wana him to be in the final!!!argh!!cldnt wait to c the nxt round!!hmm..
everything juz sux kk..school wrk..maths..history..chinese etc..even my attitude sux kk..joel is the victim lor..everytym ii alwiz kp scolding joel cuz he alwiz irritate miie siia..cuz he kp waking miie up when im slping..haiz..sry joel!!didnt mean to do dat to uu cuz ii was in bad mood diz few days..was pms-ing siia..lol..well..sorta have conflict wibb each other siia...sad..do uu tiink im hiiding things frm uu??is it reli the prob dat we lack of communication eh???habb uu eva try to undastan hw ii reli fweel deep in my heart? hw much ii habb did for uu? hw much ii love uu? hw ii lie to my parents juz bcuz of uu?hw ii plan my tym for uu?perhaps..perhaps..perhaps..u duno anything..breaks my heart wheneva uu say dat..ii was sad dat day..juz dat ii didnt show out to uu..perhaps we didnt giibb each other an explanation..but habb uu eva reli tiink abt us??althou uu claim dat uu rr..ii do tiink alot..more than uu do.ii juz hope dat everyting will resume as usual..reli hope so.will uu reply miie?i doubt so.so sry laogong..