life ish in a mess

So eu finally reveal eurself once again?dats gd.
thx ferr all th comments.c'mon.fuck mie.ii wld love to.
yeahz.im a B.I.T.C.H. say wadever eu lyk.dats miie.im not defeated
by eu.eu light up moii life once again cuz ii was not disappointed as
ii finally saw eur tag.=]] nice job yeahz?keep up th gd job.continue to
tagg somemore.but eur language still didnt improve yeah?wadd a pity.
=))

ii tink ii goin to practice isolation too.why?after diz,iim not goin
to interfere wadeva tings dats happening cuz iim too tired.
ii realised frenz aint dat GREAT after all.shall not say muchhs
if not diz will make ppl feel dat im pinpointing someone but tink
b4 eu say.whu dun pinpoint?trust.T-R-U-S-T. how eu define dat
word?ii dunno.moii life ish in a mess.ii do not wan to tink muchhs
anymore cuz after diz,another outbreak of war again?perhaps.
nd iim not goin to interfere muchhs so be prepared dat ii will be
giving cold shoulder to eu all.nahz.th more low profile ii am,
th happier ppl will be ehz?ii dunno.

dere's alot of tings in moii mind rite now.alot till bursting soon.
nd iim seriously gonna breakdown after learnin abt th fact.
whu will ever care?no one.nd why?ii chose not to tell anyone cuz
dey wont understan.all dey do ish'dun wry la' 'everyting's fine' etc.
will it helps miie?NO.juz forget wad ii say.SUCKs.

its alwiz better to be alone.althou ii hate being lonely.
ii sucks.moii attitude sucks.until all dunwan miie.
a lost soul doesnt niid any sympathy.

wow.ii was so disappointed wibb diz person.diz annoymous whu came to scold sandra.or shld ii say its us.?wadeva.ii tot td dat person mite tag sth to retaliate but dat person didnt.are eu being a coward?didnt dare to cum nd tag cuz everyone outwit eu?how pathetic can dat be?since eu are th one whu started th trouble,eu shld den RESOLVE it.by revealing eur identity huh.if ii ever neo whu eu are,ii will be laughin off moii head cuz ii cant belive ii hab such a frenz exist arnd miie.nd its so dangerous.well.when i online ltr on,ii hope ii wont be disappointed again.=P

anyway,two wks of study break gone.left td which ish th last day of sch.nd ii felt dat ii hab did nothing at all.th revisions are getting nowhere.juz when ii tot everyting seems to get into moii head,it doesnt at all.im juz deceiving moiiself.isnt it?cuz based on moi wonderful prelim result,it proves one ting.moii revision has
gone down th drain.iim getting no where.2 more wks nd o level will start.giving up soon.ii gets so fed up wibb studies sometyms.no motivation to make miie study.when ii wanted to touch on moii books,ii will juz dozed off cuz ii saw th nice bed awaiting ferr miie.ha!

got alot of tings niided to brush up.physics ishh a muz muz finish subject by tml.after all ii hab spent too much tym on it.not forgetting th fact dat ii hab to finish th TYS,ii do not hab muchhs tym left! whu to blame?myself.ferr not makin use of th tym to study but instead,kp online nd blog etc.all's miie.can someone juz slap miie on th face?to wake miie up! ii do not hab th sense of urgency!!arghh!! im goin crazy. this thur ish practical ferr chem bio.hopefully everyting goes well.th onli ting im afraid ish dat ii DO NOT follow th instruction.either ii cock eyes or ii see wrong tings.god,pls bless miie.let moii eyes see clearly.dun play tricks on miie.diz ish PRACTICAL fer O LEVEL. help miie!!!arghh.

anyyway,wish everyone out dere.gd luck ferr o level.finally,iim leaving dunearn.will miiss all th happy moments at dere.jiayou!

ii told moiiself not to tink so much but moii heart juz could not listen to miie.wad shld ii do?

my life ish lyk a movie

sometyms when ii thought life wld be easier,peaceful,nd wonderful..many tings happen too sudden,nd too fast.fast until ii couldnt breathe.whenever ii saw all those silly comments made by those boliao ppl, ii get turn off by dem.but on th other hand,iim glad dat dey came to moii blog to spice up everyting.thx man.ii love it.ii juz love having eu here spamming moii blog.feel free to do so huh.after all ii dun care whatever eu are goin to say.to miie,dey are juz loads of crapz.

mission impossible's coming moii way.ii awaits ferr th latest news.so everyone muz sit back nd enjoy th show alrite?well.frm wadd ii can see,th psn really am scared of miie?dat psn didnt post much cuz of her limited vocab??haha.maybe ii did FRIGHTEN her off?kinda turn off by miie?yippee! c'mon.dun tell miie eu scared of miie?am ii dat powerful dude?hehe.^^ happy.

ii will wait.everyday ferr eu.shall play along wibb eu nd i really hope eu can reveal eur ass identity, eu coward! whaha.=p love th way heaven has arranged ferr miie.thx.iim glad ii hab such a frenz exist nd ii do feel pity ferr diz psn.whaha.love it man.diz ish getting interesting.

ii felt lost without eu by moii side.

oh well,ii simply love diz person here.she's someone whu has light up moii life whenever ii sees her in th tagboard but gal,as wadd ii hab said earlier on,eu really are a lousy writer.let alone a story teller.eu neo why?all eu can say ish 'fucking hu li jing' or 'fucking bitch' yeah?dont eu get bored when eu sees dat?ii thought eu are a boring person.but well, ii still love eu thou.seriously ii will hug eu when ii find out WHO eu are.suffocate eu nd strangle eu.

althou moii languages are not dat good,but it seems dat eu are even worst off den miie.do eu niid miie to teach eu more vocabulary?cuz ii realised eu hab limited vocab other den being a lousy writer.seriously eur story lack of exciting details.eu neo ppl will get bored of eu easily?so pls brush up eur vocab b4 approaching us alrite?not dat i despised eu,but its true.anyway,ii neo eu hab run out of words nd ii neo eu cant outwit miie so eu juz flood moii tagboard rite?=] ii welcome eu to do so cuz diz reveals th ugliness in eu.nd ii love to see how a person can turn frm pretty to ugly.

yeahz.eu actually can be a director too.create such a big trouble dat no one seems to care a heck abt eu eh?but ya,as wad i said earlier on,eu are another lousy director.ii dun see any prob wibb miie nd san.its YOU.wads wrong wibb eu?ii duno why eu love to fuck bitches nd hu li jing?maybe eu are juz one of th AIDS carriers.

whaz.ii didnt neo dat eu can actually be so free to go to our threesome's blog.eu are really a free person rite?den might as well brush up eur language b4 coming here wor cuz eu will be criticised way down.nd yeahz.even moii frenz blog eu oso wanna spam?how childish can eu be huh?pls grow up!!

by th way,eu simply dun use eur brain when eu tok.eu juz tok ferr th sake of talking ya?talking abt eur identity,eu scared of us findin eu ehz?dats th main reason?diz make a REAL coward in eu huh.oh no!how on earth do ii hab such a 'frenz' here?its definitely moii HONOUR to hab eu as frenz.but den,ii pity eur parents.if dey ever sees how eu treat others,dey might juz faint rite in front of eu.terribly disappointed in eu ehz.sinful!

well..many ppl are simply opposin eu nd ii guess eu are really not welcomed here.ii feel so sad ferr eu wor.regarding dat eu said eu hate miei or san,it doesnt matter after all.not everyone ish perfect kk.dun lyk miie?juz go away.ii dun care a heck of whu hate miie or whu hate moii frenz.dey juz loaf of crapz cuz ii am moiiself.no one can affect miie.not even eu althou iim posting diz nd retailiating to eu.if eu wan,juz go ahead wib wadever nonsense eu wan.if eu wanna make ppl hate miie more,let it be den.ii can live happily without eu acquantance.not as if ii care ii wld lose eu nd eur company.puke.

things are simply getting more nd more interesting huh!and im so looking forward to wad will happen next huh.some clowns are goin to make a fool of themselves.ii feel so sympathy ferr dem.juz dunno why.
dey simply wan us ppl to pay extra attention to dem by doin all those so brainy stuffs.thx ferr telling miie th brainy stuffs ar.ii learned ALOT from eu all wor.wadd are eur brainy teeeny stuffs?trying to divert all our attention to eu teeny weeny?omg.den eu are reli bhb huh.but its ok.ii lyk eur type.so CUTE wor.nice job huh! i simply welcome eu to tag moii blog.say wadever FANTASTIC story eu wan.ii love to hear stories.but eur story seems too old fashion.nd boring ar?lousy.

and mind eu,pls at least think b4 eu do something.say miie bitch or wadsoever?ohz pls.eu are actually a BITCH.cuz eu said ppl.arent eu one too?humans are weird.dey are actually shooting themselves when scoldin ppl.how weird can these ppl be?its wonderful to hab such ppl exist arnd miie nd ii felt so honour,so blessed by it.dats th best part in moii entire life.--to be able to play arnd wib eu.nd see whu will be th weakest link!ahaha.definitely not miie.

eh eu,god gib eu a beautiful name or shld ii say eur parents gib eu name nd instead of respecting eur name,eu wrote someting too logical until ii tink eur mum will be too touched by eu when she sees diz.how she has brought up her precious since young.why dun eu put down eur name?put it BIG BIG.if not eu are reli a coward.omg.ii duno how to describe eu.ya.maybe as wad wenjia tag,retard.=p

oh man.ii love eu so muchs.eu spice up moii calm nd peaceful life.thx so muchs.ii will enjoy th days wibb eu.no word COULD describe how GRATEFUL ii am to eu.(puke)


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iim juz super pissed off.ii mean why should all this stupid nonsense coming after miie nd sandra?wan ting nd 2 of us are alreli a big prob.HEADACHE.nd whu th hell ish diz psn?can eu juz say whu are eu?humji la.tryin to act act oni.

iim goin to find out whu th psn ish.ii will make him/her suffer.wad has san done to make eu do dat?got nothing to do isit?so baichi.juz boliao ppeps.

ii tot th 'appeasement' wld be successful.but end up,nothin in vain.a failure.cuz she got stomache pain.ok.juz let diz rest but surely dere's sth wrg nd let miie tell eu diz,if we cant handle diz properly,den wad happen?maybe fall out wib each other.den nxt tym dun regret ok.not tryin to be mean here but dats wad ii wanna say.its such an ass when ii wanna make peace or wadsoever.suan le.frenship...FUCKING FRAGILE.cant even go thru a test.

postdam conference-->yalta conference-->tension.-->???ww3?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WAN TING!! sweet 16 le gal..
delayed of prezzie.hope eu dun miind.anyway,alot of things happened in diz few days..
and iim not in any gd mood yeahz?nd ya..as wadd laogong
tell miie,ii shld not be carried away by dese unimportant matters.dere are many other tings occupied in moii mind.
yeahz.STUDY 1st!

ok.diz post will be short nd sweet.^^

iim suchs a pigg.woke up td at arnd 1pm
nd wash up all dose.eat.den arnd 2plus suddenly feel
tired so ii went back to slp until..
almost 7pm!!omg..haha.im a REAL SLEEPER siia.
diz ishh to bu hui wo de shui mian fer th past few days.
tml goin to schh again.ferr mr ng's lesson.maybe reaching sch
earlie.haha.to study 1st.ii tink.
tryin to concentrate on moii studies rite now.
and ii hope moii effort wld be paid off when ii get back moii
result nxt yr.yeeahz.muz do well wib out regrets.

th bitchy miie gonna approached soon.haha.
ferr some particular reason..
hopefully th plan succeed huh!
anyway,to M..
ii reli cant meet eu.yeahz.cuz of o level's
approaching.perhaps nxt tym.
muz be faithful to eur stead ok?
haha..dun 2 tym ppl worr.

anw,ii dunwan th strain RS.
ii hate diz.everytym its happenin to miie.in every RS,
will drift.haiz.ii juz dunlyk diz happenin to miie.
one tym hot.th other tym cold.arghh.
been tokin to jk diz few days.
haha.tok cok guy.yeahz.now ii feel dat he's in ownself.
he doesnt look or sound lyk anyone.yeahz.FINALLY.

AM NOW SUPER ANGRY.can use eur brain?when did ii
spread th company?wo zhen de gao bu dong..
seriously,eu didnt offend miie so why shld ii?
well..ii didnt wan to tagg eu de but when ii saw th frenz
so kpo,den ii decide to tag altou ii neo its wrg to interfere but
i juz wan to let her get th right msg.be clear of wad
eu are doin.nd not realised it when its too late
nd regret after dat.

wo lan de li ni le

iim back!from study!!hehe.
went to sandra's hse diz morning to rebond moii hair.
she did it ferr miie!im her 1st guinea pigg..haha..
overall th effect quite gd.lyk reli got rebond.
took quite a long tym to rebond moii hair.
due to moii long long hair.1st tym realised dat moii hair's long!
hehe~anyway,arnd 5plus we went to kap to study cuz
ii long tym nv see th guys dere.wanna pay a visit.

when we reached dere, ii saw delphine nd huishan!
kinda shocked cuz o level's approaching yet dey are still
wrking!!omg..aint dey hardworking?not lyk miie.
becum suchh a lazy bum=p
yeahz.saw kelvin wibb his bunch of frenz studying too.
kinda shocked to see siqi nd sok theng dere cuz
they are of no link.cant link dem up.ahaha.
yupps.kinda shocked to see dem.

ohya.th haze here was so fuckin idiot high.
when we were abt to go home,ii tot it was raiining..
but actually it was th haze!!omg.its damn misty.
cool but can kill ppl.yeahz.ii dunwan tio lung cancer yet.
ozone layer will be getting bigger nd bigger.
ppl,pls conserve th environment if not earth ishh goin to be destroyed!
well..moii hair now abit curl up le.sad.
anw,thx sandra ferr helpin miie!!reli am grateful nd appreciate
all eur effort!!=]

yeahz..ii goin on moii planz.wheter th outcome ishh gd
or bad,ii not gonna care cuz ii juz wanna make dat psn
suffer lyk mad.yeahz.to prove to him dat he's wrong to
habb trifle wibb sharine.goin to make him pay a price ferr
everyting.ii tink ii will be quite bitch when dealing wibb him.
bopian cuz ii wanna make him suffer.help shar take revenge.
useless jerk.ii make sure he will fall into moii trap..nd haha.
he's in moi hand!!!but muz wait until he online.den start th
plan!!haha.cuz i wana prove to shar dat he's a bad guy.
he doesnt worth waiting nd wanna her to gib up.yeahz.
ferr her own gd.ii will help her.emo support ferr eu!!

amazingly th aunties still rmb mie at kap!!ssoo happy!!

chg moii blogskin!!cuz ii realised dat sandra 's sis has
th same blogskin as miie!so decide to chg.=]
hopefully eu all lyk diz skin huh!
anyway,td ishh lantern festival.didnt go anywhere.
sobz.kelian rite?actually ii took a nap.ii didnt neo dat ii
hab slpt ferr arnd 7hrs!damn long..when ii woke up juz now,
its alreli midnite.so decide to chg blogskin as ii cldnt go back
to slp.let miie start th day.

went to lot1 to meet jk ferr breakfast.was supposed to meet
at arnd 7am de but ii was LATE!ferr arnd 25mins.
cant blame miie cuz there's traffic jam!mac was quite empty
when ii reached dere.yupps.initially ii tot we wont tok,but
ii nv realised dat we can tok so muchhs as compared to on
phone.not feeling weird at all.haha.but he was kinda shy?
cuz he dun reli dare to look at miie.ii wonder why.am ii a monster to him or wad?LOL
perhaps.hmm..anyway,he th BEST cuz n level officially over
td ferr him!!!so envy of him!!nd he was having paper2 td
but didnt hab calculator wibb him.-.- lend him lor.(see eu kelian)
ahaha.
nd when we were eating,ii realised sth.
not onli did he look lyk zi siang(which now ii tink not reli),tok
lyk vincent,his lower chin nd mouth look lyk weihao.
omgg.how can a psn look lyk so many ppl?his face too
common la.ahaha.nd pls stop callin miie BAICHI!
im not.eu den are one!
hmmz.LATE ferr mr kaan lesson.he doesnt seems to care
ii oso dun care either.haha.

after his lesson,we went to study awile at library nd after dat
went to lot1 to eat suki sushi.buffet.reli 'bu fei'.where's moii
FAT REDUCING DAY?nv get to go gym diz few weeks.
got to study REAL HARD FERR o level.yupps.loiter arnd
lot1 ferr awile cuz ii was waiting ferr jk to pass back moii calculator.ahaha.

reached home arnd 5plus.nd ii was DROP'DEAD.
went to take a nap.little did ii neo dat ii had slpt th longest in
moii life!7hrs!!of nap!!NAP!ii didnt slp dat long ferr nap!
well..when ii woke up,all's gone.too late to go down.
lonely lantern festival..

ltr goin to sandra's hse nd goin kap after dat!^^

prelim's over.results are poor.ii cant be bothered.
o level's coming.ii didnt wan to care a heck.
wads wrong wibb miie?a sign of post prelim syndrome?
hmm..everyting doesnt seems to be on th right track ferr mie.
study HARD ferr prelim but results doesnt show.why?
ii dunno.instantly wanna gib up.ppl are arguing wheta jc ishh
better or poly?why shld argue?
follow eur heart.nd th path to success will light up.
yeahz.its true.

frenship aint dat smooth diz few days?
yupps.kinda conflicts?or shld ii say..all dunwan to say out th
prob lies wib us?ii dunno..
juz kinda stress diz few days.nd about monday,
seriously ii duno whadd to do.
cuz th initial plan ishh to eat sushi buffet.but some other
stuffs held miie back.nd den..tings began to go haywired.
ii hate diz.dunno how to plan th timing.
cant last min back out rite?or postpone rite?dey will not
be happy thou.haiz.
diz 2wks miie nd sandra goin back to sch to self study.haha.
abit hard to concentrate thou.not dat we tok but ii tink its
th environment prob.haha.dunno.
tok to mr kaan td in th morning.he was surprised dat
ii passed moii geo.nd he said dat ii can do better.hopefully.
thx cher ferr all dose silly encouragement.dun wry.will do well.

tml goin out to eat breakfast wibb jk.so gotta slp soon.

ii dunwanna eu to treat miie so good.if not ii will feel veh guilty.oh moii goshz.wadd am ii suppose to do?

ni de yan xing jue zhi hen xiang ta!

updates ferr today!kinda not in gd mood.shall start frm mornin.late ferr schh cuz of th bloody bus.mr boh didnt gib piink form to us.but instead we had to sing.-.- NATIONAL ANTHEMN! so bloody stupiid kk.anyway,in clz iim bored cuz sandra nv come schh den th stupiid teachers nv return result nd nv cum schh so rot down dere.

although no result,went to tok wibb phuishan nd gang.having FUN wibb dem!gals.eu all nv fail to cheer miie up.thx fatin ferr sitting wibb mie.shld say she let mie sit beside her.yeahhz.chem bio didnt get back result.instead,we were playing.kinda FUN..nd th 1hr passes so easily!!yeah..played true or dare.but not sporty enuff.yeahz.gotten back geo after dat.ii tot ii wld pass!but ii didnt pass!!!!!!ii study so HARD!nd ii tot ii wld pass.but ii didnt.veh sad nd disappointed.ii reli duno wadd to say abt moiiself.some ppl dun niid to put in so muchhs effort will score better den miie.iim fucking irritated by diz.maybe im too stupid dats why liddat.am freaking disappointed in moiiself.ii HATE moiiself!!liddat ii tink all moii subj failin cuz ii tot th papers are relatively ok except physics.nd comb humanities.didnt expect geo to fail!!!!!!!suan le..tink groomy awile will be fine.anyway,initially tot of goin to gym tml.but in th end wan ting nv go.den left miie sandra nd li xia.but serene ask us wanna go marina square or not.she's goin but im not.cuz im not in th mood to go.

went to j8 look ferr li xia clothes.saw a sleeveless de.veh nice.but when ii try,not nice anymore cuz th outfit veh funny on miie.macham ii got no waist.nd look fat on it.especially moii broad shoulder.arghhhh..sad kk..reli am FAT!muz diet but everytym fail lehz.haiZ.ii reli dunno whadd to do.so mao dun.

wher am ii headin to tml?im sad.i hate moiiself.

HADY WON!!ii neo it!!he's th BEST kk!!lurrvee hiimm!!!
charming,cute lil guy.=]
jasmine oso veh nice de.but at least she's top3.proud!

suay lehh td..went to toilet nd spent moii tym dere.during PRELIM!!A MATHS somemore!!!paper was easier den paper1
but ii juz didnt hab th tym to finish all bcuz of moii stomach.
ii tink its predestined.arghh.fuck.reli wanna do well de.
mr vijay saw it nd he gibb miie a look.'why nv take care of eurself?' how ii neo la.didnt wan diz to happen.after th paper,
ii juz straightaway walked towards him nd told him ii hab done
moii best.cuz reli damn pain.cant concentrate.=( haha..

anyway,td went out wibb th threesomes!haha.we are GREAT!
went to bugis nd took alot of photos.damn cute nd nice.hehe.
den ishh lyk th shop nv open den miie nd sandra took alot
of stupiid nd silly fotos.but we do enjoy ourselves rite gals?
ii love eu gals!thx ferr gibing miie wonderful tyms.
love eu gals!!hehe..laughters nd silly actions dat
we did are not forgotten.yeah.love it!althou we looked tired,
but we enjyoy th fun rite?hehe.yupps.

gtg lehh.hehe..busy chatting.=]

lets see whu ishh th winner,YOU or miie.

being tagged by evon
1 Put your music player on shuffle
2 Press forward for each question
3 Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!4 tag 5 ppl on their tagboard to ask them to do this..
5 Bold the questions and with your answer, give your own comments on how it relates on the questions.

How are you feeling today?
yi bi yi(fan wei qi)

Will you get far in life?
zai yi ci yong you(gong ci jia)

How do your friends see you?
ye qu(jay chou)

Will you get married?
ting jian yue guang(angela zhang)

What is your bestfriend's theme song?
cheng yi de yong bao

What is the story of your life?
li liang(luo zhixiang)

what was primary school like?
da she tou(wu ke qun)

How can you get ahead in life?
bu de bu ai(wilber)

What is the best thing about your friends?
hero(183 club)

What is in store for this weekend?
bu zuo ni de peng you(s.h.e)

What song describes you?
ai de jiu shi ni(wang lee hom)

To describe your grandparents?
long tym no see(bOa)

How is your life going?
ai ni deng yu ai zi ji

What song will they play at your funeral?
zhi dui ni you gan jue(hebe)

What does the world see you?
ni bu zai

Will you have a happy life?
chance(luo zhixiang)

What do your friends really think of you?
zhen ai(183)

Do people secretly lust after you?
meng zai shou li

How can i make myself happy?
shi jie zui mei li de feng jing(5566)

What should you do with your life?
gei wo gan jue

Will you ever have children?
kan tou

5 people to do this:sandra,wan ting,kelly,sarina,sharine!

Pisces is the mutable water sign and very much exist in their own universe, tuned into the emotional, receptive qualities of life that most of us cannot see, touch nor feel. In love they are dream filled and romantic, full of enchanted visions and hopeful fantasies. They're eager to share their thoughts and reveries when they feel secure, understood and appreciated. Of all the signs Pisces needs the most
encouragement to feel true within themselves and to learn the validity of their own thoughts and needs. They make the most delightful companions and are generally soft, gentle and easy going, especially if they have a role model to look up to within the relationship. This is a delicate balance that Pisces learns to control as they go through life as their projections onto their mate can be helpful if it encourages them to motivate their own lives and resources but can turn into tenacious co-dependency if the Pisces refuses to embrace their own lives, needs and thoughts. They can be confusing creatures never able to define their roles within the relationship and constantly turning to sources outside of the union for definition and explanation. This can slowly erode the bond between the lovers/partners as the partner. A Pisces encouraged to find and embrace their answers within themselves and one who has learned to trust their own thoughts, feelings and perceptions make one of the most loving, sensual and devoted mates their is. Pisces SexualityPisces sexuality is always wrapped around those inner worlds they exist in and becomes an emotional experience that can take them on voyages into ecstasy and passion. But because they do exist within this world where things are nebulous, mystical and emotion oriented if they are projecting outwards to find validity of what they are seeing and feeling inside rather than combining the experience of the physical intimacy with the thoughts and dreams they can feel disappointed...or saddened. If they've learned to simply using what is inside to inspire their participation in the literal reality based world they can take their lover on their enchanted voyages with them and create an exciting and enchanting sexual companionship. The Long Term StoryThere is a certain amount of inner strength combined with outer strength that is needed when involved long term with a Pisces, as they must learn to become their own sources of joy, inspiration and answers. A weak mate who goes along with every Piscean whim or fantasy is as destructive as a mate who cannot see the validity of those things they are experiencing internally. One can create a union with no solidity or reality underneath of it and the other can cause the Pisces to further doubt their own truth and inner strength. At the best the Pisces brings to the relationship a touch of all that is universal and mysterious. They are dreamy, poetic and romance filled beings who make life a true sojourn through the world of feelings and passions. At worst they release any semblance of inner belief and become attached to the partner or other form of projection in an attempt to capture outside what goes on inside. Positive Traits in LovePlayful, friendly, spontaneous, open minded, caring, devoted, liberal, understanding, tolerant, benevolent. Negative TraitsErratic, undependable, self oriented, cold, aloof, mean, self-centered, unable to commit, judgmental, fickle. What a Pisces LikesRomance, Feeling appreciated, Stability, Feeling needed, Mystical settings/enchantment, Being encouraged to dream, Sharing thoughts/dreams, Having their input valued, A role model, Feeling loved What a Pisces DislikesFeeling vulnerable, Feeling alone/unloved, Having no goals to project towards, Feeling invalidated, Being ignored Crude/harsh behavior, Noisy scenes/displays, Having no dreams, Having no sense of structure Pisces Love KeywordsMystical, enchanting, emotional, loving, devoted, reverent, creative, confused, depressed, irresponsible, goal-less, lack of motivation or push, co-dependency issues.

whahahhaa..sooo bored now.spent moii day slping at home.but didnt slp muchhs.maybe ii dun reli niid to slp dat muchhs anymore?perhaps ba.but ii am reli veh strong kk..haha.physically.not mentally or emotionally.yeah.kinda emotional diz few days.keep thinking of th PAST.ii reli dunno how to sort out moii feelings now.ii NEO ii shldnt tink abt th PAST.th SUFFERINGS.th EVERYTHING dats soo HURTING.but ii cant control moiiself frm tinking abt th PAST.its juz so..tempting to tink abt it.especially th eventful yr.LAST yr.dat was th most unforgetable yr ba.th 1st tym ii went to kap to interview ferr th wrk.neo him dere.th tyms spent wibb huishan renjie teckliang dey all.how ii gradually rise up to counter to kitchen etc.th unhappiness tings happen dere.happy moments.sad moments.

whenever ii go BUGIS,th feeling came back each tym.nd ii wld.feel sad after all.seeing th images of him everytym w/o fail.its not totally sad memories.dere are some,exception.plaza sing ishh another area which ii dun lyk to go.He's th one whu make mie sad.imagine dats th place we alwiz quarrel.nd when eu go dere,wad will eu feel?SUPER sad.so ii now seldom go dere.maybe ii dun wan to face it,juz wanna escape frm all th torturing.all th tings ii see are..juz so..duno how to say.

shld stop tinkin of diz le.kinda bored td.nothing to do de.still readin ps ii love eu.haha.quite nice.ii love it.juz lyk where rainbow ends.th books can make miie go gaga.wanting to read more.nd bcuZ of diz book,ii was wondering whetter dere ishh suchh ting exist as soulmate other den th book?in reality,ishh dere?ii kp doubting th world.maybe th world isnt dat perfect as wad ii tot.

ii miiss eu.but we both are busy wibb our stuffs.=(