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Prelim is coming :( which means exam is waving at me! :( :( but on a lighter note, TW trip is nearer and nearer! Something which I look forward to :D

But. This also means I have to plan for my first career. My future. My starting point of the society.

Gosh.

Living in my own world

I've been living in my own world for the past few weeks. It was only today when shihui said prelim is next week that I realized I have lost track of time!

Goodness. Where's my heart and soul gone to? Now I've got to pull it back real hard :(

Dumping ground

I'm starting to treat this space as a dumping ground. Emotional dumping ground indeed.

Saw from somewhere saying, "everyone can be a blogger but how many can maintain the blog 365days?"
Yeah I really agreed on that. For that, I'm not exactly a blogger and def a very seasonal one.

So here I am, trying to vent my frustration here again.

Maybe it's exam stress.

Time can reveal a person's true color

Since few years ago, I went through many ordeals. From then, I told myself to cherish the people around me. But it always takes two hands to clap. I reached out my hand to people I care but not many raise up their hands. Especially when I found out some ugly truth these few days.

'Blood is thicker than water' Yes, I agree cause they're your next-of-kin but how many really treat you as part of them? It really left me deep impression about them. Sometimes I wonder, is it because I didn't understand them well enough that's why I couldn't agree to what they are doing now? When you put in effort to help them, to treat them good, they don't even give a damn about you. I don't ask for anything in return, I just don't like my effort not being appreciated, making me feel like a fool. 

I told myself umpteen times not to be soft-hearted to these heartless people anymore. But my heart don't listen to my brain. That's why I'm always at a loss. 

After some thoughts, I shall not give a damn to these people anymore. It's their loss. Not mine cause I've done my best. If they don't respect me, why should I? :) 

and..

They're OUT.

(It will be the last time I'm talking about them)