Prebirthday Preparation

2 more days and it will be my 21st birthday party. So how do I feel? A couple of days ago I was feeling very excited as there will be alot of friends and relatives celebrating with me on this special day, special year. But as days passed, my anxiety level rose up. From excitement, to fear, to stress and to frustration.

Prebirthday preparation has been tough. Really a tough one. For I have to cope with prelims and coordination of stuff, I wasn't feeling good. Emotionally stressed and exhausted. I made an attempt to sign up for gym to force myself to exercise, hoping that I would look good during my birthday party. And now, I've trained myself till the point that I can close my eyes while running! I admit, going gym does make me feel lighter and probably I've toned up abit especially on my thigh but I didn't lose weight at all! Demoralising but No choice.

But nevertheless, I still enjoy the process of searching for things, having great companion to help me out and cracking my brain thinking what to do for birthday. Alice in the wonderland has been the most desired theme that I wanna have but I think it is hard to dress up for that theme so in the end I chose Mad hatter's party! :D I'll be the Alice for the night :D

The journey has been tough and I'm glad to see a glimpse of the finishing line. Sincerely thanks to all my beloved friends who made an attempt to ask me how's the preparation and offering of help to accompany me buy some materials and dress.

Of course, I was upset with some. Expectation I would say that disappoint me. But I know, those who care for me are the ones who have been with me all these years. :) Not forgetting, some of my uni friends :D

Thanks~~

Look forward to my birthday! Now's time to sleep! Having a paper later!