Still, there's people there.

Yesterday was my Lunar Birthday and sweet cousin actually remembered it and smsed me :D Mummy cooked mian xian for me and dump in 9 meatballs just because I requested for meatballs. -.- Ohwell, I'm officially 21.

So today, Mel came over to my house to bake choc macarons! It's half success :D and the taste was awesome! Though not that close to bakerzin taste, but still, it's home made awesomenesssssss! Even bro loves it. But my attempt at making scones abit fail. Abit bland I would say. But still, I love baking! :D

Alot of people told me how awesome my birthday party was, and I'm glad that people enjoyed my birthday party as much as I did. Some even smsed a long sms to thank me for my effort. Really made my day. Mum was telling me today that my relatives love it too and she couldn't forget the fun times spent at the chalet. How touched! :D

At the very least, I'm glad my effort didn't go down the drain. They were appreciative of my effort especially BINGO. HAHA. Guess I'm the trend settler for the game. Will be blogging about my birthday sooooooon. Real soooon. Stay tune.

Is that what they said telepathy?

It's either my intuition or I'm overly smart that the site I visited has updated.

Today (Monday) marks the start of my mugging. Mugged with Shi Hui and co. Had lots of fun in between cause there's too many restrictions and we were complained few times!

Life's pretty much boring.

wakeup > eat> study > nap> wakeup > gym> sleep

The routine goes on and on except sometimes when there's tuition, no gyming. meaning no astroboy~~ yan jing tang guo :(

Shit happens

I promised not to cry anymore after that day. I know it's not worth it. I should keeep up with changes. Yes, I will be brave. I will stay brave. I will be happy. I won't be ugly but pretty forever. Now I left 2 more mins to think before I let go of everything and everything.

Prebirthday Preparation

2 more days and it will be my 21st birthday party. So how do I feel? A couple of days ago I was feeling very excited as there will be alot of friends and relatives celebrating with me on this special day, special year. But as days passed, my anxiety level rose up. From excitement, to fear, to stress and to frustration.

Prebirthday preparation has been tough. Really a tough one. For I have to cope with prelims and coordination of stuff, I wasn't feeling good. Emotionally stressed and exhausted. I made an attempt to sign up for gym to force myself to exercise, hoping that I would look good during my birthday party. And now, I've trained myself till the point that I can close my eyes while running! I admit, going gym does make me feel lighter and probably I've toned up abit especially on my thigh but I didn't lose weight at all! Demoralising but No choice.

But nevertheless, I still enjoy the process of searching for things, having great companion to help me out and cracking my brain thinking what to do for birthday. Alice in the wonderland has been the most desired theme that I wanna have but I think it is hard to dress up for that theme so in the end I chose Mad hatter's party! :D I'll be the Alice for the night :D

The journey has been tough and I'm glad to see a glimpse of the finishing line. Sincerely thanks to all my beloved friends who made an attempt to ask me how's the preparation and offering of help to accompany me buy some materials and dress.

Of course, I was upset with some. Expectation I would say that disappoint me. But I know, those who care for me are the ones who have been with me all these years. :) Not forgetting, some of my uni friends :D

Thanks~~

Look forward to my birthday! Now's time to sleep! Having a paper later!