many tings are beyond our control

yes.its true.many tings are simply beyond our control.ii dunno wadd to sayy.alot of tings arise today.nd diz makes miie wonder whether ii shld be caution of ppl.

readers out dere may tink dat its absurb or dramatic.but wadever it ish,its true.

morning,suppose to meet syimah nd her bf at 10.30 outside topshop but end up she late.=/ den we went shoppin here nd dere.bought onli one zara top.had fun wibb dem.cuz th bf reali a joker.

bought a pair of slippers from far east.nd syimah has a shoppin spree.lols.she bought alot siiah.

after dat,arnd 2plus moii darling laogong came.hehe.to accompany.love eu sweetie!

everyting seems to be so sweet until when syimah get back from th toilet nd ii saw her cryin.totally stunned.

ii cant belive why her bf will do diz to her.bastard siiahz.he sucks.guys all sucks except moii laogong =) yeahz.she's sadd nd cried.ii felt emo nd glanced at baby.baby oso dunno wadd to do.ended up she went to buy cigarette.-.-

finish wrk slightly earlier den usual so we accompany syimah to hq.yeahz.expected.saw HIM.ya.didnt neo wadd to say or wadd..soo ii didnt do anyting.

he DID saw baby.ii dunno th details but ben say he cried.ii dun belive.syimah oso say so.nd ya,ii saw it wib moii own eyes.his tears.

ii am so sorry.iim not angry wib eu or sad or wadever it ish.we juz niid tym.ii neo.ii hurt eu deeply.im sorry.dere's nth ii can say other den sorry.

hopefully tml will be a better day ba.

*misses moii laogong.
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