went to dear's house today.slacked and slept at his house for quite sometimes before we go out.we went to vivo.wanted to watch NORBIT but the movie started at 9plus.-.-"

ended up we went up to the highest level.the scenery there was nice!we sat down at a corner and watched the sunset.slacked there for quite sometimes.the night there was nice with the lights beautifying the place.yupps.the couples' place.lover's hunt.lols.

i was supposed to meet up with mummy but ended up i cancelled it.wanna spent more time with dear <3 after that we went shopping.i love shopping!

it has been a long time since i last shopped!anyway,i went to zinc shop.cause i have gotten a mission.fuck that bitch*es!at least i help girl to revenge.i know they didnt welcome me at all.but who cares anyway?just wanna mess up everything.hehe.

tomorrow working again.hopefully girl will come back work!i miss her!!!!!! but i miss my dear more ><

kimi o aishiteru

chingay day cum fun day

yes.its a fun day today.wrk wibb ah ben td.had a long chat wibb him.we talked simply abt everyting under the sun.

but dunno whyy tym passed so slow diz 2 days.soo freakin frustrating.at nite,arnd 9 miie wanna call dear to come in th shop but hp flat so ii call usin shop phone.den ah ben wanted to play prank on him.so he pick up th call..nd started to play wibb him.

everyting ish soo funny.dear super funny.cute.ignorant.lols.he tot ii really at information counter.somemore he didnt step into th shop at all where all along im in th shop!!

when ii saw him how worried he was,ii felt relieved nd glad nd happy nd everyting.nd ii neo in his heart,im impt to him.althou throughout th whole prank,im laughin all th way.haha.

but wadever it ishh,ii am veh happy dat moii dear cares alot abt miie!thx!!but ii will nv forget td.neither will eu rite?hehe.

and everyting ended wibb happy ending.

te quiero

life ish boring b4 eu enter moii life

lifeless.dats all ii can say.everyday's daily routine ish to wake up bathe den go wrk den at nite chat on phone.slp.basically doin th same ting again nd again.so stupiid.

aimless life.am excited for th result.ii dunno whether ii will be really posted to ngee ann's business studies or not.ii really hope so.at th same tym,im afraid.of not getting in.

anyway,td's wrk ish sooooo funny.wrked wib siaocharbo tricia.haha.she's mad.n funny n cute.put th 2 inexperienced gals of cuz will becum havoc.but still enjoy td.

im super angry.fed up n wanted to kill dat bastard.ii really hope syimah ish okay.she's hospitalised now after eating 8pills.omg.ii really hope she's fine.really wanna go find her.but got wrk.=(

ytd,ii saw HIM.kinda shocked.somemore he's in front of miie.he looks alot diff frm th past.more style etc.ya.dat makes miie tink of th past.he's truly moii 1st love. but iim clearly forgotten abt him.alr let go of everyting althou he still cant be replaced by anyone in moii heart now.

nd ii hate ppl lied to miie.SHE SAID SHE nv tok to HIM.but everytym ii went to wrk,ii alwiz saw THEM talking.HOW TO BELIEVE THEM?ii mean HER.she's tryin to break our connections?or has she patch up wib him juz bcuz she's scared ii will snatch him away?pls.im not liddat.its ttrue ii did admire him.DATS THE PAST.NOT NOW.now ii onli hab moi dear..

and no one else!

many tings are beyond our control

yes.its true.many tings are simply beyond our control.ii dunno wadd to sayy.alot of tings arise today.nd diz makes miie wonder whether ii shld be caution of ppl.

readers out dere may tink dat its absurb or dramatic.but wadever it ish,its true.

morning,suppose to meet syimah nd her bf at 10.30 outside topshop but end up she late.=/ den we went shoppin here nd dere.bought onli one zara top.had fun wibb dem.cuz th bf reali a joker.

bought a pair of slippers from far east.nd syimah has a shoppin spree.lols.she bought alot siiah.

after dat,arnd 2plus moii darling laogong came.hehe.to accompany.love eu sweetie!

everyting seems to be so sweet until when syimah get back from th toilet nd ii saw her cryin.totally stunned.

ii cant belive why her bf will do diz to her.bastard siiahz.he sucks.guys all sucks except moii laogong =) yeahz.she's sadd nd cried.ii felt emo nd glanced at baby.baby oso dunno wadd to do.ended up she went to buy cigarette.-.-

finish wrk slightly earlier den usual so we accompany syimah to hq.yeahz.expected.saw HIM.ya.didnt neo wadd to say or wadd..soo ii didnt do anyting.

he DID saw baby.ii dunno th details but ben say he cried.ii dun belive.syimah oso say so.nd ya,ii saw it wib moii own eyes.his tears.

ii am so sorry.iim not angry wib eu or sad or wadever it ish.we juz niid tym.ii neo.ii hurt eu deeply.im sorry.dere's nth ii can say other den sorry.

hopefully tml will be a better day ba.

*misses moii laogong.
14022007 =P

valentine's day-a special day for couples,family nd frenz.a day where love ish in th air.

for miie,ii received quite a few gifts nd im quite happy,touched nd all dose emo. stuffs.

but tings goes wrong rite from th start.dat when miie nd hiim together.ii hurt another guy.th guy whu used to be cheerful,nice nd sweet.but now,turning to be someone ii dunno.

love ish selfish.perhaps he ish meeting th wrong person at th wrong tym.nd th wrong psn ish miie.ii really hope he will understan diz logic one day.and to add on,ii added salt to his wound.ii neo its hurtful.but no choice.

to kapo:
ii am so sorry.sorry to hurt eu.but wadever eu have done for miie,im veh touched.nd appreciate it.from th bottom of moi heart.thx!but ii really hope we will still be frenz.the way we used to be.ii really hope eu will understan it one day.maybe eu niid tym.ii gib eu but ii wan back th real eu.real edward.th edward ii used to noe.

as for td,didnt really wanna tok abt it but thx him for all dat he has done.im touched.nd ii had a memorable v day.althou ii hurt everyone.


but life ish all abt making choices,accepting,forgiving nd rejecting.

finally th verdict's over.nd perhaps,for miie,im quite happy wibb th result.not totally HAPPy,but somehow iim proud of moiiself,maybe bcuz of th improvement.but im still not satisfied.

humans are lidat.im no exception.=X

ohya.celebrating sandra's bday tml.yupp.quite lookin forward to it.hopefully everyone enjoy esp sandra th birthday galz..

anyway,surprises are coming up nxt.hmm.wrkin wib syimah at far east ish good but th environment dere ish BAD.super BAD.th food smell simply turn us off.somemore make miie sore throat nd blocked nose.dumb ass.

gtg.waiting for tml.awaits for th fun=P

i am a crybaby='(

cried 2times in a row.super pro.
dun wish to tok muchs abt it.ii super sad.

anyway,ii wan N73!!ii used it td!!the cam ish nice!!!so clear!!!but ii wan th phone!!!sobs!even 2nd hand wib good condition oso can!lols.

ii tink iim mad.2nd hand.-.-"

many tings happened overnite.be it bad.good.sad or happy.ii still accept it in th end.

and ii finally said out wadd ii wanna said long tym ago.it kpt in moii heart for fucking 8mths.finally.all out.

but dere's someting troubling miie now..

AND DATS...

when will ii get moii n73?ii really wanna get dat phone!!!!