sickish nd cold day

1st day of work td but guess wadd?WE were LATE although WE reached dere early cuz of th stuppiid uncle whu didnt wan us to board th fuckin bus juz bcuz we got no seats.lyk as if we would fly off frm th bus?wtf.den 2nd bus juz drove passed miie nd wan ting.we FREAKED out.*faint* we didnt wan to late nd didnt wan to miiss any of th bus at all!furthermore its our 1st day of work!!in th end,we board th 4th bus.ii shall not elaborate more.

anyway,we went into th warehouse.so freaking nice!!althou dere's alot of goods,but th wrking conditions not bad!cuz got air con!!haha.den th place quite slack thou.ii even play moii mp3.juz hab to pack all th stuffs nd paste stickers.miie nd wan ting tok alot nd at th same tym,do our job.haha.th aunties dere not bad.quite easy to get along?or maybe juz 1st day den dey dun wan to scare us?lol.juz kidding.nd th tings we packed are all L'OREAL,MAYBELLINE cosmatic!!ii love it so mucchhss!!really hope ii can gope one home.lol!but cant.=(

tml getting pay.yupp.den can habb moii makeup nd stuffs.ii finally manage to clear off al moii prom stuffs.yupp.den shall go crazy nd habb more fun dat day.yess!!!ii really hope ii will enjoy moii day!hehe.

alrite.got to get moii hands off th com cuz tml wrking again nd ii dunwan us to end up lyk td.so malu.haha.cya peeps.will upload th pix ii taken again!now too lazy to do so.ahah!

Who will be there for me Who’s gonna rescue me Who’s gonna share my dreams Who’s gonna mend this broken heart

wads await ferr miie?

was supposed to rest at home today but..ahh..ahh..ahhchoo!!omg.ii tink ii caught a flu.went to lot1 to meet up wibb sarina nd kelly.omg.moii nose ishh dropping down.haha.running nose.hey nose!dun run away!lol.L.A.M.E.

den we went to macdonald to chat.so long we cousins didnt chat.yup.all except sharine whu didnt came wib us cuz she's at beijing or china?sth liddat.lol.will miiss her.yupp.chat unitl arnd 8plus den went off.did take some photo.shall upload it sometyms.haha.prom ishh coming.

den after dat went to meet serene to get th books from her.we chat at th lrt dere ferr abt 1 hr at least?lol.we simply have alot to tok about.prom stuffs nd more.yupp.we will be lookin forward to th prom!!lets be th most glamourous galz!=] ohya.ii saw th zss ppl's prom.not wadd ii expected.haha.dats wadd ii can say.

tml gg to work at a factory.okay.not bad at least ii got money ferr th nxt 2 days.den tue gg to DIY moiiself.moii nails.hehe.gtg.mum nagging again.blocked nose.omg!

hope everyting goes smoothly

when will ii meet someone?

whu will ii run to-kiley dean

alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.

back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.

ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..

tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.

Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?

whu shall ii turn to?

when will ii meet someone?

whu will ii run to-kiley dean

alrite.tym to chg a song.from ii believe to diz.hopefully eu guys will love diz.hehe.cuz ii quite lyk diz song nd diz song kinda express how ii feel.yupp.kinda true ferr miie thou.at least ferr now.whu will ii turn to?dats true indeed.now no one to rely on.no one to accompany miie to shoppin.no one to provide miie wibb opinion.no one.in particular.

back to today.went out wibb jiakang.ii was late ferr arnd 1 hr.cuz make up.den held back th tym.sry ahz.but he's still patient.dats gd.=]] saw wesley nd guan ting on th bus when we were on th way to suntec city.kinda embarrass cuz of moii make up.they look lyk dey were stunned?cuz kinda shocked to see miie liddat.ii tink.ii wasnt dat pleased wibb th make up too.initially jiakang dun even look at miie directly but afterdat ok.at least he used to it.

ii dun care how ppl tink afterall.cuz ii guess iim dose whu will ask opinion but mite not heed to deir advice?maybe im liddat.yupp.bought a pair of earrings.hehe.nice siia.purple beads.anyway,wan ting got a lobang.after so long,ii tink iim goin to work.but juz temporary.ehz.mon nd tue onli.dats gd.at least better den nth.2 days of pay.hmm..

tml ish mr kaan's treat to hilton hotel!im so lookin forward to dere.but im afraid ii will underdress.ii scared iim too streetwear.cuz moii clothes not dat formal.waddever.its juz a dinner.kay la.miie gtg.tired.diz few days dun hab proper meals.sob.

Who will I run to Who will I turn toNow that you left me behindWho will dry my tears When I cryWho will I run to And who will I turn toNow that you’re not here In my life
whu shall ii turn to?

whu shall ii turn to?

会有那么一天？

今天我打算用华文字。哈哈。我们今天去了orchard。我们从早上9点shop到晚上8点多。走到非常累，很辛苦又脚酸。你们一定不相信我们竟然能再Far East plaza 花了一整天的时间shopping.真得有点太厉害了。女人逛街时都会东看西看的所以会花很多时间shopping.这是男人不能理解的一点。哈哈。我承认我的鞋子真的是很难买的所以我很感激Sandra能帮我找到很好看的鞋子。谢谢你啦！真的是感激不敬！哈哈！wan ting and li xia 也是有买到他们各自要的东西。起初我是真得很怕我会买不到鞋子可是后来我发现我可以穿其中一种鞋子后，我们就会比较轻松了。最后终于买到我的鞋子了。好高兴！

真的是结束了，wan ting 以为今天我‘难过’可能是因为他？没有啦。只是很累而已。而且眼睛很痛所以才会这样。我最近很迟才睡所以跟泵没有什么精神。好了，就到此为止。拜拜！^^

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾今拥有

tiring day

ohyeahz.here ii come again!hehe.went to bugis to shop ferr prom stuffs.initially we spent alot of tym on searching ferr li xia's shop.finally when we found th place,we were damn tired.okay.seriously th dress doesnt turn out as ii expected but overall when she wore it,its nice.cuz got alot of pattern to do.hehe.cherie nd wan ting went off to find seats to sit cuz dey were damn tired nd having wobble legs.ahaha!

after awile,went to bugis junction.yeahz.we walked arnd.didnt find anyting dat ii lyk but when we enter seiyu,moii luck came.ii saw a tube dress.hehe.not bad.its nice thou.at least ii tink will make miie look slimmer bahz.better den th earlier on dat ii try.

conclusion ish all 4 of us,miie,wan ting,li xia and cherie hab bought our dress.cherie juz left onli a pair of heels but she wanna wear boots instead.dunno.ohya.tml goin out again.to..look out ferr high heels bahz cuz th dress doesnt suit boots.nd buyin accessories.hehe. hope can find moii stuffs.fri goin out too.wibb jk.yupp.=]]

im getting used to th life now.

voiceless

kinda sore throat cuz of kboxing today wibb sandra nd kailin.ahaha!thx th stuffs ferr letting us enter earlier so dat we wont hab to rot ferr another 1 hour or so.but in th end after kbox,still hab to rot.-.-

finally o level ish over!!celebrating tym nd enjoyin moii life now.haha.tml goin out wib wan ting lixia maybe sihui nd cherie.to shop ferr prom nite stuffs. cant wait ferr prom nite to come thou.hehe.muz pia to find prom stuffs.haha.so tml we shall procceed to bugis.too bad dere isnt sandra.sigh.maybe nxt tym bahz.iim scared dat ii cant find a suitable dress ferr miie.so scared.cuz ii big sized.nice XXXXXXXXLLLLLL.hahaha.


ohya.th DW group call miie.ii didnt pick up.dey msg miie.but ii didnt pick up either.haahaa.nd ii found a website dat show th ugliness of dw group.haha.iim not goin to turn up.althou its abit rude.but den if ii dun go,ii wont be cheated by dem.hehe.anyway,kinda sianz td.played wib joseph juz now.hehe.audition.but usin moii bro account.haha.fun tym thou.

*thx all whu care ferr miie.grateful.^^

ii tink ii begiin to get used to th life here

gathering&parting-essential in life

ii hab learn how to look far,not to brood over many stuffs.alot of tings ii hab come in mind not to take tings too harshly.nd ii learn not to be impatient too.everyting makes miie a whole new miie again! hello everyone!diz ish th brand new chai leng!nice to meet eu all.haha.anyway,diz morning when ii broke out th news to moii bro,he cried.ii was kinda shocked.he cried!ii didnt see him cry ferr quite sometyms.he's juz a lil boii.innocent.ignorant.dats wadd he ish make up of.

anyway,back to today-th wonderful memorable perfect day.met jiakang nd we went arnd to shop.initially ii tot he wld console miie or sth but den he didnt.he said dere's nth to be sad abt,nth to be console.cuz he felt dere's isnt a niid to.all he does was to suan miie.make miie happy.all th suaning nd bullying do hab their own effects.ii kip pinching him nd stuffs.hope its not pain huh!sry ehz.but thx to him,ii laugh,smile alot td.*thumb up* ermz.guys,pls dun anyhow tink abt us.we are juz plainly frenz.frenz dat care ferr each other.we are best buddies.bro nd sis type.hehe.

he can be real funny at tyms.but he kpt remind miie of dat HIM.cuz his actions,th way he tok will make miie tink of dat HIM.ii dunno whyy.nd hopefully our frenship will last.as long as we could.ii guess.dats juz hope everyting will be okay.we even took pix.but ii didnt delete.hehe.anyway,tml ish th last paper nd ii haven even start moii revision!!omg.wadd shld ii do?haiz.moii paper 1 alwiz pull miie down.ii wont make it another history.will score well de.if ii trust moiiself.ii love tml!!cuz its last day of o level nd ii will bid farewell to o's!hehe!

parting isn't easy but with some consoling,life would be better.

back to square one

dat word has finally come out from moii mouth.can eu all imagine dat?althou ii dun really wan to initiate,but ii neo it cannot be dragg anymore.it really cant be dragg anymore.no.ii hate to be th 1st to approach but now no chance.yupp.said it to him.not surprise dat he agree as ii hab expected it earlier.

will feel sad.dats definitely.nd in front of san,ii did not cry.but when jiakang call miie,immediately when ii hear his voice,ii cried.ii dunno why.san say ii niid him.in th sense confide in him.dunno.ii hab not sort out moii feelings so im not sure yet.budden iim quite harsh to him durin dat short conversation.but will make up to him ltr on.yeahz.meeting him.hope everyting will be over soon.and here's th new chai leng.and iim glad to announce dat im once again,single! let's party!haha.no la.kiddin.

after tokin on phone wib san,sarina called miie too.thx lots to both galz.ii shld start singing: how do ii live without eu? haha.now ii still can joke arnd,dats gd rite?haha.moii emotion quite weird thou.temperate de.haha.now ii juz hab to concentrate on wadever iim doin now.nd not thinkin of other stuffs liddat.yes.ii alwiz told moiiself diz:losing miie ish eur lose.not moii lose. and ii MEAN it.yeahz.dere's some kind of goal dat miie nd san has.yeahz.we will achieve it right?haha.

alrite.ii tink ii gtg.muz hav some rest.if not ii got no face to see jiakang.haha.panda eyes.haunting miie!haha.=\ hope everyting will be well soon.
the new miie-1st day of singlism.

breaking free from th so called circle

my goal is getting nearer and nearer

finally moii interview ishh over!! iim juz quite afraid whether dey will choose miie or not.really hope dat dey will call miie asap.tml!!hopefully ii can get their call too.am really scared actually.th interview was relatively ok.ii didnt freak out or anyting.ii didnt.ii swear.didnt speak dose 'lehz lahz lor' dats a gd start ii guess.ii hope ii leave a good impression on th manager.really hope so.cuz dats wad ii wan actually.SALES AND MARKETING ish th type of job dat im looking ferr actually.so ii hope she will choose miie.or shld ii say choose th 3 of us?miie,sandra nd wan ting.really hope so.

basically,she briefly told miie abt th 2 position.which ish admin nd sales&marketing.dats wadd ii habb been dreaMing to work as.ii hope ii hab given her th confidence.ii hope ii do look confident but not over confident.really am scared.although ii tink during th interview ii was doin relatively okay,but th prob ish does she tink so?hopefully.haiz.ii wanna hear th good news tml!!!really wanna do so!!so sad..

moii horoscope ferr td:
Strategic thinking is very important today -- so don't make any moves without thinking long and hard about them. If you avoid getting involved with the stuff you're unsure of, you can avoid a lot of stress and uncertainty down the line. Someone is looking to you for a few pointers on how to handle a similar situation, and you need to lead by example. There's more than just your fate riding on this, so take it slowly and carefully

wahz.th horoscope ish so accurate.sooo accurate.ii hope ii hab not make any wrong move.really hope so.

a lil gal ishh hoppin to be recruited.

Everything that has a beginning will have an ending

indeed,its true.juz lyk o level.finishin in juz a few days' tym nd now iim already in holiday mood.wahhaha.heck care.mon's paper sure wont take it in mind.im simply in moii holiday mood,in moii own world.whahaz.

tml!!th BIG day!!haahaa.we are goin to interview.wibb sandra nd wan ting.yeahz.hopefully ii will lyk th workin environment.pray hard dey will recruit all of us.den dat will be great!!yeahz.whee~juz hope dat everyting goes smoothly nd steady.yeahz.tot of goin out after daT?perhaps.but dunno can go whr.sigh.ii really hope all 3 of us will be employed!!!nd hope moii dress code can la.haiz.tml wearing whole black.whole attire black in color siia.damn hot de.absorb heat.wad th fuck.muz bear wib it.haha.

anyway,went to play auditionsea juz now.after soo long.omg.it chg soo muchs.kinda rusty but ii help moii bro train juz now.from lvl 1 to lvl 3 wor.iin juz 1 hr!!hahaha.ii help him alot la.cuz ii alwiz win.lol.now he got alot of money le.haha.all thx to miie.hehe.oh ya.shld ii buy dat clothes dat ii saw online?ii really lyk it.dunno la.wanna buy but ii duno if iit will look nice on miie or not.

iim kinda disappointed wibb you.i dunno why tings turn out to be liddat.ii dunwan diz to happen.no more of diz nonsense.ii hate diz.why muz tings turned out to be liddat.ii dunwan.ii hate diz!!!!

a fairy tale has a happy ending,so do ii,hab a happy ending too?

in a blink of eye

o level ish ending soon.on mon.dats simply so fast.nd initially ii was hoping dat o level will be over soon but den,now,ii dun really wanna o level to be over.not dat ii regretted or anyting,actually ii didnt regret anyting.but it juz dat..ii dunno wadd shld ii do after o level?where to get money??how to buy prom stuffs wib out money?ii dunno moii dad will lend miie or not but he did object nd ii really dunno wad to do.ii really wan to go prom.but den,ii wann to lose weight.im simply so F.A.T. -.- really hope got money fer miie.nd another prob arise.wadd shld ii buy ferr prom?th most impt ting,got moii size?sigh.

dats th trouble ferr ppl lyk miie.kinda pathetic.anyway, td a maths paper 2.dat paper was relatively ok.at least ii dunno how to do onli 2 qns.but duno got careless mistakes or not.moii a1..will it fly away?pray hard NOT.dunnwanna let moii teacher down.musnt break her record.hehe.pray.tink will do better den prelim ba. hopefully can score well.

tml's history.omg.ii dun lyk dat subject.asshole.nvm.juz hab to bear wibb it nd everyting will be over!!hehe.mr kaan's treating us to hilton hotel.its so nice of him to treat th class to dere! its no cheap alrites!thkx mr kaan!haha.tink will be better den holiday inn?cuz hilton hotel sounds more cool den holiday inn.well..hopefully everyting turns well.

anyway,ii had a nightmare last wk.kinda scary.cuz initally th dream was quite sweet de.but immediately when th dream's over,someting was on top of miie.ii dunno wads dat.nd ii was strugglin to break free nd ii immediately wake up.nd moii heart beat veh fast.damn scary.haaha.but im glad dat everyting's over.hopefully wont hab such a dream anymore.

ii simply love moii hair td.ii dunno why.haha.breaking into world of freedom soon!!yeahz!dam happy.nd ii already planned whadd ii wanna do after th prom.haha.not goin home thou.loitering at orchard ii guess.

lookin ferr job.anyone can recommend miie?kinda jobless.wanna find one asap cuz ii wanna save money to buy lappies nd ipod.nd handphone.etc..th list goes on nd on.hehe.=]

ok.got to go.checking out some stuffs.hoepfully miie can upload some pix tml.hehe.wish everyone gd luck ferr tml's history!!kampatehz.jiayou jiayou.

everyting seems to be vanished.ii couldnt even see th sight of eu..

undisturb life

im here again.addicted to tata young's songs.AGAIN.used to be her fans but now th feeling come again!haha.anyway,now prefer to listen to english songs den chinese.ii duno why.maybe juz too tired nd niid to listen to some other nice songs.

anyway,haven start revision yet.yupp.kinda lazy.as wad th tips from yes933 nd perfect 10n said,muz relax abit so here ii am.relaxing lyk mad.haha.ltr will go study de.maybe start off wib a maths 1st.=]] den tml revised on physics.ii guess.woos.yupp.den tolerate awile nd off ii go.to freedom.arnd 10more days nd everyting will be over!!

ohya.ii duno why moii font size so small.well.now tryin to make it bigger ferr eu guys to see.ii tink iim juz too free to do all dose stuffs ehz?moii blog ish turning to wkly basis.haha.ok.at least better den posting once in ten yrs.haha.

ii told moiiself to work hard.not to be distracted by others.ya,indeed ii shldnt.ii tink ii waste too muchhs of tym doin all other unnecessary stuffs.damn.but nvm.from now on,shall not tink abt other stuffs except miie!haha.moii stomach has been feeling weird diz few days.ii dunno why.stomach upset.nd damn pain.diahorrea somemore.kinda no mood too.

green apple+honeydew=best juice!
cuz green apple ish ii choose de den honeydew ish sandra chose de.haha.yupp.dats why.nice.muz go try.will hab th sweet but sour feeling.thumb up.

anyway,introduce to eur da tou fen de shi jie!ii love th story.now peifen muz work harder to improve on th story but ii tink in th end she choose no one althou ah toot ish gd to her.althou she has crush on tian cai qing.yupp.nice kk.muz take a look.

a boat sailing on a calm sea.

a new lease of life

I believe-tata young

dats moii new song.new blogskin.nd new cbox.hope eu guys will lyk it.yeah.some of eur may say ' black again?' haha.diz blogskin suits miie th best rite now.moii mood,moii feeling,moii everyting.all in diz blog.a new miie.unleashed th new miie.someone whu has gone thru stress,pressure etc which ii believe ish part nd parcel in life.

bcuz of o level,ii lost moii radiant in th face.ii dun wanna grow old wibb wrinkles nd all dat.ii wann stay young nd healthy.=]]but dese tings doesnt seems to work ferr miie rite now.dats pathetic.

let's recap on o level now.basically th papers dat ii took were quite ok.
bio-pure luck
chem-relatively ok paper but more diff den prelim
english-no comment
e maths-fair
social studies-not muchhs confident
geography-didnt manage to finish but ii am happy dat ii can do better den prelim.

hopefully ii can score ba.really afraid thou.anyway,ii am soo hooked on to mates,dates series.damn it.th story mood comes again!haha.ohya.ii guess ii wldnt regret ferr os.cuz ii neo ii hab been revising REAL HARD.nd dats why now ii can use com.cuz of moii effort.but diZ ish onli ferr awile.so not to worry muchhs.hehe.pray hard dat all moii effort will be paid off.i really am scared.haha.

today after th e maths paper,miie,sandra,wan ting nd li xia went to causeway point to shop.yeahz.look arnd ferr prom stuffs nd so on.at metro,saw karen nd vinci.dey are shoppin ferr prom stuffs too.we didnt see anyting nice.oh well,although its a waste but we do hab fun.anyway,promoting diz>>green apple+honey dew=veh nice.sweet cum sour.=]]

ohya.while shoppin,dat stupiid jiakang use his hp to hit on moii shoulder.damn painful nd ii ran after him to beat him.he's such an ass.soo paiin but ii neo he's playing wibb miie so its ok.but ii beat him until veh cham.haaha!!!his retribution!!lol.didnt expect we really wld meet each other.wad a coincidence!fate?nahz.

anyway,iim a guai kia diz 2wks.hab been studying althou most of th tym iim stoning away but den ii really am studying.ii told moiiself to persevere till th end nd up till now,ii manage to do it.yeahz.muz keep it up.left geo paper1,physics paper1n2,amaths paper1n2 nd lastly,science paper1.yeahz.den off to freedom.to prom.am excited but dunno wadd to wear.seriously diz ish so shan nao jing.hee.well..shall see how ba.

yeahz.one wk use once com.not bad.ii didnt crave fer com actually.td didnt piia audition.but kp on dl songs nd chg blogskins etc.yeahz.ii dunnwanna clear moii email.its too muchhs.hehe.am juz too lazy.

by th way,dere's so many movie to watch from.step up,a horror movie,th covenant etc..all are dose ii wanna watched.but no tym!!!!damn damn.gtg now cuz now its 3plus in th morning.so early.1st tym moii entry so early wor.heehee.ii wont let diz blog stagnant.=]]

learning to let go.

hope when dere's no hope

why hope when dere's no hope?its hopeless to tink dat dere will be hope.afterall all th hope are juz moii wishful tinkin.everyting..are not th same now.communication ish really impt.in any form of relationship.ii admit iim a veh sensitive gal.wadever.didnt neo wad to say.

3rd nov-his birthday.2nd nov-4th mth.hopefully he rmbs.msg ZS nd wish him happy birthday.he shld be havin fun ba.happy 18thbirthday.at least ii didnt forget eur birthday.o level has already started.yeah.finally.which means prom nite coming.shall strive to th veh best.but ii cant get interest in humanities.ii duno why.

life has its ups nd downs.ii neo.nd it really ish a relieve when jk ish dere ferr miie when iim down.althou he's not of any great help.but at least he's dere ferr miie.thx boii!!grateful to eu.=]] super grateful.

ohya.promoting phuishan's dat disney blog:
www.we-love-disney.blogspot.com

rmb to go and see wor.anyway frenz,dun wry abt miie.iim concentrating.serious!=]

iim glad dat eu msg miie.=]

hope can turn into hopeless.hope in moii hand=wishful tinkin.