ah gong has left miie..left the world..to meet ah ma..ii told myself not to cry ferr my tears has alreli dry up..ii did not neo wadd to do when mum called juz now to say dat he has gone.forever.sadness overdrive miie.whad can ii do?all ii can say ish ii did not visit him when he was in the hospital."ITS not dat ii dunwan to go, its dat they dun allow miie to go. cuz they said dat its unhygenic dere.. wasnt in GREAT mood huh..depressing..perhaps ii wasnt ready ferr diz althou mum has told us to be mentally prepare but ii couldnt make myself to acept the fact..exam ish not over yet n diz tiing had happen n ii didnt neo how to response.ppl..tell miie whadd to do? reli feeling down althou its beta ferr ah gong to leave now in order not to let him suffer much..but ii reli regret not to habb visit him except during labour day which ii did went to visit him.ytd, mum came back at abt 1plus..its morning kk..went to see ah gong..was wanting to go but dey said ii got exam so ii habb to concentrate on my studies but now, how am ii suppose to concentrate when he left?iim reli tired..wan to slp but ii did not habb the mood to slp..ii reli hope dat diz ish juz a dream..reli do hope dat.but..whadeva it ish, ii juz hope ah gong will leave in peace althou ii still miss him!! I told myself not to cry but ii tiink iim gona flood the hse soon..life reli has its ups and downs.. ii neo..but reli.. giibb miie tym to acept diz ferr iim not prepare ferr it yet. as wadd he said, ii will regret ferr not visting ah gong n ii tiink ii reli do regret. if ii habb been more rebellious, at least ii wldnt feel guilty.
bye, ah gong.