FINALLY change moii blogskin!!haha..shall chg blogskin regularly.
hehe..iim chging 3 blogskin td!ltr will be our besties blog nd cousin blog.
whaha..ii pro siia.anyway,so far prelim ii confirm physics a goner.
yeap..iim sooo happy td althou iim tired.had fun wibb th gals.
they sure do light up moii day!wibb deir smile nd laughter!
nd not forgetting moii 'negatively charged' electrons whu kp attractin
dem.haha..jurong point to hunt ferr prezzies!hehe.reli am lookin forward
to nxt wed!!KBOX!so long nv go.muz wear nice den take photo.haha.
but oops,ii no clothes.die.ii tink dat day will be an enjoyable day!
ferr all of us whu are goin!!anyway,gtg do a survey:


*tagged victims have to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lovers.
specify the gender of the target. tag four victims to join in this game and leave a
comment on their page saying they's being tagged.if tagged a second time,
there's no need to post again.
tagger:sharine
next victims: sandra, wan ting, sui ying, peipei
target gender: male
Points of a perfect lover:
1)muz be at least 1.75m
2)dote on miie
3)listen to miie when ii niid someone to confide in
4)moii perfect soulmate=]
5)independent!
6)caring,cheerful nd sporty!!!
7)rich?money minded=))
8)understand miie well
9)be responsible in wadever he do
10)be honest to miie
11)muz be able to manage situations[quick in reaction]
12)muz be presentable.=]]
13)share th same goal in life

whahaha..iim having a wishful tinking.but currently happy
wibb him!!hehe..juz dat we dun hab tym ferr each other.
quite sad la.but its ok.=]

ii tink ii fallin sick soon.temp ishh rising.holly shit.
ii scared moii mum will scold miie.gosh.
dun let her neo.muz kp mumm..
hehe..well..shall post tml again!cya.

no sch on MON!!which ish ltr on.cuz ii didnt retake
chinese so dunhab to go back schh.CooL..
well..been slacking during th holidays.onli ytd when
tuition den start all revision.PHYSICS ish th onli subject
iim interested in rite now ii tink.whakaka.
study abit of geo td.onli on population part.th chpt
damn long nd everyting ish th same.yeahh..will Zzz.
went to dear hse td.study abit of geo onli den ii getting
restless.cant concentrate muchhs.haha.sry..im liddat.
but ya,ii did enjoy td.heehees.

tym to get serious chaileng!!
confess to mum dat im giving up on studies.
yeah..ii did feel dishearted diz few days.especially when
ii do physics prelim paper(temasek sec)..depressed.
cuz ii can do almost all th sums in TYS but not prelim paper!
moii goshhh!!!its so depressing!!
predicted ii wont get th chance to go JC ferr th 1st 3 mths.
well..den mite as well go work.haha.
gibbing up hope.
english ish hopeless.E maths ishh ok but sometyms will flunk.
A maths ish straight F9.chem bio ishh depend on moii mood.
comb humans ii can onli score ard C5-B4?
PHYSICS ishh alwiz D7.ii wanna get a B..cuz ii did alot of
practices.ii dunwan it to go dwn th drain.
GEOGRAPHY ishh depend on moii mood,wheta ii wanna
study ornot.but if ii study.sure can get at least a B.
but ii got no motivation to study!!!!!
A maths sucks.dere's no way to score A1 now.
dun piin hope on maths.wont work.ii sumpa.
dats how confident ii can be huh!in th form of negative side.
yeah.wadeva.

ii hope everyday ishh lyk td!being wibb eu makes miie happy!
miisss euuuu..

whahhahaha..moii face finally not RED anymore!!!
yippee ya ya yippee yippee ya!!
haha..but th facial treatment quite gd.recommend!
didnt waste moii $79..luckily.haha.
had a bad dream td.moii god.was scared.
nxt tym shall not fall aslp when iim studying..
its scary...yeah.

ii will not tolerate all th nonsense nd crapx dat eu habb given
miie.ii wld not stand it.wad?part tym gf?idiotic idea.
im attached kk.say umpteen tyms le.wadeva.dun contact miie!

ii love td!!shall cherish th day..
yupps.ii will not regret..

ARGH!!went to FACIAL TREATMENT today!!!
miie,tiing nd sandra kinda sua gu siia.we RELI am.
cuz we 1st tym go ferr FACIAL TREATMENT!
th appointment suppose to be at 3pm nd GOSH,im
late nd soo does our bay wan ting ishh late.
she was at sembawang when she called at arnd 2.50pm.
how early can she be huh!ii was late ferr 10mins nd
sandra wasnt late!!omg..she's puncture td!!
haha..den ouR appointment ish delayed till 6pm.
haha..we tok alot td!!!yupps.den th host said dat we are noisy.
nd dey make FUN of wan ting.say her short neck.lol.
funny.yupps.den dey help miie remove moii black heads
white heads etc..PAIN!!!ii can die frm it.haha.
th last part ishh .... do MASK!!moii goodness!!
ii can die frm it.cuz hab to put ferr long tym nd cant tok!
ii waited ferr ages but den ii wanna slp but cant!
onli ting nd sandra slp.nd ting ishh too noisy!she seems
unable to breathe.den ii juz kp moiiself occupied by thinkin
of dat someone..yeah.wadds wrong wibb miie?did ii do sth
wrong or wadd?ii duno!seriously ii duno.maybe moii attitude!
yeahh..but he's in wrong too.arGH!!!!hope dat he will zi dong
contact miie.waiting ferr him to be online.ii neo its
stupiid to wait.haha.stubborn miie.dunwan to initiate.
yupps.dunoo la

AND ii receive a stupiid msg frm an idiot.
he wan a patch up?no way.nd ii told him ii got bf le.
eu neo wadd he says?be his part tym gf.
part tym gf?wth.he tink im wadd?his entertainer?
pls..iim not.nd iim 100% faithful.
he juz plainly lookin ferr someone to peii him when he's
lonely.hey!iim not eur chick kk.wtf.
reli am angry.nd guess wadd..
he ask miie a personal qns.
"are eu still a virgin?"
lyk wth.why shld he neo?fuck him to th ass kk.
reli am piiss off juz now.
he's a casanova wile ii can say ishh faithful?
we juz dun clicks kk..so stop bothering miie nd get on
wibb eur life!ii attitude?yeah.rite.im attitud-ing gal.
evryday will attitude once.yeah.

wadeva.spoil moii mood.

ii tink ii duno whu are eu le.
nor do ii recognise moiiself.
taii du bu hao so wad?
hen nan gai de.ni zhi dao mah?
forget it.chai leng.juz get on wibb eur life.

whahaha..ii tink ii screw up moii physics mock.
sure a gone case cuz ii didnt read instruction!!!
wth..im so dumb.dumbass.
haha..dats why im call chai leng.
den after pract went to lot 1 to eat.
we went to LET'S EAT restaurant.alrite la.
th food was ok.yupps.den we procceed to dere!
took neoprint!!th 6ofus!
miie,sandra,wan ting,sihui,phui shan nd li xia!!
was having fun nd seriously takin neoprint can exercise
eur legs etc.
so funny nd we kpt lauffing nd stuffs.
th effect aint dat gd after all but most impt ishh..
we DID ENJOY!!yupps..not goin to upload pixx..
am gettin tired cuz blog alwiz got prob de.
so not uploading.perhaps some other tym ltr.
heehees.abit lazy to upload too.haha.

anyway,kinda shocked dat sharine will react till liddat.
ii merely say ii wan try a puff wadd.den eu liddat
dun ever wan to tok to miie?ok la.sry gal.
ii neo eu care abt miie but sometyms ii cant
stand smokers.nd he didnt wn to quit.
wadd can ii do?GIVE UP.
not goin to bother him anymore.
go tell eur gor gor to quit ba.
maybe he will listen to eu rather than miie?
hard to say rite..arghhh..
having cold war now.not goin to tok to him.
until he make miie happy.but its hard cuz im reli xiaoqi.
wadeva.not goin to care much.
tml ishh chem/bio pract!!
moii gosshhh!!!
revise ferr it ltr nd ii dunwanna it to be screwed up!!
nonono..reli can kill miie.anyone wanna kill mie?
haha..tuition td.th paper was easy!!nd mmrs chan says
dat th paper ishh almost th same standard as o level.
ii was...WOW..haha..
but heard dat A maths has to score 80++ den will get A1.
E maths muz score 90+ den get A1.
*fainted*how can ii make it?dere's no way ii can make it.
argghhhhh....

eu still does make miie mad.make miie disappointed in eu.actually ii still do care abt eu.nd ii reli hope
eu can listen to miie.juz once?stop smokin.
ii neo its tough to quit but ii can help eu..ii dunwan
a smoker bf.

ishh quitting so difficult?
SHE's upset.
HE make HER disappointed again nd again.
SHE's hurt.
SHE wanna try it HERSELF since HE still not quitting.
a PUFF wld not kill.

yohoo!!!!chai leng ishh back!
haha..shall update now.cuz someone say miie nv update.
ytd was unable to update cuz blogger got prob.
went out td!haha.wibb kelly nd xiao qing.
yupps.to marina square.went hunting fer bag.
cuz ii reli niid one huh!
went out at arnd close to 6pm.
th latest tym dat ii ever went out.
reached marina close to 6.45pm liddat if im not wrong.
seriously bringing a kid along isnt a gd idea cuz she can
be veh mafan nd veh xinku.its true cuz eu habb to c
wheta she's beside eu.hold her hand.
make sure she doesnt run abt..muz noe wheta she's hungry
etc but it was fun wib her.cuz th way she tok made us lauff.
but nevertheless,im still scared she suddenly disappear into
thin air.its true ok.
dats why im so scared.
anw,we tok alot juz now abt cousins nd stuffs.
quite fun tokin..nd when tyms passed,age ishh catchin up,
behind us.

its GREAT to habb a boyfrenz.
its EVEN BETTER to habb cousins arnd to support eu.
its BEST to habb a BEST frenz.
nd yupps,we are fine now.
yeah we are.ii guess nd hope dat we will not quarrel
again nd be honest wibb each other ba.
dats will be our compromise!
life frm now on will be even better den last tym rite gals?

anyway,to moii precious sharine cousin,
waiting ishh reli torturing.nd ii reli hope dat
eu make a rite choice in patching up.
hope he's th rite guy ferr eu..
ii dunwanna him to bully eu.if not iim goin to KILL
him.make him suffer even worst den hell.
oops..abit exaggerating.but ii dun lyk ppl bullying
moii cousins!
rmb to jio miie to watch movie ar..
rmb th double date hor!!
haha..if ii c him bu shuang..
den ii will beat him up.kick his cock.
LOL!cuz he's so siao zhang den ii wanna teach him
a lesson.to show dat gals are not to be trifle wibb
haha..ok la..gtg.
tml practical mock!!haha!!!gd luck to miie!!

chai leng cried again td.not bcuz she's sad or angry
or pissed off.
SHE CRIED bcuz she's touched.she's happy.
her greatest fear ishh finally resolved!
eu make miie feel dat iim impt.
eu touched miie thru eur words.nd ii realised dat eu are
veh impt to mie.not dat ii nv realise it b4
but maybe sometyms ii felt dat im over protective of eu.
eu may not neo.but ii wanted to say 10000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
tyms of sorrys to eu.nd iim truly sorry.
eu were rite.BEST FREN shld stand by eu no matter wad.
BEST FREN cares abt eu.
BEST FREN wld not left eu out.
BEST FREN understan eu.
BEST FREN wld apologise when she neo dat she hurt her.
frm above,chai leng ishh not a BEST FREN.
wadd a BEST FREN can she be?
she's not fit to be her BEST FREN.
chai leng sucks.her attitude sucks.
her mouth sucks.she tok w/o tinking.
she didnt apologise even thou she neo its wrong.
she ish an idiot.she makes alot of ppl unhappy.
she's too stubborn.she tink more abt herself.
she's incorrigible.hopeless.
but she niid tym to chg.nd she promise she will
find back her true self.her old self.
she wanna find back th laughter she share wib HER.
she miiss th FUN tyms she had wibb HER.
she's too sensitive.too emotional dat she doesnt
express herself well.her way of expressing ishh wrong.
she realised her mistakes.
she asked ferr forgiveness.
she hope she will still be HER BEST FREN.
but she hopes dat SHE will tell her abt HER prob
cuz she neo dat SHE has alot of prob kpin inside.
chai leng ishh waiting ferr HER to open her heart
again nd she wans HER to neo dat
she will alwiz be ready nd listen to HER heart throbbing stuffs.
she's th listener.SHE ish th talker.
she wan it to remain lidat.she wans to help HER.
she wan back HER cheerful self.
HER smile lights up her day.
she's remorseful.she regretted ferr wadd she has done.
she hope dat everyting will be ok.

she's waiting ferr HER.
SHE ishh her everyting.
SHE ishh her twiinniie,her sis,her besties.
nd both of dem will stay lidat 4ever.
dats wadd chai leng believe.
chai leng willing to be honest wibb HER again.
juz lyk b4.
she will control her temper
but SHE too,has to play HER part.
can both of dem compromise dat?
she will be waiting ferr her..
to go out wibb her.
do crazy stuffs togta nd lauffin lyk
MAD women?lyk nobody's business?
isnt dats wadd both of dem were used to be wibb?

nd YES.she will find th smile togta wib HER.

chai leng had fun wibb her dear td.
she went to see planes td nd took alot of photos.
if SHE were to go dere too..
SHE wld habb FUN too.cuz SHE loves to take pix.
nd planes!SHE wanna be stewardess.
th air show was nice.nd if SHE was dere, SHE wld
be fancinated!
she truly hope dat SHE was dere to see th exciting stuffs
nd had FUn wibb chai leng.

one day we will go to some place to habb fun again.
nd bring back th smile dat we had lost it temporary.

chai leng ishh hurt.chai leng ishh sad.
chai leng ishh pissed off.
she cried td.she was fed up td.
her fragile heart was broken.
she's hurt diz tym.she learnt dat someone said she's zuai.
nd its him.dat psn.dat guy.an unexpected guy.
she didnt offend dat guy.why shld he said dat?
nd can he juz say it face to face rather den saying at th back?
isit bcuz she's sick nd make him feels dat she's zuai?
oh chai leng,she's a sickish cat nd yet she was return wib
dat kind of remarks.anyone can undastan how badly
she was hurt?anyone?NO.
she didnt ji jiao dat he nv call nd ask how her condition
was nor msg her to ask.all he do was being silence.
pls.chai leng ishh a human.she has feeling.
she ishh sensitive to everyting.she can cry easily over minor
stuffs.she ishh fragile.

chai leng hate td.she dun lyk th gathering.she tot th gathering
wld be FUN but in th end it ended wibb ppl getting angry
nd of cuz,pissed off.she reli ishh pissed off.she dun lyk
dem to lock th damn door.as if she's th outsiders.
mind dem,dats not deir hse.its cherie's hse.
dey cant do wadeva dey wan.its rude.nd cherie ishh nice
to let dem go her hse.so wadd dey wan?
take over deir hse?dats why chai leng ishh mad abt.
she's mad.she's pissed.
she cried all becuz of frenship.
damn asshole.she shldnt habb cried but she cant control
her emotions.she's too sensitive.she niid to relieve her stress.
her unhappiness.she hates it.
nd she learnt dat frenship ishh veh fragile.
juz lyk glass.
she dun lyk th life rite now nd she HATE schh now
cuz everyting chg ever since she return to schh.
she didnt chg muchhs nd she didnt treat her illness as wad.
she didnt treat herself as a princess whu niid ppl to
help her do diz nd dat.she didnt order ppl to do so.
she's juz someone whu niid sympathy.she does nid one.
she nid someone's care nd concern.
she niid some secure.
nd she niid someone to be understanding.
she dunlyk th life now.
she's grateful to sihui ferr cheering her up td when she was
down td.when she breakdown td.when she cried.
thx wan ting ferr comfortin her too.
she will not forget dat!
nd she's happy when she's at th arcade cuz th gals accompany
her.she's happy nd lauff lyk a mad woman when she saw
sihui's action.her funny action.
she's reli grateful to sihui.
thx gals.
she hope dat she will be fine wibb HER.dat SHE.
she's crazy becuz of dat HER.
she became moody bcuz of HER.
she did alot ferr HER but she doesnt wan any in return
but a strong bond,a better frenship between dem.
she's tired.
she niid some rest.
she's goin out wibb her dear tml.
happy 2nd mth.020906

ii am a terrible td!
ii am truly sorry ferr being so hot tempered!
reli sorry!ii neo sorry no use.
but still sorry!
wadd happen to miie td?ii dunno.
maybe its too muchhs of tings preoccupied in moii mind.
didnt mean to be lidiz de.sry!!
im juz so tired
humans are weird.
mood can be affected by one another.
he's so tired td!shldnt hab cum out study de.
guilty.nd moii action td muz habb frighten him.
sorry!!!!!!!
argHHHh...
dunno wadd to say...
juz wanna unwind moiiself.
ii wanna go back to dat place again!!
nd shout until moii voice break!!
dunno why am feeling stress.
not bcuz of studies.
juz some minor stuffs dat kp bothering miie.
well..ii dun lyk th sch life now.
cuz everyting seems to chg after moii return.
anyway,happy teacher's day!
mr kaan ishh reli dunno how to expres his feelings.
haha!
didnt went back to ZPS.
sian.but went to ten mile wibb th gals.
sry bindy ii didnt go to eur celebration!
happy sweet 16!
ohya,
went to c mr wong td.
juz asking abt moii illness.
im ok now.juz niid to be careful nxt tym.
haha.indeed ii broke a record.
=] well..im prone to illness!
hahahahhaha...
wadeva.c moii entry?
isnt it weird when ii can be moody once nd nxt happy ?
dats miie.weird.

once again,iim sorry!!!!!!!!!!

after 2wks of long break of mc, iim FINALLY BACK!
back to schh!!!!
felt so happy dat im not forgotten by eu guys!
appreciated alot!
yeahh!afterall,sch iishh still a place ferr miie!
moii schh,moii frenz,moii everyting!
im loving it!
but initally its reli ishh weird steppin into schh
cuz im th onli one whu has been absent ferr 2wks.
so its kinda wierd.but a brand new start ferr miie!
ii love it.
tons of homewrks waiting ferr miie.
maths wkst waiting ferr mie to feed dem.
yeahh..
bye.goin to feed dem now.

habb ii been forgotten?
iim still so sick.

3days nv go to sch le wor..
pro huh!ytd went bac to sch awile to take oral.
a TOTAL MESS.
guess moii englishh ishh a gone case.
shit!!!
diz morning miie kindda xinku cuz ii arnd 1plus lidat wake
up..wanna puke.but cant.something stuck in moii throat.
idiot la.sian..
well..reli not feeling well diz few days.
hopefully tml will be a better day.
nd ii skip alot of mock exam too!
goshh..
nvm.can peii josephh whu has chix pox.
poor boii..muz take care alrite!
=/
still having headache..

didnt went to sch td!
damn sick.woke up at 3.41am,
wibb a HIGH fever of 39.9!!!
damn freakin HOT!burning MAD!
nose block!
went to c doc.
ii hate medicine.
how ii wishh ii can stop eating th medicine.
goshh.iim reli so suay.
tml ishh english o level oral.
nd yet iim sick!
duno how to survive.
can die.nd moii temp kp risin non-stop.
tiink tml no niid go sch again.
but ii will go ferr th oral.cuz iim th 1st candidate.
yeah!well..gtg.
not goin to blog so long.
cya.
wiishh miie gd luck.