That's it. I'm not gonna let it take control of me. I should be the one in control of the whole situation. Thank you for slapping me real hard. Finally woke up from the fantasy. Now, all I wanna do is to lead my happy life. Be in control of my life and not get messed up and fucked up with it.
I wanna be like Christian Grey. Be a control freak! WHAHAHAHAHA
PS: Christian Grey is so cool. <3