Chai Leng's blog

Time can reveal a person's true color

2012-02-02T13:14:00.003+08:00

Since few years ago, I went through many ordeals. From then, I told myself to cherish the people around me. But it always takes two hands to clap. I reached out my hand to people I care but not many raise up their hands. Especially when I found out some ugly truth these few days.

'Blood is thicker than water' Yes, I agree cause they're your next-of-kin but how many really treat you as part of them? It really left me deep impression about them. Sometimes I wonder, is it because I didn't understand them well enough that's why I couldn't agree to what they are doing now? When you put in effort to help them, to treat them good, they don't even give a damn about you. I don't ask for anything in return, I just don't like my effort not being appreciated, making me feel like a fool.

I told myself umpteen times not to be soft-hearted to these heartless people anymore. But my heart don't listen to my brain. That's why I'm always at a loss.

After some thoughts, I shall not give a damn to these people anymore. It's their loss. Not mine cause I've done my best. If they don't respect me, why should I? :)

and..

They're OUT.

(It will be the last time I'm talking about them)

Love is ...

2011-12-05T16:01:00.001+08:00

Love is when your heart keep pounding when you see him.

Love is when you do stupid things in front of him.

Love is when he's on your mind all the time.

Love is when you can talk to him about anything and everything.

Love is when you spent quality time together even if it's only 5 minutes.

Love is when he knows what you wanna say through your emotions.

Love is when you are willing to let him go.

What is love to you?

Attended jj wedding and suddenly have the feel of wanting to get married. That's why I pen down what love is to me.

Blissful marriage to jj and Theresa :)

Forgotten

2011-11-28T16:14:00.001+08:00

As per title, be it this blog or myself, forgotten has been the right word. Not being emo but things sort of turned haywired recently. Friendships, especially. I lost some, and gained some :)

Some people don't understand how much I value friendship. They judge me and think that I'm overly sensitive which I think they have no right to say so. Many people commented that I have a lot of friends. Yes I do have a lot of friends but most are just hi bye friends. Those that are just passerby. How many actually stayed by me throughout when I encounter shits in my life?

I don't need 100 hi bye friends. I just need a few that know me well. Even if I only have 1 friend that know me well. I'm satisfied :)

Recollection

2011-10-25T00:22:00.000+08:00

Took out a bit of my time to re-read some post dated 4 yrs ago and the times when I started working after O level. One word to conclude, childish. Maybe 4 years later when I look back, I might find this post boring too. At different stages of life, the words, speech and thinking are different. Through ups and downs all these years, I've grown to be more mature. And I'm proud to be what I am today :D

I stumbled upon some names in my blog but I couldn't really recall who they were. I'm not sure is it my poor memory that caused the amnesia or simply they aren't important. :P Also, there's some occasions and events where I have participated and yet no recollection of it at all. Other than da bai chi, which I still remember somehow :)

It has been 1 year since the break up. I'm doing good and I think Single really suits me more. :) For I do not have much time for the other half. Status quo till grad :)

Anyway, O Level has started! GOOD LUCK TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING THIS MAJOR EXAMS! JIAYOU TO MY DEAR BABY BRO! <3

Bleak. Dreams.

2011-10-22T15:50:00.000+08:00

Haven been on this space for quite some time. I hope there's still people staying and mingling around here. :) I'm still the lazy girl, partly cause I was too tired these days. Being busy with birthdays, baking and making cards. School has started for a month now and I'm still not used to schooling and working at the same time. It's like I'm working full time and studying part time instead. Cause working has taken 4 days. But I'm not complaining cause I love the environment there and having to chiong and frustrated over some issues at work with colleagues. Simply fun yet tiring.

In few months' time, I will be graduating and time to look for jobs. I know what I want but I'm not sure whether I'm up for it. :/

On a side note, I've been daydreaming about opening my own bakery shop selling cupcakes and cookies all because of the food network show I've been watching recently. They sure do inspired and spurred me to work hard for my goal :)

Sharing with everyone, the motivation that I've gotten from them

DC CUPCAKES:

TOUGH COOKIES:

If I have the chance to fly over to US, I will definitely visit this 2 shops to try out their pastries.

Till then, I hope the videos made your stomach growling cause mine do :)

random

2011-09-19T01:42:00.000+08:00

I'm back to blogging again. After the long long post over at SPC webby and all the aching I'm experiencing now, I still have the stamina to blog here. Okay, cut the crap.

I'm still feeling abit sad, abit emotional over the fact that I've been missing out some stuff from some friends. It's no wonder I'm experiencing this cause I've been a cavewoman for sometimes. And for that, I didn't contact anyone too.

The month of Sep and Oct are the months that would make me broke. Too many birthdays especially when it's 21st birthday. :/ Gonna get busy soon. Real soon. Especially when I'm working when school's starting.

Have been thinking about life after graduation. What am I going to work as when I graduate? I know what I wanna achieve in the next few years, with the dream job I want. I know what I want, but there's some uncertainty, some doubts in me. I'm not that confident that I can take that kind of environment. So what should I do? I told myself I will look for A&P related industry, and also media. I hope I have the courage to do that.

We shall see.

Twenty one

2011-09-13T00:56:00.001+08:00

They say when you reached TWENTY ONE, you will know and have to face like an adult. Yes, twenty one not only symbolizes freedom and stepping into adulthood, but also learning how to handle things.

It's said that everything that comes in your way either deliberately or naturally. You have to face with harsh reality created by the society, health problem, family issues and even financial problems. Not only that, relationships between bf/gf, dealing with broken hearts and the ability to console people plays an important role now.

Twenty one isn't all about partying. Neither is inviting families and friends to witness that you have grown up from a lil gal to a lady. It's all about handling the real, cruel and harsh environment that you have to deal with.

Twenty one is also about planning your life ahead, for you will not know what is waiting for you at the other end of the pole. Protection against anything is always important.

Twenty one, a stage where responsibility has become a burden. And twenty one isn't about grumbling how life's unfair, it's hoe making your mundane life happening and meaningful! How burden can turn into joy!

Work hard. Play harder.

I'm just plain lazy

2011-09-11T21:18:00.002+08:00

L.A.Z.Y

I've more time for myself now but I'm just too lazy to get my ass to do those things. Have been delaying many things that I promised to fulfill. Some were way past the deadline. But sometimes I just can't get myself to do the things that I'm supposed to do.

Every weekend I'm trying hard to clear my backlogs. That includes blogging. It seems that my interest in blogging has gone. Whether it's good or bad, I'm gonna surrender this blog soon. But let's hope Mr Lazy could leave me alone so that the hardworking leng can be back to accomplish all the task asap.

I used to have some encouragement, motivation but where are they now?

On the lighter note, I enjoyed working probably because of my colleagues that made my working experience even better. But one of them is leaving this friday. She's also a temp. But I'm glad she's from SIM and we can still keep in contact. :)

After tuesday, I will have one lesser thing to think about. I hope everything will turn out fine.

Have faith, believe in yourself.

2011-08-30T10:33:00.003+08:00

I guess most of you should know that I'm a SIM Blogger for 2nd Semester already. Thus, I dedicated most of the time on the other blog instead.

Here's the link: http://www.simge.edu.sg/gePortalWeb/appmanager/web/default?_nfpb=true&_st=&_pageLabel=pgBlog&redirect=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.simge.edu.sg%2Fsimblogseason4%2Fchaileng

But that doesn't mean I won't blog here. This is my personal blog. :)

A place that I can rant without worries :D

2011-08-09T10:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

This year's fireworks is really awesome! Tonight I'll be going to watch it again for the 3rd time :)

Last weekend was really busy. Went to my Niece 1st birthday chalet at Aloha Loyang. See the difference? I held my 21st birthday at Aloha Loyang Chalet and my Niece held it too. But her 1 year old instead -.- Because there's not enough bed, I've got to sleep on the floor with mum. Whole body aching and I caught a cold :( It's really unpleasant experience though.

The next morning, we left and headed to my 2nd uncle house to see my nephew!! Omg he's super cute!! He just came back from Indonesia and the younger one still at there though. But, he's very short and super heavy >< 12kg for 1 yr old ++ is abit too heavy and he insist I carry him >< Love him so much and felt like kidnapping him XD

Hee. I seriously love kids alot. Wonder if next time my kids will be as adorable as them? :) We shall see :)

2011-07-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I’ve got a ‘life’ because I live everyday with the fullest; going out after work, meeting friends, having dinner, singing, playing etc. Other times when I’m having my gloomy days, I don’t feel like going out. Not even for dinner. That’s me. Surprisingly, I’m fine being alone. Not lonely I supposed but just having a ME time.

When my hormones acted up, I just feel like disconnecting from the world and go somewhere people won’t be able to reach me, a place that’s not my home. I always love to dream about travelling to places of interests. But in the picture, all I see is just me. But occasionally I saw myself happily with friends.

When life gets a little bit tougher, all those random thoughts appear in my mind again. But well, life’s a bitch. I need to be a slut to tackle this bitch.

/random thoughts again.

Another one into my collection :D

2011-07-03T21:58:00.004+08:00

A surprise early delivery :) Fast and efficient from Gmarket seller.

TADA! It's instax 210! Wide film polaroid! I know I've one already but still, I couldn't resist this kind of cammie! :D

This is the super bulky cammie! But it's okay, as long as it can print out wide film! :D Super happy on a weekend!

soaring high into the sky

2011-06-02T21:35:00.002+08:00

Can't wait for 买东西吃东西买东西吃东西！Few days later you will see a super PUI kia :P

面对

2011-05-28T02:58:00.000+08:00

勇敢过自己这一关。就能海阔天空

重逢

2011-05-26T22:58:00.002+08:00

再一次。。

争气一点！

Love you

2011-05-17T14:21:00.002+08:00

Rainie's new drama - Love you.

Only watched episode 1. As usual, her acting is always so much exaggerated than the storyline. Kind of disappointed with TW shows nowadays. But since it's Rainie, I shall persevere till the end! A lot commented that Rainie grow fatter? But I like her new hair. Refreshing! :D

But I still prefer 犀利人妻 though. WEN SHEN HAO! HAHAHA.

2011-05-17T12:57:00.000+08:00

Can't wait for a short getaway~~ :D:D:D:D:D

2011-05-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

It's the mid May now. Time flies. I'm into my last stage of exam. :D 9 more days to freedom. University exam is really different from poly exam. It gave me the tension but not to the point of stress. In fact, I didn't feel much stress for the first 2 papers but MSM was seriously horrible and I was panicking like an ass even outside the exam hall. Probably I wanted to score well for that module so much that the stress has been overwhelming to me. Theory has been always my weakness. But I guess God has answered my prayers and has been watching over me. At least my theory can secure me some marks. Just hope everything will go well for the calculation part.

Went to cousin's house today. The whole family came back from Taiwan last night. Excited much as he told us about the things over there. Envy and we decided to go bkk in June! :D Planning in process though :D but there's some problem cause there's only 3 of us. Will be asking bestie if she mind going with us.

清明节

2011-04-03T23:50:00.002+08:00

Alot of thoughts were running through my mind this afternoon. Met up with my maternal side and 扫墓. This wasn't my first time paying respect to the ancestors but somehow I felt our generation wasn't keen to know the traditional custom. For me, I only observe silently and see from far. Dad was right. My generation is too pampered. We are always being spoon feed. If one day when our parents are no longer able to lead us, who will? I think we will be at lost. Maybe in future there won't be 清明节 anymore. Which the probability is high. Sad but true.

I'm trying my best to go for such stuff and learn along the way. I don't want to lose this tradition and hope it will still pass down generations after generations and not end in our hands. It's time to do something about it. Next year, I'm gonna be involved for both side.

Just today, my mum's cousin saw the traditional kueh that my mum made in the morning. She was amazed and surprised that there's still people able to make. I'm proud to say, only my dearest mum know how to make in the whole family. It really makes me think alot and value the importance of the tradition. Sorry, today's post is more of reflection for myself. I hope there's people out there with the same thought as me. Hope this tradition will remain since we are Chinese!

-Blog from iPhone

Still, there's people there.

2011-03-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was my Lunar Birthday and sweet cousin actually remembered it and smsed me :D Mummy cooked mian xian for me and dump in 9 meatballs just because I requested for meatballs. -.- Ohwell, I'm officially 21.

So today, Mel came over to my house to bake choc macarons! It's half success :D and the taste was awesome! Though not that close to bakerzin taste, but still, it's home made awesomenesssssss! Even bro loves it. But my attempt at making scones abit fail. Abit bland I would say. But still, I love baking! :D

Alot of people told me how awesome my birthday party was, and I'm glad that people enjoyed my birthday party as much as I did. Some even smsed a long sms to thank me for my effort. Really made my day. Mum was telling me today that my relatives love it too and she couldn't forget the fun times spent at the chalet. How touched! :D

At the very least, I'm glad my effort didn't go down the drain. They were appreciative of my effort especially BINGO. HAHA. Guess I'm the trend settler for the game. Will be blogging about my birthday sooooooon. Real soooon. Stay tune.

Is that what they said telepathy?

2011-03-22T00:32:00.002+08:00

It's either my intuition or I'm overly smart that the site I visited has updated.

Today (Monday) marks the start of my mugging. Mugged with Shi Hui and co. Had lots of fun in between cause there's too many restrictions and we were complained few times!

Life's pretty much boring.

wakeup > eat> study > nap> wakeup > gym> sleep

The routine goes on and on except sometimes when there's tuition, no gyming. meaning no astroboy~~ yan jing tang guo :(

Shit happens

2011-03-20T23:57:00.003+08:00

I promised not to cry anymore after that day. I know it's not worth it. I should keeep up with changes. Yes, I will be brave. I will stay brave. I will be happy. I won't be ugly but pretty forever. Now I left 2 more mins to think before I let go of everything and everything.

Prebirthday Preparation

2011-03-10T03:47:00.003+08:00

2 more days and it will be my 21st birthday party. So how do I feel? A couple of days ago I was feeling very excited as there will be alot of friends and relatives celebrating with me on this special day, special year. But as days passed, my anxiety level rose up. From excitement, to fear, to stress and to frustration.

Prebirthday preparation has been tough. Really a tough one. For I have to cope with prelims and coordination of stuff, I wasn't feeling good. Emotionally stressed and exhausted. I made an attempt to sign up for gym to force myself to exercise, hoping that I would look good during my birthday party. And now, I've trained myself till the point that I can close my eyes while running! I admit, going gym does make me feel lighter and probably I've toned up abit especially on my thigh but I didn't lose weight at all! Demoralising but No choice.

But nevertheless, I still enjoy the process of searching for things, having great companion to help me out and cracking my brain thinking what to do for birthday. Alice in the wonderland has been the most desired theme that I wanna have but I think it is hard to dress up for that theme so in the end I chose Mad hatter's party! :D I'll be the Alice for the night :D

The journey has been tough and I'm glad to see a glimpse of the finishing line. Sincerely thanks to all my beloved friends who made an attempt to ask me how's the preparation and offering of help to accompany me buy some materials and dress.

Of course, I was upset with some. Expectation I would say that disappoint me. But I know, those who care for me are the ones who have been with me all these years. :) Not forgetting, some of my uni friends :D

Thanks~~

Look forward to my birthday! Now's time to sleep! Having a paper later!

MY WISH LIST BIRTHDAY WISH LIST

2011-02-17T22:54:00.002+08:00

My birthday is round the corner. Many of my friends have been asking for my wishlist. So here’s a list that I have drafted out. NOTE: This is a wish list for myself. Need not necessary get for my birthday. :) I guess the list would help many people :)

My Wish List / Birthday Wish List

Moschino Watch: Let’s quack
DKNY/AX Watch
Burberry wallet / bag / wristlet
Agnes B wallet/ Bag
G12
D7000
iPad
iPhone 5
Macbook Pro
LV coin pouch
Tiff & Co Bangles
Perfume
Handbag
Clutch
Cosmetics
Accessories
Bracelet

Things try to AVOID getting for me

#1 Soft Toy

#2 Chocolate

#3 Ornaments

I realised after listing down, I DO HAVE a lot of things which I've yet to get for myself.

PS. Some stuff that I want are quite STEEP. It's okay not to follow as it's my wish list for me to achieve in the next 3 years. (hopefully)

2011-02-02T22:40:00.002+08:00

MY new pairs of shoes ready for CNY! :D In 1hr plus time, it will be the year of rabbit! hope it will be a BETTER year for me. At least a smooth one for me please!

My HDD crash and I visited lenovo service centre a few times this week. Very tiring and even went to airport to study while waiting for my OS to be loaded into the lappy. Ohwell at least now my lappy's okay. BUT just now I experienced blue screen of death -.- hopefully it will be okay.

Hope tml will be a good day. No provoke, no bad stuff, just good things :D

Crazy little thing call love

2011-01-28T00:04:00.005+08:00

There’s a movie that I wanna introduce to everyone. It’s a Thai romance movie call ‘First Love’.

Have a look at the trailer! It’s super nice. I watched it last night and I teared. I seriously admire the girl’s determination. The power of love! If only I’m like that. Best is the guy likes her too! :D mutual feelings!

Actually, I kinda like my life now. Singlehood. When you’re single, you’re not restricted to anything and there’s no obligation. BUT! Even though I’m not tied to anyone now, my personal time is diminishing faster than when I was attached. How irony. My friends always asked me why I do not have much time? Other than working and schooling which didn’t take up much of my time, I don’t know what I did most of the time. This is bad, but I’m loving it, more than anything.

For now, I shall enjoy my singlehood!

I saw my cute ex-crush that day. My heart was pounding very fast. I don’t know why I reacted that way. Still the cute guy I know. :D

Yet another day

2011-01-25T23:30:00.000+08:00

Back with another post. So today’s second day of new dyed and cut hair. Bestie couldn’t recognize me initially. I thought that was good, in a way. It means I have changed quite a bit, probably cause of my hair color. Just that I hate my fringe now. Something that I’ve learnt: DO NOT cut hair when it’s nearing CNY because the hair dresser anyhow cut my hair. Too much demand, too little supply. -.- I felt cheated after cutting.

But anyway, it wasn’t that bad after all. At least my hair’s much neater. Some thought I rebonded my hair. But hey! My hair’s naturally straight! Can save money on rebonding, fortunately. CNY is just round the corner and I’ve yet do much spring cleaning. I’m gonna shop for a high waist shorts to go along with my top. :D

Anyhow, recently I’ve been irritated when people tried to twist my words or tried to outtalk me. I don’t like and because of this, I will drift away from the person. But that’s temporary only. Probably I was in foul mood and people start to step onto my toes. Which make it even worst for me. Whatever.

Today I let out some stuff. At least it’s a load off my chest. Sharing some burden doesn’t seem to be that bad after all. Sometimes I’m really envy those who can have platonic friends. It doesn’t seem to have fate with me. I always wanted to have that someone who can understand me very well without me saying. But it’s very hard to find one, and I won’t give up finding that special someone to be my platonic friend.

My passion for blogging is back. A place where I can pour out my stuff and seek shelter. A place to rant and rant and rant.

That’s all for today!

MIA-ed

2011-01-25T00:16:00.003+08:00

Is it just me or what? Everytime when I reach this page, nothing seems to be coming out from my mind. I always wanted to blog but somehow I will back space everything that I typed.

These few days have been ups and downs. I’ve done a lot of soul searching too. Eg, what I want in life, what I should do from now on, how can I help my family, birthday planning and some other personal stuff.

All in all, I’ve come down to a conclusion: take a step at a time. It’s bad, for someone like me without plans but the more I think, the more upset I am. Rather than worrying about things that do not have solution right now, I should enjoy my life more isn’t it? School has been keeping me away from friends. Somehow I dislike this feeling. Yet school is another place for me to avoid some stuff.

And people, sorry if I’ve been neglecting you these days. It’s unintentional. I didn’t want it this way but probably I need a break from everyone and last weekend was a good break for me. Had a great time with family, buying CNY goodies with mommy that made her happy and even shopped for CNY clothes with my brother. Also, a short meet up with tingting was simply splendid. :D Lots of fun in fact especially going to bazaar to find Mel and co.

I’m determined to stay happy and not thinking so much on my part. :D

XLB Buffet was ________. I would never touch it for at least 6 months. Dreadful I would say though I only ate like 10? The rest had more than me!

On a lighter note, my CNY shopping was great! I’ve gotten some clothes that I’m pretty satisfied and of course, a wedges and a pair of sandals that I like a lot. Bro also think it’s nice. :D So I hope this year would be a good one for me and for everyone else!

Few days’ time, you will see the Happy Chai Leng again! (Provided my mood isn’t affected by anyone which happened just last week. )

2011-01-19T02:59:00.001+08:00

When I’m down,

When I’m sad,

When I need an ear,

When I’m troubled,

When I’m on the verge of crying,

When I’m about to give up,

When school’s not cool afterall,

When life doesn’t seem to go on the way I want,

I’ll look at it – The photo that brings me joy. The photo that makes me think I’m not alone. And this is the photo that will bring me through my tough times.

Physically or mentally, I know there are people around me who care for me. I sincerely thank those who care about me. Thanks!

P.S. Today's kind of emotional because I've talked to someone and I felt _________.

Accurate or not?

2011-01-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

After much procrastinating, I finally give in to this special date, 11.1.11 to start my first post of the year. I made a wish this morning during work. I know I’m acting like a little girl, believing in all those myth foolishly. But nevertheless, I still made a small wish. Hope it will come true, somehow. :D

During work today, my colleagues were printing their feng shui slip. Out of curiosity, I went to fill in my birthday and time of birth. It’s actually our 8 characters. As one of my colleagues, CT, knows a bit about feng shui, he explained to us patiently and individually what our sign means. Somehow mine’s quite true, especially family part. As for studies, I do know that I’ve a hidden gift for doing well but apparently, this year is the year of rabbit. Somehow it might not be very smooth for me.

As for career wise, it’s fairly good I would say. I’m in control of my own career. That’s the best thing I love to hear. :D side track a bit, during lunch I saw this building with the name, ‘Ogilvy & Mather’. That’s the company that I wanna work in future! I was so excited because it’s so near to my current company! I shall work hard towards that goal then!

CT also describe well to my personality. :D My luck’s good too and as long as I have support from people, I would be able to succeed which is very true. Another fact that he saw from the characters is being vain. I guess that’s really true.

As for love, I’ve many peach blossoms. LOL. He said my future hubby and I would be very loving. It would be smooth sailing BUT it comes with a flaw too. He might be either a police or baddie. Since my 卯 is side by side, I’ll have 2 guys fighting over me! (LOL). Don’t know how true is that though.

Well, I will take the readings with a pinch of salt and sharing with everyone who read my blog in case I forget about it. HAHA.

Till then!

Year of 2010

2010-12-31T22:05:00.019+08:00

After hiatus for 3 weeks, I'm back on the last day of 2010. In 2 hours' time, 2011 will arrive. I'm going to embrace it and anticipate it like how I used to when I'm young. This year has been tough year for me. It wasn't exactly bad. There were obstacles, no doubt. But I've brave through the storm.

Starting of the year:

chionging of my FYP with my fellow group mates till the wee hours
forgoing our nights just to do our best for projects and a smile that brought across the whole team when our efforts were recognised.
The sense of accomplishment when my program works.
my first ever Japanese speech contest experience was great. Even though I did not win, but the experience was really a good one.
Met a few japanese interns and they are really nice people.
Attended Lixia's 21st birthday. First friend to celebrate 21st birthday. A good experience.

My poly days ended with exam and it was march.

March was a turning point for me. I turned TWENTY on 15 March. My first step into adulthood.
Primary school friends, besties, poly friends and cousins celebrated for me.
Also in March, I worked for Broadcom. Met a few nice colleagues though we've generation gap but they were all nice.

In May, we had our graduation ceremony. It was filled with joy, laughters, emotions and a part of us don't want to leave school because of our awesome friends! Especially the time spent together doing projects. But nevertheless, NP rocks!

That month wasn't a good one for me. Shortly after graduation, we had BIT dinner. It wasn't a good day to start with because of personal reason. That night was wild. I was a merlion. Nevertheless, it ended with everything resolved. At least that's what I thought so that time.

June was the month of celebration for Darren! Attended his solemnisation and had a great catching up with my ex colleagues. It was fun with them!

In the month of July, my close friend has to leave for Melbourne to further study. It was kind of hard to adapt and accept that she has to go overseas. We had a mini farewell for her. The 6 of us plus Huiling and Boon. Although it was sad to see her leave, but nevertheless, I know it's for a good reason.

In the same month, I went for my orientation day.

Met a few awesome friends.
Also, I went for 3D2N FOC and gained much experience from it. It was fun, nevertheless. Marks the start of uni life for me.
Went supperclub with fellow OG mates
Also, I had photography camp as well.
In fact, I had the most fun because:

1. Our team won the best group.

2. My team members are fun loving.

3. We are the AIZAIs! :D

Month of Aug:

Worked at Conrad Hotel For YOG. I was happy that I could work there because I met different people there and get to know people's true colors.
Being the overall in charge for my team, I learnt how to handle them. Conflict managements, disputes and time management.
I met my buddy there too.
Many of us stayed close together.
and it was this month that my life changed after that.

September:

First time working at IT show and it was AWESOME. Though tiring, but I've meet nice people.
Visit to Universal Studio
Many outings with AiZai
Mid Autumn outing organised by SPC
Start of school with only Tricia as lecture mate most of the time
Happening student week but upside down life for me
Learning to cope with singlehood

Month of Oct is always a headache for me because I know quite a number of Oct babies! Birthday celebrations almost every few days. But nevertheless, they are the ones that I want to celebrate with! :D Went to Night Safari for Halloween with some of my FOD OG mates. It was also that month, I realised something.

Month of November was fun too.

Had a week of holidays going out with friends.
My first time organising an event with Sean and Terrell
Chinese garden outing was a SUCCESS :D
Blogger's photoshoot (made quite a few nice bloggers!)
went for AFA

December was good so far.

Attended Miki Sensei's Wedding
Sungei Buloh Outing
Went to Genting with AWESOME people!
Had Christmas Celebration with Besties, Poly and uni mates!
Did the most daring thing in my life.
Last but not least, sean's birthday celebration

Christmas:

This year has ups and downs, especially my feelings. But nevertheless, it is these groups of friends I have helped me through the year. Making new friends, going through tough times, staying up late because of emotional stuff, getting over a relationship, chatting on phone with jiaoni and countless and countless of joy and laughter with friends.

All of you helped me a lot. Sincerely thanks all those who enter my life and make an impact on me :D Hope 2011 will be a better year for all of us! Definitely it will be!

2010-12-07T23:07:00.002+08:00

Shooo shoo.. I can see accumulated dust in my blog :P

Recent update:

1. Started working at a company referred by JJ

2. SIM Blog officially launched last tuesday

3. My cutie brother is coming back tml!

WHAHAHA and there's JB trip this sunday! Genting on 20th! Can't wait.

Guess this Christmas, there's a BIG surprise. Not a surprise for me though but someone else. So I shall sit back and relax. Anticipating the "drama".

RIP, my little

2010-11-24T23:49:00.002+08:00

It happened all so sudden that I couldn't react much to it. Mom woke me up in the morning to tell me the news. After that she started yakking that I didn't take care of him blah. Indirectly telling me that I'm the cause of his death. I'm so sad. It made me worst.

I walked to the container and looked down. It was peaceful but its posture was rather.. heartpain to see. Somehow it seems like before he died, he was struggling for help. :( But I didn't notice.

I don't get it when it was bleeding. I saw blood :( Wonder what happened! :(

I teared and took some photos of it. This was my 2nd tortoise. :( sad but life has to move on.

JJ said this in twitter:

"cheer up .. Well at least ur turtle will reborn as a faster animal :)"

Really made me laugh :D

Back after school and we went down to bury my little. Some passerby saw it and they were looking suspiciously at us. =.= Come on, don't soooooo kpo. I felt happier when I finally buried it. I know it will find his way to happiness soon! :D

In my memory, always.

2010-11-23T00:10:00.004+08:00

If there's any guy who's willing to sing Just the way you are to me, I will marry him immediately! LOL! Kidding :P

2010-11-17T23:33:00.001+08:00

The night is cold and quiet. It totally describes my feeling.

I saw the differences.

I need time.

2010-11-03T03:21:00.003+08:00

Being busy with CCA outing planning recently. YAWNS

Have been going out since last friday and this week is supposed to be a break but I'm outside almost everyday. Make my life more happening and fulfilling :) Past few days was awesome though tiring.

Met the guys today. They were funny. Dine at 15mins at Laselle. JR tried to talk to me in Jap and I seriously lost touch with Jap. :( Not cool.

Halloween's fun. Will upload photo soon.

Looking forward to the rest of the outings this week :D AND.. I need to MUG!!!!

I need to buy:

a new watch

a new necklace

throw away some memories :)

2010-10-22T21:53:00.003+08:00

I sprained my ankle last night before going to bed! It was a sharp pain! I thought it's going to be fine the next day but I was WRONG. When I woke up this morning, I had to stagger my left leg in order to move about. My 2nd time spraining on the same leg. Sigh I also don't understand how the heck I sprained it!

It was quite pain in school and I had a hard time walking. Many people were looking at me. =.= On the way to tuition, Eugene called me and asked if I want to get my pay cheque! Of course I want but he asked me to meet him 6plus at Plaza Sing! URGH!! So I decided to forgo this opportunity and arranged to meet him another time instead.

Walking to tuition was torturing and I had a hard time climbing stairs =.= After tuition, I took lrt and back home while mom arranged with the sinseh and off we go to the place. The sinseh is super weird. He asked some questions as below:

Sinseh: How did you sprain your ankle?
Me: Sprained at home last night before sleeping
Sinseh (turn to my mom): How old is she?
Mum: twenty.
Sinseh: Is she married?

=.= Wth is he trying to ask? Weird! But now I'm bandaged and it's harder for me to walk about already! TSKTSK.

Plan for canon marathon failed. Plan for gym failed. Plan to go out study also failed. TSK.

I'll miss walking :(

I'm so sorry

Yanying's 20th

2010-10-17T12:16:00.005+08:00

Met yanying and Jiaoni after school before heading to Town to shop for her birthday present. We got a top for her at Cottons on. Second half of the day I was busying sms-ing and chatting on phone with Elena because she got to get a cake. It was hard to communicate with her as the birthday girl was beside me. But nevertheless, I succeeded in deceiving Yanying. She didn't know I was communicating with Elena throughout!

Guess I can be a good actress in future ><

Elena went into Ajisen first before us. As usual, no matter what we planned, in the end our destination is always Ajisen. Probably Ajisen gonna be our hangout place real soon! Ordered the usuals and ate as fast as we could because the night was too short.

After everyone finished their meal, Elena and I exchanged a few glances to get the cake and the staff brought in the cake without putting on the candles for us. Thanks ah! Lousy service ><><

Lovely strawberry cake from icing room :D

Yan Ying and I

Group photo!

I thought this is cute!

Birthday girl!

After the celebration, we quickly brush her off and the 3 of us went for our 2nd mission - buy materials for card making!! :D Many shops were closed by then and the only shop that still extend its hands to us was KINO!

Bought the necessary stuff and we went outside Taka to do the card :D MSN card for her though. My first experience doing DIY outside TAKA. If I'm not wrong, we're near LV. =.= Actually we were rather efficient :D:D:D

The next day, I had my interview for SIM Blogger and after that, I waited for the 2 girls. Met Terrell and JJ at canteen. Shortly the girls came. We took polaroid! Thanks Terrell for the help. :D

Yan Ying with her love letter :P

Opening~

Tada~ our polaroid!!!

2010-10-17T02:13:00.002+08:00

It was nice to meet up with them :D Laughters, catching up and bytching sessions with AI ZAI! :D All of us finally turned up as a whole! 9 of us in total at lao da's house. Even the rare guests Nic and Joelle came :D:D:D

I told them about everything and they sat there and listened. So cute :D But nevertheless, I like htht with jie! :D After I confirm some stuff, I will htht with her again! :P Samson was funny too. He was the "Maria" of the day due to the bet that he has lost. So never ever bet with someone unless you are certain that you will win the bet! Hopefully the timelapse can be done asap and you can see how efficient samson was when it comes to washing and mopping X)

We even discussed about my 21st Chalet :D I received some feedbacks from them and they're really experienced! Somehow, I like this kind of gathering. Hopefully we'll meet up with each other at least once a month :P

After that we went to ilight marina bay to take photos. The lights there are nice. I hope I can own a DSLR soon, probably Nikon. I'm waiting anxiously for next year!! :D Or money please drop from the sky for this little poor girl to get a DSLR please~

2010-10-11T02:58:00.007+08:00

Bay's Celebration

09-10-2010 was beloved Bay's birthday. :D Initial plan was Bay's supposed to come my house. Sandra and Li Xia will be the "surprise" with their cooked food. :D But in the end, we went to her house but was delayed. Anyway, it was nice going to her house too. She tried to hide herself because she wasn't fully prepared. :D

We prepared food for her and ate with her at the living room.

After lunch, we took some photos. Xia spotted that both Sandra and I wore a bow on our hair so she suggested all of us should clip/tie with a bow. That explains the photo below. PS: my bow is black so couldn't see it clearly.

Time was lagging behind and we finally set off to Far East at around 330pm. Reached far east and started shopping. My feet hurts after awhile. Probably because I have not wear the heels for quite sometimes ever since my last job at office back in May?

We shopped and chose some clothes for Bay. See, she's so happy choosing clothes. Like a little girl :)

After whole day of shopping, we took a bus down to paragon to have our dinner at PS Cafe. The ambience was alright, but the food wasn't that good. In addition, the food is steep. :/

Sandra and Bay.

We ordered double chocolate fudge cake for Bay.

It's super nice :D Semi sweet thick chocolate :D

Birthday gal with cake :D

We didn't stayed at the cafe for long because they were closing. Headed down and took a group polaroid before we saw a mirror to camwhore.

Below are the photos. We ALL LOVE CAMWHORE!

My favourite outfit. There's a mother who approached me and asked where I got the pants. Initially, I thought she wanted for herself but luckily she wanted to buy for her daughter! HAAH!

Still the same us! :D

Polaroid love

The board we did for Bay :)

Xia and I

Me with Birthday girl

Birthday girl happily holding onto the board

After camwhore, we went down to level 1. Xia saw a wall and she said it's nice and wanted to take photo with it. So I suggested posing as model. I showed them how to do it but wasn't that great though..

4 Fat models! :D

Favourite photo because I looked happy inside !

Bay's awkwardness in the air.

I think Bay's gorgeous here! :D

Overall, I guess all of us enjoyed this short celebration for bay. Especially when we have not been shopping for quite some time together. It was definitely meaningful and fun day hanging out with them. I really hope time can stop for us awhile to catch up with each other. Nevertheless, I love that day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAY!

2010-09-29T22:58:00.002+08:00

This is the watch that I saw the other day at Tangs! $8 per crystal @.@ I wonder if I should buy, given my budget... I need to buy perfume too. Burberry Brits! :D

2010-09-28T00:48:00.000+08:00

I'll be back for updates real soon.

2010-09-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

School's starting tomorrow! Excited yet unprepared for school. Though I've gone through 2 months of uni life during bridging, but somehow it was different now. I wonder if lectures will be boring without friends? Though I'm quite attentive during lesson most of the time, but the presence of friends is simply different. :P

Shall turn in early tonight!

oyasumi~

2010-09-17T15:41:00.002+08:00

http://leroceno.tumblr.com/

Tried out tumblr and it's nice too :D

I like tumblr's repost. Will still continue blogging here though :D

2010-09-15T01:03:00.003+08:00

I went to bugis with Dad today. We had lunch together. The scene made me reminisce the times when I was young. I thought for a moment, when was the last time I had lunch with my father alone?

It dawn on me that I've been neglecting my family..

2010-09-08T02:31:00.010+08:00

New Hair Cut @ Next Salon at Ion

I went for a hair cut at Next at Ion because Alina's friend is working there as trainee. Since she needs some model for her training, I decided to go for it. I know I'm daring especially when hair is every girl's precious! But nevertheless I still went for it as I really need to do something about my hair.

The Salon is really classy and nice! Even the seats are unique from other salons. It really brings out the professionalism.

Waited for very long and decided to head for food after Alina was done. Off to Far East to eat and around 2.45pm, we're back in the salon. Instead of Alina's friend who supposed to cut for me, another guy took over instead as she already has 3 models. My hairstylist is Derrick, someone who's shy but nice and gentle. :D

He started off by introducing himself and telling me what problems I have. TOO THICK in short. I agreed on that and tada, he started off by washing my hair and trim my hair. More layers now and I really love it.

With guidance from the senior, he was engrossed in how his coach cut.

After 2 hours, both Carla and I finally done with our hair. We were quite satisfied with our hair. My first time being so satisfied. Of course my hair was also touched up by the director. :D He really knows what I want. Thank god!

Took a photo with my hair stylist. :D He's cute though and shy~

Camwhored in the toilet after that.

I will definitely patronised them again if I've the money. But I think it's worth it. :D Especially if it's senior:D

Comex Show

My first time working at IT roadshow. Comex show was tiring but fun. I met some nice colleagues and talked to them to pass time. Sales for me definitely increased over the 4 days. It was a good experience for me and I'm glad to work for Microsoft.

Sean, JianRong, Felix, Terrell and JJ came down to support me on Friday. :D Really happy that they came though they didn't buy anything. At night when closing, Nic came down too. :D

Darren and Jo came down the next day. Followed by Shihui and her bf!

It's really nice to see your friends coming down.

Sandra also worked at comex show! I only knew it on the second day when I saw her at imation booth! On the last day of work, we met and went to work together.

Took some photos with my colleagues.

Evelyn! We only knew that we're from the same poly on the last day! HAHA!

Brought along my polaroid and snap with Sandra!

Went back to booth and took with the guys.

Seng Guan, Kevin.

This is the booth that I was mending throughout the 4 days.

Seng Guan - always joke around with him.

ZEKE!! Don't he look like zhabor? With long lashes. *envy*

Didn't manage to take photo with Elise though. But anyway, the 4 days past very fast but fun. I guess I will continue to work at IT show in future.

Love in Disguise

The day started off with Alina calling me and I was still sleeping at home when the show was about to start! Both me and her were panicked and I quickly brush my teeth and went out after that. Cabbed down to Cine to watch love in disguise directed by Leehom. It was a nice movie! :D Although I missed out the first 30mins, it's very funny and nice! Rate 4/5

After that headed to aston for lunch. Camwhored again.

Alina.

Darren, Samson, Jiayi, Alina

After lunch, we decided to head to playnation to play wii. On the way, we saw this tree that has rain pouring. It really looks like one of the scene in Love in disguise. So Alina and I wanted to take photo with it.

Can you see the rainbow?

My favourite! Rain with rainbow!

Gangster in action.

Must have jumpshot!

super candid!

LEEHOM's movie!

Alina and I trying hard to pose as them.

We went to Orchard Central to camwhore again. Outing with AIZAI is always about camwhoring!

DAMN Nice to camwhore!

So, Samson left for dinner and the rest of us decided to head for a drink. We went to mos burger and ordered milk tea.

CAMWHORED YET AGAIN. Darren said it was 90 shots. Some of pic as below.

I like this cause we're acting cuteeeeeee!

More outings coming up and school's starting real soon. I missssss going school!

YOG at Conrad

2010-09-07T23:34:00.000+08:00

YOG is the first Olympic for the youth worldwide and Singapore is the first to have the honour to hold this big event. Given a small land of Singapore, I'm proud to be involved in YOG though many things happened over there. Food were commented etc. But nevertheless, it was indeed a good experience for us, the Singaporeans.

I'm not exactly volunteer cause I was a paid staff under Comfort Delgro. As a transport coordinator I/C, I was posted to Conrad Centennial Hotel to work with the transport desk people.

The Hotel staff and volunteers were nice people! They definitely had left a good impression in my memory. :D It was a pleasure to work with them throughout YOG. We talked, we slacked, we played, we explored, we ate, we gossiped! Our favourite pastime was to wait till 8pm and queued up to buy the half-priced pastries. For me, over that few weeks, I bought 10 slices of cakes and 1 birthday cake. Definitely sinful but luckily these didn't contribute to my weight. :D

We had a mini gathering one of the days that I was off. That was the time when Leehom came to Singapore and happened to stay at Conrad! I was so elated and looking forward to see him! Another korea band, CN Blue also stayed at the same hotel!

The gathering was a short and sweet one with Conrad volunteers and us, PVS. The pineapple cake was our retreat.

The cake was okay. Didn't manage to get the strawberry cheese cake though. Otherwise it would be superb!

We camwhored~

GIRLS! But not all though. Dear Xin Yi wasn't there. :(

We took photos with the NOC from Ireland! :D

The guys! :D

Nazia Darling :D We always stayed in the resting room together and talked about what we dreamt. Inception!

Karen, Nazia and I :D

The few of us at Conrad with the reporter from Dubai, Mr Hassan, who always took PVS from us. Our loyal client !

I managed to take a few photos of LEEHOM! :D

I think his fans are well disciplined! Didn't scream or shout like CN Blue's fans!

I'm like standing next to him to take photo of him but he's tooooo...URGH!

Karen, Weiqiang(my bus partner)

My guys: Guo Long, Zahid.

Our next hideout was PANPAC! Nazia brought the few of us to PANPAC to play with the capsule lift! It was fun! At least I enjoyed it and felt refreshed after the ride!

Wanted to take a group photo of my team but then it was not successful. There's always missing people!

Here's missing Guolong

This one was missing of Zahid!

Karen, my dear girl who can talk with me for soooo long and she's the one who doesn't make my day boring :D

Sean! Always the one who crap with me and on the last few days of work, he's the one who accompany me and talked to me when I was down. Thanks buddy!

Kok Wee! Had breakfast, lunch and dinner with him once! :D My partner who's always with me at resting room. :D We always felt tired at almost the same timing.

Zahid's brother, Khairul, who took over zahid for the last 3 days.

Xinyi, dear girl :D We can talk alot too. Same school as well. Wee~

"HUNTER"! His name is Hanther. One of the Conrad staff selling mooncakes! He's really a nice guy. :D

Last but not least, we took a photo with the Singer at the hotel! Her voice's great!

YOG enables me to meet new friends, talked to different race, different nationalities and even met Japanese Family! :D Will post their photo later. :D

Really enjoyed myself during YOG days. I miss Conrad!

2010-08-30T01:21:00.003+08:00

Very nice! :D Love in Disguise is a nice movie !

2010-08-30T01:18:00.003+08:00

I'm trying to stay a little more positive since I can't change anything.

2010-08-27T23:10:00.001+08:00

I don’t like this feeling, definitely.

2010-08-27T01:28:00.000+08:00

Isn't this nice? It's AIZAI + Alina drawn by Darren. Great talent he has. Chibi version of us though the chibi don't really look like me. But I like LAO DA! :D Really nice and Nic's version look the same as his real self. :D

I'm gonna pester Darren to draw a portrait of me soon! HAHA. A Chibi version to look forward to!

2010-08-25T01:58:00.007+08:00

23 Aug, Kelly's Birthday

Kelly's birthday celebration was different this year. We did not go to any shopping mall to have our dinner. Instead, it became an outdoor activity. I was responsible for making the card. Thus, after work, I went up to the resting room and started my card making.

I only had a pen, 4 pieces of limited color construction paper, a pair of scissors and a double sided tape. It was really hard for me to stick the tape on the alphabet and as a result, my nails cracked.

I used my favourite theme color, pink and polka dots as the main decoration which would add on to the sweetness.

This is the cover page :D My first attempt to complete a birthday card by myself without any help and idea. I really like it a lot. A success one I would say.

Birthday wishes are also written by me though the content is by the 2 of them. I think our photos look nice :D

After 2 hours, I finally completed it with satisfaction. Went down to collect my cake before meeting them. Btw, the Chief Concierge was kind enough to give me staff discount :D Specially for me only.

All of us were late and kelly lost her way but luckily, we found her :P So we proceed to our venue. Walked to Esplanade and dine there with shelter as there's abit of drizzle. So our dinner was....

SHAR's HOMEMADE FOOD! POTATO SALAD and RICE BALL! It's very nice! The potato salad is really nice!

We caught up with each other while eating. It was really fun to gather and gossip again!

Soon, it was time for cake cutting else the cake will turn even softer.

Conrad's signature, Chocolate Royal Hazelnut Crunch

As we were near the stage and many people were sitting down, an idea stroked me! I asked everyone to see birthday song with us! :D and yes, everyone was great. They sang along with us!

Group photo time!

Birthday girl

The cake is not a cake because it's cream with biscuit. It was nice on the first few bite but definitely it would not be nice if the cake's portion is big. As per photo above, imagine I had to eat one quarter.. We forced ourselves to finish the cake and finally....

CLEARED!!

Aftermath, we walked around while waiting for the food to be digested. Took a few pictures.

The night ended off with me sleeping on the bus from the moment I board the bus till I alighted.

AIZAI Outing - Kbox @scape 220810

Aizai outing to kbox this time round. Met some of them earlier and we went to XinWang while waiting for Nic. Order mango dessert before we order our main course.

Nic came and we had our dinner at Xinwang.

A group photo before meeting Joelle.

Scape's kbox is not bad and what shocked me was, their charges are different as compared to the standard kbox rates. Scape is counted as per hour rate based on the room. We have to pay first before checking in. Nice experience though. Each of us paid $11 without any drinks.

The room was different too. Not the usual sofa that you see in kbox.

Let photos take over me then.

The night ended off with craziness!

NI HEN MEI!

YE TAI MEI!

TONG TAI MEI!

2010-08-24T23:01:00.000+08:00

National Day, Aug 9

It was National Day with AIZAI! :D This time, Alina joined us too. We met in the afternoon and lunched together before heading to chop the place for photoshoot.

I joined them slightly later for lunch because I need to go for a briefing with YOG. Lunch was at Jus acia. I had my most filling lunch ever - dory cheese. So cheesy! They started camwhored a little.

Was waiting for my food to be served.

Alina at the right side.

After that, we went to buy some titbits before going to esplanade. Esplanade area was hot and there were quite a handful of people there. Finally we managed to find a spot that is not so hot. Alina and I started to stone and nua-ing.

Saw this girl using an umbrella and sitting down so I quickly snap this beautiful picture of her.

Feeling bored, Alina stretched out her hands and we started camwhored!

Candid shot when I didnt notice.

AIZAI always like to take candid shots but they are nice most of the time. The afternoon past quickly as we started to playMRT yet again. As a result, my thigh turned blue black because 5 people whacked me at the same time. But it was fun, no doubt:D

A photo with OGL, Joelle!

Girls!

Then, it was our favourite shot - jump shot. As usual, I zhao geng.

Zilian section next.

It was closed to evening. Joelle and Terence taught me some technique on how to take nice scenery.

I took a photo of the CROWD. LOOK at the picture below.

Singapore's really a Multi nation country. BUT how many Singaporean can you spot there?

MBS.

FIREWORKS SHOTS

I took some snapshots of the fireworks but I wasnt fast enough to capture nice ones though..

Fireworks are like glimpse of hopes..

2010-08-13T02:08:00.014+08:00

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST

SIM PHOTOGRAPHY CAMP DAY 1

We were supposed to assemble at 1030am at HQ. Due to the heavy rain, the games and camp were delayed and as a result, we have to start late. Everyone put their stuff at the hostel before setting off for amazing race. I was in group 4 - Snap aka AIZAI! Joelle is our OGL and my group consist of Joanne, Terence, Nicholas, Darren and I. But Darren was not with us throughout the amazing race as he had something on.

Before we set off to our first stop, we have to solve a photo puzzle. It really took us quite sometimes as the clouds were unable to distinguish. To add on, the toning made it even harder. Somewhat we managed to complete it and we began our journey. First stop: We went to one of the place at the hostel to ask for help on our clue.

The people there were nice to help us checked and in the end, we decided to head to Helix Bridge which is our first stop. We walked to the bus stop and Yishan's group was already there but they had no clue to their first stop. Thus, they have to do forfeit. :/

We were trying to find out the shortest and fastest way to our destination. By then, April's group had arrived at the bus stop. This added on to the competitiveness. We tried to digress them and gave them false information as we do not want to be the last group.

In the end, we took bus + train.

This is our first group photo. It's a reflection of AIZAI at the MRT station.

When we reached Helix, it was closed due to YOG so we quickly set off to the next location - FLYER!!

Our OGL was slow and we chionged for the traffic but she didn't!

The traffic light was slow and thus, we took a photo of her as an evidence that she might drag us down!

After that, we would ensure that she's in front. At FLYER, we came across a monkey and asked Joelle to pose for us.

Don't they look alike? They're cute right?

A quick snapshot of the flyer.

Mission: We need to take a group photo with a group of tourists so I approached the tourists and they were kind enough to help us!

Picture On the way to MRT

After that, we were at the underpass to Esplanade when we saw the drawings on the wall. So here we go again! Camwhored!

Joelle saw the lift at the esplanade and wanted us to take the lift instead. So we had a group photo there as well.

We are a bunch of camwhorers! HAHA

The first couple we spotted was .....

TADA! Terence and Joanne! Isn't it sweet? Joelle, Nicholas and I were the Paparazzi!

This photo was taken at the Parliment house. I think it was taken by Nicholas.

We had a jump shot!

After that, we went to Fort Canning (which reminds me of the SP night). We have to solve the puzzle yet again and need to find the place to take photo.

As usual, I camwhored and they labelled me as camwhorer. HAHA

Hope I can own a DSLR soon!

When we were about to reach our destination, I saw Shihui's group! Excited as always, I waved to her continuously!

TADA! I grabbed her and took a photo yet again! :)

This is the place! It's quite stylo. The bangala who directed us to this place did not lie to us! Because of what I said to them, Nicholas famed me by saying that I'm racist =.="

hehe. Camwhore~

Another one!

So we finally went back to hostel after the last station. Luckily we were the second group to reach the hostel. :D

April came by our room and I grabbed her to camwhore!

In the room, we were adding each other on facebook and Darren was there too. So one of them ask me for my name and I said, "you dont know how to spell one lah". Then I took over and search for my name. Then they started calling me CHAI LENG in English. I got agitated because most of my friends called me in chinese name. Due to my overly-reaction, they began to bully me. Almost all the campers know my name. I became famous overnight, thanks to them. But it was fun with them though. Entertainment!

BBQ and I started asking them to play MRT and Niu Nai. :D Then they made fun of me again. HAHA. Forfeited and did some funny stuff. After that we had our SP thingy again. I knew who my SP was but a pity he didn't know who I am. HAHAHA. Everything ended at midnight and we can OTOT.

Taken with the 2 of them, Yishan and Shihui :P

Polaroid that Nicholas helped us to take! Thanks! :D

Went over to the guy's hostel and we played some games. Only manage to go back to our rooms at 6 and slept less than 2 hours.

DAY 2

My energy level was very low and I felt like I'm a handphone! LOW BATT. Had our breakfast and we went out to take photos. Pictures below will do all talkings.

Terence

Nicholas

nice! :D

Darren trying to make me look like Sailormoon.

What are they trying to do?

OGL Joelle! ZAI~

My partner!

Girls~

We went back and had our lunch. After that, they started to play MRT again. I was Tai Seng because I thought it would be more unique. But they sabo me and kept calling tai seng. My laps were blue black because 3 beat 1.

After that we had photo sharing session.

Presenting to them why we took that photo.

It was time for announcing the best group. The guys that time were still teasing me. Then they started to compose a cheer for me and even had a song. At that time, I did a wrong move by daring them to sing the song and cheers. If our group won 3rd, then they won't sing and cheer. So I prayed hard and after going through all the groups, I was even sure that my group should be getting 3rd place.

But luck wasn't on my side. When Felix announced the 3rd, the rest of the members in my group cheered loudly as no matter whether we win or lose, they can do the cheer. 2nd and 3rd were announced and left with 1st place. ~~Marymount~~ Alina said confirmed is group 4 which is us because she wanted to see good show.

Guess what?

We won.
Unexpectedly.
They cheered.
I wanted to dig a hole.

That's how I felt. So embarassing!

My face was so red and attention was on our group.

Group photo...

They started singing and laughing and cheering.

Best Team - prize is the miniature DSLR keychain with a snap sound when press the button.

Of course it emits light too!

Whole of campers and seniors.

Everything ended well and smooth. It was fun, no deny. I was being sabo for most games and definitely, the cheers which stunned everyone. Luckily there's no video. Otherwise, :/

Photoframe plus prize.

SUPER LONG post but I guess it will be neater this way. :]

Will be back soon. Working again later on.

2010-08-08T02:24:00.000+08:00

Finally, this marks the end of my 2 most important exam. Indeed, I have experienced Uni’s exam style and definitely learnt a lot from it. I really hope those who took the same exam with me would pass smoothly. I’ve no extra money for extra modules!

Yesterday(7th Aug), I met up with D at Westmall and had our lunch at one of the Japanese stall beside Mos Burger. We wanted to try out the new stall ever since we discover the new place. The food was quite nice. Don is still the best though. After that, took 106 and headed down to Ris Carlton Hotel. D alighted halfway because he can go shopping while waiting for me. I was so muddle headed that I miss the stop! In the end, I have to alight at MBS. As I was already late, I tried to hail for a cab. The driver was really good. He drove one round and found that the road is also blocked at the other side. So he drove back to the original place where I board the cab and told me to walk to Ris Carlton. DAMN. Because of YOG they blocked out the whole road and made me pay $7 for nothing.

I was LATE for close to an hour. I almost burst into tears because I don’t like the feeling of LATE especially when it’s related to work. I think it really reflects badly on the person’s personality. But the in charge was really nice and I kept apologized to him. Did not want to go into detail on how I walked from one place to another because I’m way pissed off.

The meeting ended at about 4pm and when I was walking towards Marina Square, guess what? I saw SERENE! I was very excited when I saw her because it has been zillion years since I last saw her. Actually I notice her bf first before spotting her. But anyway, I was very happy for the past few weeks because I saw many many people that brightened up my day!

Ever since I entered SIM, I saw a lot of people, in school and outside school.

- Bindy
- Elaine
- Jin Fu/ Jin Gui
- Clare
- Serene
- My ex colleagues!

But sad to say, I’ve yet seen my besties by coincidence! Really hope we can meet up soon but it’s really hard especially I’m starting work next Tuesday.

I feel so light hearted now.

2010-08-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

24th July 2010, Sook Fong's Farewell

Yet another farewell, this time round Sook Fong is going back to her hometown and might not come back for good. Well, at least she will be happier going back to own country. Before her BBQ in the morning, I was still thinking if I should go because I was kinda tired as there's lesson in the morning. On top of that, I did not have enough rest.

But Jiaoni encourages me to go and it's really a right choice to go! Really grateful. :D

Took 966 down to East Coast. Stopped at NTUC to get the remaining necessities that were missed out. Headed back to East Coast. Started camwhored with Pooi Fong and BeeLim Love.

两位美女~

Pooifong和我。

Again！

Next up is with BeeLim小姐。

As we were walking to the pit, I saw quite a few kites. It reminded me of the time at Marina Barrage with Jiaoni, Tingting and Boon Thai. :( When can we meet again?

Manage to take one of the kites and saw the cobra kite as well.

When we reached the pit, Sookfong's friends have started BBQ. So after awhile, we took over the pit. Pooi Fong and Bee Lim became the "Chef". HAHA while my responsibility was to eat. :P

Before Sook Fong gets really busy, I had a few snaps with her. :D

She's always the funny girl that I know and the first person who click with me :D

After both chefs got bored with the BBQ, we decided to stroll along the beach. Took out our slippers and walked on the soft sand. Nature is really AWESOME! We came across sand castle and got really excited because it's nice! So I took some photos with the castle.

See, it's nice and very detailed. One day, I hope my home can be this BIG and GRAND! :D

Time really past quite fast and it was already night time. Both of them continued to BBQ while I took some photos. (That's me) ><

Waiyee captured the moon and the effect was really nice. I like the feeling - mysterious.

Some shots with girls!

Our punishment from Indian Poker. Need to drink Nuptial Wine! It's Chivas.

Slowly, my face is getting red. So whose face is redder?

We were trying to pose nicely for our drink but it's all candid shots which I find it funny! :D

Everything ended at about 10pm and we had a group photo before leaving.

SOOOOOO many of us. It was really fun.

Sook Fong's now in Ipoh already. Wish her ALL THE BEST though she won't see this anyway.

Will be back for photography camp update! Still compiling photos though. :D

2010-08-07T01:35:00.004+08:00

As promised, I'm back already! Here's 1/4 of the update before I go to sleep.

SIM UOL BASH 22/07/2010

Bash was at Supperclub so met the girls at around 8plus and we were in the toilet for very long. :D Was happy to make the right choice by going for Bash because I've never gone clubbing with so many people that I know of! :D

Had touch-up and helped the 2 girls with their makeup though I'm seriously suck at it. :( HuiJing and Yin Mei joined us after "abandoning" OG19. :D And so, we camwhored again! :D

5 girls, I like the reflection effect. No PP for your information.

When we are FINALLY done, we began hunting for CHEESECAKE because I need to fill my stomach with cheese, in case of something :D Had a quick snack at Starbuck before we met up with OG19. Took a group photo (girls) before we set off to our destination.

And.. There's 3 other guys with us as well

I really like Maybelle's DSLR! It's soooooo clear. Really hope I can own one too :(

When we reached Supperclub, all we did was to wait and wait and wait. I totally have no idea who we were waiting for. It was so hot and HuiJing started taking photo and so.. we also took a few photos but it was awful :( Totally unglam!

Only photo which I think is okay.

We went to queue after !@#$%^&*years and finally got into the club. Took few photos and had few drinks.

See our face, Don't know how to describe. HAHA!

Before we head to the dance floor, we saw APRIL! So we shared and bought cranberry volka and finished it. CRAZY night and I was teasing Yishan all the way! :D FUN FUN!

But there were some despo guys too =.=" So we shift and shift to other side. Overall was fun. Around 3plus am, we decided to head home as all of us were tired. Cabbed with Huijing, Yinmei and Yishan. All WEST area! YAY!

Reached home at 4am. Luckily Dad did not lock the notch else I would be locked outside.

26/7/2010, KBOX

It was KBOX day with the girls again! And I dyed my hair again with D's help again! Thankssssssss! At least now it's much much more obvious than before. :D

I was late and we had dinner at pastamania. Dessert came in right after my dinner because I didn't eat a thing for the whole day. =.= We had my favourite yogurt with oreo topping!

I simply love FROLICK! :D

Before we left Frolick, I wanted to take a group photo so I approached one of the guys and the other guy wanted to take with us but the photo was taken badly. :( Ohwells, at least there's a photo! HHA!

His attempt to take photo with us!

We went to Kbox on time and most of the songs for that night was JAY CHOU! HAHA! Huijing's voice was really good. Guess I've the lowest voice. HOHO. Pictures shall do the talking.

Shihui and I <3

HUIJING! :D

I don't know what is this but Trio?

Group photo! :)

I'll be back for Part 2. :D Stay tune people!

2010-08-02T18:41:00.002+08:00

Will be back for updates soon after my exam! :D

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE! :D

2010-07-24T00:39:00.004+08:00

Recently my life has been fulfilling and I've started to blog more often now. Probably there's a sudden urge of doing so :D Nevertheless, it's fun yet tiring these few days. Really enjoyed myself. Time doesn't seem to stop for me.

Bash was fun with the girls though I missed out joining AWESOME but it's still fun with the girls :D Shall upload the photos real soon.

Exam is round the corner and I've to put aside all my activities first. Fortunately, I've started studying every now and then. Cleared some doubts but I still have mountains of questions and doubts to clear! I deserved this cause sometimes I was late for merely less than 15 minutes and lecturer already started. *suck thumb* Hopefully I can pass econs! Seriously because I don't intend to bring in any calculator. God bless!

Lesson tml starts at 8.30am. Hopefully I won't be late! :X

Learnt: Friends are the ones who encourage you and motivate you when you're in ups and downs. THANK YOU! :D I looked at the sky today, again :D

2010-07-22T15:20:00.006+08:00

UPDATE: FOD, FOC, 2nd FOD19 Outing!

FOD 1/7/2010

FOD was fun. I met quite a few people and they were nice :D It was a short but nice experience at FOD. OGLs were great too. The color for that day was orange! Reminded me of ANNOYING ORANGE! ><

That was during games time. Everyone has to be squeezed into a small pathetic piece of newspaper. Look at my face and you'll know.

FOC 12/7/2010 - 14/7/2010

Foc was fun as well. 10 girls, 10 guys all in GREEN! :D We're the AWESOME! That was the first day when we have to assemble at Vivocity while waiting for the rest to come before heading to Sentosa.

I guess the most memorable and nicest game is CAPTAIN BALL! But instead of ball, it's chicken. Nevertheless, it was fun!

Originally, the chicken was in a piece..

But when it was close to 2nd half of the game, the chicken broken into 2 pieces. I was shocked when I caught the chicken. ><"

Breakfast, lunch and dinner was together with AWESOME!

Throughout the whole camp, I was the one leading the cheers. Everyone who know me were like, "eh you damn high leh". HAHA.

Anyway, FOC was all about Match making session! ><

My SP is right behind me.

3 days of camp has passed so it was time to bid goodbye.

Few more shots before we left Dairy Farm.

Our bunk..

The AWESOME GIRLS!

This was taken on 2nd day at Amazing race! We rocks!

2nd FOD19 Outing 19/7/2010

Finally I can go on outing with OG19 because I wasn't able to make it on the first outing due to bridging course. :(

Met up with the other 3 girls for super short last min shopping for BASH.

In the end, we didn't buy anything. :(

So trained down to cityhall to meet the rest for dinner + bowling. Dinner was good. We had pizzahut. My breakfast + lunch + dinner. On the way to Superbowl, we saw Tingting's favourite, DOMO! So I suggested to take a photo together with DOMO.

Domo is so cute :D It's sooooo big!

Basically, the outing is just mainly for 6 of us? We were into our own dream. HAHA!

Group photo of the day. :D Yisong's emo-ing.

Alright, TINGTING! I've finally share with you my orientation! Next will be yours soon! :D

2010-07-18T20:25:00.001+08:00

I was browsing through my past blog posts and was rather appalled by the tremendous number of posts I used to update. Yet now whenever I wanted to post something, my mind totally went blank. Was it just me or blogger, it does seems to have the power to suck out all my thoughts once I reach the new post page.

In fact, I do have A LOT of thoughts to pour into my tiny weeny winy blog. I wanted to proudly say this: I’ve FINALLY talked to BELOVED TING(: during econs lesson that day! YAY! Both of us were equally excited about seeing each other online and definitely we MISS each other. (: Seriously I felt so much better after pouring out my nothings and nothings to Ting. Really glad that she’s there for me. Just like when we were doing projects. Oh man, I really miss project times.

Haven been recovered from camp yet and I think I have post camp symptoms. AWW. Anyhow, I guess I have neglected many of my friends. 在这里说声对不起！I’ll catch up with you girls real soon! At least after this week and before my exam. But I will be super busy again after exam cause of YOG. (: really looking forward to running an event. YAY! Okay, I ‘m still plain lazy to collate all the photos from camp. I’ll do it when I have the time!

Outing with FOD19 and short shopping time with shihui and co:D tomorrow!

BASH on thurs!

因为有你，开心才可以是这么简单 :):):) This phrase really encourage us! :) Thanks for reminding my dear friend!

A quick update!

2010-07-16T15:44:00.002+08:00

I'm back from camp! It seems like I was disconnected from the world in the last 3 days during camp. Camp was okay, with the AWESOME OG and OGL!! We're awesome!! Will be back with pictures and a full post about the camp. Stay tune because I'm rushing off to tuition soon!

2010-07-11T01:03:00.002+08:00

It's not a good sign that I'm updating every now and then. Especially when my updates are not here.

2010-07-10T00:40:00.001+08:00

Was it me or was it because I'm busy? I almost forgot someone's birthday... :'(

SUCKS. I hope God is fair.

2010-07-09T03:08:00.001+08:00

I teared when I saw someone's blog just now. Really touched..

2010-07-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

My aim is:

Money work for me AND not I work for money.

Let it be true soon!

2010-07-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

Upcoming events for me:

12/7-14/7: FOC! :D:D:D Really lucky to be selected! :D

22/7: BASH!

30/7-31/7: CAmP!

:D:D:D:D

Ting! My life's gonna be busy for these events! Hope you're doing fine over at Melbourne! :D Go for camps and meet new friends! I've met some awesome friends during FOD. :D Miss ya and this post is specially for you to see my latest update!

Remember to tune in for my updates (both) :P

2010-07-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

GOOD NEWS! I'm selected for the camp! :) Stay tune for my update. Off to study :D

2010-06-28T01:29:00.002+08:00

I'm so not going to think about what's going to happen in the next few days. MEOW~

I love & hate you, TIME!

Think I'm going crazy because of the tons of work from work. The data entry is never ending, as always for me and yet pay is coming into my pocket soon so if I didnt submit on time, some pay will be delayed D:

I hope no one will disturb me tml. BLESS Me.

2010-06-28T01:06:00.001+08:00

Merely less than 3 days.. I hope time can stop for us, for once.

I need TIME.

2010-06-14T23:55:00.000+08:00

Started working as a surveyor. What I can say is, it is really a very tiring job as you need to tolerate people's nonsense and still able to smile back at them and continue asking questions even if they are reluctant. Target meeting is always the killer for many, especially if you cannot meet the target. You will feel so awful.

For me, it worked well and smooth initially. I'm not sure for the rest of this month but I believe with my determination, I can do it. That's customer service for you.

Because of this job, I did not sleep the entire night last night. Instead, I only manage to sleep at 10plus today. Thus I did not head to office to meet my supervisor. The data entry is a pain to me! I rather go house by house and get aching all over. :(

I need to get a bag real soon. My shoulder hurts. :(

More :( :( :( is this 2 months will be real busy with stuff and Dear also will be busy. Guess it's really hard for us to meet now. :(

14/06/2010, our anniversary but I almost forgot all about it until night time then I realised. This made me feel so sad. :( It really dawn on me that we should do something to this! But everything must end first before going to the next step :D

原来等待只能是等待

2010-06-07T20:31:00.003+08:00

有些人，有了荣华富贵却在感情上受了创伤。

而有些人，什么都没有却只有温柔的爱情。

一些人对于感情很执着，却没把真心话说出来。

那为什么还不说出来？

错过了机会，就再也没办法弥补了。

我偶然看到莫个人的部落，觉得好伤心。甚至掉了眼泪。真希望那个人能勇敢的面对。。

I'm not sure as a friend, am I really good.. How can I pick up this friend of mine...

I know the communication between both of us are not strong enough and whenever I've problem, you're not the first person to know. That's work the same way for you too. But I know someone else will be there to comfort you too. But remember, I'm always here. :)

Just wanna pen down some thoughts here. Please don't ask me what happen. :)

不要后悔你做过的抉择。。

2010-06-06T23:48:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was an eventful day at the child care with Elena and Ting Ting. It was fun. We were in charge of outdoor activities – Captain’s ball and dog&bone. The kids were rough and tough. I know they have been enjoying themselves although they did quarrel. When I saw them playing, I have the sudden urge of playing Captain’s ball too. It has been zillion years since I last played and I missed it so much especially the victory won during secondary school days. It really brings many memories to me. Still reminiscing…

After that, Ting Ting and I went town. She shopped with me while waiting for Dear. We had a good talk : ) Ting Ting also spotted Jiaoni at Wisma so they waited for sweet before going off. I always thought Ting Ting is taller than him but then, I was wrong. Damn HAPPY! So Dear went shopping with me but I didn’t get anything despite GSS. Oh wells, I’ve been eyeing something from online. A few shorts + dress + accessories. :D Shall get it before the spree closes.

Many things happened these few days. Many of you have heard about it so I shall skip the details. After club and hangover, finally I have sorted out my feelings. We have come to a mutual agreement on certain things and I believe this time it will work out somehow. I believe through this incident, he will treasure me more like how I cherish him : ) I would not make the same mistake again and I know communication is the key that torn us apart in the past. But now, all I can say is : )

Being on job hunting these days. I have lowered down my expectation too. Hopefully someone can offer me a job as soon as possible. Otherwise I would turn crazy at home doing nothing. :(

I was quite sickish today especially the symptoms came right after I reached home from yesterday. Slept quite a lot today and yet my headache still couldnt go away. The weather's so bad these days! Second time falling sick this year! :( Everyone please drink more water :D:D

Till then!

2010-06-03T03:06:00.006+08:00

Thursday, 27 May 2010

It's finally School of BA graduation! The 3 years spent in school were definitely irreplaceable. Regardless of the happy, sad, angry, worried feelings that we have, it's all our beautiful memories in NGEE ANN POLY! Thanks to all my friends, group mates and peers who are there for me :) you guys were great and definitely we have learnt something from each other :)

Flowers, bears and family members were there to support the graduates. For me, I've none but was shocked that dayuan, seeyui and Anthony were there :) Thanks Da yuan and see yui for the bear :)

Those are the friends

GIRLS!

Me!!

After that, Jiaoni, Yan ying and I went for our celebration part 1. We went to KAP Mac to eat. Chatted alot and :):);) Home sweet home.

Saturday, 29 May 2010

Fish and Co with BIT PEEPS and LEcturers also joined us! :D:D Not very interactive though. Tingting, Elena and Yanhua didn't join us. The theme was Italian Mafia so 3 of us wore black!

First time that 3 of us wore black together :) Dark angels :)

Following that, chilled at Ben and Jerry before heading to Zirca. In the end, I was the only girl with 3 guys. =.= Zirca's song that night was house music and it was boring~~ Probably cause I'm only girl. So we headed to Rebel and it really excited us! Managed to get a table and the guys order 2 bottles of Martel. Bottom up 3 cups and we started dancing and gotten really high. I didn't control my drinking and after awhile, I was drunk cause I felt the giddiness. The next moment was.. I puked.

Stayed in the toilet for very long until someone dragged me out. When I was much conscious, Dear was already hugging me tightly. He was waiting for me all the while. So I had a severe headache and worst hangover. :(

Monday, 31 May 2010

Last day of work and my gastric wasnt feeling better. Probably because of the alcohol. I was kind of sad because I might not have the chance to see my colleagues again. They are really nice people who always take care of me and helped me whenever I need. The day ended very fast. :( I was officially out of job :(

Went to waraku@marina square after work with them. It was nice and they were joking happily as always. I guess I would really miss their jokes :) After that went bowling :)

Tuesday, 1 June 2010

After few days, I finally took Graduation photo with my family! :) This is to make up for that day as they did not attend. I really love my family ~~ Photos as below.

I know I'm shortest.

Papa

Mama

Shuai ge

Finally took decent photos with my family :)

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

Also took photo with Dear.

We went back to NP to return the Graduation Robe. Headed off to Plaza Sing and watched Shrek :) NICEEEEEE and Meaningful!

To end off, here's a picture with Dear~~ It's 4.11am now, I'm so dead and sorry for the broken english cause I'm sick of waiting and typing.

Find me a job!!

2010-05-21T10:51:00.001+08:00

LOOK at my JUNE AND JULY schedule. T.T
Yellow: Maths bridging course
Green: Econs bridging

CRIES~
Plus there's tuition~~~

2010-05-19T10:47:00.002+08:00

Saturday, 15 May 2010

On this day, it was a special day for Darren because it’s their solemnization! This was my first time attending a ROM at home. Interesting and fun experience. When I saw how shy the couples were, I chuckled. It was a blissful ceremony for them. Everyone was very happy that they finally married! It’s a pity that I would not be joining them for the wedding dinner at Malaysia in June.

Catching up with my ex colleagues was great. We had lots of fun and took some photos. I was camera-shy that day, I don’t know why. The dinner was great too! But it was very hot and I was lucky that I didn’t wear that denim jacket out. Otherwise, I would be showering with sweats. Aftermaths, we wanted to go KTV but the rates were too high so we loitered around BB. Went to mac@westmall and slacked with them. I was playing with Darren’s SLR and I hope one day I could own it too. But my achievable wishlist is to get Polaroid first.

I am sad to know that Sook Fong is going back to her home town. I will miss her dearly. (L)

Monday, 17 May 2010

I left work early to go down NP to verify my documents and submit the SIM application form. I met MAD(Melaine) in school and we had a nice chat. It’s really nice to catch up with her. J We can talk about anything and everything under the sun. She was nice to accompany me to walk to SIM while waiting for MS CHEN LI XIA. After that, we parted and Lixia and I headed to the LT. Total loss for that day was $1070 + 60pounds. I wasn’t that heartache. Either I am too rich to bother or I am crazy. But I think it’s the latter.

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

I ACHIEVED MY SHORT TERM GOAL!
#4 Engage with my two lovely twins

Lesson was great and I believe that they learnt a lot from the game I invented! It was really a sense of accomplishment. They also enjoyed themselves! They even suggested to play similar games using timetable. Greatly impressed by their initiatives. The twins are really cute sometimes. I was quite satisfied with the younger’s result. Definitely, I was relieved when their mother told me their results have improved ever since I taught them. Hopefully that’s the case :)
When I reached home, I received the parcel! YAY! It’s very very pretty. :) Kudos to the shop owner!

I hope my brother would work harder for his exam next semester. Do not give up even if you did not do well this time round. I believe with constant perseverance and effort, your result will be as good as last time. CHEERS!

**I dreamt of someone last night. Someone proposed to me in my dream. =.= I think I watched too much drama and might be because of the solemnization.

2010-05-14T11:15:00.001+08:00

DISCLAIMER: THIS POST IS VERY LONG

Sometimes, I think life is fair to me because I am enjoying the luxury of having things in my way and the things I wanted to achieve.
This is as below:

Intrinsic (most valuable)
- A wonderful and healthy family (though quarrels always occurred but it’s inevitable)
- A bunch of good friends who always stand by me when I need help
- A very nice boyfriend who can tolerate my nonsense and attitude
- A wonderful job with nice colleagues giving me advices
- A high pay job that can support my huge expenses
- My / family’s financial is making a comeback
- Lecturers and school mates who are there to help me when I encountered problems for projects in NP
- Friends who make the effort to celebrate birthdays with me every year and surprises every time

Extrinsic
- Having some savings despite spending thousands and thousands on emergency matters
- Owns a digital camera
- Owns a HTC Hero Phone
- Owns a laptop
- Owns a desktop
- Owns an iPod Touch
- Shared game hand-held console
- A mountain of clothes and shoes
- Owns branded leather goods
- Able to shop carefree though sometimes I would be on saving mode
- And the list goes on…

I know I am already very fortunate as compared to others. I always do know it in my mind. But because of human’s greed, I always felt it’s not enough. Maybe I should go do community services like my brother and my mindset might change.

Last time, even with only 1-2k in my bank, I would feel satisfied and contented. But as time passed, if I never hit the target that I set, I would feel miserable. $100-$200 in my wallet would always make me feel very rich but now, I’m not satisfied. I hope I can go back to the old days where I am satisfied easily. At least it would not make me feel harder to survive somehow.

Family always comes first to me and I love my brother. Not trying to praise myself, I think I am a good sister who will do revision with him. But because of my limited ability, either I do not know how to do or I fell asleep halfway through. But still, I would listen to his complaints, his happiness and troubles. This is what I think siblings are for – helping each other when needed and stand by them. Only then we will be close. Actually, what surprises me most is my mother. After knowing that I have a relationship, she did not oppose and wasn’t angry for hiding from her. She always never fails to surprise me. But I hope my mother and father can be more understanding towards each other.

Friends are also part of my life. They also stand an important weightage in my heart. I do not have many friends but I have a few good friends. That’s the most important for me. I always felt comforting to seek advice from them and sharing my sorrows and happiness to them too. Thanks my dear friends!

Last but not least, my dear boyfriend. I know I’ve been neglecting him a lot ever since don’t know when but I hope he knows how I feel to him.

Once in awhile, if I list down what I have in my life, it is really satisfying and comforting. Now, the goals for the next couple of months before start of school.

GOALS
#1 Start writing letters for Appeal if needed
#2 Revise with Brother at least once a week
#3 Go jogging in the evening at least once a week
#4 Engage with my two lovely twins
#5 Start looking for information on Japanese lesson
#6 Enroll for JLPT N4
#7 Search for job after this current job
#8 Register for Pilate course (hopefully wont clash with tuition again)
#9 Organise more outing for my friends!!

GOALS completed
#1 Sleep before 12am
#2 Cut down on chocolate intake (now only once/twice per month)
#3 Master the habit of think first before buying =)
#4 Have 3 meals per day

I shall stop here and will continue when I have the time. =)

2010-05-12T08:44:00.001+08:00

SIGH.

Young at heart

2010-05-11T14:33:00.001+08:00

Recently, I have been surfing net during my free time. Instead of the usual facebook, I hogged onto online shopping. That is, online window shopping. Other than clothes, I found some interesting sites that sell a variety of things. One particular site caught my attention which really brightened up my day and relieved all my troubles. It was my all time favourite – stationery! The diaries, notepads and STICKERS are all imported from Korea. The stickers are not available in Singapore as far as I know because I went to search for it last Saturday. Also, I found some Polaroid Lomo stickers and postcards! ^^ I guess people who received that would be very happy. But everything was out of stock! Not even preorder.

However, I manage to find another site selling even more Polaroid Lomo postcards and albums but it was from China/Hong Kong which I don’t even understand much of their Chinese. Sigh. Stickers are always my favourite since young. It really brings back a lot of memories. Till now, I get excited whenever I see a bundle of stickers in front of me. Guess I’m still young? ^^V I remembered when I was young, I would always learn spelling and got full marks for it so that my tutor would give me stickers. Till now, I still couldn’t resist the temptation. =/ Now I realized Singapore do not bring in different designs of stickers. I wonder why? Anyone has any recommendation or knows of any shops that sell interesting stickers can tell me. :D

Being super tired these days because I have to work in the day, tuition in the evening and revise with my brother at night. I hope by this week, I am able to be informed of my verdict. I don’t want to waste my 200bucks + refundable 1070bucks and create unnecessary hassle. Yes, I am lazy and don’t want invite unnecessary trouble. Just hope for the best! Today, tomorrow and Thursday! If not, NTU and SMU will be hearing from me, soon!

2010-05-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

I asked God the question, he replied me with the answer. I clarified for 2 times. The answer is still the same. I teared when I walked back home. How silly. For a trivial matter.

2010-04-27T00:23:00.001+08:00

I will get into NBS. I will get into NBS. I will get into NBS. I will get into NBS.

Shar, I'm being optimistics =) See my chanting here. HAHA

2010-04-26T15:47:00.003+08:00

Below are some shorts that I like :) Still considering whether to get it since I'm working most of the time and only get to wear it on weekends..

FAVOURITE! Look like skirt yet not skirt ^^

First time I would like this kind of printing for shorts. =)

This is a skirt by the way ^^ I like the fake denim^^ Still missing that exact color shorts from bugis. Don't have my size...

Kawaii desuyo!

Something which caught my attention - Checkered once more!

Gonna decide if I should get it soon. I've gotten my coach mini skinny! Will post it up next! Had soo many loots these days. But these loots still couldn't quench my thirst for more! Guess that's human nature - Greed. hehes.

2010-04-21T11:34:00.001+08:00

I’m going to stop thinking about university admission, at least for this week. I guess I have been too stressed and worried about my posting to university that pimples are surfacing to the world and saying Hi to my fellow friends. I just hope this time, God will let me have my way – NBS Business.

I want to thank My Dearest Bay Wan Ting for being patience enough to listening to my ranting and whining about the late response from all the universities. Without her listening to my whining, I think I would explode in no time. Like what she said, “Sometimes Life is unfair, our fate is in others’ hands” yes, I do agree with her. So I have no choice but to wait. Thanks BAY! Really appreciate it!

Monday was the start of school for poly students. Somehow it feels weird not to go school but rather, going to work. It really makes me miss school especially when I saw the photos of the juniors having fun at BIT Camp. Thinking back, 1 year ago, everyone was frustrating and fretting over the camp without much planning and cooperation among the campers, planning team and the game masters. But definitely it has been a great experience for greenhorn like me. This year’s camp was a success as I could see them playing happily and enjoying the fun. It made me envy and jealous somehow because I wasn’t at the camp to enjoy.

In one month’s time, it will be our official convocation! I’m really looking forward to it because I’m really proud to be in NP and of course, the awesome course, BIT with awesome friends that I’ve known! I want to wear the smelly gown and the hat! After that all of us can attend the party thrown by Boon. (:

Guess I have been too depressed and negative these days. I want to gain back all my cheerful self soon! So glad that there’s no outing from friends, else it will be weird with my current mood. HAHA!

Colleagues are actually wonderful! They always gave me good advice and encourage me. I’m pretty glad that everything is good now! (:

Been browsing through Japanese magazine online these days. I hope I can fly to Japan immediately and get their dope clothes! AHHHHH!

2010-04-18T12:29:00.002+08:00

Have been sleeping for many many hours ever since I was sick. Especially yesterday, all I did was to eat brunch and swallow medicine. After that slept for many hours. The routine starts all over again. Didn't have a nice sleep ytd cause I was coughing in the middle of the night. Plus I don't have voice!

Today was more or less feeling alot better except that I think my cough worsen. =.= This weekend was rather relaxed for me as I did not go out. Instead, I spent my time with my family well
(I supposed).

2010-04-16T15:56:00.001+08:00

Nothing can express my happiness now! Oh wait! People, don't misunderstand. I've not received NTU Letter yet. I hope it arrives soon. NBS PLEASE ACCEPT ME!

2010-04-15T09:15:00.002+08:00

Similar color that I saw it catchy! I'm still thinking if I should get it. Shall see how tomorrow! (:

2010-04-07T22:31:00.000+08:00

I don’t care what will happen next. But I hope I can get into local university and allocated to Business course. Finally I know what I really wanted to do in future. The road may be tough, it may be harder to survive but if I don’t try, I will live with regrets. I’m still young, so I can afford to take some risks. Also, I’m grateful that I’m working at this current company. Though sometimes boredom could kill me but I have learnt a lot from my colleagues. Unlike the other companies that I have went to, people in this department are very cooperative. They’re the exceptionally perfect group without much politics. Probably there’re more guys? They also gave me some insightful advice on university admission.

I’m really glad to have them even though many times I’m the only person in that department cause we’re from sales department. I couldn’t believe that I would actually take up this job because it’s more towards sales line. However, I enjoyed doing this job. I look forward to most everyday is lunch time. Not because I get to relax and eat but is to have lunch with my colleagues most of the time. Why? They are basically fun people! Something that I couldn’t get from my friends. They are special in their ways. Though we have distinct age gap, nevertheless, I love their jokes! Sometimes I wonder, have I grown older and mature in thinking? I seem to be able to blend into them and understand their whining about politics and some other gossips. Their topics are always interesting even though it’s not about fashion or girly stuff. To sum up, I really hope I can extend my stay there. Hope God can bless me.

Lastly, I took one more case of tuition assignment. This time is Kindergarten 2 boy. Mom said I’m very fated with boys. HAHA. Hopefully everything goes well.

God, please bless me. Let me earn more money. I’m willing to work extra harder than anyone. I don’t ask for winning lottery but I hope everything can come to an end soon.

PS: I think I’m a bad sister.

2010-04-07T13:33:00.002+08:00

I stumbled upon an article about Advertising, which I'm interested in. Here's extract of the jobs available for consideration.

The Suit:
- Officially known as account executives, account managers or account directors.
- Receives brief from client and communicates client’s marketing strategy to the creative and media departments.
- Responsible for overseeing the entire ad campaign, including budget issues.
- May also be tasked with developing new businesses for the agency.
- Ideal qualities: strategic thinker, fluent communicator, excellent presentation skills, ability to multi-task and cope well under pressure.
- Ideal qualifications: degree or diploma in business, commerce or marketing.

The Creative:
- Advertising writers are officially known as copywriters.
- Designers are officially known as graphic designers or art directors.
- Being a wordsmith and/ or design whiz with many years of advertising experience can win you the coveted role of creative director.
- The creative director, copywriter, art directors and/ or designers work in a tight-knit team to produce ideas for the campaign.
- Ideal qualities: creativity, ability to accept criticism, ability to produce winning concepts despite tight deadlines, good visual sense, adept at coining catchy headlines and slogans.
- Ideal qualifications: a degree in English or Mass Communications for copywriters. A degree or diploma in graphic design or fine arts for art directors and designers.

The Media Whiz:
- Officially known as media planner, media buyer or media director. Must ensure that the ad is seen, heard or read by as many people as possible from the target audience at the best price. The media planner must determine which media will have the best reach and be most cost efficient.
- The media buyer must negotiate for the best rate with the media agency on behalf of the client. Often, the functions of media planner and buyer may be carried out by the same person.
- Ideal qualities: a hard-nosed negotiator, analytical, good with numbers, well-organized and thoroughly well-versed with various media available.
- Ideal qualifications: there is no set media qualification; a degree or diploma in business administration or marketing may be useful.

Read more at http://community.jobscentral.com.sg/node/448

Well, that's a good article for me to think about my future job.

Anyway, I no longer have to date secretly, that's it.

2010-04-06T08:39:00.002+08:00

I saw a vest and few skirts from Cottons on that I like yesterday! Especially that Denim Vest! AWWWW! But I don't know if I should buy cause I'm on saving mode. No money to get those yet..

I guess I won't be online as often because I wanna watch my cable TV =P Also, it can train me not to be so hooked into facebook. >< Time to start work~

2010-04-04T23:58:00.005+08:00

Moschino Let's Quake the Duck

It is still one of my favourite and *wants*. It's a simple watch with Swarovski Crystals on a white dial. I've shown this to yanhua last year and till now, I'm still having a liking for this. This shows how much my heart is on this (: Plus, there's a duck on the watch. My FAVE! Its name is Luisa. It's time for me to get a new watch! I'm considering this and hinting on someone. HAHA. Every time I see the scratches on my current watch, I always felt a stinging pain in my heart. Plus, it's no longer white. =(

What I can do now is to dream of this watch... till someone willing to sponsor me..

Right now my priority is to save MONEY MONEY MONEY and help with family's needs. Watches.... Not now I guess.

hope you can see how much I'm trying hard to live up to my life and fulfilling all the challenges posed to me.

回忆是最可怕的敌人

2010-04-04T16:29:00.000+08:00

盡情的跳吧, 我的灰姑娘
這神奇的一刻只屬于你。
身邊不友善的陌生人, 嘲笑跟愚弄的眼光
在這一刻全都消失不見了。
仿佛這世界上只剩下你. . . . . 跟他,
不管這世界有多大, 在我眼中; 只有你。

真好, 她終于等到了。
她是值得的, 真替她感到高興,
可是我怎么一點都高興不起來?
怎么辦糖果已經無所不在;
不屬于我的糖果. . . . . .好甜。

2010-03-31T22:05:00.008+08:00

Being on hiatus for quite some time. As promise, I’ve uploaded some photos. Today would sum up what I’ve been doing for this month. Basically, started work on 2^nd day of March, whereby I have to start and adapt in a brand new environment. It was pretty good to start off with and in fact, my first time in sales department. Also, I was quite busy with university admission. It was really bad. I had hard time trying to motivate myself to submit the form and relevant documents on time. SMU was the last minute kind of thing. I really hope I can get into the 3 local universities in Business.

2 weeks of being 20 year old, I remembered Wan Ting sms-ed me and asked me how it was like being 20. I guess, it is really a platform of neither young nor old. I felt so old when I was typing this out. Actually, I respected and looked forward to this year’s birthday as this is my last year to be a “teenager”. After this year, I have to think how I am going to celebrate for my 21^st birthday.

Surprisingly, though there were disappointments in between, there were some surprises too. I spent my first time celebrating birthday with my primary school friends. 2^nd time being on the chair at Fish&Co though. We had a great time catching up on each other’s life, not forgetting reminiscing the wonderful times in the good old days.

13^th was spent with dearest. I know he made a lot of effort for me. But dear, next time don’t buy cake that is soooooooo sweet okay? (: I guess, his taste has changed and improved a lot because I like the wedges! Also champagne roses for me!

14^th was spent with my 2 lovelies. Bestie did not join us cause she had to work at IT show. I was quite upset at first because this is the first time she did not celebrate with me. But nevertheless, my 2 lovelies made me smile. We went to toy museum. I was amused by the fact that Singapore has such a museum! Took a lot of photos. (I’ve posted it previously in the heart-shaped form) they also made oreo cheesecake for me, knowing that I love oreo cheesecake . Though it may be a failure, but it’s the thought that counts. (:

15^th was with my cousins. We went to have ice cream buffet at Swensen. Because of this, I gained weight. HAHA. Now couldn’t lose down the fats stored in my body, We had fun gossiping and talking about some stuff (: Also took a few photos.

19^th was celebration for Peiling’s birthday. One birthday another. Well, celebrated with the usual plus Shawn and Shon Fan. Went to ichiban to eat first before heading to Chevron to sing. Close to midnight, we brought in the cake and sang birthday song for her. (: Hope you enjoyed, Peiling. But, someone who has turned crazy that day, was very high. HAHA. You know who you are!

27^th was a day at Sentosa with Dearest. Before that, I went to SIM with Wan Ting to submit the application form. It took us 2-3 hours to submit that stupid form because apparently there are 100 candidates in front of us. After which, I met Dearest and we went to Underwater World @ Sentosa! It was fun! Especially the dolphin’s performance! I love dolphin! I like the underground tunnel too! We also went to watch cineblast. It was not very thrilling because the slope down wasn’t that scary. I even have the time to tell him that it’s coming down. Overall, it was fun with him. Made me love him more if we could have this kind of outing more often. HAHA. But at night, we quarreled over slighted thing. Spoiled the night. =(

28^th was with Jiaoni, Tingting and Boon. Post celebration I would say. Had dinner at Raffles city. All of us ate curry rice. (: Along with fruit pie of our choice! Mine was definitely nice! Chocolate banana! Yum~ I bought a pair of sandals from mphosis too. NICE. I LOVE.

29^th was buying of phone! Despite having bad reviews from some, I still chose HTC Hero because it has been in my wishlist. I don’t wish to wait for legend to be out. Though it’s gonna be in store from April onwards. Nevertheless, I still got it. Besides, it’s a white phone which I desire. The stocks are running low too. Bought a red cover for it. I’m loving my phone and it works just like iPhone! But I <3>

I started teaching the 2 twins since 23^rd march. They were obedient and were keen to learn new things. I was relieved and happy. They remind me of Jinfu and Jin gui. HaHA.

I realised this is a very very long post! (: Enjoy reading, my readers. (If there's still some avid readers.)

Agnes B Bag

2010-03-18T21:55:00.002+08:00

I'm considering getting this similar design in black..^^ But of course the L size since I always throw my stuff in. (:

Finally changed my mphosis bag to the charles and keith's bag that the girls gave me. It nice But VERY HEAVY.... LOL. Abit uncomfortable but I like the velvet part. Can pinch. HAHA

Can't wait for tml! It's NOT anticipated over RESULT but it's about 7years, 7 people!(:

2010-03-18T21:41:00.002+08:00

This is the whole collection of the pictures taken during my birthday celebration with my 2 lovely pigs but without the WOLF. The WOLF went to work. HAHA. Will upload more about my birthday another time.

2010-03-09T22:31:00.004+08:00

Recently, I read Shar's blog and I also share the same thought too. Like what she said in her blog, we hope that there's an invisible camera video-ing every bit of my life. I want to see how I portrayed myself with different kind of people that I handled with everyday. I want to see what kind of person I really am. Though I know it's not what I expected to be.

Sometimes life can be frustrating. But nevertheless, live life to the fullest. I know it's crap but well, that's the only thing I can console to myself everyday. Someday, i should deserve a pat on the shoulder because I spend only less than $20 on food for 5 days = $4 per day. (: Also, beginning of last week, I honored my word by sleeping earlier... But these 3 days I failed cause I was watching jia hao yue yuan! (: I finally finished the whole series! Nice drama(: Love the characters!

Tingting went Taiwan this afternoon :) But she leave me alone.. Sobsob. HaHa JKJK! Bon voyage!

Hope I can achieve my goal(: I've decided to take driving license but won't be signing up as yet because I still need save money for next year. Oh and I've a new tuition which will commerce right after March Holidays. Pr2 TWINS. Hopefully I can manage. Last sunday is my official last day with my Pr3 kid, Cheryl. Took photo with her too. Will upload here soon.

Time to sleep! It's 1045pm.

2010-03-06T02:06:00.002+08:00

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2010-03-04T18:19:00.002+08:00

Today at work was.... tiring because I have to kill time!! > <

FINALLLYYYY Graduated(hopefully). Also, I got back my JLPT3. FAILED. ): By a little. 218/400. 22 more marks to pass~ ><>

Celebrated Jiaoni's birthday on tuesday at Billy's. ^^ We've gotten her a wallet and the cute pouch that Tingting made. (: Photos are on FB. Lazy to upload here. =X At least we managed to make her smile (:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:(:

My birthday is comingg up soooooooooon. For benefit of my friends whoo are frustrated over what to buy for me, below are a list of stuff that I need/want(:

1. Needs BAG

2. Wants WEDGES

3. New watch

4. BB Cream

5. Macbook

6. Pumps/flats

7. Dress

Ohman. I realised it's very hard to squeeze out the things I need! It took me 30minutes to think=.= Because other than bag, I don't really need anything else. Also, I don't have things I want. But the list above I hope, can be of use to everyone(:

2010-02-19T19:34:00.001+08:00

omg SOOO SWEET! Finally getting married after dating for almost 10 years! ><

2010-02-16T11:54:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I feel so glad that I'm born into this family.. (: Because I've a wonderful mother who has brought us up well. If I were to born into other family, I think I won't be Chai Leng anymore. ><

Being a sister myself, I already felt that I'm not doing a good job but I've seen some even worse off. Which I think that person can bang the wall. Being super biased and looked down on others, is that what a sister should behave? I don't get how older generation's mind works.

WE may not be as RICH as you but I think we're rich in terms of others other than monetary value. After exam, will be searching for jobs(: Save up the money and prepare for 21st birthday...

I want to have a grand birthday... Still thinking if I should continue with my original plan.. Should I? and in 1 months' time, I'm stepping into the 20s. OMG. Felt so old! ><

2010-02-14T23:08:00.002+08:00

I've given you many chances and yet you didn't appreciate. And now, I've lost confidence in you. Lost respect and everything. Don't blame me for being cruel. YES and definitely, I would prove you how capable I am.

CNY day 1 was good. Had some catching up and photos taken at ECP. As usual (: PHotos will be uploaded to FB. Think I will post here if I'm in good mood. Hopefully can catch up with my cousins tomorrow too(: